2320"s woman"s voice was very soft, but the words she said made Ye Fan feel as if his heart was being hammered.Ye Fan looked at Su Qingxue with reddened eyes. He could not hide the pain and guilt on his face.
It wasn"t that he didn"t understand, it was just that he had always been avoiding this question. Now, however, it was time for him to face it.
Although Su Qingxue"s idea was a bit biased, it still had its reasons.Even if she remembered the memories of both of them, by that time, she would no longer be the pure "her".
A life that did not belong to her, a life that was much richer than her own! It was like someone had possessed him, an indescribable fear! If Ye Fan could remember his previous life, and if the women started to get together with him because they liked him in his previous life, this kind of feeling... Can you feel it?
The key point was, who could guarantee that once his or her memories completely recovered, his or her current personality and memories would still be retained?If the current life were to become a gradually forgetting dream, then what was the difference between that and death?
"Darling …" This humble one really wants to know, in the half year that we were together, did Darling ever treat me as an independent woman and not as the Su Qingxue in his dreams?
"My husband treats me so well. Could it be that he treats me this once only because he likes me and not because of that girl …" Su Qingxue asked with tears in her eyes.
Ye Fan said with difficulty, "Little Snow... I can"t lie to you, I admit it. If it wasn"t for your looks, I wouldn"t have married you back then.However, when I was with you, I didn"t use you as a subst.i.tute. The current you and the you in my dreams, to me … It"s all your fault... " "But I"m not her!"
Su Qingxue said mournfully: "I like to smile at my husband, and I like to cling on to my husband. I don"t have that much ambition either … …" They are clearly different people, how can Darling help us as if we were a single person?
If it was her, she definitely wouldn"t be able to hold me. My memories, the memories of eighteen years, the memories of when I was together with my husband … It will all disappear. Does Darling really not mind?
You don"t feel the slightest bit reluctant to part with it? "
Ye Fan frowned, shook his head and said, "That won"t happen, even if you recover, you would still have some memories. How could you remove your own memories?"
"If you don"t want to remember, then you will naturally forget … She … Isn"t it just for my husband? Can"t you reject all the women in the world? "Su Qingxue smiled miserably. Her eyes were filled with fear.
The other made her uneasy.
Ye Fan was speechless. He recalled the Su Qingxue from before. He knew that all of this was possible … … The key thing was, he didn"t know if Su Qingxue would keep her current memories once she completely recovered.
If the princess disappeared, would he … This was equivalent to personally "killing" her.Infinite entanglement, just like countless thorns, covered Ye Fan"s heart.
He found it hard to move, and his brain could not keep thinking.
"Let"s all calm down first … If you are stable now, the medicine will stop for a while. "
Ye Fan stood up and was about to leave the room.
Seeing that the man was about to leave, Su Qingxue quickly stood up and asked, "Husband! If Husband really wants her to return … "I"m willing to continue drinking the medicine …" [If I don"t have a husband, I am just a short-lived man …] I don"t want to … "It would be hard for Darling to do that."Ye Fan took a deep breath, and felt his heart sink even more. He turned his head and said, "Xiao Xue, I won"t force you to make any decisions, I just want you to be fine.
"The day after tomorrow will be the Holy Emperor"s Imperial Examinations. We"ll think about it after the Imperial Examinations are over."Finished, Ye Fan silently walked back to his room alone.
When he arrived outside the room, he saw Chu Yunyao holding a cup of coffee, leaning against the railing, riding the night wind.
Ye Fan saw the woman"s graceful figure, but he was not as impulsive as usual.
"Little Yao Yao, tonight … "I"m not in the mood, sorry." Ye Fan bitterly smiled."You"re thinking too much, I"m just sitting here drinking a cup of coffee." Chu Yunyao lightly said.
Ye Fan nodded, sat on the railing, and lowered his head in silence.
"I told you earlier … When Su Qingxue"s memories come back, that is when the real question starts. Were you not even prepared for this? "Chu Yunyao glanced at the man and said.
Ye Fan raised his head, "How do you know? What am I thinking?"
"Are you stupid?
This is my yard, where is it not monitored by me?
"Besides, it"s possible for the enemy to sneak in …" Chu Yunyao said without hesitation.Ye Fan was speechless, but he wasn"t in the mood to care about this woman"s surveillance. He sighed and said, "This matter at home …" Compared to seeing the stars in the night and seeing the moon in the mist, it was much more troublesome … If my sword could directly cut through these three thousand vexed threads, how great would that be … Little Yao Yao, what do you think I should do?
My mind is in a mess right now, I was obviously saving Qingxue … However, it seems to be killing her now. "
"Don"t ask me, I don"t know either." Chu Yunyao said.
Ye Fan forced a smile, "There is also a problem that can make things difficult for you..." "It"s simple to do research, but as a person …" "How could it be so easy … …" Chu Yunyao drank a mouthful of coffee, looked into the distance at the night sky, and muttered.Ye Fan glanced at the woman and fell into deep thought.
A sleepless night.
In the morning, Ye Fan"s room was filled with rice dumplings in her arms.
"Big brother! Why didn"t you go for breakfast earlier? Sister Jiao cooked a lot of delicious food! "
Ye Fan was lying on the bed, blankly looking at the ceiling, "I have no appet.i.te..." "Big brother! Then let"s go out for a walk at noon! Ye Dan Qing said that she hadn"t seen her for a long time, and that her second brother was also here. Let"s go out of the restaurant and have a meal together! It"s the Sacred Royal Examinations tomorrow, so there"s no time for you all! "
Ye Yanqing said.
Ye Fan sighed, "Good girl, good girl..." Go on, I"m not in the mood ".Ye Shiqing pouted and said, "Brother! Have you turned into the G.o.d of Swords, and don"t want to be with us juniors anymore?
"In any case, we grew up together, so Ye Danqing has already reserved a place for you to go."
"How could I have meant that …" Ye Fan didn"t know whether to laugh or cry. Thinking about it, he went out to relax, so he got up and said, "Then let"s go, I really admire you little girl."
Tang Yuan stared at Ye Fan for a moment with his pair of small eyes, "Ah!" and let out a low cry. Then, he kicked with his short legs and jumped onto Ye Fan"s shoulder.
Ye Fan knew that this lazy bear must have seen that he was in a bad mood and was comforting him. He couldn"t help but laugh as he pinched his round belly, "At least you have a conscience, today I"ll buy you something good to eat."
Ye Fan walked out of the yard with his sister and Rice Ball in tow.
They walked all the way to the restaurant that Ye Dainqing had booked. This was the place where Ye Fan had gone out to eat when he had just arrived in this world.
What a coincidence, old place, old seat.
Ye Danqing and Ye Hang had arrived long ago. Seeing Ye Fan and Ye Xianqing come over, they greeted them with a smile and a wave of their hands.
"Haha, brother, you"re finally here. I was wondering if you were wearing a mask. You must have changed your appearance." Ye Danqing laughed.
At his level, it was naturally impossible for him to know that Ye Fan was a sword G.o.d. He only thought that Ye Fan had been hiding recently.
Ye Hang and Ye Xianqing did not say anything, but their eyes could not hide their pride for their brother.Ye Fan took the wine jug and poured himself a cup, "How have you been recently? Are you going to partic.i.p.ate in the Holy Emperor"s Royal Examinations tomorrow?"
"Come on! What a joke! The Royal Sacred Test is comparing if I were to write, I would still have to go! "
Ye Dan Qing rolled her eyes.
After chatting for a while, Ye Fan couldn"t help but be stunned because on the street below the restaurant, two familiar figures appeared.
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