"Chen, if you have something on your mind, then tell Big Bro. I can"t help you with business, but Big Bro can still listen to what you have to say." "Say it, what makes you so conflicted and frustrated? A month of leaving early and returning late, are you really very busy or did you deliberately do it?"Pushing Mu Yi to the side, she pushed him through the archway and stopped under the tree where Zhang Xiao usually liked to sit. Mu Chen laughed bitterly: "Big Brother, you"re still my smart big brother."
Mu Yi turned her head and looked at him with sparkling eyes. It had been a month since they last met, and Mu Chen was still as handsome as ever.
"Is it related to Zhang Xiao?"
Mu Yi asked softly.
Mu Chen hesitated for a moment, then gently nodded his head, after that, he once again pushed the wheelchair, pushing Mu Yi towards the backyard, where there were less people, but they were all quiet, suitable for the two brothers to talk about.
There were many trees in the backyard, so the scenery was quiet and serene. In the early morning, the air was exceptionally fresh.
"Brother, Zhang Xiao is Zhang Hao Tian"s daughter."
After hiding the truth of the matter from his family for almost two months, Mu Chen finally revealed his true ident.i.ty to Mu Yi.
Mu Yi smiled lightly, "I know." Last time, his a.n.a.lysis was clear. Even if his brother refused to admit it, he knew that his a.n.a.lysis was correct.
"Not only that, I also realized that I unknowingly liked hearing her voice and watching her." Mu Chen said awkwardly, "I understand what kind of feelings they are. I am unable to face them, I have let Tong Tong down. I was childhood friends with Tong Tong, and we hadn"t even known each other for two months, yet I actually... "Brother, I admit that I am a very devoted person and only now do I realize that I am not the least bit devoted. I will have feelings for another woman in the shortest amount of time."
After an entire night of tossing and turning, Mu Chen finally confessed to his big brother how he felt about Zhang Xiao.
"I thought that if I didn"t see her, I would be able to sever my love with a swift blade. Who knew that it would be the opposite? On the contrary, I couldn"t get rid of her even more." Mu Chen laughed bitterly, "I don"t even know when did I develop feelings for her, or did I start bickering with her at the beginning, or was it that night in the cemetery? I don"t know. All I know is that she disappeared that night. I want to find her right away. I was angry when I found her in the cemetery, and I don"t know why I let her come to the cemetery alone in the middle of the night, but then I saw the marks on her face and knew she"d been hit. I asked her, and all she said was, It"s all over. At that moment, I felt my heart ache. "
The two of them didn"t get along, and it could be said that they didn"t get along much, but he was still attracted by her.
"That day at the zoo, Mu Ya"s happiness, my happiness, her sweetness, all made my heart throb. I felt that it was the happiest day for me since Tong Tong left."
Mu Yi"s lips curled up into a light smile, as she quietly listened to his brother"s narration of his feelings.
When Mu Chen finished, Mu Yi said: "Chen, Tong Tong has left. We are all very sad, for her, and for you. You are still so young, no one wants you to guard Tong Tong"s soul for your entire life. Of course, if you choose to stay with her for the rest of your life, we won"t be able to stop you. However, since you have feelings for Zhang Xiao, I think you should consider it carefully. No matter how good Tong Tong was, she had died. No matter how bad Zhang Xiao was, she was still alive. Furthermore, it was not that Zhang Xiao was bad, but he was a very good girl. Chen, why can"t you take pity on the person in front of you? "
Mu Chen remained silent.
To take pity on the person in front of him?
It"s easier said than done.
"One more thing, I think you"ve been ignoring it."
Mu Yi indicated for Mu Chen to stop, he turned and looked at Mu Chen with a smile, and laughed: "You are only thinking about yourself, and not Zhang Xiao. Do you think Zhang Xiao loves you? "
Mu Chen was startled.
Did Zhang Xiao love him?
The answer was no, she had repeatedly stressed to Shen Ying Er that she did not love him and would not fight over him with him. She had also said that she had signed a contract with him, that she would do things according to the agreement, that she would not do things that she should not do. Also, she despised him as a middle-aged uncle!
"Although I still haven"t seen Zhang Xiao in person, but when I hear your conversation inside the wall, I can tell that she doesn"t have any feelings for you or a relationship with you. Which is to say that your greatest struggle right now is only your one-sided wish. doesn"t even love you, what are you hesitating for? I think you should be more conflicted about how to make her fall in love with you and become completely obsessed with you, rather than thinking about how to put distance between them. "
Mu Chen"s face darkened, as he stared blankly.
His brother"s words woke him up as a dreamer.
That"s right, this didn"t even love him, so why should he care?
His confusion was his own trouble, his own wishful thinking.
"Don"t be so conflicted over when you should fall in love with Zhang Xiao. Love is something that is hard to fathom. Do you think that you had feelings for Zhang Xiao when you were with her, or that it was all just an illusion? Maybe you already had feelings for her the first time you saw her, and if you had feelings for her, it would take a period of time before it sprouted. You are tormenting yourself by trying so hard to put distance between you and yourself. While you were suffering from the pain of longing, she was living her life without a care in the world. She took Mu Ya out for a ride every day and had fun, how could you exist in her heart? "
Mu Chen"s face was even darker.
In this month, he deliberately avoided Zhang Xiao, and the only person who was suffering was indeed himself. Zhang Xiao mistook her as her younger sister, and her father crashed into Mu Yi, causing him to die, so he did not know that he was trying to sever all ties with her.
Last night he had changed his mind and decided to stay at home with her daughter. She had taken the initiative to say that she would not appear in front of him. How free and easy she was, how could she be as conflicted as he was.
Who asked him to be so sentimental?
Since ancient times, love had always been more bitter than ruthlessness.
"Don"t worry about it. If you fall in love with Zhang Xiao, that means you have let Tong Tong down. Living people and dead people have different seats, as long as you know how to manage them, the two of them don"t have any conflicts. I think Tong Tong must want you to live well and be happy again. And Mu Ya, Mu Ya is what you have to worry about the most. She is too young, and severely lacks a mother"s love. You should know better than me how Zhang Xiao treats him. Where do you think you should find a woman who loves him and Mu Ya likes her? Chen, don"t you think that this is Mu Ya, the one who had pulled the strings between you and Zhang Xiao? So many people, Mu Ya didn"t call her mother, but chose to call her his mother instead? For Mu Ya, even if Zhang Xiao is his daughter, you still have to invite her back to take care of him. This is fate. "