1990 Not telling him
Gu yingxue told Gu Nian about the Mahjong incident.
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Although Gu Nian was already married and had been in love in ancient times, she still felt that she did not know much about love. Therefore, she could not give Gu yingxue any more advice.
She could only ask Gu yingxue,”Xue ‘er, little Jin is a good boy, but I can’t help you with this kind of thing.” However, if there’s anything you want me to do for you, you can still tell me. ”
Gu yingxue shook her head and said,”sister niannian, I don’t want you to do anything for me.” I just want to share with you that I have someone I like.”
“Will you tell him then?” Gu Nian asked.
Gu yingxue thought about it and shook her head. When I was in the West, I foolishly wanted to marry him for Brother Yun’s sake. At that time, he was very annoyed with me. At that time, I didn’t consider his feelings. I only wanted to make myself feel at ease. So, I won’t do it now. It’s my business that I like him. I don’t want to say it and cause him trouble. At the very least, he’s treating me like a little sister now. I’m very happy to do so. If I say it out loud, he might ignore me or treat me coldly like he used to. I like him, but he doesn’t have to like me. ”
“Even though it’s a wonderful thing that the person I like also likes me, I’m still happy. But I don’t dare to take the risk. I’m already very satisfied with our current relations.h.i.+p. Big brother Xiao Yan promised me that he would often write to me about big brother Yun’s situation when he brought him back to quicksand country. It’s fine as long as we know that he’s doing well with Brother Yun.”
Gu Nian was surprised by Gu yingxue’s words. This was the first time this little girl had fallen for someone, and she had actually thought about it so thoroughly?
Don’t you have any possessiveness?
Gu yingxue thought for a while and continued, ” “Of course, I naturally want to be with brother little che. I might be sad when he gets married in the future. However, I’ve seen brother Xiao Yang’s indifference and his disregard. I’m afraid. I’m a coward, and I’d rather not say it than break our current relations.h.i.+p. I’m still young anyway. What if I really treat him as a brother in the future and don’t have any feelings for him?”
Gu Nian did not know what else to say. “Alright, I won’t try to persuade you if you plan on doing this. However, I’ll keep an eye on Xiao Jin in the future and ask your brother-in-law to keep an eye on him to see if he’s moved by someone else. Perhaps, just like what you said, when he leaves in the future, you’ll really treat him as a brother and not be moved at all. Just let nature take its course!”
Gu yingxue nodded. yes, let nature take its course.
Gu yingxue then told Gu Nian many things. For example, when she and the quicksand King were captured by the cloud Sea tribe, Cheng huaijin and Gu Xin saved them in the desert. At that time, she saw someone sneak up on Cheng huaijin from behind and blocked the attack for him without thinking.
She felt that she might have liked him since then!
Feelings were hard to explain. Some people could be sure that they fell in love at that moment, but some people couldn’t say it clearly. They didn’t know when, but there was another person living in their hearts, and they couldn’t be driven away.
Gu yingxue only told Gu Nian about this and did not tell the other sisters.
It wasn’t that she didn’t trust them or didn’t treat them as sisters. She was just worried that if too many people knew about it, what if Cheng huaijin also found out?
Now that Cheng huaijin could finally talk to her normally, she was afraid that if he knew that she liked him, he would ignore her like he did before.