I laughed at this, greatly to Flanagan"s wrath. Luckily, however, no evil consequences happened, and we reached church without any more bad marks.
Of all days, Sunday at Stonebridge House was the most miserable and desperate. We had not even the occupation of lessons, still less the escape to the playground. After church, we were marched back to the school, and there set to read some dry task book till dinner.
And after dinner we were set to copy out a chapter of Jeremiah or some other equally suitable pa.s.sage from beginning to end on ruled paper, getting bad marks as on week days for all faults. After this came tea, and after tea another dreary march forth to church. But the culminating horror of the day was yet to come. After evening church--and there really was a sense of escape and peace in the old church, even though we could not make out the sermon--after evening church, we were all taken up to Miss Henniker"s parlour, and there doomed to sit perfectly still for a whole hour, while she read aloud something by one of the very old masters. Oh, the agony of those Sunday evenings!
I have sat fascinated by that awful voice, with a cramp in my leg that I dared not stir to relieve, or a tickling in the small of my back from which there was no escape, or a cobweb on my face I had not the courage to brush away. I have felt sleep taking possession of me, yet daring neither to yawn, nor nod my head, nor wink my eyes. I have stared fixedly at the gas, or the old china ornament on the mantelpiece, till my eyes became watery with the effort and I have suffered all the tortures of a cold in the head without the possibility either of sniffing or clearing my throat!
It made no difference to Miss Henniker that she was reading aloud. She had her eye on every one of us the whole time, nay, more than ever; and many a bad mark was sprinkled up with her readings.
"Once more, dearly beloved--Batchelor, a bad mark," became to me quite a familiar sound before I had been many Sundays at Stonebridge House.
This particular Sunday evening I thought I should go mad, at least, during the first part of the performance. I _couldn"t_ sit still, and the more I tried the more restless I became. At last, however, some chance directed my eyes to where the new boy was sitting in a distant corner of the room, and from that moment, I can"t tell why, I became a model of quiet sitting. I found myself forgetting all about the cobwebs, and Mrs Hudson, and the china ornament, and the small of my back, and thinking of nothing but this solemn, queer boy, with his big eyes, and black hair, and troubled face. The more I looked at him the more sorry I felt for him, and the more I wished to be his friend. I would--
"Batchelor, repeat the last words I read," broke in Miss Henniker.
She thought she had me, but no! Far away as my thoughts had been, my ears had mechanically retained those last melodious strains, and I answered, promptly, "Lat.i.tudinarianism of an unintelligent emotionalism!"
One to me! And I returned to my brown study triumphant, and pretty secure against further molestation.
I made up my mind, come what would, I would speak to the new boy and let him see _I_ was not against him.
Some one will smile, of course, and say, sarcastically, "What a treat for the new boy!" But if he only knew with what fear and trembling I made that resolution, he would acquit Fred Batchelor of any very great self-importance in the matter.
Bedtime came at last, and, thankful to have the day over, we crawled away to our roosts. The new boy"s bed, as I have said, was next mine, and I conceived the determination, if I could only keep awake, of speaking to him after every one was asleep.
It was hard work that keeping awake; but I managed it. Gradually, one after another dropped off, and the padding footsteps overhead and the voices below died away till nothing was heard but the angry tick of the clock outside and the regular breathing of the sleepers on every hand.
Then I softly slid out of bed and crawled on my hands and knees to Smith"s bed. It was an anxious moment for me. He might be asleep, and wake up in a fright to find some one near him; or he might be awake and resent my intrusion. Still I determined I _would_ go to him, and I was rewarded.
"Is that Batchelor?" I heard him whisper as I approached his bed.
"Yes," I answered, joyfully, and feeling half the battle over.
"Come in," said he, moving to make room for me.
"Oh no!" I said, in terror at the very idea. "Suppose I fell asleep.
I"ll kneel here, and then if any one comes I can crawl back."
"What is it?" Smith said, presently, after a long and awkward pause.
I was thankful that he broke the ice.
"Oh," I whispered, "aren"t you jolly miserable here, I say?"
"Pretty!" said he. "Aren"t you?"
"Oh, yes! But the fellows are all so unkind to you."
Smith gave a little bitter laugh. "That doesn"t matter," he said.
"Doesn"t it? I wish I was bigger, I"d back you up--and so will Flanagan, if you let him."
"Thanks, old man!" said the new boy, putting his hand on my arm. "It"s not the fellows I mind, it"s--" and here he pulled up.
"Old Henniker," I put in, in accents of smothered rage.
"Ugh!" said Smith; "she"s awful!"
But somehow it occurred to me the Henniker was not what Smith was going to say when he pulled up so suddenly just before. I felt certain there was something mysterious about him, and of course, being a boy, I burned to know.
However, he showed no signs of getting back to that subject, and we talked about a lot of things, thankful to have scope for once for our pent-up feelings. It was one of the happiest times I had known for years, as I knelt there on the hard carpetless floor and found my heart going out to the heart of a friend. What we talked about was of little moment; it was probably merely about boys" trifles, such as any boy might tell another. What was of moment was that there, in dreary, cheerless Stonebridge House, we had found some interest in common, and some object for our spiritless lives.
I told him all about home and my uncle, in hopes that he would be equally communicative, but here he disappointed me.
"Are your father and mother dead too?" I said.
"Not both," he replied.
It was spoken in a tone half nervous, half vexed, so I did not try to pursue the subject.
Presently he changed the subject and said, "How do you like that fellow Hawkesbury?"
"Not much; though I don"t know why."
Smith put out his hand and pulled my face close to his as he whispered, "I hate him!"
"Has he been bullying you?" I inquired.
"No," said Smith. "But he"s--ugh--I don"t know any more than you do why I hate him. I say, shall you be out in the playground to-morrow?"
"Yes, unless I get four bad marks before. I"ve two against me already."
"Oh, don"t get any more. I want to go for a walk."
"A walk!" I exclaimed. "You"ll never be allowed!"
"But we might slip out just for a few minutes; it"s awful never to get out."
It _was_ awful; but the risk. However, I had promised to back him up, and so I said where he went I would go.
"If it was only to climb one tree, or see just one bird on the bushes,"
he said, almost pathetically. "But I say, ain"t you getting cold?"
I was not, I protested, and for a long time more we continued talking.
Then at last the creaking of a board, or the noise of a mouse, startled us in earnest, and in a moment I had darted back to my bed. All was quiet again.
"Good-night, old boy," I whispered.
"Good-night, old man. Awfully good of you," he replied. "I"ll come to you to-morrow."