"I must be in it. I adore you. I can"t give you up. Haven"t you seen from the first how I loved you?"
"I _thought_ I saw you liked trying to flirt when no one was looking.
That sounds rather horrid, but--it"s the truth."
"You misjudged me cruelly. Have you no human ambition? I could place you among the highest in any land. With me, your beauty should shine as it never could in your own country. Is it nothing to you that I can make you a Princess?"
"Less than nothing," I answered, "though perhaps it would be pretty of me to thank you for wanting to make me one. So I do thank you; and I"ll thank you still more if you will go now, and leave me to my thoughts."
"I cannot go till I have made you understand how I love you, how indispensable you are to me," he persisted. And I grew really angry; for he had no right to persecute me, when I had refused him.
"Very well, then, _I_ shall go," I said, and would have pa.s.sed him, but he seized my hand and held it fast.
It was this moment that Mr. Barrymore chose for paying his respects to Juliet"s tomb; and I blushed as I have never blushed in my life, I think--blushed till the tears smarted in my eyes. I was afraid he would believe that I"d been letting Prince Dalmar-Kalm make love to me. But there was nothing to say, unless I were willing to have a scene, and that would have been hateful. Nor was there anything to do except the obvious thing, s.n.a.t.c.h my hand away; and that might seem to be only because some one had come. But how I should have loved to box the Prince"s ears! I never dreamed that I had such a temper. I suppose, though, there must be something of the fishwife in every woman--something that comes boiling up to the surface once in a while, and makes _n.o.blesse oblige_ hard to remember.
The one relief to my feelings in this situation was given by my queer little new pet--the wisp of a black doggie I"ve named Airole, after the village where he grew. I"d brought him into the cloister in my arms hidden under a cape, because he had conceived a suspicious dislike of the cabman. Now he said all the things to the Prince that I wanted to say, and more, and would have snapped, if the Prince had not retired his hand in time.
The process of quieting Airole gave me the chance to make up my mind what I should do next. If I went away, I couldn"t prevent Prince Dalmar-Kalm from going with me, and Mr. Barrymore would have a right to imagine that I wished to continue the interrupted scene. If I stayed it was open for him to fancy that I wanted to be with _him_; but between two evils one chooses the less; besides, a nice thing about Mr.
Barrymore is that, notwithstanding his good looks and cleverness, he"s not conceited--not conceited enough, I sometimes think, for he lets people misunderstand his position and often seems more amused than angry at a snub.
Acting on my quick decision, I said, "Oh, I"m glad you"ve come. You know so much about Verona. Please talk to me of this place--only don"t say it isn"t authentic, for that would be a jarring note."
"I"m afraid I don"t care enough whether things are authentic or not," he answered, both of us ignoring the Prince. "You know, in my country, legend and history are a good deal mixed, which makes for romance.
Besides, I"m inclined to believe in stories that have been handed down from generation to generation--told by grandfathers to their grandchildren, and so on through the centuries till they"ve reached us.
When they"re investigated by the cold light of reason, at least they can seldom be disproved."
I agreed, and the conversation went on, deliberately excluding the Prince. Each minute I said to myself, "Surely he"ll go." But he did not.
He stayed while Mr. Barrymore and I discussed the genius of Shakspere, chiming in now and then as if nothing had happened, and remaining until we were ready to go.
At the cab there was another crisis. I hadn"t yet entirely realized the Prince"s stupendous capacity for what Beechy would put into one short, sharp word "Cheek." But I fully appreciated it when he calmly manifested his intention of getting into my cab, as if we had come together.
Something had to be done instantly, or it would be too late.
Leaning from my seat so that the Prince had to wait with his foot on the step, I exclaimed, "Oh! Mr. Barrymore, won"t you let me give you a lift?
Prince Dalmar-Kalm has his own cab, and I"m alone in this."
"Thanks very much, I shall be delighted," said the Chauffeulier.
Even the Prince"s audacity wasn"t equal to the situation created by these tactics. He retired, hat in hand, looking so furious that I could hardly help laughing. Mr. Barrymore got in beside me, and we drove off leaving the Prince with n.o.body but his own cabman to vent his rage on.
I rather hoped, for a minute, that Mr. Barrymore would say something which would give me the chance for a vague word or two of explanation; but he didn"t. He simply talked of indifferent things, telling me how the work on the car was finished, and how he had had time after all to wander among his favourite bits of Verona. And then, in a flash of understanding, I saw how much more tactful and manly it was in him not to mention the Prince.
XIX
A CHAPTER OF PALACES AND PRINCES
What a pity clocks don"t realize the interesting work they do in the making of history, as they go on ticking out moments which never before have been and never will be again! It would be such a reward for their patience; and I should like my watch to know how often I"ve thanked it lately for the splendid moments it has given me.
Some of those I had in Verona (no thanks to the Prince!) have really helped to develop my soul, and it used to need developing badly, poor dear; I see that now, though I didn"t then. I never thought much about the development of souls, except that one must try hard to be good and do one"s duty. But now I begin dimly to see many things, as if I caught glimpses of them, far away, and high up on some of the snowy mountain-tops we pa.s.s.
Must one live through several incarnations, I wonder, for true development? Are some people great-minded because they have gone through many such phases, and are the wondrous geniuses of the world--such as Shakspere--the most developed of all? Then the poor commonplace or stupid people, who never have any real thoughts of their own, are they the undeveloped souls who haven"t had their chance yet? If they are, how kind those who have gone further ought to be to them, and what generous allowances they ought to make, instead of being impatient, and pleased with themselves because they are cleverer.
I think I should like to send whole colonies of those poor "beginners"
to Italy to live for a while, because it might give them a step up for their next phase. As for myself, I"m going further every day, almost as fast, I hope, as the automobile goes.
"She," as the Chauffeulier affectionately calls her, went especially fast and well the morning we swept out of Verona. There was an entrancing smell of Italy in the air. There is no other way to describe it--it is that and nothing else.
As long as Verona was still within sight, I kept looking back, just as you drink something delicious down to the last drop, when you know there can be no dregs. Only to see how the town lay at the foot of the mountains of the north, was to understand its powers of defence, and its importance to the dynasties and princes of the past. With Mr.
Barrymore"s help, I could trace one line of fortification after another, from the earliest Roman, through Charlemagne and the Scaligers, down to the modern Austrian.
No wonder that Verona was the first halting-place for the tribes of Germans, pouring down from their cold forests in the north to cross the Alps and rejoice in the sunshine of Italy! For Verona"s nearness to the north and her striking difference to the north impressed me sharply, as a black line of shadow is cut out by the sun. Up a gap in the dark barrier of mountains I gazed where Mr. Barrymore pointed, towards the great Brenner Pa.s.s, leading straight to Innsbruck through Tyrol. How close the northern nations lay, yet in the warm Italian brightness how far away they seemed.
But soon Verona disappeared, and we were speeding along a level road with far-off purple peaks upon our left, and away in front some floating blue shapes which it thrilled me to hear were actually the Euganean Hills. The Chauffeulier set them to music by quoting from Sh.e.l.ley"s "Lines Written in Dejection in the Euganean Hills"--a sweet old-fashioned t.i.tle of other days, and words so beautiful that for a moment I was depressed in sympathy--though I couldn"t help feeling that _I_ should be happy in the Euganean Hills. They called across the plain with siren voices, asking me to come and explore their fastnesses of blue and gold, but Aunt Kathryn couldn"t understand why. "They"re not half so imposing as lots of mountains we"ve pa.s.sed," she said. "And anyway, I think the beauty of mountains is overestimated. What are they to admire so much, anyhow, when you think of it, more than flat places?
They are only great lumps at best."
"Well," replied Sir Ralph, "if it comes to that, what"s the sea but a big wet thing?"
"And what are people but a kind of superior ant, and the grandest palaces but big anthills?" Beechy chimed in. "I"ve often thought, supposing there were--well, Things, between G.o.ds and men, living here somewhere, invisible to us as we are to lots of little creatures, what kind of an idea _would_ They get of us and our ways? They"d be always spying on us, of course, and making scientific observations, as we do on insects. I used to believe in Them, and be awfully afraid, when I was younger, because I used to think all the accidents and bad things that happened might be due to Their experiments. You see They"d be wondering why we did certain things; why lots of us all run to one place--like Venice, or any show city--instead of going to another nest of anthills; or why we all crowded into one anthill (like a church or theatre) at a particular time. So a theatre-fire would be when They"d touched the anthill with one of their cigars, to make the ants run out. Or a volcano would have an eruption because They"d poked the mountain with a great pin to see what would happen. Or when we"re cut or hurt in any way, it"s because They"ve marked us to know one from the other, as we run about. I do hope They"re not thinking about _us_ now, or They"ll drop something and smash the automobile."
"Oh, don"t, Beechy! You make my blood run cold!" cried Aunt Kathryn. "Do let"s talk of something else quickly. How gracefully the vines are trained here, draped along those rows of trees in the meadows. It"s much prettier than ordinary vineyards. You might imagine fairies playing tag under these arbours."
"Or fauns chasing nymphs," said Sir Ralph. "No doubt they did a few years ago and caught them too."
"I"m glad they don"t now," replied Aunt Kathryn, "or this would be no fit place for ladies to motor."
But I wasn"t glad, for the whole country was one wide background for a pre-Raphaelite picture, and the mountains to which Aunt Kathryn had applied so insulting a simile were even grander in size and n.o.bler in shape than before. We had seen many old chateaux (though never a surfeit), but the best of all had been reserved for to-day. Far away on our left, as we drove towards Padua, it rose above the little town that crawled to the foot of the castle"s hill to beg protection; and it was exactly like a city painted by Mantegna or Carpaccio, Mr. Barrymore said. Up the hill ran the n.o.blest and biggest wall that an Old Master"s imagination could have conceived. Many men might walk on it abreast; and at every few yards it bristled with st.u.r.dy watch-towers, not ruined, but looking as ready to defy the enemy to-day as they were six hundred years ago. The culmination was the castle itself, so magnificently proportioned, so worthily proud of its place, that it seemed as if the spirit of the Middle Ages were there embodied, gazing down in haughty resignation upon a new world it did not even wish to understand.
The name of the castle was Soave; but when I heard that nothing startling enough to please me had happened there, I wouldn"t know its history, for my fancy was equal to inventing one more thrilling. There was plentiful sensation, though, in the stories the Chauffeulier could tell of Napoleon"s battles and adventures in this neighbourhood. I listened to them eagerly, especially to that which covered his falling into a marsh while fighting the Austrians, and standing there, unable to get out, while the battle of Arcole raged around him. We were at the point of the rescue and the victory of the French, when we arrived at another gateway, another octroi, another city, to enter which was like driving straight into an old, old picture.
In a long street of palaces, all with an elusive family resemblance to one another, we paused for consultation. This was Vicenza, the birthplace and beloved town of Palladio; these palaces with fronts crusted with bas relief; these Corinthian pillars, these Arabesque balconies, these porticoes that might have been stolen from Greek temples, all had been designed by Palladio the Great. And the beautiful buildings seemed to say pensively, like lovely court ladies whose day is past, "We are not what we were. Time has changed and broken us, it is true; but even so we are worth seeing."
It was that view which our Chauffeulier urged, but Aunt Kathryn was for going on without a stop, until Sir Ralph said, "It"s not patriotic of you to pa.s.s by. Palladio built your Capitol at Washington, and all the fine old colonial houses you admire so much in the East."
"Dear me, did he?" exclaimed Aunt Kathryn. "Why, I never heard of him."
"Moray doesn"t mean his words to be taken undiluted," said Mr.
Barrymore. "If it hadn"t been for Palladio, there would have been no Inigo Jones and no Christopher Wren, therefore if you"d had a Capitol at all, it wouldn"t be what it is now. And to understand the colonial architecture of America, you have to go back to Palladio."
"Well, here we are at him," sighed Aunt Kathryn. "But I hope we won"t have to get _out_?"
Mr. Barrymore laughed. "The Middle Ages revisited, _en automobile_!
However, I"ll do my best as showman in the circ.u.mstances."
So he drove us into a splendid square, where Palladio was at his grandest with characteristic facades, galleries, and stately colonnades.
Then, slowly, through the street of palaces and out into the open country once more--a rich country of grain-fields (looking always as if an unseen hand softly stroked their silver hair) and of hills swelling into a mountainous horizon. There was a bright little flower-bordered ca.n.a.l too, and I"ve grown fond of ca.n.a.ls since the neighbourhood of Milan, finding them as companionable as rivers, if more tame. Indeed, they seem like rivers that have gone to live in town, where they"ve learned to be a bit stilted and mechanical in manner.