The Mother Superior didn"t really want Maida to go one bit. It was easy to see her anxiety to have the "dear child safe in the fold." But Maida wasn"t to inherit a penny of her father"s money if she didn"t obey his will, which wouldn"t suit the Sisterhood at all; so the Mother had to hustle round and think how to pack Maida off for the year.
When we happened to arrive on the scene, she thought we were like Moses"s ram caught in the bushes. She told Mamma the whole story--(a ramrod of a lady with a white face, a white dress, and a long, floating white veil, she was) asking right out if we"d take Maida with us to Europe.
Mamma didn"t like the idea of being chaperon for such a girl as Maida; but it was her own sister"s daughter, and Mamma is as good-natured as a Mellin"s Food Baby in a magazine, though she gets into little tempers sometimes. So she said, "Yes," and a fort-night later we all three sailed on a huge German steamer for Cherbourg. "At least, that"s what we did in the "dream,"" I reminded myself, when I had got so far in my thoughts, lying in the monastery bed. And by that time the light was so clear in the tiny white room, that there was no longer any doubt about it, I really was awake. I was dear little thirteen-year-old Beechy Kidder, who wasn"t telling fibs about her age, because she _was_ thirteen, and was it anybody"s business if she were something more besides?
VIII
A CHAPTER OF PLAYING DOLLS
I looked at my bracelet-watch, which I had tucked under my pillow last night. It wasn"t quite six o"clock, and we hadn"t gone to bed till after one; but I knew I couldn"t sleep any more, and life seemed so interesting that I thought I might as well get up to see what would come next.
The water-pitcher didn"t hold much more than a quart, but I took the best bath I could, dressed, and decided to find out what the monastery grounds were like. We were not to be called till half-past seven, and it was arranged that we should start at nine, so there was an hour and a half to spare. I wondered whether I should wake Maida, and get her to go with me, but somehow I wasn"t in the mood for Maida. I was afraid that, being in a monastery, she would be thinking of her precious Sisterhood and wanting to hurry back as fast as she could. She does mean to join when her year is up, I know, which is so silly of her, when the world"s such a nice place; and it nearly gives me nervous prostration to hear her talk about it. Not that she often does; but it"s bad enough to see it in her eyes.
Maida is a perfect dear, much too good for us, and she always knows the proper etiquetical thing to do when Mamma and I are wobbly; but she is such an edelweiss that I"m always being tempted to claw her down from her high white crags and then regretting it afterwards. Mamma gets cross with her too, when she"s particularly exalted, but we both love her dearly; and we ought to, for she"s always doing something sweet for us.
Only she"s a great deal too humble. I suppose it"s the thing to be like that in a Sisterhood, but Mamma and I _aren"t_ a Sisterhood, and the sooner Maida realizes that there"s such a place as the world, the better it will be for her.
So I didn"t wake Maida, but went tiptoeing out into the long corridor, and got lost several times looking for the way out of doors.
At last I was in the garden, though, and it was very quaint and pretty, with unexpected nooks, old, moss-covered stone seats, and a sundial that you"d pay hundreds of dollars for in America. Staring up at the house I thought a window-shutter moved; but I didn"t attach any importance to that until, after I"d crossed several small bridges and discovered a kind of island with the river rushing by on both sides, I saw Prince Dalmar-Kalm coming towards me.
I was sitting on a bench on the little green island, where I pretended to be gazing down at the water and not to see him till he was close by; for I was in hope that he wouldn"t notice me in my grey dress among the trees. I don"t believe the Prince"s best friends would call him an early morning man. He"s the kind that oughtn"t to be out before lunch, and he goes especially well with gaslight or electricity. I felt sure he"d be unbearable before breakfast--either his breakfast or mine.
"It"s a pity," I thought, "that I can"t run down as rapidly from the age of thirteen to the age of one as I have from seventeen to thirteen. When the Prince found me. I should be sitting on the gra.s.s playing with dandelions and saying. "Da, da?" which would disgust him so much that he"d stalk away and leave me in peace to grow up in time for breakfast."
But even a child must draw the line somewhere; and presently the Prince said "Good-morning" (so nicely that I thought he must have had a cracker or two in his pocket), asking if he might sit by me on the bench.
"I was just going in to wake Mamma," I replied, and I wondered whether, if I jumped up suddenly, his end of the bench would go down and tilt him into the river. It would have been fun to see His Highness become His Lowness, and to tell Sir Ralph Moray afterwards, but just as I was on the point of making a spring, he remarked that he had seen me come out, and followed for a particular reason. If I tumbled him into the water, I might never hear that reason; so seventeen-year-old curiosity overcame thirteen-year-old love of mischief, and I sat still.
"As you have only just come out, I don"t see why you should be just going in, unless it is to get away from me," said the Prince, "and I should be sorry to think that, because you are such a dear little girl, and I am very fond of you."
"So was Papa," said I, with my best twelve-and-a-half-year-old expression.
"But I am not quite ancient enough to be your Papa," replied the Prince, "so you need not name us together like that."
"_Aren"t_ you?" I asked, with big eyes.
"Well, that depends on how old you are, my dear."
"I"m too old for you to call your dear, unless you _are_ old enough to be my Papa," was the sage retort of Baby Beechy.
"I"m over thirty," said the Prince.
"Yes, I know," said I. "I found the Almanach de Gotha on the table of our hotel at Cap Martin, and you were in it."
"Naturally," said the Prince, but he got rather red, as people always do when they find out that you know just how far over thirty they"ve really gone. "But I"m not married," he went on, "therefore you cannot think of me as of your papa."
"I don"t think of you much as anything," said I. "I"m too busy."
"Too busy! Doing what?"
"Playing dolls," I explained.
"I wish you were a little older," said the Prince, with a good imitation of a sigh. "Ah, _why_ haven"t you a few years more?"
"You might ask Mamma," I replied. "But then, if I had, _she_ would have more too wouldn"t she?"
"That would be a pity. She is charming as she is. She must have married when almost a child."
"Did you come out here at this time of the morning to ask me about Mamma"s marriage?" I threw at him. "Because, if _that_ was your reason, I"d rather go in to my dolls."
"No, no," protested the Prince, in a hurry. "I came to talk about yourself."
I began to feel an attack of giggles coming on, but I stopped them by holding my breath, as you do for hiccoughs, and thinking about Job, which, if you can do it soon and solemnly enough, is quite a good preventive. I knew now exactly why Prince Dalmar-Kalm had dashed on his clothes at sight of me and come into the garden on an empty stomach. He had thought, if he could get me all alone for half an hour (which he"d often tried to do and never succeeded) he could find out a lot of things that he would like to know. Perhaps he felt it was impossible for anybody to be as young as I seem, so that was what he wanted to find out about first. If I _wasn"t_, he would flirt; if I _was_, he would merely pump.
There wasn"t much time to decide on a "course of action," as Mamma"s lawyer in Denver says; but I put on my thinking-cap and tied it tight under my chin for a minute. "There"s more fun to be had in playing with him than with dolls," I said to myself, "if I set about it in the right way. But what _is_ the right way? I can"t be bothered having him for my doll, because he"d take up too much time. Shall I give him to Maida? No, I"ll lend him to Mamma to play with, so long as she plays the way I want her to, and doesn"t get in earnest."
"What are you anxious to say about me that can"t wait till breakfast?" I asked.
"_Those men_ will be at breakfast," said he. "They are in the position of your couriers, yet they put themselves forward, as if on an equality with me. I do not find that conducive to conversation."
"Mamma asked Maida yesterday whether it was better to be an Austrian prince, or an English baronet?" said I. "Sir Ralph Moray"s a baronet."
"So he says," sneered the Prince.
"Oh, he is. Mamma looked him out in Burke the very day I found you were thirty-nine in the Almanach de Gotha."
"Anybody can be a baronet. That is nothing. It is a mere word."
"It"s in three syllables, and "prince" is only in one. Besides, Austrians are foreigners, and Englishmen aren"t."
"Is that what Miss Destrey said to your Mamma?"
"No, because Mamma"s a foreign Countess now, and it might have hurt her feelings. Maida said she felt more at home with a plain mister--like Mr.
Barrymore, for instance; only he"s far from plain."
"You consider him handsome?"
"Oh, yes, we all do."
"But I think you have not known him and Sir Ralph Moray for long. Your Mamma has not mentioned how she met them, but from one or two things that have been dropped, I feel sure they are in her employ--that she has hired them to take you about in their very inadequate car; is it not so?"
"I"ll ask Mamma and tell you what she says, if you"d like me to," I replied.
"No, no, dear child, you are too literal. It is your one fault. And I find that you are all three too trusting of strangers. It is a beautiful quality, but it must not be carried too far. Will you not let me be your friend, Miss Beechy, and come to me for advice? I should be delighted to give it, for you know what an interest I take in all connected with you.