"You are loading, then?" I asked, as I complied with her request.
"We have all been busy. Isn"t it terrible? I was so frightened at first, but now they tell me that you and your men have come, there is no longer danger of those horrible creatures getting in here."
"You knew, then, that I was in the house?"
"I was told some n.o.ble Confederates had accompanied Lieutenant Caton back to aid us, but your name was not mentioned."
"Then my appearance must have proven a complete surprise?"
"Yes, and no," she answered frankly. "I was not sure it was you, of course, and I did not venture to ask, but I knew you were in the neighborhood, and that such an act would be in every way characteristic. I was certain you would come if you knew, and I--I, well really, I hoped it was."
In spite of a slight effort at restraint I groped in the darkness until I touched her hand. For the moment she permitted me to retain it, as if unconsciously, within my grasp.
"Why?" I questioned, scarcely relying upon my own voice.
"Oh, one always trusts friends more readily than strangers, and I have seen you in danger before, and possess such confidence in your courage and resource."
"But Miss Minor took particular care to inform me you felt little or no interest in me--that you never even spoke of me except as she compelled you to do so."
For a moment she did not answer, and then with a light laugh said: "Did she, really? How very kind of her, and how extremely intimate you must have become to draw forth so frank a confession. However, Captain Wayne, you must not give credence to all you hear about me, even from Celia. You know one does not usually give public expression to one"s more secret thoughts, and I can a.s.sure you I have always been most deeply interested whenever you were the subject of our conversations."
"Her words made me feel I might be an intruder on your privacy."
"You are never that. Cold as I appeared only a few hours ago, I was yet thinking of you as I entered the arbor. Perhaps that was why the sight meeting my eyes proved such a shock."
Possibly she felt our conversation growing dangerously intimate, for in the silence which ensued she gently withdrew her hand. As she did so my fingers chanced to touch the plain gold ring she wore. It was like a dash of water in my face, and instantly brought back to me our common danger.
"How constant the firing continues," she said at last, as I sat struggling dumbly with temptation.
"A mere waste of powder, I fear," was my reply, given thoughtlessly.
"When the rush finally comes we are likely to be without sufficient ammunition to repel it."
"When the rush comes?" she echoed in startled tone. "Do you expect an a.s.sault?"
"I hardly expect those fellows out there will ever leave without a most determined effort to carry the house by storm. They are here for plunder, and will not be baffled easily, nor will the leaders hesitate to sacrifice any number of lives to gain their end, especially now that a desire for revenge has been added to the original l.u.s.t for spoils. I have been among them, you know, and learned enough of their power, organization, and leadership to convince me they will never raise the siege until they exhaust every resource. I have no doubt they are simply drawing all this fire in the hope that our ammunition will thus be uselessly expended. It is an old army trick, and one I am surprised to see so experienced an officer as Major Brennan yield to. In my judgment they will make an effort to rush us as soon as there is sufficient light."
"But why not warn him?"
I smiled to myself at the naive question. Surely it could not be possible she remained ignorant of the feud existing between us. She had twice witnessed our hostile meetings, and certainly could not forget how we had last parted.
"Major Brennan would scarcely welcome any interference on my part."
"But surely, as a soldier, he must value the advice of another soldier?"
"Possibly you forget," I explained, striving to speak as lightly of it as might be, "that there is a lack of friendship between Major Brennan and myself."
"Still?" she asked. "Truly I thought that might all be over. Even if it survived until now, this n.o.ble act of yours in coming to our defence should have earned you his grat.i.tude. He--he has never once mentioned your name to me since that night."
"Not even when I came here with my troop, I believe?"
"No; yet I did not connect that fact with the other. I supposed it a mere oversight, or that he believed the mention of your name would not greatly interest me. Surely, Captain Wayne, you are not keeping open this unhappy wound?"
"On my word, no; but I regret to confess it is very far from being closed."
"He--Major Brennan does not know, then, that you are here now with me?"
She evidently hesitated to ask this question.
"Certainly not," in surprise at her apparent innocence. "You cannot have supposed I had been sent here by him to talk with you?"
"I--I did not know. I do not think I realized," she stammered, vainly seeking for words with which to make clear her bewilderment. "I imagined you might have come at his suggestion to see that we were amply protected. This is all so very strange. He does not even know you are here with us?"
"No," I admitted reluctantly. "Perhaps I have no excuse even for being here at all. My duty as a soldier is certainly elsewhere, but I could not rest content until I knew you were in a position of safety. Believe me, Mrs. Brennan, I have intended no indiscretion, but I was informed by a soldier that you were being held here under fire. It would have been useless for me to appeal to the Major for information, and I felt I must know the truth. If I have erred in this I can only plead the deep interest I have always had in your welfare."
Her hand touched mine impulsively, and it was warm and throbbing.
"I can merely thank you with all my heart, Captain Wayne, and a.s.sure you I both understand and appreciate your purpose. But truly I do not wish any trouble to occur again--you will go back to your post, will you not? You can serve me best in that way, and retain the grat.i.tude and admiration I have ever felt for you."
There was a pathetic pleading in her voice, low as she spoke, impossible to resist. It made me feel thoroughly ashamed of my impulsive, ill-considered action.
"At once, Mrs. Brennan," I returned earnestly. "I realize I have done wrong in ever coming here as I have. It is my first act of disobedience to orders in all my military life. But tell me first that I have forfeited neither your confidence nor your friendship?"
Her warm hand closed frankly over mine, and as I bent above it her hair softly brushed my cheek.
"You have not," she answered, so soft and low I could barely catch the words. "I appreciate your motive, and shall always respect and honor you." She paused a moment, then added quickly, as though in sudden rush of feeling: "No friend stands higher in my esteem than you--now please go, Captain Wayne."
As I crept back through the darkness, pa.s.sing beneath the piano into the front room, which was filled with the choking fumes of powder, my mind was a chaos of emotions impossible to a.n.a.lyze. The touch of her soft hand was yet warm upon me, and her manner as well as her words caused my blood to leap riotously in my veins. What did this woman mean? Was it possible she loved me, and was fighting, even as I, to conquer a pa.s.sion that could never be realized? which had no right to exist? Surely, young and fair as she was, she could be no vain and shallow coquette, venturing upon flirtation for the mere excitement of it? The calm self-possession of her nature, her marked pride and strength of character, stamped this as impossible. Honesty and pure, true womanhood were woven into her every word and act; that indefinable something which all men feel and respect was about her like an atmosphere; to doubt her for an instant was beyond my power. Yet she had made me feel I was more to her than a mere friend. I longed to go back, to pour forth those words I had struggled so hard not to speak, to urge the high law of mutual love as final arbiter of our destiny-- but no! I simply could not. Honor chained me, and the depth of my respect would never permit of her humiliation. If she had become weak, all the more reason why I should remain strong. The very depth of love which drew me to her operated now in restraint. G.o.d alone knows the struggle in the darkness as I continued to move slowly away from her and toward the door.
So deep indeed was my agitation, so intense my thought, that I scarcely realized I was creeping along barely beneath the dead line of those bullets which constantly swept the apartment. Their crashing into the wall was almost meaningless, and I barely noted either the dense smoke or the fitful flashes of flame as the little garrison returned shot for shot. It was Brennan"s voice--how hateful it sounded then--which recalled my attention.
"Mapes," he said, with the sharp tone of wearied command, "take a crack at that fellow over yonder by the big tree; he must be in range. You men, I verily believe, shut your eyes when you shoot, for there hasn"t a man dropped out there in the last half hour."
I had reached the door by this time, but paused now, determined to venture one word of expostulation at his recklessness.
"Major Brennan," I said, speaking sufficiently loud to be audible above the uproar, "do you not think they will attempt to charge the house?"
"Not while we keep up this fire," he returned coldly, evidently recognizing my voice.
"I grant that, at least while darkness lasts. But you have just complained that your men were doing but small execution, and is there not danger of exhausting our stock of ammunition by such a useless fusillade?"
"It will last until our fellows get here--that is, if your man was ever really sent for aid, as you say."
There was a thinly veiled sneer in the words as he spoke them, but I curbed my temper.
"Well, in my judgment, sir,--and I tell it you because I deem it a duty,--" I retorted plainly, "you are making a grave mistake which you may realize when it becomes too late to rectify it. Possibly I have no right to criticise one who is technically in command; yet I am serving as a volunteer, and the conditions are peculiar. I not only remember the scene witnessed by me in the lines out yonder, but also recall the fact that we are here to fulfil a sacred duty--the defence of helpless women from outrage. A fatal mistake upon our part would be horrible."
"Your deep interest in the welfare of the ladies is purely chivalric, I presume?"
"It is merely the interest a true soldier must always feel," I responded, determined not to be goaded into quarrel. "I have neither wife nor sister, but I have a mother."