"It was because he was such a boasty boy, about never being frightened,"
said Sharley, getting rather red. "But I never did it again. And this secret is quite, quite a different kind."
I felt very eager for the next French day, as we called them, to come, to hear what Sharley had thought of. I told Kezia about it, and then I almost wished I had not, for she said she did not know that grandmamma would be pleased at my talking about her birthday and "such like" to strangers.
I think Kezia forgot sometimes how very little a girl I still was. I did not understand what she meant, and all I could say was that the three girls were not strangers to me. Afterwards I saw what Kezia was thinking of, she was afraid of the Nestors sending some present to grandmamma, and that, she would not have liked.
But Mrs. Nestor was too good and sensible for anything of that kind.
When Sharley and Nan and Vallie came the next time, I ran to meet them, full of anxiety to know if they had made any "plans." They all looked very important, but rather to my disappointment the first thing Sharley said to me was--
"Don"t ask us yet, Helena. We"ve promised mother not to tell. She"s going to come to fetch us to-day, and she"s made a lovely plan, but first she has to speak about it to your grandmamma."
"Then it won"t be a surprise," I began, but Vallie answered before I had time to say any more.
"Oh yes, it will. There"s to be a surprise mixed up with it, and we"re to settle that part of it all ourselves--you and us."
I found it very difficult to keep to speaking French that day, I can tell you. And it seemed as if the hour and a half of lessons spread out to twice as much before Mrs. Nestor at last came.
We all ran out into the garden while she went in to talk to grandmamma.
They were very kind and did not keep us long waiting, and soon we heard granny calling us from the window. Her face was quite pleased and smiling. I saw in a moment that she was not going to say I should not have spoken of her birthday to the little girls.
"Mrs. Nestor is thinking of a great treat for you--and for me, Helena,"
she said. "And she and I want you to know about it at once, so that you may all talk about it together and enjoy it beforehand as well. Some little bird, it seems, has flown over to Moor Court and told that next Tuesday week will be your old granny"s birthday, and Mrs. Nestor has invited us to spend the afternoon of it there. You will like that, will you not?"
I looked up at grandmamma, feeling quite strange. You will hardly believe that I had never in my life paid even a visit of this simple kind.
"Yes," I whispered, feeling myself getting pink all over, as I knew that Mrs. Nestor was looking at me, "yes, thank you."
Then dear little Vallie came close up to me, and said in a low voice--
"Now we can settle about the surprise. Come quick, Helena--the surprise will be the fun."
And when I found myself alone with the others again, all three of them, even Nan, chattering at once, I soon found my own tongue again, and the strange, unreal sort of feeling went off. They were very simple unspoilt children, though their parents were rich and what I used to call "grand." It is quite a mistake to think that the children who live in very large houses and have ponies and lots of servants and everything they can want are sure to be spoilt. Very often it is quite the opposite. For, if their parents are good and wise, they are _extra_ careful not to spoil them, knowing that the sort of trials that cannot be kept away from poorer children, and which are a training in themselves in some ways, are not likely to come to _their_ children. I even think now, looking back, that there was really more risk of being spoilt, for me myself, than for Sharley and her brothers and sisters.
Being allowed to be selfish is the real beginning and end of being spoilt, I am quite sure.
The "surprise" they had thought of was a very simple one, and one that I knew grandmamma would like. It was that we should have tea out-of-doors, in an arbour where there was a table and seats all round. And we were to decorate it with flowers, and a wicker arm-chair was to be brought out for granny, and wreathed with greenery and flowers, to show that she was queen of the feast.
"So it will be a "fete," after all, Helena," said Sharley.
They were nearly as eager and pleased about it as I was myself, for they had already learnt to love my grandmamma very dearly.
"There"s only one thing," we kept saying to each other every time we met before the great day, "it _mustn"t_ rain. Oh, do let us _hope_ it will be fine,--beautifully fine."
CHAPTER V
A HAPPY DAY
And it _was_ a fine day! Things after all do not always go wrong in this world, though some people are fond of talking as if they did.
That day, that happy birthday, stands out in my mind so clearly that I think I must write a good deal about it, even though to most children there would not seem anything very remarkable to tell. But to me it was like a peep into fairyland. To begin with, it was the very first time in my life that I had ever paid a visit of any kind except once or twice when I had had tea in rather a dull fashion at the vicarage, where there were no children and no one who understood much about them. Miss Linden, the vicar"s sister, a very old-maid sort of lady, though she meant to be kind, had my tea put out in a corner of the room by myself, while she and grandmamma had theirs in a regular drawing-room way. They had m.u.f.fins, I remember, and Miss Linden thought m.u.f.fins not good for little girls, and my bread-and-b.u.t.ter was cut thicker than I ever had it at the cottage, and the slice of currant-bread was not nearly as good as Kezia"s home-made cake--even the plainest kind.
No, my remembrances of going out to tea at the vicarage were not very enlivening.
How different the visit to Moor Court was!
It began--the pleasure of it at least to me--the first thing when I awoke that morning, and saw without getting out of bed--for my room was so little that I could not help seeing straight out of the window, and I never had the blinds drawn down--that it was a perfectly lovely morning.
It was the sort of morning that gives almost certain promise of a beautiful day.
In our country, because of the hills, you see, it isn"t always easy to tell beforehand what the weather is going to be, unless you really study it. But even while I was quite a child I had learnt to know the signs of it very well. I knew about the lights and shadows coming over the hills, the gray look at a certain side, the way the sun set, and lots of things of that kind which told me a good deal that a stranger would never have thought of. I knew there were some kinds of bright mornings which were really less hopeful than the dull and gloomy ones, but there was nothing of that sort to-day, so I curled myself round in bed again with a delightful feeling that there was nothing to be feared from the weather.
I did not dare to get up till I heard Kezia"s knock at the door--for that was one of grandmamma"s rules, and though she had not many rules, those there _were_ had to be obeyed, I can a.s.sure you.
I must have fallen asleep again, for the next thing I remember was hearing grandmamma"s voice, and there she was, standing beside my bed.
"Oh, granny!" I called out, "what a shame for you to be the one to wake me on _your_ birthday."
"No, dear," said grandmamma, "it is quite right. Kezia hasn"t been yet, it is just about her time."
I sprang up and ran to the table, where I had put my little present for grandmamma the night before, for of course I had got a present for her all of my own, besides having planned the treat with the Nestors.
I remember what my present was that year. It was a little box for holding b.u.t.tons, which I had bought at the village shop, and it had a picture of the old, old Abbey Church at Middlemoor on its lid.
Grandmamma has that b.u.t.ton-box still, I saw it in her work-basket only yesterday. I was very proud of it, for it was the first year I had saved pennies enough to be able to _buy_ something instead of working a present for grandmamma.
She did seem so pleased with it. I remember now the look in her eyes as she stooped to kiss me. Then she turned and lifted something which I had not noticed from a chair standing near.
"This is my present for my little girl," she said, and though I was inclined to say that it was not fair for her to give me presents on her birthday, I was so delighted with what she held out for me to see that I really could scarcely speak.
What do you think it was?
A new frock--the prettiest by far I had ever had. The stuff was white, embroidered by grandmamma herself in sky-blue, in such a pretty pattern.
She had sat up at night to do it after I was in bed.
"Oh, grandmamma," I said, "how beautiful it is! Oh, may I--" but then I stopped short--"may I wear it to-day?" was what I was going to say. But, "oh no," I went on, "it might get dirtied."
"You are to wear it to-day, dear," said grandmamma, "if that is what you were going to say, so you needn"t spoil your pleasure by being afraid of its getting dirtied; it will wash perfectly well, for I steeped the silk I worked it in, in salt and water before using it, to make the colour quite fast. I will leave it here on the back of the chair, and when the time comes for you to get ready I will dress you myself, to be sure that it is all quite right."
I kept peeping at my pretty frock all the time I was dressing; the sight of it seemed the one thing wanting to complete my happiness. For though Sharley and Nan and Vallie were never too grandly dressed, their things were always fresh and pretty, and I _had_ been thinking to myself that none of my summer frocks were quite as nice or new-looking as theirs.
And to-day, though only May, was really summer.
Grandmamma wouldn"t let me do very much that morning, as she did not want me to be tired for the afternoon.
"Is it a very long walk to Moor Court?" I asked her.