Chapter 196: 196Boom!
Qin Feng pinched the Renzhong acupoint of Sister Hua and she slowly woke up .
Qin Feng hugged her in the bosom, and moved her little by little to the seat . Looking at the pale Sister Hua, his throbbing heart for a while b.u.mped fiercely, "Sister Hua, Sister Hua . I am sorry, I am really sorry . It is all my fault, my fault . "
"Qin Feng, Qin Feng . You tell me, it"s not true, it"s not true . Xiao He, he"s fine, isn"t he?"
Sister Hua tore Qin Feng"s collar excitedly and shouted anxiously .
At this time, the door was pushed open . Seeing the man and woman sitting together in front of the tray, the waiter"s hand almost dropped the cuc.u.mbers . She did not say anything, put down the dishes, and left in a hurry .
"Sister Hua, let"s face it . For so long, every time you mention Xiao He, my heart is like being p.r.i.c.ked by needles . I"m so afraid that you know the truth, and I"m afraid of seeing you crumble . I haven"t figured out what to say to you . I know he is your only relative in this world . You can not leave him, but he can not come back to life . I have no alternative . I would rather use my live to exchange Xiao He"s, but I really have no way . The only thing I can do is to fulfill his last wish to protect you and make you happy for the rest of your life . "
Qin Feng conceived a lot of words to tell this thing to Sister Hua . It was very aptly, very perfect when he was thinking, but when he really faced her, he discovered any words were pale in front of Sister Hua"s tears . He still underestimated the feelings of Sister Hua and Xiao he .
Alas .
"Happy?"
After Xiao Jinhua listened, she powerlessly humphed and said, "Xiao He left the world in this way? He left from me quietly . My world would collapse . How come I have happiness?"
Yes, this sudden sad news was indeed difficult to accept . Qin Feng understood very well what Sister Hua was feeling at the moment . Not to mention her sister, even the other comrades of Xiao He"s Gold Special Combat team were all deep in tears .
Some soldiers even went on a hunger strike for two days to cherish the feelings of their comrades in arms .
Xiao He"s popularity was very good . In the army he made a lot of good brothers . His death made too many people not know what to do, but even if all cried til they were blind, he could not come back .
Respect the reality and accept it calmly .
This is a matter of helplessness . No matter who, one must have such a day to die, but some people die too suddenly, while some people couldn"t be forgotten .
"Sister Hua, in any case, Xiao He is my best brother . He defended the honor of the Republic with his own body . He died bravely . This is the glory of the Xiao family . His actions deserve to be admired by future generations . His deeds are bound to be a brushstroke in the history of the development of the Republic . "
Qin Feng consoled her .
Hearing this, Xiao Jinhua violently withdrew from Qin Feng, stood more than a meter away from him, and coldly humphed, "I didn"t expect you to be such a person who only know playing official tunes and not to understand feelings . In your opinion, he"s the machine and the prop for the honor of his country, right? Over the years, I don"t know what he"s been through, but I know he must be doing something meaningful . I"ve never stopped him, and I don"t know the great truths, but I know that loyalty to the country requires support . I silently bear the worry about him . I am afraid that the Xiao family"s only bloodline will have an accident . Every month on the first and fifteenth day, I will burn incense to worship Buddha, praying that my brother can be safe . Over the years, every time he came back from out of town to see me, he would buy something to cheer me up . I didn"t care what surprises he brought back, how much money he brought back, and what position he got promoted to . I only hoped to look at his tall and straight body without getting hurt and he could still smile very warmly, and then I would feel relieved . I do not expect anything . I just hope that he can safely and smoothly live this life, and will be able to marry a wife, give birth to a son or a daughter for the old Xiao family, so that I can also give the dead parents an answer . But I did not think, and never expected, he would be unexpectedly like this, and pa.s.sed away like this . How do you let me accept it? How? Such a big living man, is easy to be gone . "
Whoops .
Hearing this, Qin Feng also shed male tears . He knew that Sister Hua would be very uncomfortable, but did not expect, she would say such words . The more profound the words were, the more they let Qin Feng feel guilty .
If he said that Xiao He died in order to save him, would Sister Hua be even more grieving and even turn her back on him?
Qin Feng was not sure, but he knew, no matter what, he could not escape, and could not be irresponsible .
"Sister Hua, I know that at this moment, any words of comfort are in vain . All your hopes have been dashed . You can"t accept the news . But in fact, Xiao He has been dead for 78 days . These days, I have been missing him all the time . I don"t cry, and I don"t regret, but no matter what I do, I can"t save Xiao He"s life . My tears were dry, but dry as it were . Xiao He won"t come back . I hope you will look at the bright side and look forward . Your life is still a long way . Xiao He is gone, and I become your own brother . I am his incarnation . I will use everything of mine, or even my life to protect you . No matter when, I will not leave you . Okay?"
Although Qin Feng did not have the right to decide his own itinerary, and he could not even protect Sister Hua all the time, he would do his best, even if he had to leave the army, or even if he had to break up with his family, he would first placate Sister Hua and settle her down .
When emotions were deep down, Qin Feng was also a true man . Although he had thought of a thousand ways to appease Sister Hua, when he really faced such a painful Sister Hua, any response was pale . He could only "promise with his life," and give her a lifelong commitment . That was what made him feel better .
Otherwise, even if he had gold mountain or silver mountain, Qin Feng also felt that couldn"t exchange for 1/1000 of Sister Hua"s feelings for Xiao He .
"Qin Feng, I do not blame you, and you do not have to feel guilty . You are his captain, and that you carried out the mission was also caused by military orders . We should blame it on all the bad guys . They broke the peace, so you have to fight, to suppress, and there would be confrontation, and there would be casualties . I had prepared for the worst, but did not expect, the day has come . At one time, I thought that Xiao He was such a good child that bullets would fly around him, but the sky did not meet people"s wishes, and he still did not escape this disaster . This is life, and we can not get rid of the bad luck . "
Sister Hua"s emotion had been stable a lot . Having been through so many big events, her endurance was not the one that ordinary women can compare with . She whose emotion was just out of control, soon adjusted to be calm .
Hearing such words, Qin Feng was very moved . He did not expect, Sister Hua was still so sober, rational .
He knew it better than anyone that Sister Hua"s love for Xiao He was deep, but in the face of hardship, she could still keep calm, and not everyone could do this .
"Sister Hua . "
Qin Feng sighed and lit a cigarette . He told Xiao Jinhua the whole process of carrying out his mission, and emphasized Xiao He"s last wish before he died . Although this violated the disciplines, Qin Feng felt, as the only relative of Xiao He, Sister Hua had the right to know the truth .
Qin Feng, like a sinner, knelt on the ground again . "Sister Hua, my life was saved by Xiao He who saved me with his life, and you have the right to take my life back . As long as you can cease to be angry and calm your mood, I can take out my life at any time . "
Qin Feng didn"t mean to joke . During this period of time, he would often fall into a dream . He would always feel a pair of h.e.l.lish hands reaching him to drag him back to the bottomless cliff . Qin Feng would wake up from nightmares every time he struggled and his forehead would be covered by a layer of cold sweat . Such dreams repeated several times, so that he had some fear of sleeping, and dare not close his eyes, afraid of the night .
"Qin Feng, what are you talking about?"
Sister Hua was anxious to pull up Qin Feng, "Get up .
How can you kneel casually?"
Qin Feng was lamented and got up, "Sister Hua, if you suffer anything, just cry out, and hit me if you want to hit someone, and don"t be suffocating . "
"Qin Feng, I will not blame you . This is Xiao He"s fate, and no one can change . Even if he gets away with it, he"ll die next time . It was doomed to be . And that you come to me is G.o.d"s arrangement . That I can know you, I feel very lucky . You are a valuable good man . Being able to be around you will be very happy . "
Sister Hua sighed, "But I don"t want to tie you down with this, and you can"t waste half your life here because of Xiao He"s unreasonable wishes . You have a better future . You have a greater task, and you can achieve more miracles, save more people, and as for me, it"s nothing serious . When you didn"t come to protect me, I also pa.s.sed every day uneventfully . If you come, on the contrary, it will . . . . . . . "
When Sister Hua said this, she paused, and then said, "In short, I hope you do not have any pressure, and you are still the invincible Gold King . Your stage should be in the whole of China and the world, not a small Tianhe . We"re not the same people . I shouldn"t be holding you back . I"ll be safe here, and you can rest a.s.sured . You really don"t have to take care of me . "
Sister Hua"s words were very moving . She was afraid of delaying Qin Feng"s career because of herself, so she tried her best to release him from guilt, even though the pain of her brother"s death still haunted her heart . However, the sobriety she should keep was necessary, and life still had to go on .
She can"t use it to blackmail others .
"No, no . "
Qin Feng shook his head in a hurry and said, "Sister Hua, listen to me . The reason why I approached you, was indeed by Xiao He"s last wish . He saved me, so I must repay him . And you are the person he was most concerned about . I was right to protect you . Contacting with you in this period of time, I have slowly changed from a task-based protection mentality . I have very deep feelings for you . When I can"t see you, I cannot help but worry . When you are in dangers, I have a desperate impulse, even if it were not for Xiao He"s will, I will do so . "
Hearing Qin Feng say so, Xiao Jinhua"s heart went up and down . She didn"t think Qin Feng would think the same way . She obviously felt that since she had been in contact with him for some time, they had already become very familiar with each other, and when they couldn"t see each other, they couldn"t help but miss each other and would feel especially warm when they met .
. Boom! Qin Feng pinched the Renzhong acupoint of Sister Hua and she slowly woke up . Qin Feng hugged her in the bosom, and moved her little by little to the seat . Looking at the pale Sister Hua, his throbbing heart for a while b.u.mped fiercely, Sister Hua, Sister Hua . I am sorry, I am really sorry . It is all my fault, my fault . Qin Feng, Qin Feng . You tell me, its not true, its not true . Xiao He, hes fine, isnt he? Sister Hua tore Qin Fengs collar excitedly and shouted anxiously . At this time, the door was pushed open . Seeing the man and woman sitting together in front of the tray, the waiters hand almost dropped the cuc.u.mbers . She did not say anything, put down the dishes, and left in a hurry . Sister Hua, lets face it . For so long, every time you mention Xiao He, my heart is like being p.r.i.c.ked by needles . Im so afraid that you know the truth, and Im afraid of seeing you crumble . I havent figured out what to say to you . I know he is your only relative in this world . You can not leave him, but he can not come back to life . I have no alternative . I would rather use my live to exchange Xiao Hes, but I really have no way . The only thing I can do is to fulfill his last wish to protect you and make you happy for the rest of your life . Qin Feng conceived a lot of words to tell this thing to Sister Hua . It was very aptly, very perfect when he was thinking, but when he really faced her, he discovered any words were pale in front of Sister Huas tears . He still underestimated the feelings of Sister Hua and Xiao he . Alas . Happy? After Xiao Jinhua listened, she powerlessly humphed and said, Xiao He left the world in this way? He left from me quietly . My world would collapse . How come I have happiness? Yes, this sudden sad news was indeed difficult to accept . Qin Feng understood very well what Sister Hua was feeling at the moment . Not to mention her sister, even the other comrades of Xiao Hes Gold Special Combat team were all deep in tears Some soldiers even went on a hunger strike for two days to cherish the feelings of their comrades in arms . Xiao Hes popularity was very good . In the army he made a lot of good brothers . His death made too many people not know what to do, but even if all cried til they were blind, he could not come back . Respect the reality and accept it calmly . This is a matter of helplessness . No matter who, one must have such a day to die, but some people die too suddenly, while some people couldnt be forgotten . Sister Hua, in any case, Xiao He is my best brother . He defended the honor of the Republic with his own body . He died bravely . This is the glory of the Xiao family . His actions deserve to be admired by future generations . His deeds are bound to be a brushstroke in the history of the development of the Republic . Qin Feng consoled her . Hearing this, Xiao Jinhua violently withdrew from Qin Feng, stood more than a meter away from him, and coldly humphed, I didnt expect you to be such a person who only know playing official tunes and not to understand feelings . In your opinion, hes the machine and the prop for the honor of his country, right? Over the years, I dont know what hes been through, but I know he must be doing something meaningful . Ive never stopped him, and I dont know the great truths, but I know that loyalty to the country requires support . I silently bear the worry about him . I am afraid that the Xiao familys only bloodline will have an accident . Every month on the first and fifteenth day, I will burn incense to worship Buddha, praying that my brother can be safe . Over the years, every time he came back from out of town to see me, he would buy something to cheer me up . I didnt care what surprises he brought back, how much money he brought back, and what position he got promoted to . I only hoped to look at his tall and straight body without getting hurt and he could still smile very warmly, and then I would feel relieved . I do not expect anything . I just hope that he can safely and smoothly live this life, and will be able to marry a wife, give birth to a son or a daughter for the old Xiao family, so that I can also give the dead parents an answer . But I did not think, and never expected, he would be unexpectedly like this, and pa.s.sed away like this . How do you let me accept it? How? Such a big living man, is easy to be gone . Whoops . Hearing this, Qin Feng also shed male tears . He knew that Sister Hua would be very uncomfortable, but did not expect, she would say such words . The more profound the words were, the more they let Qin Feng feel guilty . If he said that Xiao He died in order to save him, would Sister Hua be even more grieving and even turn her back on him? Qin Feng was not sure, but he knew, no matter what, he could not escape, and could not be irresponsible . Sister Hua, I know that at this moment, any words of comfort are in vain . All your hopes have been dashed . You cant accept the news . But in fact, Xiao He has been dead for 78 days . These days, I have been missing him all the time . I dont cry, and I dont regret, but no matter what I do, I cant save Xiao Hes life . My tears were dry, but dry as it were . Xiao He wont come back . I hope you will look at the bright side and look forward . Your life is still a long way . Xiao He is gone, and I become your own brother . I am his incarnation . I will use everything of mine, or even my life to protect you . No matter when, I will not leave you . Okay? Although Qin Feng did not have the right to decide his own itinerary, and he could not even protect Sister Hua all the time, he would do his best, even if he had to leave the army, or even if he had to break up with his family, he would first placate Sister Hua and settle her down . When emotions were deep down, Qin Feng was also a true man . Although he had thought of a thousand ways to appease Sister Hua, when he really faced such a painful Sister Hua, any response was pale . He could only promise with his life, and give her a lifelong commitment . That was what made him feel better . Otherwise, even if he had gold mountain or silver mountain, Qin Feng also felt that couldnt exchange for 1/1000 of Sister Huas feelings for Xiao He . Qin Feng, I do not blame you, and you do not have to feel guilty . You are his captain, and that you carried out the mission was also caused by military orders . We should blame it on all the bad guys . They broke the peace, so you have to fight, to suppress, and there would be confrontation, and there would be casualties . I had prepared for the worst, but did not expect, the day has come . At one time, I thought that Xiao He was such a good child that bullets would fly around him, but the sky did not meet peoples wishes, and he still did not escape this disaster . This is life, and we can not get rid of the bad luck . Sister Huas emotion had been stable a lot . Having been through so many big events, her endurance was not the one that ordinary women can compare with . She whose emotion was just out of control, soon adjusted to be calm . Hearing such words, Qin Feng was very moved . He did not expect, Sister Hua was still so sober, rational . He knew it better than anyone that Sister Huas love for Xiao He was deep, but in the face of hardship, she could still keep calm, and not everyone could do this . Sister Hua . Qin Feng sighed and lit a cigarette . He told Xiao Jinhua the whole process of carrying out his mission, and emphasized Xiao Hes last wish before he died . Although this violated the disciplines, Qin Feng felt, as the only relative of Xiao He, Sister Hua had the right to know the truth . Qin Feng, like a sinner, knelt on the ground again . Sister Hua, my life was saved by Xiao He who saved me with his life, and you have the right to take my life back . As long as you can cease to be angry and calm your mood, I can take out my life at any time . Qin Feng didnt mean to joke . During this period of time, he would often fall into a dream . He would always feel a pair of h.e.l.lish hands reaching him to drag him back to the bottomless cliff . Qin Feng would wake up from nightmares every time he struggled and his forehead would be covered by a layer of cold sweat . Such dreams repeated several times, so that he had some fear of sleeping, and dare not close his eyes, afraid of the night . Qin Feng, what are you talking about? Sister Hua was anxious to pull up Qin Feng, Get up How can you kneel casually? Qin Feng was lamented and got up, Sister Hua, if you suffer anything, just cry out, and hit me if you want to hit someone, and dont be suffocating . Qin Feng, I will not blame you . This is Xiao Hes fate, and no one can change . Even if he gets away with it, h.e.l.l die next time . It was doomed to be . And that you come to me is G.o.ds arrangement . That I can know you, I feel very lucky . You are a valuable good man . Being able to be around you will be very happy . Sister Hua sighed, But I dont want to tie you down with this, and you cant waste half your life here because of Xiao Hes unreasonable wishes . You have a better future . You have a greater task, and you can achieve more miracles, save more people, and as for me, its nothing serious . When you didnt come to protect me, I also pa.s.sed every day uneventfully . If you come, on the contrary, it will . When Sister Hua said this, she paused, and then said, In short, I hope you do not have any pressure, and you are still the invincible Gold King . Your stage should be in the whole of China and the world, not a small Tianhe . Were not the same people . I shouldnt be holding you back . Ill be safe here, and you can rest a.s.sured . You really dont have to take care of me . Sister Huas words were very moving . She was afraid of delaying Qin Fengs career because of herself, so she tried her best to release him from guilt, even though the pain of her brothers death still haunted her heart . However, the sobriety she should keep was necessary, and life still had to go on She cant use it to blackmail others . No, no . Qin Feng shook his head in a hurry and said, Sister Hua, listen to me . The reason why I approached you, was indeed by Xiao Hes last wish . He saved me, so I must repay him . And you are the person he was most concerned about . I was right to protect you . Contacting with you in this period of time, I have slowly changed from a task-based protection mentality . I have very deep feelings for you . When I cant see you, I cannot help but worry . When you are in dangers, I have a desperate impulse, even if it were not for Xiao Hes will, I will do so . Hearing Qin Feng say so, Xiao Jinhuas heart went up and down . She didnt think Qin Feng would think the same way . She obviously felt that since she had been in contact with him for some time, they had already become very familiar with each other, and when they couldnt see each other, they couldnt help but miss each other and would feel especially warm when they met .