Qin Feng was impatient after hearing such a question."Why are you so emotional? Can"t you talk in the right mood?” To be frank, what do you want to say? " Qin Feng spoke in a cold voice.
"Well." Jiang Xiaowen was a little gagged after hearing Qin Feng"s word, and she really didn"t know how to get on with the man.
Couldn"t he recognize she was the little girl he saved? Or did he save too many people and forget her?
Jiang Xiaowen felt lost with her mouth sipping, she whispered, " Qin Feng, can"t you concentrate? This is a kind of harm to everyone."
"Concentrate?" Qin Feng was very helpless, " I have enough attention to protect you. What else should I do? "
"Don"t be greedy too much, just focus on one. OK?"
Jiang Xiaowen looked at Qin Feng seriously and feeling a little excited. The words she wanted to tell him in those days, but she was too shy to speak it out.She just did not want to remind the experience those bad guys did to her. Also, she was worried that Qin Feng would care about the terrible experience too.
Because her body had view in front of those b.a.s.t.a.r.ds.
Qin Feng would be sure to detested her, she thought so.
"Focus on one? "
Qin Feng reluctantly shook his head. " I knew Zhu Fei would be in danger and I ignored her. Is this the so-called focus? If it is so, I can"t do it. Xiaowen, I always thought you were a kind-hearted girl. I didn"t expect you to be so selfish.
"You, how can you regard me like this?"
Jiang Xiaowen shouted, " I didn"t mean that! I"m not that kind of person."
"But you said so already, and that"s what you think." Before Qin Feng came, he still had a little regret for Xiaowen. He felt he was right that he did chase her in " Happy Time". She stayed with Zhu Fei here, and she knew what was going to happen to her. It was right for Qin Feng to protect her. But Jiang Xiaowen said he should not do that. As saying went, cats hide their claws. He never knew she was so self-centered.
Jiang Xiaowen seemed very annoyed, and tears fell from the corner of her eye, she covered her mouth and cried, " Qin Feng! Don"t regard me like this!"
"Well, that"s it. Thank you for accompanying me today. My birthday has been counted and I am very happy. But we are really not good for getting on with each other, because we have nothing in common on outlook of being human. Maybe you are right, but I will never follow what you said. Okay, that"s it. Bye."
When the words fell, Qin Feng leaned forward to go. It was over three o"clock in the morning, and the whole world had entered a state of sleep except him. He was really tired, he was thirsty with a harbor where he could dock.
In Tianhe, which was just a small city, he felt helpless.
I thought he had mastered so many international first-tier cities and had always been able to do well. He is the master of fate wherever he went. No matter where he was, he always surrounded by a halo, but here he was in such a poor condition.
He dared not to go to Sister Flower; As for Zhu Fei, he knew that she would enjoy a happy life only with Zhou Liang. He dared not to give her any promise at all.
For Jiang Xiaowen, she ought to be the one who made Qing Feng fell safe most. The reason why he came to meet her was to chat with her. He never thought Jiang Xiaowen was such a selfish girl who just care her own business. Maybe she didn"t know Zhu Fei and had no obligation to care about her. But anyway, she should not be so cruel, Zhu Fei was in dangers at that time after all.
Qin Feng was not mean, he would not have broken off with anyone if it was not for the deviation in principle. Although he was unwilling to “Bye” to Jiang Xiaowen, he had to this time. He had no idea if they would become a normal friend or not in the future. But at least, he gave her up in mind. It may be a little bit arbitrary, but he would perform once he decided it.
After Qin Feng left, Jiang Xiaowen sat down on the carpet of the room, leaning against way and cried.
She really never thought Qin Feng could be so impatient with her. Just for one word, a so-called selfishness was so outspoken that she turned around and left without hesitation.
Jiang Xiaowen had always been careful to manage the relationship with Qin Feng. She missed him all day long by the time he was not in Tianhe. Looking at his photos, she will not be able to sleep all night, just looked at his pictures. Her roommates thought she was reading scare novel when seeing her watching cell-phone all night long. She dared not to communicate with Qin Feng through Wechat too often, she did not want to bother him that much. She had to find a bunch of excuse and also a nice topic every time she wanted to send messages to him. She believed that only in this way, Qin Feng would not felt absurd Although Qin Feng"s reply was always bland or even a little cold, she was still glad to chat with him and she would be happy all day long. She could not even tell why she love him so much. Besides the encounter when she was a child and the appearance of a hero rooted in Xiaowen"s mind, it should be more Qin Feng"s personal charm attract her so much.
Anyway, that was him in Jiang Xiaowen"s imagination. He should be like a professionally soldier who had outstanding achievement in the army. Even he was in the low rank of the society, but it did not affect his position in her mind.
She did not know how much she wanted to snuggle up in Qin Feng"s strong arms like a little woman. She would see him at the first sight every day. He was her superhero and would do everything she wanted. She only needed to enjoy her belated love selfishly and protect this long-standing unrequited love with her life.
However, just as Jiang Xiaowen had more feeling with Qin Feng just now, Zhu Fei came to make such a trouble In fact, Jiang Xiaowen also regretted that she should not have talked Qin Feng whether he needed to protect Zhu Fei or not. Whatever was more important was Qin Feng"s injury. When he left, there were still a lot of blood and skin injuries on his body.
Xiaowen reflected on herself, but she still cried very grievance. For so many years, why did she have to wait? Why couldn"t she rush bravely once to chase him to win her happiness? Even if she was failed, she wouldn"t leave any regrets.
After Qin Feng left the Hotel, he went to the Vienna Hotel next door. There was just one of the most expensive luxury suites left. After checking in, Qin Feng took a bath and went to sleep wearily.
He slept till 1: 00 pm the next day.
In this way, he slept in bed for half his birthday.
He woke up by a phone call, it was from Green Dragon.
"h.e.l.lo" said Qin Feng.
Qin Feng spirit a tight, worried and asked, " what happened? "
The Green Dragon looked very excited. " It went smoothly. I have already come out of Yunnan. "
"Thanks for your contribution!"
Qin Feng laughed, "That"s great."
"That must be. The news will soon spread to the headquarters, then see what Kang Mingyang said, even if he doesn"t want to promote me. "
Green Dragon said excitedly, "Qin Feng, thank you very much this time. "
"That is fine. As you know, I don"t want to be an official. I am bored with that kind of affairs. I just wanted to be a good captain who take my brothers to the front line of the battlefield and beat all the enemies with our own hands. That would be enjoyable. If you can"t do it anymore one day, you don"t expect me to work in the military again. I"d rather doing something else and enjoy another career.”
Qin Feng was lying on a wide bed, looking at his legs, and could not help but said, " What would I do at that time? It"s going to be fun to be a big boss. "
Green Dragon couldn"t laugh. He knew that this was just Qin Feng comforting himself. He was stuffy for a moment and said, " What are you going to say to Commander Kang? After all, you failed to live up to his expectations. This was supposed to be your honor. "
Qin Feng gave a piece of indifferent smile, " Forget him, it is really a piece of cake for him. I will have such a chance again another day. I don"t care about this, you know that. "
Green dragon heart was ups and downs, he could explain what it felt like. In short, there were regrets, excitement, excitement and light sadness.
This was the brotherhood, which lasted forever.
As far as Green Dragon"s concerned, Qin Feng was actually an example, helping him to live on in the cold and philistine army. Qin Feng warmed him by his own practical actions time and time again. No matter how many times he had been wooed by Gu Shaoyun to harm Qin Feng, he would not made up his mind to do that. If he hurt Qin Feng, if he didn"t know how to be grateful for Qing Feng"s kindness, he was less than a human but a swine.