Love & Havoc"Ben I don"t I can"t live without you! Before meeting you I never understood the real meaning of love. You taught me how to love...how to care for someone...how to protect...never leave me please...I"ll lost myself I lose you" I was crying my heart out, hiding my face in Ben"s chest.
"Shhhhh....I"m never leaving you my princess.... I"ll follow you till your last breath.... everywhere.. you go I"ll be there...because you are trapped inside me....I love you madly...." Ben"s voice was slowly changing into someone unknown and black smoke was filling the whole room.
"Ben! No! Where are you?BEN!!!" I lost him.
"Ben!" I opened my eyes in horror and discovered myself in the waiting room of the hospital. I wonder why I saw such a dream! I never made up my mind to love someone but when I finally did I had to witness this madness.I don"t know what my heart wants. No matter how much time I wanna hate Ben, I just can"t. Is this called pure love? No matter how bad he is you keep falling for him! You can control your thinking but your heart is out of your control....
It"s beating is out of your control and I guess my heart will only beat for him. I actually don"t remember when I fell asleep while waiting for Josh to wake up.
He was taken to the nearest hospital"s emergency because he had already lost too much blood.
Jake"s mom died a long time. As for family he only had one sister and his dad. I didn"t have any idea that my friend Samantha was his little sister, who was now giving me a look filled with hatred, sitting on the opposite side. Well I don"t blame her. This accident actually happened because of me but I have no proof against Ben.
But Jake"s dad is a sheriff in town which was a good thing.
"Miss Bella..." Jake"s dad said coming near to me.
"Mr Wilson..." I got to know his name from the reception.
"You sure you didn"t see what made Josh"s car crashed?" He asked like an officer.
"No,sir. I"m totally unknown to that. I didn"t notice because I was texting a friend," I hid the topic of Ben.
What I understood by now was Ben had lots of controls in many things. If I expose him more innocent people will be in trouble which I honestly didn"t want....
"You should go home now miss. He will be fine by G.o.d"s grace. Thank you for your cooperation. We will contact with you further in future if we need something," He said in a husky voice.
"I can wait here sir. It"s not a problem for me and yes anytime," I replied with sincerity.
"No go home, Bella, it"s late. Thank you for staying," He said smiling a little.
I didn"t argue and only nodded. Before leaving I told Samantha sorry and told her to take care but she just ignored me looking away from me.
I didn"t say anything. I couldn"t understand how she felt because I never had the privilege of having a sibling. So I can"t feel what she was feeling for her brother.
It was snowing outside when I came out of the hospital. I didn"t bring any warm clothes with me because I came to the hospital direct from the university. I started walking fast to reach home before it starts snowing hard. It was already late too. The roads became slippery due to the snowing. Suddenly I slipped and was about to fall on my head until I felt a strong arm wrapping me in his arms. I looked up and saw Jake was holding me with a worried face.
"Are you alright?" He said in a sad tone.
"Jake! Oh it"s you!" I tried to smile.
"Bella...." I heard him saying my name for the first time, with such deep feelings.
"I"m totally fine, Jake..." I said giving a soft punch on his arm. But inside I was totally broken. All of this was happening because me. How can I be fine.
"You don"t look fine but I know you will ok now because I"m here," He smiled a little.
"Yes no doubt I"ll be fine and you are so warm," I said holding Jake"s hand.
"Or you should just say you are freezing to death!" He said taking out his jacket and wrapping me with it.
"Jake no you wear it you will catch cold!" I said worryingly.
"I"ll be just fine. Please worry about yourself. I know you had a long tiring day," He said giving me a light pat on my head.
Jake is so kind, so friendly. I really needed a friend like him right now.
"Jake can I get a hug?" Jake kind of blushed at this.
"You never have to ask Bella...it"s always your right...." He said tucking me inside his arms.
"Hmm... warm warm!" I accidentally spilled what I was thinking.
"What?Am I the werewolf of your story now?" He said making us both laugh.
"Nah, never" I replied playfully.
Suddenly I heard my phone beeping again which shaked me and I took few steps away from Jake.
"Bella, you ok?" He said at my sudden reaction.
"Oh yeah! Let"s go home Jake," I said faking a smile still being shocked inside. I couldn"t put Jake in danger cause of me. No way!!!
I checked the text it was from the same private number saying,
"Be Careful of whom U trust ;)"
What he was watching! d.a.m.n he saw Jake!
I didn"t reply back.
"What are looking at Bella?" Jake asked curiously looking at me.
"Oh no, no one just checking a text! No worries!" I said in hurry, "Let"s go home, it"s so late."
"So how did you know I was here?" I asked Jake on our way to home.
"Oh Helena told me you came to see Josh so I came to check on you!" He replied with a smiley face.
"Aww... thank you so much," I replied being happy. Jake is really such a good person. I wonder where I"ll find such a friend like him again.