"Not a day pa.s.ses," he wrote to Moore, "that I don"t think and speak of you. You can not doubt my sincere admiration, waiving personal friendship for the present. I have you by rote and by heart, of which _ecce signum_."
He then goes on to tell him his adventure when at Lady O----"s:--
"I have a habit of uttering, to what I think tunes, your "Oh, breathe not," and others; they are my matins and vespers. I did not intend them to be overheard, but one morning in comes not la Donna, but il Marita, with a very grave face, and said, "Byron, I must request you not to sing any more, at least of those songs."--"Why?"--"They make my wife cry, and so melancholy that I wish her to hear no more of them."
"Now, my dear Moore, the effect must have been from your words, and certainly not my music."
To give Moore the benefit of effecting a great success with an Oriental poem, Byron gave up his own idea of writing one, and sent him some Turkish books.
"I have been thinking of a story," says he, "grafted on the amours of a Peri and a mortal, something like Cayotte"s "Diable Amoureux."
Tenderness is not my _forte_; for that reason I have given up the idea, but I think it a subject you might make much of."
Moore actually wished to write a poem on an Oriental subject, but dreaded such a rival as Byron, and expressed his fears in writing to him. Byron replied:--
"Your Peri, my dear Moore, is sacred and inviolable. I have no idea of touching the hem of her petticoat. Your affectation of a dislike to encounter me is so flattering that I begin to think myself a very fine fellow. But it really puts me out of humor to hear you talk thus."
Not only did Byron encourage Moore in his task, but effaced himself completely in order to make room for him.
When he published the "Bride of Abydos," Moore remarked that there existed some connection in that poem with an incident he had to introduce in his own poem of "Lalla Rookh." He wrote thereupon to Byron to say that he would stop his own work, because to aspire after him to describe the energy of pa.s.sion would be the work of a Caesar.
Byron replied:--
"I see in you what I never saw in poet before, a strange diffidence of your own powers, which I can not account for, and which must be unaccountable when a Cossack like me can appall a cuira.s.sier.
"Go on--I shall really be very unhappy if I at all interfere with you.
The success of mine is yet problematical ... Come out, screw your courage to the sticking-place--no man stands higher, whatever you may think on a rainy day in your provincial retreat."
To Moore he dedicated his "Corsair," and to read the preface is to see how sincerely attached Byron was to his friend.
When at Venice he heard of some domestic affliction which had befallen Moore; he wrote to him with that admirable simplicity of style which can not be imitated, because the true accents of the heart defy imitation.
"Your domestic afflictions distress me sincerely; and, as far as you are concerned, my feelings will always reach the furthest limits to which I may still venture. Throughout life your losses shall be mine, your gains mine also, and, however much I may lose in sensibility, there will always remain a drop of it for you."
When Moore obtained his greatest success, and arrived at the summit of popularity, by the publication of "Lalla Rookh," Byron"s pleasure was equal to the encouragements he had given him. But of his n.o.ble soul, in which no feeling of jealousy could enter, we shall speak elsewhere.
Here, in conclusion, I must add that his friendship for Moore remained stanch through time and circ.u.mstances, and even notwithstanding Moore"s wrongs toward him, of which I shall speak in another chapter.
In treating of Byron"s friendships, I have endeavored to in set forth the wrongs which some of his friends, and Moore particular, have committed against him both before and after his death.
If, as Moore observes, it be true that Byron never lost a friend, was their friendship a like friendship with his own? Has it ever gone so far as to make sacrifices for his sake, and has not Lord Byron ever given more as a friend than he ever received in return? Had he found in his friendship among men that reciprocity of feeling which he ever found among women, would so many injuries and calumnies have been heaped upon his head? Would not his friends, had they shown a little more warmth of affection, have been able to silence those numerous rivals who rendered his life a burden to him? Had they been conscientious in their opinions, they would certainly not have drawn upon them the rather bitter lines in "Childe Harold:"--
"I do believe, Though I have found them not, that there may be Words which are things, hopes which will not deceive, And virtues which are merciful, nor weave Snares for the failing; I would also deem O"er others" griefs that some sincerely grieve, That two, or one, are almost what they seem, That goodness is no name, and happiness no dream."
And later, in "Don Juan," Byron would not have said with a smile, but also with a pain which sprang from the heart:--
"O Job! you had two friends: one"s quite enough, Especially when we are ill at ease; They are but bad pilots when the weather"s rough, Doctors less famous for their cures than fees.
Let no man grumble when his friends fall off, As they will do like leaves at the first breeze; When your affairs come round, one way or t"other, Go to the coffee-house and take another."
It is, however, also true that he would not have had the opportunity of showing us so perfectly the beauty of his mind, and his admirable constancy, notwithstanding the conduct of those on whom he had bestowed his friendship. This constancy is shown even by his own words, for immediately after the lines quoted above, he adds:--
"But this is not my maxim; had it been, Some heart-aches had been spared me."
FOOTNOTES:
[Footnote 24: Mossop, a contemporary of Garrick, famous for his performance of Zanga.]
[Footnote 25: His marriage.]
[Footnote 26: Lord Holland"s youngest son, in speaking of Byron, styled him "the gentleman with the beautiful voice."]
CHAPTER VII.
LORD BYRON CONSIDERED AS A FATHER, AS A BROTHER, AND AS A SON.
HIS GOODNESS SHOWN BY THE STRENGTH OF HIS INSTINCTIVE AFFECTIONS.
LORD BYRON AS A FATHER.
If, as a great moralist has said, our natural affections have power only upon sensitive and virtuous natures, but are despised by men of corrupt and dissipated habits, then must we find a proof again of Lord Byron"s excellence in the influence which his affections exercised over him.
His tenderness for his child, and for his sister, was like a ray of sunshine which lit up his whole heart, and in the moments of greatest depression prevented desolation from completely absorbing his nature.
His thoughts were never far from the objects of his affection.
CXV.
"My daughter! with thy name this song begun; My daughter! with thy name thus much shall end; I see thee not, I hear thee not, but none Can be so wrapt in thee; thou art the friend To whom the shadows of far years extend: Albeit my brow thou never shouldst behold, My voice shall with thy future visions blend.
And reach into thy heart, when mine is cold, A token and a tone, even from thy father"s mould.
CXVI.
"To aid thy mind"s development, to watch Thy dawn of little joys, to sit and see Almost thy very growth, to view thee catch Knowledge of objects,--wonders yet to thee!
To hold thee lightly on a gentle knee, And print on thy soft cheek a parent"s kiss, This, it should seem, was not reserved for me, Yet this was in my nature: as it is, I know not what is there, yet something like to this.
CXVIII.
"Sweet be thy cradled slumbers! O"er the sea And from the mountains where I now respire, Fain would I waft such blessing upon thee, As, with a sigh, I deem thou might"st have been to me."
Who ever read "Childe Harold" and was not touched by the delightful stanzas of the third canto,--a perfect _chef-d"oeuvre_ of tenderness and kindness, inclosed, as it were, in another master-piece, like, were it possible, a jewel found in a diamond?
Those only, however, who lived with him in Greece and in Italy are able to bear witness to his paternal tenderness. This sentiment really developed itself on his leaving England, and only appears from that time forward in his poems. Byron loved all children, but his heart beat really when he met children of Ada"s age.
Hearing at Venice that Moore had lost a child, he wrote to him, "I enter fully into your misery, for I feel myself entirely absorbed in my children. I have such tenderness for my little Ada."