Today I went to college only to find I am the only girl who would attend the cla.s.s. And few other boys. Sky was one among them. I was panicked to find that there was only 2 days left for internals and I haven"t studied anything as such yet. Lacy was having bad health leave. Others took leave for studying at home. And here I was losing patience and gradually giving up on my determination.
I can"t understand how and why he became my habit. He came to me regarding the team for the quiz and asking who would be in it. I replied, "I and Lacy for the time being"
During the break time I filled up Lacy"s form for her to partic.i.p.ate. And finally got time to have my lunch.
It was the first time he talked about his mom. I have heard him speaking about his dad before but it"s first time about his mom.
One cannot fathom the happiness I felt in my heart when he was talking about it.
He was telling : My mom says, " What"s the use of studying so hard if you cannot enjoy your life. No matter what you do atmost you can get your name in some social media search or history in some websites. No LOVE -No Life. Only Machines and robots. "
It was really a serious talk and a serious situation.
Next he drifted the talk to some tweets he read and also some non-veg comments. At first I was feeling all awkward, but his talks and discussions slowly drifted away the awkward atmosphere which had encircled around me for quite a long time. I felt a warm welcome from his talks and my insecurity gave way.. .
I was really happy to discuss regarding those matters. Usually I become the initiator of our talks though mostly serious ones but this was the first time he initiated a conversation. In between the cla.s.ses while Sir was teaching our eyes usually met at the same time.And we laughed and smiled at each other at the same phase. It was only because of him I could receive and understand such silent messages which he would express through his eyes which I couldn"t understand back in my school days..
Oh! wait. Again what am I doing? Shouldn"t I be the one angry upon him. Why did I soften towards him all of a sudden?
May be deep in my heart knows the correct answer..