I was humming a song while returning home. It was already late. Anyways I arrived. At home mom cooked my favorite chicken recipe. I was delighted and happy. My school friend, Anna called me up. She was anxious as well as fl.u.s.tered. I was scared as to what had happened.
Well for this I need to get to tell a bit of my past life at school.
At school I, Anna, Annie and Snow were childhood sweetheart c.u.m buddies. Wherever we would go we would be together. In fact I , Anna and Annie had a sleepover party at my home. Such pleasant memories we had planted and created together.
Now coming to the present situation, Anna told me that I know one of Annie"s secret which you didn"t know. She had a bf in grade 12 . Infact they dated.
I being a friend told her that not to be rash in your relationship so soon because you have your dignity. But she went out of her way. And to add her bf instigated her that we are her enemies. I mean WTF. Obviously our relationship was longer with her than him. But she chose him and declared her relationship with her was fake- just for show. She didn"t want to ruin her High School so she had kept tolerating her.
On hearing such words from Annie thinking about out Anna I felt like giving her a tight slap.
She said she wanted to be over just after boards. But our sleepover was after our exam. At that time too they were holding hands. We played till night drained our energy. We were bustling with vigour at the park near my home. We played and clicked photos. I mean all those were fake. Do you just conclude the relationship just because of some person not liking us. Where are those old good days! Gone all gone. And all of it started in my absence and ended in my presence.
I had even built castles in the sky thinking that we would have a reunion after the semester exams were over. But I was in the cover all along that they took the decision for themselves to break the relationship. Anna was totally heartbroken hearing those rude words. She stayed in her home for 15 days after exam was over. Was it all fake ? all were a drama?
Anna was weeping bitterly. I covered my internal bleeding , changed my voice and said her in a comforting tone. "Listen, Since she declared it fake. That means the chapter is closed. You study and get on your feet to prove your worth. You are not frail. And as for her deed one day or the other she will truly understand her mistake. But you cannot wait for that. Just Move On. I know it"s easier said than done. But this has left with me no chance. "
She calmed down a bit. After a few consoles we bade each other goodbye.
About Everything just happened, I think I am the one suffering the most. And there is no one to console me. Not even Sky.
I have read many mangas and modern romance Novels. In every novel heroine gets a hug from the beloved. But why am I the one in such a pitiful state. No one to console me, No one to think about me. n.o.body to hug me even when I"m upset....
Really bonds of 6-8 years broken just like some gla.s.s sheet falling on the floor.
The earth was shaky or it was my eyes I don"t know. I opened the galary and was holding the photo of our group in my hands . Tears welled up.I was recalling my so called happy but fake days. But there is no one to console me. Literally no one. I"m just one cheap piece of paper floating in the air.. Nothing else.. It had never changed...