Today I woke with full confidence that I will surely rock my day. The day was just perfect. Neither too hot nor too cold. Next I prepared myself to catch the train. My intro was not over yet.All of a sudden a group of 4 th year students came and said: "Hey you, Come here, it"s intro time"
I was shocked it was supposed to be a brand new start. I was murmuring in my mind : Are you kidding me after 2 months intro..
I went there. A group encircled me. They were asking me lot"s of questions. But I was hurt the most when they asked me if I have a boyfriend. It was just yesterday that I recovered and now they started rubbing salt to my injuries. I immediately said no. And thus the intro concluded.
There was a computer exam in college. Though I couldn"t fair that much well. Still I tried my level best. I spent time with Lacy and enjoyed having her as a companion to gossip about almost everything.
Suddenly the gossip was interrupted when Sky came and prompted me regarding the intro.
Although I was interested speaking to him regarding it but I showed a bit of cold behavior to create a s.p.a.ce to draw a line between us. As usual to avoid me he sat beside another of his cla.s.smate. But I was no longer bothered. I sat beside Lacy. And enjoyed my time. I realized today it"s no use of sacrificing oneself for the sake of every one. Only dear ones need to be treasured.
Another incident happened. My school friend with whom I was out of touch for several days suddenly opened a weibo account. I was very happy to find her. I gossiped with her for whole 49 minutes. She was also telling about her cla.s.s mates, Bunk mates. Funny right. But some people are real experts in bunking cla.s.ses. She told me that we would meet really soon.
I no longer love or care about him ,I guess so. I guess I didn"t have any pain in my chest when I saw him going to other female students trying to help them with their programs and talking with mysterious laugh behind them.
No , no! I won"t bother people anymore. Not with a heart of love anymore..