How did she like them on the brown felt indeed?
Miss Sawyer had not been looking at Rebecca, but the child"s eyes were flashing, her bosom heaving, and her cheeks glowing with sudden rage and despair. All at once something happened. She forgot that she was speaking to an older person; forgot that she was dependent; forgot everything but her disappointment at losing the solferino breast, remembering nothing but the enchanting, dazzling beauty of Emma Jane Perkins"s winter outfit; and suddenly, quite without warning, she burst into a torrent of protest.
"I will NOT wear those hateful porcupine quills again this winter! I will not! It"s wicked, WICKED to expect me to! Oh! How I wish there never had been any porcupines in the world, or that all of them had died before silly, hateful people ever thought of tr.i.m.m.i.n.g hat with them!
They curl round and tickle my ear! They blow against my cheek and sting it like needles! They do look outlandish, you said so yourself a minute ago. n.o.body ever had any but only just me! The only porcupine was made into the only quills for me and n.o.body else! I wish instead of sticking OUT of the nasty beasts, that they stuck INTO them, same as they do into my cheek! I suffer, suffer, suffer, wearing them and hating them, and they will last forever and forever, and when I"m dead and can"t help myself, somebody"ll rip them out of my last year"s hat and stick them on my head, and I"ll be buried in them! Well, when I am buried THEY will be, that"s one good thing! Oh, if I ever have a child I"ll let her choose her own feathers and not make her wear ugly things like pigs"
bristles and porcupine quills!"
With this lengthy tirade Rebecca vanished like a meteor, through the door and down the street, while Miranda Sawyer gasped for breath, and prayed to Heaven to help her understand such human whirlwinds as this Randall niece of hers.
This was at three o"clock, and at half-past three Rebecca was kneeling on the rag carpet with her head in her aunt"s ap.r.o.n, sobbing her contrition.
"Oh! Aunt Miranda, do forgive me if you can. It"s the only time I"ve been bad for months! You know it is! You know you said last week I hadn"t been any trouble lately. Something broke inside of me and came tumbling out of my mouth in ugly words! The porcupine quills make me feel just as a bull does when he sees a red cloth; n.o.body understands how I suffer with them!"
Miranda Sawyer had learned a few lessons in the last two years, lessons which were making her (at least on her "good days") a trifle kinder, and at any rate a juster woman than she used to be. When she alighted on the wrong side of her four-poster in the morning, or felt an extra touch of rheumatism, she was still grim and unyielding; but sometimes a curious sort of melting process seemed to go on within her, when her whole bony structure softened, and her eyes grew less vitreous. At such moments Rebecca used to feel as if a superinc.u.mbent iron pot had been lifted off her head, allowing her to breath freely and enjoy the sunshine.
"Well," she said finally, after staring first at Rebecca and then at the porcupine quills, as if to gain some insight into the situation, "well, I never, sence I was born int" the world, heerd such a speech as you"ve spoke, an" I guess there probably never was one. You"d better tell the minister what you said and see what he thinks of his prize Sunday-school scholar. But I"m too old and tired to scold and fuss, and try to train you same as I did at first. You can punish yourself this time, like you used to. Go fire something down the well, same as you did your pink parasol! You"ve apologized and we won"t say no more about it today, but I expect you to show by extry good conduct how sorry you be! You care altogether too much about your looks and your clothes for a child, and you"ve got a temper that"ll certainly land you in state"s prison some o"
these days!"
Rebecca wiped her eyes and laughed aloud. "No, no, Aunt Miranda, it won"t, really! That wasn"t temper; I don"t get angry with PEOPLE; but only, once in a long while, with things; like those,--cover them up quick before I begin again! I"m all right! Shower"s over, sun"s out!"
Miss Miranda looked at her searchingly and uncomprehendingly. Rebecca"s state of mind came perilously near to disease, she thought.
"Have you seen me buyin" any new bunnits, or your Aunt Jane?" she asked cuttingly. "Is there any particular reason why you should dress better than your elders? You might as well know that we"re short of cash just now, your Aunt Jane and me, and have no intention of riggin" you out like a Milltown fact"ry girl."
"Oh-h!" cried Rebecca, the quick tears starting again to her eyes and the color fading out of her cheeks, as she scrambled up from her knees to a seat on the sofa beside her aunt. "Oh-h! How ashamed I am! Quick, sew those quills on to the brown turban while I"m good! If I can"t stand them I"ll make a neat little gingham bag and slip over them!"
And so the matter ended, not as it customarily did, with cold words on Miss Miranda"s part and bitter feelings on Rebecca"s, but with a gleam of mutual understanding.
Mrs. Cobb, who was a master hand at coloring, dipped the offending quills in brown dye and left them to soak in it all night, not only making them a nice warm color, but somewhat weakening their rocky spines, so that they were not quite as rampantly hideous as before, in Rebecca"s opinion.
Then Mrs. Perkins went to her bandbox in the attic and gave Miss Dearborn some pale blue velvet, with which she bound the brim of the brown turban and made a wonderful rosette, out of which the porcupine"s defensive armor sprang, buoyantly and gallantly, like the plume of Henry of Navarre.
Rebecca was resigned, if not greatly comforted, but she had grace enough to conceal her feelings, now that she knew economy was at the root of some of her aunt"s decrees in matters of dress; and she managed to forget the solferino breast, save in sleep, where a vision of it had a way of appearing to her, dangling from the ceiling, and dazzling her so with its rich color that she used to hope the milliner would sell it that she might never be tempted with it when she pa.s.sed the shop window.
One day, not long afterward, Miss Miranda borrowed Mr. Perkins"s horse and wagon and took Rebecca with her on a drive to Union, to see about some sausage meat and head cheese. She intended to call on Mrs. Cobb, order a load of pine wood from Mr. Strout on the way, and leave some rags for a rug with old Mrs. Pease, so that the journey could be made as profitable as possible, consistent with the loss of time and the wear and tear on her second-best black dress.
The red-winged black hat was forcibly removed from Rebecca"s head just before starting, and the nightmare turban subst.i.tuted.
"You might as well begin to wear it first as last," remarked Miranda, while Jane stood in the side door and sympathized secretly with Rebecca.
"I will!" said Rebecca, ramming the stiff turban down on her head with a vindictive grimace, and snapping the elastic under her long braids; "but it makes me think of what Mr. Robinson said when the minister told him his mother-in-law would ride in the same buggy with him at his wife"s funeral."
"I can"t see how any speech of Mr. Robinson"s, made years an" years ago, can have anything to do with wearin" your turban down to Union," said Miranda, settling the lap robe over her knees.
"Well, it can; because he said: Have it that way, then, but it"ll spile the hull blamed trip for me!""
Jane closed the door suddenly, partly because she experienced a desire to smile (a desire she had not felt for years before Rebecca came to the brick house to live), and partly because she had no wish to overhear what her sister would say when she took in the full significance of Rebecca"s anecdote, which was a favorite one with Mr. Perkins.
It was a cold bl.u.s.tering day with a high wind that promised to bring an early fall of snow. The trees were stripped bare of leaves, the ground was hard, and the wagon wheels rattled noisily over the thank-you-ma"ams.
"I"m glad I wore my Paisley shawl over my cloak," said Miranda. "Be you warm enough, Rebecca? Tie that white rigolette tighter round your neck.
The wind fairly blows through my bones. I most wish t we"d waited till a pleasanter day, for this Union road is all up hill or down, and we shan"t get over the ground fast, it"s so rough. Don"t forget, when you go into Scott"s, to say I want all the trimmin"s when they send me the pork, for mebbe I can try out a little mite o" lard. The last load o"
pine"s gone turrible quick; I must see if "Bijah Flagg can"t get us some cut-rounds at the mills, when he hauls for Squire Bean next time. Keep your mind on your drivin", Rebecca, and don"t look at the trees and the sky so much. It"s the same sky and same trees that have been here right along. Go awful slow down this hill and walk the hoss over Cook"s Brook bridge, for I always suspicion it"s goin" to break down under me, an" I shouldn"t want to be dropped into that fast runnin" water this cold day.
It"ll be froze stiff by this time next week. Hadn"t you better get out and lead"--
The rest of the sentence was very possibly not vital, but at any rate it was never completed, for in the middle of the bridge a fierce gale of wind took Miss Miranda"s Paisley shawl and blew it over her head. The long heavy ends whirled in opposite directions and wrapped themselves tightly about her wavering bonnet. Rebecca had the whip and the reins, and in trying to rescue her struggling aunt could not steady her own hat, which was suddenly torn from her head and tossed against the bridge rail, where it trembled and flapped for an instant.
"My hat! Oh! Aunt Miranda, my hateful hat!" cried Rebecca, never remembering at the instant how often she had prayed that the "fretful porcupine" might some time vanish in this violent manner, since it refused to die a natural death.
She had already stopped the horse, so, giving her aunt"s shawl one last desperate twitch, she slipped out between the wagon wheels, and darted in the direction of the hated object, the loss of which had dignified it with a temporary value and importance.
The stiff brown turban rose in the air, then dropped and flew along the bridge; Rebecca pursued; it danced along and stuck between two of the railings; Rebecca flew after it, her long braids floating in the wind.
"Come back! Come back! Don"t leave me alone with the team. I won"t have it! Come back, and leave your hat!"
Miranda had at length extricated herself from the submerging shawl, but she was so blinded by the wind, and so confused that she did not measure the financial loss involved in her commands.
Rebecca heard, but her spirit being in arms, she made one more mad scramble for the vagrant hat, which now seemed possessed with an evil spirit, for it flew back and forth, and bounded here and there, like a living thing, finally distinguishing itself by blowing between the horse"s front and hind legs, Rebecca trying to circ.u.mvent it by going around the wagon, and meeting it on the other side.
It was no use; as she darted from behind the wheels the wind gave the hat an extra whirl, and scurrying in the opposite direction it soared above the bridge rail and disappeared into the rapid water below.
"Get in again!" cried Miranda, holding on her bonnet. "You done your best and it can"t be helped, I only wish"t I"d let you wear your black hat as you wanted to; and I wish"t we"d never come such a day! The shawl has broke the stems of the velvet geraniums in my bonnet, and the wind has blowed away my shawl pin and my back comb. I"d like to give up and turn right back this minute, but I don"t like to borrer Perkins"s hoss again this month. When we get up in the woods you can smooth your hair down and tie the rigolette over your head and settle what"s left of my bonnet; it"ll be an expensive errant, this will!"
II
It was not till next morning that Rebecca"s heart really began its song of thanksgiving. Her Aunt Miranda announced at breakfast, that as Mrs.
Perkins was going to Milliken"s Mills, Rebecca might go too, and buy a serviceable hat.
"You mustn"t pay over two dollars and a half, and you mustn"t get the pink bird without Mrs. Perkins says, and the milliner says, that it won"t fade nor moult. Don"t buy a light-colored felt because you"ll get sick of it in two or three years same as you did the brown one. I always liked the shape of the brown one, and you"ll never get another trimmin"
that"ll wear like them quills."
"I hope not!" thought Rebecca.
"If you had put your elastic under your chin, same as you used to, and not worn it behind because you think it"s more grown-up an" fash"onable, the wind never"d a" took the hat off your head, and you wouldn"t a" lost it; but the mischief"s done and you can go right over to Mis" Perkins now, so you won"t miss her nor keep her waitin". The two dollars and a half is in an envelope side o" the clock."
Rebecca swallowed the last spoonful of picked-up codfish on her plate, wiped her lips, and rose from her chair happier than the seraphs in Paradise.
The porcupine quills had disappeared from her life, and without any fault or violence on her part. She was wholly innocent and virtuous, but nevertheless she was going to have a new hat with the solferino breast, should the adored object prove, under rigorous examination, to be practically indestructible.
"Whene"er I take my walks abroad, How many hats I"ll see; But if they"re trimmed with hedgehog quills They"ll not belong to me!"
So she improvised, secretly and ecstatically, as she went towards the side entry.
"There"s "Bijah Flagg drivin" in," said Miss Miranda, going to the window. "Step out and see what he"s got, Jane; some pa.s.sel from the Squire, I guess. It"s a paper bag and it may be a punkin, though he wouldn"t wrop up a punkin, come to think of it! Shet the dinin" room door, Jane; it"s turrible drafty. Make haste, for the Squire"s hoss never stan"s still a minute cept when he"s goin"!"
Abijah Flagg alighted and approached the side door with a grin.