"Your Majesty," Tertulus said. "Thank you for welcoming me, and congratulations on your recent ascension to the throne and your most glorious victories. If half the tales are true, your name shall live forever." He went on for some time. The Lae"knaught"s Twelfth Army was their diplomatic corps. There hadn"t been twelve Lae"knaught armies since before the Alitaeran Accords. Today, there were perhaps three-and maybe only two, given the ma.s.sacre of the five thousand in Ezra"s Wood. But Tertulus Martus had set the rudder before he began speaking, and he didn"t even have to think as he spoke. His body was similarly controlled, betraying nothing. He stood with his feet fairly close together, so as not to appear combative. His hands were kept loose, so as to neither point nor clench into fists. His gestures were small. Logan watched his eyes instead.
The man was weighing him. This amba.s.sador wasn"t here to offer any deals, though he would surely soon offer something small. His anxiety to see Logan as quickly as possible came only from pressure from his superiors. They wanted to know if Logan was a threat. They had recently lost five thousand men, and they needed to know if this new king of an insignificant, corrupt kingdom could be trusted to do as Cenarian kings had done for twenty years: nothing.
Still saying nothing, Logan rose in the middle of the diplomat"s sentence. With perfect calm, he knocked over the field desk, sending blank parchment, inkpot, and quill flying with a crash. He stepped on the desk and ripped off a leg.
With two mighty slashes, he broke Kylar"s legs at the shins.
Kylar screamed. Deprived of support, his body sagged against a dozen blades under his arms. Jagged bones stabbed through the skin of his legs, gleaming wetly in the rising sun. He screamed again as the wheel turned sideways and the sides of his legs were pierced much more deeply. His head dunked under water in the middle of a scream and he came up coughing and retching.
His arms slid onto the blades again as he came fully upright and his screams trailed off into whimpers. Logan looked at the depth of the cuts and looked Kylar in the eye. There was great suffering, but there was no fear.
With two more heavy blows, Logan broke Kylar"s forearms.
Kylar screamed again. Without the rigidity of those bones, his body sank unnaturally far, gravity stretching his arms like clay, his body sinking too far at every turn. He coughed blood with every breath, and blood streamed from him in rivers.
Logan heard several of his attendants throwing up, but he never turned away.
After seven revolutions, Kylar stopped coughing. The flow of blood slowed, and the tension in the distorted muscles relaxed. Logan gestured to a pair of the King"s Guard. The wheel stopped. They checked for a pulse. There was none. They began removing the body.
Logan turned to Tertulus Martus, who for all his diplomatic training still hadn"t managed to close his gaping mouth or narrow his wide eyes.
"Five hundred and forty-three years ago," Logan said, "a man was captured by a Khalidoran Vurdmeister and tortured for three months. This man kept his sanity, and his courage, and at the end of those three months, he escaped. He founded an order devoted to resisting and destroying black magic-Khalidoran magic. In time, this mission expanded to encompa.s.s the destruction of all magic and all who wield it. However, his order, the Laetunariverissiknaught, the Bringers of the Freedom of the Light, still harbor an especial hatred of those who wield the vir."
"Your Majesty displays a remarkable knowledge of-"
"Silence!" Logan roared, pointing the b.l.o.o.d.y table leg an inch from Tertulus"s nose. The man stopped. "For the last eighteen years, you Lae"knaught have been squatting on Cenarian lands. This will end. Here are your choices. First, you can pack up and leave immediately. Second, you can fight us. You recently lost five thousand men, and I have a battle-seasoned army that"s getting bored-and a Ceuran army to whom I"ve sworn a battle that will live in history. We will crush you. Or third, you can marshal your armies and march to Khalidor beside us. That way you can fight those you say you truly hate, and have a chance to defeat them. If you fight beside us, I will give you a fifteen-year grant to the lands you now occupy. But, and I can"t stress this enough, after that time, you will leave Cenarian lands forever. Regardless of your choice, my armies will march in the spring. We will head east first. If you don"t join with us, we will wipe you out, and we won"t stop at our own borders. We will notify every kingdom on whose lands you might hide that we are coming. Perhaps one of them might join you to fight against us. But then again, they might choose to join us. It depends on how much goodwill you"ve built up with your neighbors."
Tertulus Martus laughed nervously. "Those terms are clearly not acceptable, but I"m sure our negotiators will be able to find something mutually-"
"If you don"t choose to fight beside Cenaria, you will be choosing to fight against Cenaria. I win wars in such a way that I don"t have to fight them twice."
"You can"t come after us, not with your full strength, not with Khalidor to your north."
"Khalidor has suffered a great defeat and there are defensible pa.s.ses between our borders. Khalidor doesn"t hold any of my land. You do. I have made an oath to Lantano Garuwashi that he will have a great battle come spring. Together he and I can wipe you out. Such a victory, I dare say, would endear him greatly to the Ceurans back home. What we cannot do without you is destroy Khalidor. No matter what, the sa"ceurai will go home next summer. I have one year to destroy one or both of the greatest threats to my realm, so I"ve no reason to hold anything back, do I?"
"You"re mad," Tertulus said, throwing away a lifetime of diplomatic training.
"I"m desperate. There"s a difference. I have no intention of giving you a good deal, amba.s.sador. You"re overextended, weakened, surrounded by enemies, and quite frankly, you p.i.s.s me off. I don"t intend to negotiate. We"ve written up a treaty in full, with details on how your forces will be integrated with ours for the length of the war with Khalidor and details of how we will be sure that you leave Cenaria after your fifteen-year grant has expired. I will give you only enough time to take this to your Overlord, give him three days to discuss it with his advisers, and get back here. Any modifications he proposes will be considered a rejection of the treaty. That"s all there is to it. On the other hand, if you truly hate Khalidor, if you hate black magic and how it has enslaved an entire country and seeks to destroy Midcyru, this is the opportunity of a lifetime. We could destroy Khalidor once and for all." Logan gestured and a scroll in an ornate case was brought forward. "Now I advise you to get your horse. Your answer is due three weeks from today. Delinquency will be considered a declaration of war."
57
Elene looked at the woman on the bed in the Chantry"s hospital floor. Vi"s eyes were swollen, her light freckles almost green against her pale skin. Two days ago, Vi had fallen unconscious with a cry as they"d been walking together. Elene had been surprised how well they"d been getting along, then this had happened. "Have you figured anything out?"
"It"s definitely the bond," Sister Ariel said. That was good and bad. The only other guess they"d had was that Vi"s rapid progress with her Talent had been hiding some flaw, and all her power had rebounded on her. From her talks with Sister Ariel, Elene had learned that Vi was terrifically Talented, but completely uneven in what she learned. Her wetboy training had enabled her to use her Talent easily, but she"d missed certain basics-and the Sisters had no idea which ones, so it seemed Vi mastered some difficult things as easily as breathing, and some easy things she couldn"t get at all. When she"d collapsed, everyone had been frightened. only other guess they"d had was that Vi"s rapid progress with her Talent had been hiding some flaw, and all her power had rebounded on her. From her talks with Sister Ariel, Elene had learned that Vi was terrifically Talented, but completely uneven in what she learned. Her wetboy training had enabled her to use her Talent easily, but she"d missed certain basics-and the Sisters had no idea which ones, so it seemed Vi mastered some difficult things as easily as breathing, and some easy things she couldn"t get at all. When she"d collapsed, everyone had been frightened.
Of course, if it was the bond, that meant something had gone really wrong with Kylar. Elene looked at Sister Ariel.
"We"ve had pigeons from Cenaria that a treason trial was being concluded," Sister Ariel said. "I deduce from Vi"s state that the sentence is being carried out even now. The wheel, I would imagine." She looked up and down the corridor. "With Kylar"s special... gifts, it"s taking longer than it should. And Vi has been helping him heal by taking some of his suffering onto herself. It"s only making the inevitable last longer, so it"s a cruel kindness, but it is well meant."
Kylar was dying, right now? Elene should have felt it, she should have known as Vi did. In fact, she would have, if Vi hadn"t stolen her ring. Jealousy flashed through her, and she suppressed it only with difficulty. Dammit, why couldn"t you forgive someone once and be done with it? "Why would she help him like that?" Elene asked.
"One can only guess. But then I don"t claim to know much about love."
The word was a blow. Vi loved Kylar? This much?
Vi sat bolt upright and shrieked. Her eyes met Elene"s. She grabbed her own shins. "No, I can"t-I can"t do it. I"m not strong enough. It hurts too much." She fell back on the bed, babbling, then shrieked again, holding her arms. "No, Kylar, no!" Then she lost consciousness, and Elene knew Kylar was dead.
Sister Ariel stepped forward immediately and grabbed Vi"s earring. She tried to pry it off, but it wouldn"t budge. "Dammit. The bond"s not broken. Not even by his..." she trailed off, realizing that this place was too public to admit Kylar"s immortality. "I was hoping-well, not hoping that he would... you know what, but that if he did, that the bond would break." Sister Ariel grimaced and looked away. "It was my last hope for you. The bond really is forever. I"m sorry, Elene. I"m sorry."
The walk through the golden halls of death was familiar now. Kylar glided forward, not really touching the ground. It was as if the mind constructed movement as walking, having to impose some order on a realm that existed without human a.n.a.logues. constructed movement as walking, having to impose some order on a realm that existed without human a.n.a.logues.
The Antechamber of the Mystery was exactly as he remembered it. The Wolf sat on his throne, yellow eyes lambent, hostility etched into his burn-scarred face. Two doors sat opposite him: the plain wood door through which Kylar would walk back to life, and the gold door leaking warm light around its edges, barred to him forever. The ghostly presence of others filled the room. They moved unseen, staring, talking about him.
"Congratulations, Nameless," the Wolf said. "You"ve proved you can sacrifice yourself like you don"t care if you die. Like you don"t give a d.a.m.n about the living. How like the young." The wolfish smile was cruel.
Kylar was too tired to play games. The Wolf didn"t intimidate him anymore. "Why do you hate me?" he asked.
The Wolf c.o.c.ked his head, taken off guard. "Because you"re a waste, Nameless. People love you more than you have any right to, and you treat them like they"re s.h.i.t to be sc.r.a.ped off your boots."
It was so unfair after what Kylar had gone through that he threw his hands up. "You know what, to h.e.l.l with you. You can make your little cryptic comments and hate me if you want to, but at least call me by my f.u.c.king name."
"And what name is that?" the Wolf asked.
"Kylar. Kylar Stern."
"Kylar Stern? The stern, undying dier? That"s not a name; it"s a t.i.tle. It"s a judge."
"Azoth, then."
"You are many leagues from that s.h.i.tless, witless rat, but even were you he, do you know what azoth is?"
"What do you mean?"
The Wolf laughed unkindly. "Azoth is an old word for quicksilver. Random, formless, unpredictable, literally mercurial. You, Nameless, can be anyone and thus are no one. You"re smoke, a shadow that melts away in the light of day. Kage they call you. A shadow of what you could be and a shadow of your master, who was a t.i.tan."
"My master was a coward! He never even told me who he was!" Kylar shouted. He blinked. The depth of his rage left him shaken. Where had that come from?
The Wolf was pensive. The ghosts in the room fell silent. Then, in a murmur unintelligible to Kylar"s ears, one of them spoke to the Wolf. The Wolf folded his hands over his stomach. He nodded, acquiescing. "Prince Acaelus Thorne of Trayeth.e.l.l was a warrior and not much else. Neither introspective nor wise, he was one of the rare good men who love war. He didn"t hate himself or life. He wasn"t cruel. He simply gloried in a contest with the highest possible stakes. He was good at it, too, and he became one of Jorsin Alkestes" best friends. introspective nor wise, he was one of the rare good men who love war. He didn"t hate himself or life. He wasn"t cruel. He simply gloried in a contest with the highest possible stakes. He was good at it, too, and he became one of Jorsin Alkestes" best friends.
"That nettled one of Jorsin"s other best friends, an easily nettled archmagus named Ezra, who thought Acaelus a charismatic fool who happened to be good at swinging a sword. In return, Acaelus thought Ezra a coward who took Jorsin away from where he belonged in the front lines. When the Champions were chosen-the men and women who were Jorsin"s final hope of victory-Ezra intended to bond the Devourer himself. It was by far the most powerful ka"kari and he had sweat and bled for it. The only man to whom he would willingly surrender it was Jorsin. But the Devourer didn"t choose Ezra. Or Jorsin. It chose the sword-swinger.
"Perhaps you can appreciate why it seemed odd that an artifact which by its nature was concerned with concealment would go to a man completely lacking subtlety."
It did seem odd, though the choice had obviously proved wise.
"The Devourer didn"t choose your master simply because he was an obscure choice. It chose Acaelus because it understood his heart. Acaelus loved the clash of arms, but most men who love battle love it because it proves their mastery over others. If the Devourer had given itself to a man who loved power as Ezra did, it would have sp.a.w.ned a tyrant of terrible proportions. Think of a G.o.dking made truly a G.o.d and you have a bit of it. What your master loved, at his core, was the brotherhood of war. He thirsted for the camaraderie of men risking all to come through for each other.
"The Devourer is nothing if not talented at setting up tensions. For your master to take the black ka"kari, he had to leave that brotherhood. He had to give up what he loved most and become known as a traitor. That tension forced Acaelus to become a deeper, wiser, and sadder man. Then of course, there was the Devourer"s greater tension and greater power. Your master was a man of war, but the vagaries of war are such that even the mighty might be clipped by a stray arrow or a falling horse or the mistake of a friend. So your master lived with the tension of his calling pulling against his fear for any he loved.
"Acaelus sought to live in peace. He had a few lifetimes as a farmer, a hunter, an apothecary, a perfumer, a blacksmith-can you imagine? Yet though they were full lives-sometimes married, even with children-they were not fulfilled lives, for a man who denies what is essential to his being is a man who drills holes in the cup of his own happiness. How could he help but resent those he loved as they kept him from his calling? Here was a man who could lead armies, who could defeat invasions almost single-handedly. This man was compelled to farm? By his own love? Time and again, he returned to the battlefield because the evil was too great to be ignored. And sometimes he was victorious and there was no price to pay. And sometimes his wife died, but it was worse when his children died; his marriages never survived his children"s deaths. He was a man who never learned to forgive himself." was a man who could lead armies, who could defeat invasions almost single-handedly. This man was compelled to farm? By his own love? Time and again, he returned to the battlefield because the evil was too great to be ignored. And sometimes he was victorious and there was no price to pay. And sometimes his wife died, but it was worse when his children died; his marriages never survived his children"s deaths. He was a man who never learned to forgive himself."
Kylar was missing some essential piece that the Wolf thought he understood, but the man kept speaking, and Kylar was so hungry to hear more about his master that he didn"t dare interrupt.
"So in the end, he sought to defeat the power of the ka"kari by defeating love," the Wolf said. "He thought that if he refused to love, death could take nothing from him. He deafened himself to love"s voice with killing and whoring and drinking. He became a wetboy because wetboys cannot love. He was ultimately successful, and the ka"kari abandoned him because he finally knew love"s ant.i.thesis."
"Hatred?"
"Indifference. When Vonda"s life was threatened, Durzo was relieved. The path he took was a reasonable one-he kept the ka"kari out of young Garoth Ursuul"s hands-but the truth was that he didn"t really care if Vonda died. That was what broke the ka"kari"s bond."
"But he came back. Even after I bonded the ka"kari."
"Because he loved you, Kylar. He chose to die for you, to give up everything he still had-his sword, his ka"kari, his power, his life-for you. There is no greater love. Such a death was rewarded with new life."
"By who? You?" Kylar asked. The Wolf said nothing. "The ka"kari? The G.o.d?"
"Perhaps it is just the way greatest magic works: justice and mercy entwined. It"s a mystery, Kylar. A mystery on a par with the question of why is there life at all? If you wish to answer the mystery by positing a G.o.d, you can, or you can say that it just is-and either way, be glad for it, for it is a gift. Or a most fortunate accident."
Kylar felt suddenly small in the workings of a universe vast beyond comprehension, vast and yet perhaps not ambivalent even to Durzo"s suffering. One last life-a sheer gift. The ka"kari was even more strange and marvelous than he"d imagined.
"I thought..." Kylar shook his head. "I thought it was just amazing magic."
The Wolf laughed, and even the ghosts in the room seemed startled. "It is amazing magic, it just isn"t just just amazing magic. The most potent magics are tied to human truths: beauty and pa.s.sion and yearning and fort.i.tude amazing magic. The most potent magics are tied to human truths: beauty and pa.s.sion and yearning and fort.i.tude and valor and empathy. It is from these that the ka"kari draw their strength as much as it is from the magic they are imbued with." and valor and empathy. It is from these that the ka"kari draw their strength as much as it is from the magic they are imbued with."
"And the darker truths?" Kylar asked.
"All human truths. Vengeance and hatred and glorying in destruction and ambition and greed and all the rest have power. The trick to being truly powerful is that your character be in line with the magic you attempt. Meisters make terrible healers. By the same token, most green mages have too much empathy to make war. The more fully human you are, the greater the diversity of your talents. The more deeply you feel, the more potent your gifts. That, Kylar, is why you called the ka"kari. You ached for love. Not only did you want be loved, as do we all, but you wanted to lavish love on your beloved. You wanted it with your whole being and you thought it had been denied you forever."
The way he said it embarra.s.sed Kylar.
"Don"t be embarra.s.sed," the Wolf said. "What is more human than to love and be loved? Between loving and thinking that love was denied you, that tension amplified your power."
"That tension"s with me still, isn"t it?" Kylar asked. "For my love will always be dangerous to those I love."
"Clever, isn"t it? Your power is tied to your capacity for love. The creator of the ka"kari gave you a gift and built into it the means to keep it forever powerful. No mean trick, that."
"A mean trick is exactly what it is," Kylar snarled. "What the h.e.l.l am I supposed to do?"
"It"s a problem," the Wolf said, shrugging.
But Kylar wasn"t listening. He could feel the blood draining out of his face. "Oh my G.o.d," he said. His heart was a thunder in his ears, a rock in his chest. He"d meant he was dangerous to those he loved because his enemies could always threaten them. That wasn"t what the Wolf meant. He"d been telling Kylar for five minutes and Kylar hadn"t understood. Breathless, Kylar asked, "You mean every time I"ve died someone I love has died for me?"
"Of course. That"s the price of immortality."
Kylar"s throat constricted. He was suffocating. "Who...?"
"Serah Drake died when Roth killed you. Mags Drake died for Scarred Wrable"s arrow on the trail. Ulana Drake died when the G.o.dking killed you."
Kylar"s knees buckled. He wanted to throw up. He wanted to faint. Anything, anything to not be. But the moment stretched on and in the midst of the gale, he found himself thinking, thank the G.o.d it wasn"t Uly or Elene, and then he cursed himself for the thought. Who was he to weigh one life against another and be thankful that one should die, simply because he loved her less? He"d killed them. Count Drake had taken in a foul-mouthed, amoral gutters.h.i.te and made him part of his family. And Kylar had murdered the Drakes through his carelessness, his arrogance. For every gift Count Drake had given Kylar, he"d repaid him with grief. loved her less? He"d killed them. Count Drake had taken in a foul-mouthed, amoral gutters.h.i.te and made him part of his family. And Kylar had murdered the Drakes through his carelessness, his arrogance. For every gift Count Drake had given Kylar, he"d repaid him with grief.
"And for my blasphemy? When I took money to be killed?"
"Jarl."
Kylar screamed. He tore his cloak. He pounded the ground with his fists, but there was no pain here, no body to mortify. The tears rolled down his cheeks and there was no comfort. "I didn"t know. I didn"t know. Oh, G.o.d."
The Wolf was astounded. "But of course you knew. Durzo left you a letter on his body. He explained everything. He told me he put it in his breast pocket."
"I couldn"t read it! It was soaked with blood! I couldn"t read a d.a.m.ned thing!" Then the last revelation hit him. "Who is it this time?" he asked, desperately. "Who dies for me this time?"
The Wolf was aghast. His lambent eyes and scarred face softened, and he looked fully human for the first time. "Kylar. I"m sorry. I thought you knew. I thought you knew all along."
"Please. I"ll trade back! Let me trade back."
"It doesn"t work like that. There"s nothing either of us can do. This time it"s Elene."
58
Kylar woke on a cold stone slab in a cold room. He didn"t open his eyes. If he could have willed himself never to wake again, he would have. He was still except for his breath and the currents of his life"s blood rushing through his veins. As always when he came back from the dead, his body felt wonderful. Absolutely whole, powerful, bursting with energy. He"d stolen a life and it came to him abundantly. He was overfull, spilling life in every direction. His health was a mockery.
Tears welled in his eyes and spilled down his cheeks to his ears. No wonder the Wolf had thought him a monster. He"d thought Kylar was throwing away the lives of those he loved and who loved him.
He lay on his back, but it only got worse, so he opened his eyes. The air was stale, dank. The ceiling was ornate, cool white marble. He was in a crypt. Only feet away, on slabs like his, were a man"s body and a woman"s. The man was big, holding a big sword. The woman"s throat had been cut, and from how she"d decomposed, Kylar guessed she"d been bled dry. The man had died around the same time, surely during the coup. They were Logan"s parents. Around them, the walls were filled with row upon row of Gyre corpses, stretching back centuries. Logan had put Kylar in his own family"s crypt.
Kylar stood, not even feeling stiffness from having slept on marble. He"d been dressed in a cloth-of-gold tunic and white breeches, and fine fawnskin shoes. It was, of course, pitch black in the crypt. There was no way of telling what time of day it was, and the mouth of the crypt was sealed with a ma.s.sive rock cut into the shape of a wheel taller than a man. If Kylar remembered correctly, the crypt was located outside the city and sunk beneath the ground. If so, he had a good chance of getting out without anyone knowing. Regardless, he had to get out, so he grabbed the wheel and heaved with his Talent.
Slowly, the ma.s.sive stone rolled a half turn and settled into another rest. Kylar went invisible and stepped outside.
It was night, but the harvest moon was bright and high overhead. In the narrow stairwell that led to the crypt stood a young girl, her eyes wide with fear. It was Blue, the little gutters.h.i.te from Black Dragon guild.
Kylar stopped, still invisible, and rubbed his face. Blue didn"t move. He could tell she wanted to run but refused to. Brave little s.h.i.te. "Kylar?" she whispered.
What was he supposed to do? Kill her? Avoid her and let her blab stories about the crypt opening? It was unlikely, but someone might open the crypt to check it out. And what would they do when they saw Kylar was gone?