Roth put a finger to her lips and shushed her before she could say anything. "I just came to congratulate you on your recent nuptials, my dove," he said. "How is everything? Are you satisfied with the wealth of your husband"s endowments?" he asked.
He looked over at the naked Logan and scowled. "Well, I suppose you are. And my dear Duke Gyre-stand him up," Roth ordered. "Or should I say Prince Gyre? Don"t lose heart. I"ve seen her mother naked, and in time she"ll-"
Logan lunged forward, but his bonds held. One of the men hit him across the face.
Roth continued as if there had been no interruption. He clucked his tongue. "In time. There"s the rub. In time, the princess might grow into these rather admirable b.r.e.a.s.t.s and hips." He smiled at her and pinched a cheek. Roth stood, and Neph"s magic lifted Jenine from the bed to stand, trembling, next to her husband.
"But you don"t have time. I hope you"ve enjoyed your marriage. And Logan, friend, I hope you"ve not been wasting your time with foreplay-because your marriage is over."
The moment drew out. There was nothing Roth loved so much as watching bewilderment turn to dread turn to despair.
"Who are you?" Logan asked, his eyes betraying no fear.
"I"m Roth. I"m the man who ordered your brother"s death, Jenine." Ignoring Logan, Roth watched the words break over the girl like a wave. But he didn"t stop, didn"t let her voice a denial. Ignoring Logan, Roth watched the words break over the girl like a wave. But he didn"t stop, didn"t let her voice a denial.
"I"m Roth, the Shinga of the Sa"kage. I"m the man who ordered your father"s death, Jenine. Not ten minutes ago, I watched his head roll off the high table.
"I"m Prince Roth Ursuul of Khalidor. I"m the man who ordered your sisters" and your mother"s deaths, Jenine. If you listen, you might hear their cries." He put a finger to his ear and an attentive look on his face, mocking.
"You two are all that"s left between me and Cenaria"s crown, Jenine. And I"m going to take that crown. I"m afraid I"m going to have to kill you. Do you want to choose which of you dies first?"
With each revelation, he watched her eyes, fed hungrily on her dying hope, gorged himself on her ripening despair. Roth drew a knife and turned her so she faced Logan.
Logan cried out wordlessly, but Neph had gagged him. He bucked and strained against the bonds, his muscles taut, swelling huge, but escaping Neph"s magic was impossible. He could sooner tear stars from the heavens.
"My lord," a soldier called from the hall. "One of the barges has been destroyed. The meisters need you to help quell the resistance."
Watching the hope bloom in the young girl"s eyes gave Roth a shiver of excitement. "Resistance," he said. "Maybe they"ll save you! But wait, your hero is already here. Logan, are you just going to stand there? Aren"t you going to save her?"
The muscles in Logan"s arms and legs bulged and the magical bonds shifted and thinned until Neph spoke again and they redoubled. The prince couldn"t move.
"I guess not," Roth said, turning back to Jenine. "But you"re the princess! Surely the royal guards will come. Why, I bet even now the lord general is leading men here to rescue you!" He brushed his hair back over a mangled ear. "But I killed Agon and all the royal guards. There are no more heroes. No one can save you, Jenine."
Roth stepped behind Jenine and trailed his free hand up her slender stomach. He ripped her nightgown open, tore it off, and cupped a breast in his hand. As a tear rolled from her eye, he bent and kissed her neck like a lover. His eyes locked on Logan"s, mocking.
Then, where he"d kissed her, he cut her throat.
Roth gave her a shove, and Jenine stumbled into Logan"s arms, the right side of her neck a fountain of blood. Neph loosed Logan"s bonds enough that he could hold the girl, but not enough to reach up to try to stop the bleeding.
Logan"s eyes were wells of horror and pity. A sound like beatific music to Roth"s ears, the sound of a soul at its utmost limit of suffering, escaped Logan"s lips. He held the small, gasping girl to his chest. Roth devoured his horror, trying to lock this memory into his mind, knowing he would need this on the long dark nights. to Roth"s ears, the sound of a soul at its utmost limit of suffering, escaped Logan"s lips. He held the small, gasping girl to his chest. Roth devoured his horror, trying to lock this memory into his mind, knowing he would need this on the long dark nights.
But then Logan pulled back, turned so Roth couldn"t see his face, and looked into Jenine"s face.
"I"m here, Jeni," Logan said, holding the girl"s eyes with his own. "I"m not going to leave you." The gentleness in his voice infuriated Roth. It was as if Roth didn"t matter anymore. With his soothing voice, Logan was pulling Jenine and himself out of this world of darkness, walling them off somewhere Roth couldn"t go.
As Jenine stared into Logan"s eyes, Roth could see her relax-not into death, but from despair. "You really would have loved me, wouldn"t you?" she said.
Roth knew he should have cut deeper, should have slashed her windpipe and not just that single artery. He struck Logan across the face, but his blow might have been the buzzing of a gnat for all it did. The big man didn"t even lose eye contact with the princess.
"Jeni. Jeni," he said quietly. "I already love you. I"ll be with you soon."
"You"re dying!" Roth shouted, not a pace away, but he might have been a summer breeze. Jenine"s knees trembled and Logan pulled her back into his embrace, closing his eyes and whispering in her ear as her life bled out against his chest.
"My lord, they need you now," the messenger said, more urgently.
Logan didn"t even look at Roth as Jenine shuddered against his chest. He just kept whispering a.s.surances. She sucked in three more labored breaths, and then sighed her life out in Logan"s arms, her eyes fluttering closed. Neph released the bonds holding her slowly and she crumpled to the floor.
"No! No!" Roth yelled. She wasn"t even afraid. afraid. He"d done everything right and she wasn"t even afraid to die. Who wasn"t afraid to die? It wasn"t right. It wasn"t fair. He"d done everything right and she wasn"t even afraid to die. Who wasn"t afraid to die? It wasn"t right. It wasn"t fair.
He slapped Logan. Once and again. And again. And again. "You won"t die so easy, Logan Gyre," Roth snarled. He turned to his men. The muscle in his jaw twitched. "Take him to the Maw and give him to the sodomites."
"My lord!" the messenger said, rushing into the room again. "You must-"
Roth grabbed a handful of the messenger"s hair. He stabbed at the man"s face in a fury, wildly, again and again. He flung the man sideways and tried to cut his throat, but caught him above the ear instead. The knife turned and a fat strip of hairy scalp came off in Roth"s hand. The man wailed until Roth grabbed him again and cut his throat.
Meanwhile, Neph had opened the hidden door out of the chamber. He lifted the princess"s body with magic and floated it before him.
"Neph, what are you doing?"
"The G.o.dking wishes to have the heads of all the royal family displayed. Whatever you"re planning, I"d advise you to hurry."
He didn"t address Roth by his t.i.tle. Everything was going wrong and Father would be here soon. Roth turned, panting, the gory strip of hair and flesh in his fist. He trembled with rage and the men holding Logan went as white as paste. "Bring me his head when they"re finished. But before you give him to the sodomites, cut his c.o.c.k off and bring me his sack for a purse. I want him to bleed to death as they f.u.c.k him."
56
The antechamber at the base of the north tower stank overwhelmingly of blood and feces released in death, the bitter tang of urine threaded through the stench. Kylar gagged as he opened the barred door.
A quick glance told the story. The men had been trapped in the room, ambushed by a crossbowman. Kylar scowled. A crossbowman? In a room this small?
Then he saw the narrow platform by the ceiling, plainly visible in the shadows that now welcomed Kylar"s eyes. From the way the bodies were scattered, it had just been the one man, shooting the royal guards and n.o.bles like fish in a barrel.
So this was what happened to the men who"d come to save their prince. From the streaks of blood going out the door, it looked like only one man had survived to drag himself away.
Sickened, Kylar ran up the stairs. He found six dead Khalidorans at the entryway. The rest of the story was clear enough. Caught in bed with his wife-Logan"s clothes were scattered around the room-Logan had sprung up and fought. He"d killed six fully armed Khalidorans, but from the burn marks on the floor, he"d been hurt or disabled with magic.
Then, from the wide, sticky puddle of blood, it was obvious that Roth had either killed Logan slowly so that he bled copiously, or had killed both him and his wife. Neither body was in the room. The Khalidorans would want Logan"s body along with the rest of the royal family"s bodies so the whole kingdom could see they were dead, the line of succession wiped out. and his wife. Neither body was in the room. The Khalidorans would want Logan"s body along with the rest of the royal family"s bodies so the whole kingdom could see they were dead, the line of succession wiped out.
A torn nightgown lay on the floor. The princess, young and beautiful as she was, was probably in a room somewhere being raped until she died of it.
Kylar tried to interpret it another way. His mind a.n.a.lyzed the scene, trying to ward off the shock of despair. Was it possible the princess had been killed and Logan was alive?
But soldiers wouldn"t keep Logan alive and kill a princess whom they could rape. Logan was a warrior, a renowned swordsman, and the heir to the throne. The a.s.sa.s.sinations of the rest of the royal family had been carried out brutally but precisely, carefully. If the Khalidorans were going to make an exception and spare one life for any length of time, it wouldn"t be Logan"s.
Grief hit Kylar like a physical blow. Logan was dead. His best friend was dead. Dead, and the blame could only be placed on Kylar.
He could have stopped it. Kylar could have killed Durzo last night. Durzo"s back had been there, a target he couldn"t miss. Dorian had told him. Told him!
What pain hadn"t he inflicted on Logan? He"d allowed the murder of Logan"s friend Aleine, concealed the truth about Serah"s and Aleine"s affair, got him sent to prison for murder, and forced him to break his engagement. Now Logan had been forced to marry a girl he didn"t know and had been murdered, his wife of less than an hour raped and killed.
Sinking to the floor, Kylar wept. "Logan, I"m sorry. I"m sorry. It"s all my fault." He reached a hand to steady himself, and found it in the puddle of blood. He looked at his b.l.o.o.d.y, b.l.o.o.d.y hand. b.l.o.o.d.y as it had been bloodied in this very chamber, five years ago when he"d finished his first solo kill. b.l.o.o.d.y as it had been b.l.o.o.d.y continually since he murdered his first innocent. This was where murder had brought him. It had brought him full circle, his murder of one innocent leading inexorably to the murder of more. In the last five years, he"d done exactly what he"d intended to do: he"d become more and more like Durzo Blint. He"d become a killer. He slept uneasily, so he slept light, so he was ever more dangerous. He was always on edge, and the blood that first covered his hands in this very room had never been washed clean. It had only been added to. It was no mistake that Logan"s blood was on his hands now, no coincidence.
The Drakes liked to talk about a divine economy: the G.o.d turning weeping into laughter, sorrow into joy. A wetboy was the merchant prince of the satanic economy. Murder begat murder, and as Durzo had said, others always paid the price.
Must others always pay for my failures? Is there no other way? The blood on his hands said no, no. The blood on his hands said no, no. This is reality; it"s hard, uncomfortable, hateful, but it"s true. This is reality; it"s hard, uncomfortable, hateful, but it"s true.
"I"m breaking my own rules," a blur of shadows said.
Kylar didn"t look up. He didn"t care if he died. But the man said no more. After a long moment, Kylar asked bitterly, " "Don"t play fair. A kill is a kill"?"
Durzo stepped out of the shadows. "Kylar, I have one last rule to teach you."
"And what"s that, master?"
"You"re almost a wetboy now, Kylar. And now that you"ve learned to win almost any fight, there"s one more rule: Never fight when you can"t win."
"Fine," Kylar said. "You win."
Durzo stood there a long moment. "Come, apprentice. Here is your Crucible."
"Is that all your life is?" Kylar asked, finally looking up. "Tests and challenges?"
"My life? That"s all life life is." is."
"That"s not good enough," Kylar said. "These people shouldn"t be dying. Khalidor shouldn"t be winning. It"s not right."
"I never said it"s right. My world isn"t cut into black and white, right and wrong, Kylar. Yours shouldn"t be either. Our world only has better and worse, shadows lighter and darker. Cenaria couldn"t win against Khalidor no matter what happened tonight. This way, a few n.o.bles die rather than tens of thousands of peasants. It"s better this way."
"Better? My best friend"s dead and they"re probably raping his wife! How can you stand by and do nothing? How can you help them?"
"Because life"s empty," Durzo said.
"Bulls.h.i.t! If you believed that, you"d have died a long time ago!"
"I did die a long time ago. All the good pa.s.ses by and all the evil pa.s.ses by, and we can"t do a d.a.m.n thing to change anything or anybody, Kylar. Least of all ourselves. This war will come and go, there will be a victor, and people will die for nothing. But we"ll be alive. Like always. At least, I will."
"It"s not right!"
"What do you want? Justice? Justice is a fairy tale. A myth with soft fur and rea.s.suring strength."
"A myth you believed in, once upon a time," Kylar said, gesturing to the word JUSTICE etched into Retribution"s blade.
"I used to believe a lot of things. That doesn"t make them true," Durzo said.
"Who"s better off? Logan or us? Logan could sleep at night. I hate myself. I dream of murder and wake in cold sweat. You drink yourself oblivious and blow your money on wh.o.r.es." myself. I dream of murder and wake in cold sweat. You drink yourself oblivious and blow your money on wh.o.r.es."
"Logan"s dead," Durzo said. "Maybe he"ll wear a crown in the next life, but that doesn"t do him much good now, does it?"
Kylar looked at Durzo strangely. "And you"re the one who says life is empty, meaningless. That we don"t take anything of value when we take a life. Look how you hold on to yours. You f.u.c.king hypocrite."
"Every man worth a d.a.m.n is a hypocrite." Durzo reached into a breast pocket and pulled out a folded sc.r.a.p of paper. "If you kill me, this is for you. It explains things. Consider it your inheritance. If I kill you... well, when I die, I"ll take a break on my way to the lowest plane of h.e.l.l and stop to talk."
Durzo tucked the paper in a breast pocket and drew a huge sword with a long red ribbon dangling from its hilt. It was a longer, heavier blade than Retribution, but with his Talent, Durzo could wield it with a single hand.
"Don"t do this," Kylar said. "I don"t want to fight you."
The wetboy closed on him. Kylar stood still, making no move to defend himself. "Did you already give him the Globe of Edges?" Kylar asked.
The wetboy stopped. He reached into a pouch and pulled out the silvery globe. "This?" he said. "This is nothing. Another fake." He hurled the globe through at the window. Gla.s.s broke as it punched through the window and sailed out into darkness.
"What have you done?" Kylar asked.
"By the Night Angels!" Durzo said. "You bonded my ka"kari. You stole it from me. You still don"t understand?"
It was like he was speaking another language. Bonded? Bonded? Kylar thought he"d bonded the ka"kari-must have, because his Talent worked now. And Durzo said it was gla.s.s? Kylar thought he"d bonded the ka"kari-must have, because his Talent worked now. And Durzo said it was gla.s.s?
"Unbelievable," Durzo said, shaking his head. "Draw your sword and fight, boy."
"It"s my sword now, is it?" Kylar asked.
"Not for long. You aren"t worthy to succeed me." Durzo raised his blade.
"I don"t want to fight you," Kylar said, refusing to draw the blade. "I won"t fight you."
Durzo struck. At the last second, Kylar drew Retribution and blocked. Talent-strengthened blow met Talent-strengthened blow. The blades shivered from the impact.
"I knew it was in you," Durzo said. He smiled fiercely.
Any delusion Kylar might have had that Durzo would take it easy on him because he hadn"t had time to learn to use his Talent dissolved instantly. Durzo launched into a blistering attack so fast it should have been impossible.
Kylar staggered backward, blocking some blows and jumping back to avoid more. Durzo used every weapon in his a.r.s.enal. His sword blurred through combinations, whipping the hilt ribbon into a scintillant red stream. The ribbon"s purpose was to pull an opponent"s eyes from the point of danger. Anyone who let his attention wander would find a steel reminder in his ribs.
But it wasn"t just the sword that confused Kylar. Durzo would follow a cut at Kylar"s head with a kick at his knee then a spinning backhand with his free hand at his face. Combinations followed and flowed into each other in a raging river of deadly motion.
Blocking and dodging, Kylar retreated back and back. Durzo didn"t give him time to think, but Kylar was aware of the room. It took up the entire top floor of the tower, so it formed a large circle flattened at one end for the entrance and at the other for a closet.
The very familiarity of fighting against Durzo slowly calmed him. Of course, he"d always lost, but things would be different this time. They had to be.
The surge of power flowed through his arms with a rush of tingles that made him feel like every hair on his body was standing on end. He parried a thrust and Durzo"s blade was slapped aside as if it weighed a quarter of what it did. Blint recovered in a blink, but he stopped advancing.
Kylar was standing a yard from the wall with a cherry-wood bureau next to him. Blint"s sword flicked toward his eyes, but it was a feint. Blint"s real attack was a kick at Kylar"s leading knee. Kylar dropped backward toward the wall and lashed out with a foot, halting Blint"s foot as it came forward. Expecting his sword to meet resistance, Blint slashed too hard. His heavy blade slashed deeply into the bureau.