Nightingale.
Sharon Ervin.
Acknowledgments.
Peggy Fielding, author, friend, mentor, for seeing potential in this one and awarding it first place in the Historical Romance Category of the Oklahoma Federation of Writers compet.i.tion.
McAlester"s McSherry Writers for candor and patient critiquing over the years.
My sister Frannie Claxton and fellow writer Margaret Golla for sharing expertise on the dispositions and behavior of great, spirited horses.
Historians who made researching England in the 1840s terribly distracting.
Jennifer Lawler and Julie Sturgeon and their staffs for understanding the story I intended to write and clarifying.
Chapter One.
Great Britain, 1840.
The earth trembled and Jessica Blair"s bare feet flew over the narrow dirt path, which was still warm at twilight after the first sunny day of spring. The rumbling was too steady to herald artillery or a turn in the weather. It was hooves and they sounded as if the horses were closing rapidly.
Jessica hiked up her skirt, wadded it over an arm and broke into a full, unladylike gallop. She hadn"t taken time to put on the oversized lace-up boots, which jostled clumsily under one elbow. Her lungs burned as she pushed her lean young body, desperate to reach the coops and protect the newly emerged chicks. Their lives depended on her. She had vowed to protect and defend them from all enemies, foreign or domestic. Giving her oath before the nine scruffy hens, Jessica had contemplated enemies like foxes or racc.o.o.ns. Nevertheless, she would defend them, her body of no more value to the world than theirs, if measured by the meager living she eked out for herself and her ailing, widowed mother.
The thunderous pounding grew louder. Foliage snapped and lowering tree limbs cracked as the relentless riders plundered the path behind her. Jessica needed to reach the twin boulders. She had chosen the site for her coops, thinking the promontories would protect the rickety pens. The stone outcroppings loomed side by side, separated only by the width of her narrow shoulders.
In her weeks of coming and going, Jessica inadvertently had worn a path to the place, one clearly visible even in the fading daylight. Her frequent use had widened it; perhaps giving the impression the path was a thoroughfare. It was not.
Jessica sliced between the twins and burst into the clearing. Dropping her boots and wadded skirts, she doubled over, bracing her hands on her knees, gulping air to feed her burning lungs. Her abrupt arrival set the roosting hens squawking in alarm, batting about in the cages she had constructed from sc.r.a.ps of barrels, and hoops from discarded casks.
In spite of her heart"s pounding, she heard the relentless thud of hooves, clanging metal and fierce snorting as if the hounds of h.e.l.l pursued the horses.
Straightening, suddenly aware of the coming darkness, she realized riders galloping headlong over the trail she had cut, probably would not see the stone pillars until they were upon them. She cringed at the image of animals and men injured or killed in the collision, harsh punishment for following her unwitting footpath.
Her breathing steadied, she slid back between the twins and studied the approach with no clear plan, only the hope she could stop the riders before their flight ended in disaster.
A horse exploded out of the night, hurtling toward her, a huge, black beast, his rounded eyes glistening, steam hissing from red, flaring nostrils. She flailed her arms and yelled. "Halt!"
The rider did not slow. He must be a stupid oaf to propel himself and his mount over such a poorly marked course. Still, she did not want the man to die of his stupidity and certainly could not allow such a ghastly end to his horse.
Fanning her skirts to gain attention, she screamed, "Halt! In the name of the Queen!" It was the only command she thought might bring the intemperate soul to his senses. She braced, prepared to jump to either side to avoid being trampled.
The first horse was almost on top of her when he suddenly planted his front feet, sat back on his haunches and skidded. Just before impact, he reared straight up. His hooves fanned the air over her head. Jessica threw her arms up as a shield and leaped to her left, squeezing her eyes closed.
An instant later, when there was no contact, she opened one eye to find the horse"s front hooves still high above her head, striking one another and producing sparks which resembled a bevy of fireflies.
"Whoa," she shouted.
With snorting that sounded like a groan, the animal dropped his forefeet to the ground. His ma.s.sive body quivered as he danced sideways. His eyes rolled and his sides heaved as horse and woman stood facing one another.
In her eighteen years, Jessica had never been that close to a horse and this one seemed particularly large and noisy, snorting and wheezing in turn.
"There, there, love," she crooned, certain she was more frightened than the animal. "It is only I, Sweetness, Jessica Blair." She resisted the impulse to look anywhere but into the horse"s bulbous eyes. "Welcome to you and your intemperate master to my humble hatches." She smirked at the purposeful insult directed at the unseen rider.
When the rider didn"t respond, she glanced up and leaned around only to find the saddle empty.
The destrier threw his head high and pranced in place. Metal clanked against metal, the noise she had identified before she had been able to see him.
"Where is your master, love?" She regarded him closely. "Is he lying in the road somewhere injured? He"s not dead, is he, Sweetness?"
Eying her wildly, the horse lifted his nose then lowered it in a series of nods.
Jessica swallowed and eased closer. Raising an uncertain hand, she started to touch him, and then stopped. She wanted to quiet the magnificent animal, and he did seem to be calming.
"My, but you are huge," she whispered. His restless movements stopped and his ears flicked forward. "Your color is like midnight and you have a look of enchantment, all spirit and size and muscle." She lifted a hand again to touch him. He threw his head high and she gasped to see his neck slathered with thick white foam.
"What is this?" She studied the goo spattered over his chest and stringing from the dangling strap. She wiped a glob off him and cringed as it clung to her curious fingers. "Are you injured?"
The horse tossed his head, keeping his nose well above her reach while his occasional snorts dwindled to a nervous whickering. She flinched when he lowered his nose and b.u.mped the side of her face. "Even if he mistreated you, you would not have thrown the dullard for revenge, would you? Of course you didn"t. It is the role of some to serve and of others to be served. Like me, you appear to be the former."
She fingered the horse"s bridle trying to think what she should do. He danced back several steps, his agitation reviving, reminding her that her voice quieted him.
"I have never had a private conversation with a horse." Again, her words calmed him. At her quiet stroking, her fingertips on his face, the animal eased closer. p.r.i.c.kling chills limned her arms as the horse nuzzled her hair, his breath warm against her sensitive nape. When he nibbled a strand of hair, she jerked, startling them both.
"Mind your manners, sir."
As if he understood, he steadied, his neck arched, his feet still. He glistened black beneath the globs of white froth that oozed and abandoned him in dollops. His saddle and tack were black to match his body. No wonder she hadn"t been able to see him in the twilight or that one horse his size could sound like many.
She knew no better than to walk behind his rump, but he stood unmoving as her hands ran over his sides, swiping away the last remnants of the froth.
His master must be a large man, judging by the size of this animal and the length of the stirrups. An average-sized individual could scarcely throw a leg over such a monster.
Wondering again what had become of the rider; she turned and peered into the night, straining to see if a form lay on the footpath. She had neither seen nor heard anyone in the darkness, which had completely enveloped them. A full moon slipped for a moment from beneath its cloudy sheath to bathe the open area where they stood. The path beyond, however, was cloaked in the shadowy gloom of overhanging trees.
The horse had galloped, wild-eyed, snorting and whinnying as if the devil himself were in pursuit. Had his master mistreated him?
No. She had felt no welts of scarring. No blemishes of any kind. The clattering his hooves created earlier indicated he was shod. He appeared well fed and his coat was sleek, as if it were brushed regularly.
Perhaps his master had overindulged at a tavern and fallen off. Perhaps the man had been set upon by a thief. She considered again the length of the stirrups. It would probably have taken more than one thief to subdue this rider.
Perhaps she should search for him. How could she? A lone woman? Traveling the road at night? Especially if there were brigands about. She had nothing to steal, of course. She slanted her gaze at the horse. Except him. She would need to take him along in case they found his rider, particularly if they found the man incapacitated.
She stood on tiptoe to work the rein off over the horse"s ears, then she looped the leather around a branch and ran back to the coops for her boots. As she put them on, she considered. In the dark, she might overlook a man lying in the brush at the side of the road. It would be wiser to wait for daylight.
She cast a guilty glance at the moon that beamed at the moment, denying her use of darkness as an excuse not to try.
If the man were lying in the road, some pa.s.serby probably already had rescued him.
What if he lay helpless? Or unconscious? Or dead?
Her imagination erupted with visions of a helpless wretch lying injured, crying out for a.s.sistance while help was delayed, wrestling with her own cowardice.
She resented the nudge, the same goading presence that prompted her to rescue abandoned birds and runaway horses. Could she, in good conscience, comfort the man"s animal and not expend some effort searching for the master?
If she could ride the horse, the search would be easier. Also, mounted, she would feel less vulnerable to attack by men or animals.
She had never ridden a horse.
The decision would rest with him. If Sweetness would let her climb into the saddle, she would track back along the road, at least a little distance.
Returning to the horse, Jessica freed the rein and slipped her hand beneath the strap between his ear and his mouth. She applied pressure and he rocked into step beside her. She led him in a wide circle to line him up beside a fallen log, and again fitted the rein over his head.
How should she sit? The saddle was not properly cut for her to ride with her legs to one side, as ladies of the gentry rode. Her oversized dress and petticoat, a cousin"s castoffs, might be generous enough to allow her to ride astride as a man would.
Speaking those thoughts quietly to the horse, Jessica stepped onto the log.
As large as it was, the saddle would provide ample seating. She fingered the leather strap, stalling. Brushing a hand over the saddle, front to back, she slipped a knot and accidentally released a garment tied behind.
The horse held steady as Jessica unfurled the rolled fabric. When she snapped the garment open, the mount"s eyes rolled, but he only turned his head, as if curious to see what she was doing. It was a cloak, black of course, like the horse and his other accessories. It smelled of wool mingled with a distinctly male fragrance that was not altogether unpleasant. The weave was as soft as Mrs. Maxwell"s silken stockings.
"This will serve," she whispered. If she could get into the saddle, she could wrap the cloak around her, and conceal her long, dark hair beneath the hood. Travelers would think her a young man. A youth traveling alone at night would be less remarkable than a girl. Hopefully no one would consider accosting him.
First, however, she must get herself into the saddle.
Would the owner of the horse be angry when she appeared in his clothing riding his horse? Would he accuse her of theft?
Perhaps not, if she rescued him. She prayed to find him in desperate need of saving. Incapacitated, maybe. Not dead.
"Oh, Lord, please don"t let him be dead."
What would she do if she found him dead?
She would turn the horse around and return to the coops to devise another plan. Now, however, she needed to concentrate on mounting this enormous beast.
Bracing her feet on the fallen log, Jessica raised her skirts to her knees. She took great handfuls of the mane low on his neck, stretched onto her toes, kicked her right leg up and partially over the saddle.
The horse nickered, but did not move. Jessica teetered, her legs spread in a ridiculous, untenable position. Bouncing on the lower foot, she thrust herself up. Straining, pulling, levering her right leg over the saddle, she kicked, lifted and tugged. With one heave, she acquired the seat, and a split second later clawed frantically to keep from hurtling headfirst off the other side.
In another moment, she sat quaking, surprised and pleased to be securely seated, and drew a shuddering breath.
Sitting a horse so far above the ground was at once terrifying and exhilarating. Brazenly she perched there, her skirt wadded high on her thighs, her lone petticoat scarcely covering her knees, and her legs cradling the ma.s.sive animal. Her mother"s words echoed in her head. "A proper lady keeps her knees together."
But her widowed mother was some distance away and that advice, sage as it might normally be, did not antic.i.p.ate the current situation. Her mother also had bid Jessica to use her own good judgment, not to be swayed from a proper course by circ.u.mstances or the opinions or behavior of others, which was, of course, precisely what she was doing.
Squirming, Jessica tugged at her skirt, modesty requiring that she cover as much of her limbs as possible. In the process, she stretched her legs, which were long for a woman, and the reason for most of her height, but, even pointing her toes, she was not able to reach the stirrups.
"All right," she said, addressing the stirrups, "we shall manage quite nicely without you." She smirked at her use of the royal we.
Shivering with dread or excitement, Jessica arranged the heavy cloak around her shoulders and took comfort in the protection even as it swallowed her. Then she raised the rein high, as she had seen men driving plow horses do, giving what she hoped was the signal to go.
Nothing happened.
"All right," she said and bounced a little in her seat. "Go!"
Nothing.
She leaned to put her mouth as close to the horse"s ear as possible. "It must be obvious, Sweetness, I have no idea what I am about. Be merciful. Take me by the swiftest path straight to your master." As she straightened from the tete-a-tete, her heels slid along the horse"s flanks.
As if he had understood her words, Sweetness moved several paces forward. Jessica rewarded his effort with high praise and series of staccato pats on the neck. As she straightened, her heels again grazed the horse"s sides and again he advanced.
"That"s good. That is very good indeed." In her enthusiasm, she pulled back on the rein. He stopped.
Experimentally, she rubbed her heels lightly at his flanks. The horse advanced, slowly at first until Jessica adapted to his gait. Gradually he accelerated until, with no leave from his rider, he lengthened his stride to a gentle lope as they emerged from the path onto the commercial roadway. Feeling at one with the horse, her body rocking in sync with his, Jessica smiled, then laughed out loud at her success.
Clutching the rein, she pulled the cloak more tightly about her and felt as if she had died and gone to heaven. Denied the use of the stirrups, she gripped with her feet, cradling the horse"s barreled body until her legs quivered with the strain.
The animal moved effortlessly, requiring no guidance, back the way he had come. He seemed to know where they were going. As the distance grew, Jessica began to note landmarks to a.s.sist in her eventual return, a trip she antic.i.p.ated she would make on foot.
The horse"s easy lope became a canter as the distance between Jessica and her coops lengthened and the night deepened.
At first she welcomed the bite of the determined little breeze in her face, but after a while it became worrisome and she drew the cloak"s hood over her head and down to cover her eyes and nose. She had little need to see since her companion obviously had their destination in mind.
They traveled for what seemed like an hour as the breeze became wind. Clouds, in turn, played hide and seek with the lemony moon.
Her mother would a.s.sume the scullery maids had drawn additional duties at the manor house. Also, her mother knew Jessica"s lack of interest in keeping to schedules.
Still, she was her mother"s last child, subject to the overprotection of that position. She did not trouble her ailing parent without good cause. A man lost, perhaps dying on the road, qualified. But how far had they come? How much farther must they go to find him?
As the wind slapped tree branches overhead, Jessica wrapped the cloak more tightly and found comfort in the musky fragrance of the garment.
There were few travelers on the road, a half-dozen were afoot and not inclined to look up, or address a dark rider as they pa.s.sed. Other riders were more interested in Sweetness than in the shadowy form in his saddle.
After her initial excitement, the perpetual rhythm of the horse"s hooves, her long day of work in the manor house and her wild flight through the woods took their toll. Jessica nodded only to jerk awake when Sweetness slowed his pace, accommodating her each time the rein slipped from her hands or she slid one way or the other in the saddle.
She roused wide-eyed, however, when her mount began high-stepping and sidling. Perhaps they were nearing his home. She had heard that horses often raced out of control when they neared their barns; therefore, she was puzzled when the huge animal slowed instead of charging ahead. He stopped altogether and turned a wide circle in the road.
Fully awake, Jessica gently applied her heels to his sides. He refused to go.
Without a step to aid her dismount, Jessica gripped the front and rear of the saddle, braced her weight on her hands, worked her legs to the same side of the horse, and then let herself drop. When her feet met the earth, she stumbled and grabbed a stirrup bar to keep herself upright.