Never.
"I can bear it," she told Dave Eamons again, thrusting aside the image of the knitting needle with the bootie swinging from the end of it jutting out of the kelp-slimed eyesocket of the thing, which had once been her husband, and co-creator of the child in her womb. "Really."
So he told her, perhaps because he had to tell someone or gomad, but he glossed over the worst parts. He told her that they had chainsawed the corpses that absolutely refused to return to the land of the dead, but he did not tell her that some parts had continued to squirm - hands with no arms attached to them clutching mindlessly, feet divorced from their legs digging at the bullet-chewed earth of the graveyard as if trying to run away - and that these parts had been doused with diesel fuel and set afire. Maddie did not have to be told this part. She had seen the pyre from the house.
Later, Gennesault Island"s one firetruck had turned its hose on the dying blaze, although there wasn"t much chance of the fire spreading, with a brisk easterly blowing the sparks off Jenny"s seaward edge. When there was nothing left but a stinking, tallowy lump (and still there were occasional bulges in this ma.s.s, like twitches in a tired muscle), Matt a.r.s.enault fired up his old D-9 Caterpillar - above the nicked steel blade and under his faded pillowtick engineer"s cap, Matt"s face had been as white as cottage cheese - and plowed the whole h.e.l.lacious mess under.
The moon was coming up when Frank took Bob Daggett, Dave Eamons, and Cal Partridge aside. It was Dave he spoke to.
"I knew it was coming, and here it is," he said.
"What are you talking about, Unc?" Bob asked.
"My heart," Frank said. "G.o.ddam thing has thrown a rod."
"Now, Uncle Frank - "
"Never mind Uncle Frank this n Uncle Frank that," the old man said. "I ain"t got time to listen to you play fiddlyf.u.c.k on the mouth-organ. Seen half my friends go the same way. It ain"t no day at the races, but it could be worse; beats h.e.l.l out of getting whacked with the cancer-stick.
"But now there"s this other sorry business to mind, and all I got to say on that subject is, when I go down I intend to stay down. Cal, stick that rifle of yours in my left ear. Dave, when I raise my left arm, you sock yours into my armpit. And Bobby, you put yours right over my heart. I"m gonna say the Lord"s Prayer, and when I hit amen, you three fellows are gonna pull your triggers at the same time."
"Uncle Frank - " Bob managed. He was reeling on his heels.
"I told you not to start in on that," Frank said. "And don"t you dare faint on me, you friggin pantywaist. Now get your country b.u.t.t over here."
Bob did.
Frank looked around at the three men, their faces as white as Matt a.r.s.enault"s had been when he drove the "dozer over men and women he had known since he was a kid in short pants and Buster Browns.
"Don"t you boys frig this up," Frank said. He was speaking to all of them, but his eye might have been particularly trained on his grandnephew. "If you feel like maybe you"re gonna backslide, just remember I"d"a done the same for any of you."
"Quit with the speech," Bob said hoa.r.s.ely. "I love you, Uncle Frank."
"You ain"t the man your father was, Bobby Daggett, but I love you, too," Frank said calmly, and then, with a cry of pain, he threw his left hand up over his head like a guy in New York who has to have a cab in a rip of a hurry, and started in with his last prayer. "Our Father who art in heaven - Christ, that hurts! - hallow"d be Thy name - oh, son of a gun! - Thy kingdom come, Thy will be done, on earth as it . . . as it . . . "
Frank"s upraised left arm was wavering wildly now. Dave Eamons, with his rifle socked into the old geezer"s armpit, watched it as carefully as a logger would watch a big tree that looked like it meant to do evil and fall the wrong way. Every man on the island was watching now. Big beads of sweat had formed on the old man"s pallid face. His lips had pulled back from the even, yellowy-white of his Roebuckers, and Dave had been able to smell the Polident on his breath.
" . . . as it is in heaven!" the old man jerked out. "Lead us not into temptation butdeliverusfromevilohs.h.i.tonitforeverand-everAMEN!"
All three of them fired, and both Cal Partridge and Bob Daggett fainted, but Frank never did try to get up and walk.
Frank Daggett had meant to stay dead, and that was just what he did.
Once Dave started that story he had to go on with it, and so he cursed himself for ever starting. He"d been right the first time; it was no story for a pregnant woman.
But Maddie had kissed him and told him she thought he had done wonderfully, and that Frank Daggett had done wonderfully, too. Dave went out feeling a little dazed, as if he had just been kissed on the cheek by a woman he had never met before.
In a very real sense, that was true.
She watched him go down the path to the dirt track that was one of Jenny"s two roads and turn left. He was weaving a little in the moonlight, weaving with tiredness, she thought, but reeling with shock, as well. Her heart went out to him . . . to all of them. She had wanted to tell Dave she loved him and kiss him squarely on the mouth instead of just skimming his cheek with her lips, but he might have taken the wrong meaning from something like that, even though he was bone-weary and she was almost five months pregnant.
But she did love him, loved all of them, because they had gone through h.e.l.l in order to make this little lick of land forty miles out in the Atlantic safe for her.
And safe for her baby.
"It will be a home delivery," she said softly as Dave went out of sight behind the dark hulk of the Pulsifers" satellite dish. Her eyes rose to the moon. "It will be a home delivery . . . and it will be fine."
Rainy Season.
It was half past five in the afternoon by the time John and Elise Graham finally found their way into the little village that lay at the center of Willow, Maine, like a fleck of grit at the center of some dubious pearl. The village was less than five miles from the Hempstead Place, but they took two wrong turns on the way. When they finally arrived on Main Street, both of them were hot and out of sorts. The Ford"s air-conditioner had dropped dead on the trip from St. Louis, and it felt about a hundred and ten outside. Of course it wasn"t anything at all like that, John Graham thought. As the old-timers said, it wasn"t the heat, it was the humidity. He felt that today it would be almost possible to reach out and wring warm dribbles of water from the air itself. The sky overhead was a clear and open blue, but that high humidity made it feel as if it were going to rain any minute. f.u.c.k that - it felt as if it were raining already.
"There"s the market Milly Cousins told us about," Elise said, and pointed.
John grunted. "Doesn"t exactly look like the supermarket of the future."
"No," Elise agreed carefully. They were both being careful. They had been married almost two years and they still loved each other very much, but it had been a long trip across country from St. Louis, especially in a car with a broken radio and air-conditioner. John had every hope they would enjoy the summer here in Willow (they ought to, with the University of Missouri picking up the tab), but he thought it might take as long as a week for them to settle in and settle down. And when the weather turned yellow-dog hot like this, an argument could spin itself out of thin air. Neither of them wanted that kind of start to their summer.
John drove slowly down Main Street toward the Willow General Mercantile and Hardware. There was a rusty sign with a blue eagle on it hanging from one corner of the porch, and he understood this was also the postal substation. The General Mercantile looked sleepy in the afternoon light, with one single car, a beat-to-s.h.i.t Volvo, parked beside the sign advertising ITALIAN SANDWICHES PIZZA GROCS FISHING LICENCES, but compared with the rest of the town, it seemed to be all but bursting with life. There was a neon beer sign fizzing away in the window, although it would not be dark for almost three hours yet. Pretty radical, John thought. Sure hope the owner cleared that sign with the Board of Selectmen before he put it in.
"I thought Maine turned into Vacationland in the summer," Elise murmured.
"Judging from what we"ve seen so far, I think Willow must be a little off the tourist track," he replied.
They got out of the car and mounted the porch steps. An elderly man in a straw hat sat in a rocker with a cane seat, looking at them from shrewd little blue eyes. He was fiddling a home-made cigarette together and dribbling little bits of tobacco on the dog which lay crashed out at his feet. It was a big yellow dog of no particular make or model. Its paws lay directly beneath one of the rocker"s curved runners. The old man took no notice of the dog, seemed not even to realize it was there, but the runner stopped a quarter of an inch from the vulnerable paws each time the old man rocked forward. Elise found this unaccountably fascinating.
"Good day to ye, lady n man," the old gentleman said.
"h.e.l.lo," Elise answered, and offered him a small, tentative smile.
"Hi," John said. "I"m - "
"Mr. Graham," the old man finished placidly. "Mr. and Missus Graham. Ones that took the Hempstead Place for the summer. Heard you was writin some kind of book."
"On the in-migration of the French during the seventeenth century," John agreed. "Word sure gets around, doesn"t it?"
"It do travel," the old party agreed. "Small town, don"tcha know." He stuck the cigarette in his mouth, where it promptly fell apart, sprinkling tobacco all over his legs and the dog"s limp hide. The dog didn"t stir. "Aw, flapdoodle," the old man said, and peeled the uncoiling paper from his lower lip. "Wife doesn"t want me to smoke nummore anyway. She says she read it"s givin her cancer as well as m"ownself."
"We came into town to get a few supplies," Elise said. "It"s a wonderful old house, but the cupboard is bare."
"Ayuh," the old man said. "Good to meet you folks. I"m Henry Eden." He hung one bunched hand out in their direction. John shook with him, and Elise followed suit. They both did so with care, and the old man nodded as if to say he appreciated it. "I expected you half an hour ago. Must have taken a wrong turn or two, I guess. Got a lot of roads for such a small town, you know." He laughed. It was a hollow, bronchial sound that turned into a phlegmy smoker"s cough. "Got a power of roads in Willow, oh, ayuh!" And laughed some more.
John was frowning a little. "Why would you be expecting us?"
"Lucy Doucette called, said she saw the new folks go by," Eden said. He took out his pouch of Top tobacco, opened it, reached inside, and fished out a packet of rolling papers. "You don"t know Lucy, but she says you know her grandniece, Missus."
"This is Milly Cousins"s great-aunt we"re talking about?" Elise asked.
"Yessum," Eden agreed. He began to sprinkle tobacco. Some of it landed on the cigarette paper, but most went onto the dog below. Just as John Graham was beginning to wonder if maybe the dog was dead, it lifted its tail and farted. So much for that idea, he thought. "In Willow, just about everybody"s related to everybody else. Lucy lives down at the foot of the hill. I was gonna call you m"self, but since she said you was comin in anyway . . . "
"How did you know we"d be coming here?" John asked.
Henry Eden shrugged, as if to say Where else is there to go?
"Did you want to talk to us?" Elise asked.
"Well, I kinda have to," Eden said. He sealed his cigarette and stuck it in his mouth. John waited to see if it would fall apart, as the other one had. He felt mildly disoriented by all this, as if he had walked unknowingly into some bucolic version of the CIA.
The cigarette somehow held together. There was a charred sc.r.a.p of sandpaper tacked to one of the arms of the rocker. Eden struck the match on it and applied the flame to his cigarette, half of which incinerated on contact.
"I think you and Missus might want to spend tonight out of town," he finally said.
John blinked at him. "Out of town? Why would we want to do that? We just got here."
"Good idea, though, mister," a voice said from behind Eden.
The Grahams looked around and saw a tall woman with slumped shoulders standing inside the Mercantile"s rusty screen door. Her face looked out at them from just above an old tin sign advertising Chesterfield cigarettes - TWENTY-ONE GREAT TOBACCOS MAKE TWENTY WONDERFUL SMOKES. She opened the door and came out on the porch. Her face looked sallow and tired but not stupid. She had a loaf of bread in one hand and a six-pack of Dawson"s Ale in the other.
"I"m Laura Stanton," she said. "It"s very nice to meet you. We don"t like to seem unsociable in Willow, but it"s the rainy season here tonight."
John and Elise exchanged bewildered glances. Elise looked at the sky. Except for a few small fair-weather clouds, it was a lucid, unblemished blue.
"I know how it looks," the Stanton woman said, "but that doesn"t mean anything, does it, Henry?"
"No"m," Eden said. He took one giant drag on his eroded cigarette and then pitched it over the porch rail.
"You can feel the humidity in the air," the Stanton woman said. "That"s the key, isn"t it, Henry?"
"Well," Eden allowed, "ayuh. But it is seven years. To the day."
"The very day," Laura Stanton agreed.
They both looked expectantly at the Grahams.
"Pardon me," Elise said at last. "I don"t understand any of this. Is it some sort of local joke?"
This time Henry Eden and Laura Stanton exchanged the glances, then sighed at exactly the same moment, as if on cue.
"I hate this," Laura Stanton-said, although whether to the old man or to herself John Graham had no idea.
"Got to be done," Eden replied.
She nodded, and then sighed. It was the sigh of a woman who has set down a heavy burden and knows she must now pick it up again.
"This doesn"t come up very often," she said, "because the rainy season only comes in Willow every seven years - "
"June seventeenth," Eden put in. "Rainy season every seven years on June seventeenth. Never changes, not even in leap-year. It"s only one night, but rainy season"s what it"s always been called. d.a.m.ned if I know why. Do you know why, Laura?"
"No," she said, "and I wish you"d stop interrupting, Henry. I think you"re getting senile."
"Well, pardon me for livin, I just fell off the hea.r.s.e," the old man said, clearly nettled.
Elise threw John a glance that was a little frightened. Are these people having us on? it asked. Or are they both crazy?
John didn"t know, but he wished heartily that they had gone to Augusta for their supplies; they could have gotten a quick supper at one of the clam-stands along Route 17.
"Now listen," the Stanton woman said kindly. "We reserved a room for you at the Wonderview Motel out on the Woolwich Road, if you want it. The place was full, but the manager"s my cousin, and he was able to clear one room out for me. You could come back tomorrow and spend the rest of the summer with us. We"d be glad to have you."
"If this is a joke, I"m not getting the point," John said.
"No, it"s not a joke," she said. She glanced at Eden, who gave her a brisk little nod, as if to say Go on, don"t quit now. The woman looked back at John and Elise, appeared to steel herself, and said, "You see, folks, it rains toads here in Willow every seven years. There. Now you know."
"Toads," Elise said in a distant, musing, Tell-me-I"m-dreaming-all-this voice.
"Toads, ayuh!" Henry Eden affirmed cheerfully.
John was looking cautiously around for help, if help should be needed. But Main Street was utterly deserted. Not only that, he saw, but shuttered. Not a car moved on the road. Not a single pedestrian was visible on either sidewalk.
We could be in trouble here, he thought. If these people are as nutty as they sound, we could be in real trouble. He suddenly found himself thinking of Shirley Jackson"s short story "The Lottery" for the first time since he"d read it in junior high school.
"Don"t you get the idea that I"m standin here and soundin like a fool "cause I want to," Laura Stanton said. "Fact is, I"m just doin my duty. Henry, too. You see, it doesn"t just sprinkle toads. It pours."
"Come on," John said to Elise, taking her arm above the elbow. He gave them a smile that felt as genuine as a six-dollar bill. "Nice to meet you folks." He guided Elise down the porch steps, looking back over his shoulder at the old man and the slump-shouldered, pallid woman two or three times as he did. It didn"t seem like a good idea to turn his back on them completely.
The woman took a step toward them, and John almost stumbled and fell off the last step.
"It is a little hard to believe," she agreed. "You probably think I am just as nutty as a fruitcake."
"Not at all," John said. The large, phony smile on his face now felt as if it were approaching the lobes of his ears. Dear Jesus, why had he ever left St. Louis? He had driven nearly fifteen hundred miles with a busted radio and air-conditioner to meet Farmer Jekyll and Missus Hyde.
"That"s all right, though," Laura Stanton said, and the weird serenity in her face and voice made him stop by the ITALIAN SANDWICHES sign, still six feet from the Ford. "Even people who have heard of rains of frogs and toads and birds and such don"t have a very clear idea of what happens in Willow every seven years. Take a little advice, though: if you are going to stay, you"d be well off to stay in the house. You"ll most likely be all right in the house."
"Might want to close y"shutters, though," Eden added. The dog lifted his tail and articulated another long and groaning dog-fart, as if to emphasize the point.
"We"ll . . . we"ll do that," Elise said faintly, and then John had the Ford"s pa.s.senger door open and was nearly shovelling her inside.
"You bet," he said through his large frozen grin.
"And come back and see us tomorrow," Eden called as John hurried around the front of the Ford to his side. "You"ll feel a mite safer around us tomorrow, I think." He paused, then added: "If you"re still around at all, accourse."
John waved, got behind the wheel, and pulled out.
There was silence on the porch for a moment as the old man and the woman with the pale, unhealthy skin watched the Ford head back up Main Street. It left at a considerably higher speed than that at which it had come.
"Well, we done it," the old man said contentedly.