"Something has happened you"ll want to know about. Edward Westmore"s will has been made known and it"s sure that he"s left Ann a considerable sum of money. Westmore and one-fourth of his money he left to Judith, and the other three-fourths to be divided equal between Garvin and Sarah and Ann, Sarah"s to be held in trust. In case either Garvin or Sarah should die, their portion was to be divided equal between Judith and Ann, so Ann gets half of Garvin"s money right now, as well as her own. Edward"s will states distinct that he is giving a Penniman this money because of wrongs done the Penniman family by the Westmore family in the past.
"There"s great talk on the Ridge about it, and there"s those who says that Judith sure will try to break the will on the ground that Edward couldn"t have been of sound mind--that the way he did for hisself showed that, and that the will were made just before he died. But I know that Ann will get her money.
It"s a big thing for Ann, and I thought you"d want to know about it."
Ben had also told Baird that, a few days before, Coats and Sue had been married. "Seems like a little happiness has come to the Penniman family at last," Ben wrote.
Nickolas Baird was a thoroughgoing modern with a high appreciation of the value of money. He came of a money-winning and money-worshiping race. However, he was st.u.r.dy in his ambitions, for he had never considered marrying money, and had no particular desire to have it given to him. It was making money that fascinated him.
Ben"s news had cut the ground from beneath Baird, for Ann Penniman, penniless and tied to the farm, had been a possibility; Ann, independent and with the world of men from which to choose, was another matter.
Baird had been unable to write to Ann after that. He was handicapped by as complete a depression as had overtaken him after he had won her back to life. He had been straining to get a hearing; suddenly it seemed futile to attempt anything at all; she was beyond him.
But he wrote to Ben: "Thank you for telling me of Ann"s good fortune. I suppose I ought to be glad, but I"m not. I feel more as if I"d had a blow on the head. I can"t write to Ann or do anything--she"s pa.s.sed beyond my reach. I"ve nothing to offer her now--to save my neck, I couldn"t clean up more than about twenty thousand--that and my salary. When I make my pile, I suppose I"ll have courage to try again--if somebody doesn"t get ahead of me, or if in the meantime I don"t fall for some woman whose love is big enough for both of us."
Baird was in exactly this frame of mind as he rode up to Westmore under the October sunshine. He had fallen hard, down upon the worldly earth; upon old and familiar thoughts, trite aspirations and desires, cast there by the vision of Ann b.u.t.tressed by money. The sweet thing that had permeated him had grown sick when frowned upon by cold cash. There was an ugly vacant ache in him.
"Why not?" he asked himself, as he looked at Westmore, its stuccoed length mottled by splashes of red and yellow, clinging vines and low-hung branches. Judith had never failed him. All that long summer her letters had come regularly, warmed by interest, asking nothing of him, simply giving, giving--all she felt she would be allowed to give. He had not told her that he was going to Europe. He had not even told her that he was coming out to the Ridge, for he had decided to keep away from Ann.
Then, suddenly, he had changed his mind. He would go to New York by the southern route; give himself the comfort of seeing Judith. But he would not see Ann.
x.x.xVIII
THE REVELATION
It seemed very natural to be welcomed by Hetty and shown into the drawing-room. "Miss Judith, she"ll be surprised!" Hetty exclaimed.
"Lord, Mr. Baird, you done growed thin!"
"I"ve had too happy a summer to grow fat, Hetty."
"Why, you ain"t got married, is you?" Hetty asked seriously.
"Far from it, Hetty--you run along and tell Miss Judith I"m here. I"m in a hurry, for I have to get back to town this evening."
Baird looked about the beautiful old room. How well he knew it! It was Judith"s rightful setting; he was glad she possessed the place. The fact that she was a rich woman did not trouble him at all; if he loved her greatly, he supposed it would.
Judith came presently, her light quick step in the hall, then her actual presence, welcome in every movement, her cheeks warm and eyes very bright. She was still in black, but Baird thought he had never seen her look more youthful. Or was it simply because he felt so many years older than when he last saw her?
"You here, Nickolas?" she said.
Baird took the hands she held out to him, clasped them firmly. "Yes--to say good-by for a time--I"m sailing for France day after to-morrow. I"ve s.n.a.t.c.hed a few minutes this afternoon because I wanted to see you."
There were swift thoughts surging through Judith"s brain, but her answer was spontaneous enough: "That was good of you!"
"Yes, kind to myself," Baird said lightly. "I felt urged to come."
Judith"s smiling eyes had taken instant note of his appearance, and her keen perception was busied over him. He lacked buoyancy, lacked it utterly; every trace of boyishness was gone. He had aged, hardened. He had the air of a man who looks coolly and joylessly upon his future.
Judith had learned nothing from Baird"s letters. He had left the Ridge very suddenly; something had gone wrong. Probably Coats had intervened, or, possibly, when she had discovered herself an heiress, Ann had failed him. Judith had the jealous woman"s bitter estimate of the girl who had brought both her brothers under her sway, and had entangled Baird also.
The intensity of detestation she felt for Ann sometimes sickened Judith.
That Ann had won part of Edward"s fortune had ground Judith"s detestation to a dagger"s point.
Under her brilliant exterior Judith was quivering. She had longed for the sight and touch of this man and, but for Ann, she might have recaptured him. Yet she had refrained from dealing the girl a blow. For months Judith"s soul had been crisscrossed by pa.s.sions and burdened by secrets. And Judith was in revolt. In revolt against conventions, against her rearing, against herself; against everything. She was typical of many women of her period; the restless craving woman of 1905 was at heart a revolutionary, and ten years of revolt have molded her into the feminist of to-day.
Judith had been resolutely considering her future. What did life, lived as she was living it, offer her? Unproductive, undeveloping middle-years and a solitary old age. She felt that she had paid her last debt to Westmore, and that the future lay before her, to be lived in different fashion--if she had the courage to make the break. She had decided to make it.
And in her visioning of the future Nickolas Baird was a prominent figure. He was an ambitious man, vastly capable, and destined for big things, and she could help him. He would not marry Ann; she felt certain that she could prevent it; it was her duty to prevent it. He would recover from his infatuation, for he was not the sort of man who would be held very long by an infatuation.
Judith had been on the point of writing to Baird her momentous decisions, and in coming to her he had given her an unexpected opportunity. The smile did not leave her lips. "I have made all the arrangements, Nickolas--I intended to write to you about it before I left--that I am going to Paris, too--in a few days."
"_You_ leave Westmore!" Baird was too much surprised to express pleasure.
"Yes, I am leaving Westmore--and I doubt whether I shall ever return to it." Her color had risen; though she smiled, a little of the bitterness she felt edged her words.
"I imagine it must be desolate for you here--but you, out of this setting--I can"t conceive of it exactly." Then it occurred to Baird what this move of hers would mean to them both; a continued intimacy, certainly. The vague motives that had brought him to her prompted the quick addition: "We"ll meet in Paris then, Judith--we"ll see it together."
Though undefined, there was a suggestion both in his words and his manner that affected Judith curiously, urging her to a sudden defiant candor. What had her restrained, conventional life won for her? Nothing more than expressions of gallant admiration; never the vital gripping thing. "My setting!" she said scornfully. "A woman reared as I have been has no more freedom of will than a walled-in prisoner! She"s a perfect slave, bound to the past and handed over hand-tied into the future. From now on, I"m going to live. I am going to know countries, and nations, and women and men--more as a man knows them. I"m going to think as I please and live as I please. Not even the past is going to dictate my future!" She had flung out her resolve, body tense and head high.
Baird studied her; she had both surprised and amused him. Though not widely experienced, he had met this sort of revolt degenerated into mere free-living. Baird considered himself broad-minded, but he had not pa.s.sed beyond the conception that a woman"s a.s.sertion of free thought and action invariably meant that she was considering--as he would have expressed it to himself--"going on the loose."
But Judith Westmore, with her monumental pride and her immense self-respect and her narrowly conventional rearing, talking of becoming a free-lance! She didn"t know what she was talking about; she could no more do it than she could fly. She would see Paris--the world and its peoples, for that matter--and "_men_," as conventionally as her cla.s.s and kind always saw them. She was simply worn into exasperation by Westmore troubles--and her love for him. The thing was laughable--and a little sad.
It was Baird"s very genuine admiration and liking for Judith that was responsible for this conclusion. To almost any other attractive woman who had tempted his present uncertain mood, he would have answered, and meaningly, "Well, why not?" But to Judith he said kindly and amusedly, "I don"t wonder you want to throw all this off and get out into breathing s.p.a.ce. It"ll do you good to get a change. I don"t believe you"ll paint Paris a vivid red, though, Judith, even if I tried to help you do it."
It was evident that he had not taken her seriously, and Judith decided that it was as well that he had not done so; she had said much more than she had intended to say. The future was before them, and he would discover soon enough that she was in deadly earnest. He would find a changed woman when they met in Paris.
She regained her usual bright manner. "I"m glad you"re not too shocked to continue our acquaintance. I hope you"ll come to see me in Paris, and then you can tell me what you think of my new way of life."
Baird smiled. "Of course I"ll come."
She was very beautiful as she stood there, head high and with the color of defiance still warming her cheeks. The ugly ache in Baird reminded him that, at a few words from him, her structure of independence would crumble. She would marry him to-morrow if he asked her, and give him an immense devotion. His flush deepened into a dull red.
Judith wondered of what he was thinking so absorbedly. Of Ann? Mentally, she had pa.s.sed on to the other decision she had reached. "Nickolas, you knew, of course, that Edward remembered Ann Penniman very generously in his will?" she asked.
Baird started and stiffened. "Yes, so I understand."
"Do you still care about her?... I wouldn"t ask unless I had a good reason."
Baird had not realized that anything could hurt so keenly as this questioning. His thoughts of a moment ago had vanished at the first mention of Ann"s name. "Yes, I love her just the same."
"But things haven"t gone very smoothly, I am afraid, Nickolas?"
"No--they haven"t.... I love Ann--she doesn"t love me."
"I doubt whether she is capable of loving anybody, very much," Judith said quietly. "I hear that she is going to take her little fortune and leave the Ridge--educate herself; first of all, for she is ambitious....
You mean to see her before you go, I suppose?"