He would touch it. His eyes would follow the jagged lines. They would bring a.s.surance of safety to him. He might even guess that she had been the messenger through whom it had reached him. She did not understand the meaning of this important scrawl. With regard to that, her mind was swayed by vague uncertainties, but she knew that it was pacific, and intended for good.
Ruth tied on her bonnet, and set forth for "The Rest" at once, with the precious letter in her bosom, over which she folded her scarlet sacque with additional caution.
"Perhaps--perhaps I shall see him. It might have meant nothing, after all. He could not be so false. Lady Rose is like a sister to him, that is all! I am so foolish to care; so very, very foolish. But, then, how can I help it?"
The day was so beautiful, that such hopeful thoughts came to Ruth with the very atmosphere she breathed. The birds were singing all around her, and a thousand summer insects filled the air with music. Coming, as she did, from the close seclusion of a sick-room, all these things thrilled her with fresh vigor. Her step was light as she walked. The breath melted like wine on her red lips. Once or twice she paused to s.n.a.t.c.h a handful of violets from the gra.s.s, and drank up their perfume thirstily.
At last she came out into the luxurious beauty of the pleasure-grounds close to "The Rest," and from thence, looked up to the window where her young husband lay, all unconscious of her coming. Perhaps she had hoped that he might be well enough to sit up. Certainly, when she saw no one at the window, her heart sunk, and a deep sigh escaped her. It would not do to be found there by any of the household. She felt that, and bent her steps towards the servants" entrance, heavy-hearted and irresolute.
CHAPTER x.x.xV.
WITH THE HOUSEKEEPER.
The housekeeper was more than usually busy that day, but she greeted her favorite with affectionate warmth. "You there, my poppet," she said, seating herself for a talk. "I have been wondering why you kept away so long, now that the doctors tell me that your father is coming round."
"I wished to come, G.o.dmother. Indeed, I never stopped thinking about you here; but there is no one to stay by father when I leave him, and he needs care."
"Of course he does, and something else as well. I was just putting up a bottle or two of our choice old Madeira, with some jellies, and the cook is roasting a bird, which he must eat with the black currant-jelly, remember. We must build your father up, now, with nice, strengthening things. They would do you no harm, either, child. Why, how thin and worried you look, Ruth! This constant nursing will break you down. We must send over one of the maids, to help."
"No, no; I can do very well. Father is used to me, you know. Only, if you wish to be kind--"
"Wish to be kind? Did I ever fail in that, G.o.ddaughter?"
"Did you ever? Indeed, no. Only I am always asking such out-of-the-way things."
"Well, well. What is it, now?"
"I have a letter from my father to--to the young master."
"From your father? When did he ever write a letter before, I wonder?
And he sick in bed? A letter--"
"That I want to deliver into Wal--into Mr. Hurst"s own hands, if you will only help me, G.o.dmother."
"Into his own hands? As if any other trusty person wouldn"t do as well," said the housekeeper, discontentedly.
"But I should not be so certain, G.o.dmother."
"Ah, true. Is the letter so important, then?"
"I--I don"t know, exactly. Only father was very particular about it."
"Well, give me the letter. I will see that he gets it safe."
Ruth still pressed her hand against her bosom, and a look of piteous disappointment broke into her eyes.
"Is he so very ill, then? Might I not just see him for a minute, and take the answer back?"
"The young master is better, but not half so well as he strives to be.
I never saw any one so crazy to get out."
"Is he--is he, though?"
"And about your father. He is always questioning me if I have heard from the cottage."
"Indeed!"
"Why, child, how chirpish you speak, all at once! I hardly knew your voice. But what was I saying? Ah, I remember. Yes, yes! The young master scarcely got back his speech before he began to question us about Jessup, whose hurt seems to wound him more than his own. To pacify him Lady Rose sent round every morning."
"Lady Rose! Did the messengers come from her?" questioned Ruth, and her voice sunk again.
"Of course. Sir Noel, in his trouble, might have forgotten; but she never did. Ah, G.o.ddaughter, that young lady is one in a thousand, so gentle, so lovely, so--"
"Yes, yes! I know--I know!"
"Such a match as they will make."
Ruth turned very pale; still a singular smile crept over her lips. She said nothing, however, but walked to a window, and looked out, as if fascinated by the rich ma.s.ses of ivy that swept an angle of the building like black drapery.
"How the ivy thrives on that south wall!" she said, at last. "I can remember when it was only a stem."
"Of course you can; for I planted it on the day you were born, with my own hands. There has been time enough for it to spread. Why, it has crept round to the young master"s window. He would have it trained that way."
"G.o.dmother, how good you are!"
"Not a bit of it, child. Only I was always careful of that ivy. Ruth"s ivy, we always call it, because of the day it was planted."
"Did--did any one else call it so?"
"Of course, or the young master would never have known of it. "Let me have," says he, "just a branch or two of your ivy--what is its name, now?--for my corner of the house." Well, of course, I told him its name, and how it came by it, which he said was a pretty name for ivy, or any other beautiful thing, and from that day a thrifty branch was trained over to the balcony where he sits most, and sometimes smokes of an evening."
"Yes, I remember," said Ruth, breaking into smiles. "Some climbing roses are tangled with it."
"True enough; they throve so fast, that between them, the little stone-steps that run up to the balcony were hid out of sight; but Lady Rose found them out, and carries her flowers that way from the garden when she fills the vases in his room."
"She always did that, I suppose," said Ruth, in a low voice.
"Most likely," answered the housekeeper, carelessly, as if that young creature did not hang on every word she uttered with unutterable anxiety. "Most likely. There is little else that she can do for him just now."
"Does he need so very much help now, G.o.dmother?"
"None that a dainty young lady can give; but when he begins to sit up, her time will come. Then she will sit and read to him from morning till night, and enjoy it too."
"And tire him dreadfully," muttered Ruth, with a dash of natural bitterness in her voice.