Chapter 6 (2/2): An Ideal Brother and an Unnecessary Brother
Chem tightly clings to her brother’s neck and nuzzle her face on his nape.
――This behavior confirms that she is brocon…
My brother who rescued me from crisis. I can understand why she is dependent upon her brother.
When the dream was over, it switched back to the usual screen.
As usual, it was past noon when I confirmed the total number of fate points. I was exhausted, and so were my eyes, so I took them away from the screen and headed out of the room.
When I stepped down into the hallway to get down, the door of the next room opened.
“Is it a holiday today ??”
My voice leaks unexpectedly when an unexpected person appears in front of me.
In addition to the situation where there is no sense of the day of the week, I was too immersed in the village of fate and was completely out of everyones sight. Was it already Sunday?
I was still sleepy, but when I saw the person in front of me, my sleepy state completely disappeared.
This is worst!!!!
My sister is here, and she seems SUPER angry.
My relations.h.i.+p with my sister is not like Gamz at all.
A younger sister with a well-built face that can be declared to be a beauty even by his brother. When I was a student, she was confessed to a lot and always came to me for consultation.
…… She has become even more beautiful now.
I took over none of the good gene frome my parents, and my sister inherited only the good gene of my parents.
Glossy black hair extends straight down to her shoulders, creating an inaccessible atmosphere combined with her bright eyes.
She is not younger than me by a lot, but her youth makes me jealous.
“I was just going to the bathroom”
I said that and headed towards the toilet on the second floor.
I was going to have lunch, but let’s leave it for now. It will just make the situation worse for both of us.
“Fine. Don’t touch the toilet on the first floor.”
It’s a harsh tone, but I’m already used to it.
I don’t have the right to say anything and even I don’t feel like complaining. My sister works hard and earns money at home. I am in a different position, just a waste of s.p.a.ce.
“I know”
I don’t even like to share a toilet, yet I’m always reminded to use only the toilet on the second floor.
It was troublesome to get down the stairs in the first place, so it was already rare for me to use it.
“React a little…. I’m sorry, but you can’t keep acting like this.”
The last sentence as my sister disappeared downstairs did not reached my ears.
We used to be a close brother and sister pair with a good reputation in the neighborhood, but now I am in this state.
The cause is obvious. After being disillusioned with everything, our relations.h.i.+p became like stranger’s. After not securing a job for myself, even having a normal conversation became hard.
Back then I was… Let’s stop. Nothing happens when I regret and remember my past, because you can’t go back to the time that have pa.s.sed.
It seems that the reason why I feel so depressed today because I saw Gamz and Chem’s past.
Dependable brother and useless brother. After seeing that … I would definitely compare myself with him even if I do not like it.
Even my sister wants a brother like Gamz, not me.
I lost my appet.i.te completely and went back to my room and watched the villagers until night.
Even today, they are living a hard life without any complaints at all. They work with mutual respect and help eachother.
Chem who smiles while giving drinking water to the villagers.
Gamz who is patrolling even with his wounds.
Me who is wallowing in my regret…..
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“I want to change”
I was surprised by the words which has leaked from my mouth.
Something hits the back of my hand after my voice leaked.
Something warm is falling on my hands.
――Something wet is sliding down my cheeks.
“Why are you crying???…. Haha … If you regret enough to cry, why … didn’t ever do something… Why are you sitting here…….”
I was overwhelmed. My tears did not stop.