A miracle had happened. All the dry pain had gone out of the air. Just now the months of waiting for the winter rains were done. All about him the big, cool drops were spattering on the invisible stones. The rain bathed his face. His soul was washed with the waters of the merciful G.o.d of Arab men.
For, after all, from the beginning, it had been written. All written!
"_Mektoub_!"
GRIT
By TRISTRAM TUPPER
From _Metropolitan Magazine_
Grit was dead. There was no mistake about that. And on the very day of his burial temptation came to his widow.
Grit"s widow was "Great" Taylor, whose inadequate first name was Nell--a young, immaculate creature whose body was splendid even if her vision and spirit were small. She never had understood Grit.
Returning from the long, wearisome ride, she climbed the circular iron staircase--up through parallels of garlic-scented tenement gloom--to her three-room flat, neat as a pin; but not even then did she give way to tears. Tears! No man could make Great Taylor weep!
However, drawing the pins from her straw hat, dyed black for the occasion, she admitted, "It ain"t right." Grit had left her nothing, absolutely nothing, but an unpleasant memory of himself--his grimy face and hands, his crooked nose and baggy breeches.... And Great Taylor was willing that every thought of him should leave her forever.
"Grit"s gone," she told herself. "I ain"t going to think of him any more."
Determinedly Great Taylor put some things to soak and, closing down the top of the stationary washtubs, went to the window. The view was not intriguing, and yet she hung there: roofs and more roofs, a countless number reached out toward infinity, with pebbles and pieces of broken gla.s.s glittering in the sunlight; chimneys sharply outlined by shadow; and on every roof, except one, clothes-lines, from which white cotton and linen flapped in the wind at the side of faded overalls and red woollen shirts. They formed a kind of flag--these red, white, and blue garments flying in the breeze high above a nation of toilers. But Great Taylor"s only thought was, "It"s Monday."
One roof, unlike the rest, displayed no such flag--a somewhat notorious "garden" and dance hall just around the corner.
And adjacent to this house was a vacant lot on which Great Taylor could see a junk-cart waiting, and perhaps wondering what had become of its master.
She turned her eyes away. "I ain"t going to think of him." Steadying her chin in the palms of her hands, elbows on the window-sill, Nell peered down upon a triangular segment of chaotic street. Ma.s.sed humanity overflowed the sidewalks and seemed to bend beneath the weight of sunlight upon their heads and shoulders. A truck ploughed a furrow through push-carts that rolled back to the curb like a wave crested with crude yellow, red, green, and orange merchandise. She caught the hum of voices, many tongues mingling, while the odours of vegetables and fruit and human beings came faintly to her nostrils.
She was looking down upon one of the busiest streets of the city that people sometimes call the Devil"s Own.
Grit had wrested an existence from the debris of this city. Others have waded ankle-deep in the crowd; but he, a grimy, infinitesimal molecule, had been at the bottom wholly submerged, where the light of idealism is not supposed to penetrate. Grit had been a junkman; his business address--a vacant lot; his only a.s.set--a junk-cart across the top of which he had strung a belt of jingling, jangling bells that had called through the cavernous streets more plainly than Grit himself: "Rags, old iron, bottles, and ra-ags."
This had been Grit"s song; perhaps the only one he had known, for he had shoved that blest cart of his since a boy of thirteen; he had worn himself as threadbare as the clothes on his back, and at last the threads had snapped. He had died of old age--in his thirties. And his junk-cart, with its bells, stood, silent and unmanned, upon the vacant lot just around the corner.
Great Taylor had seen Grit pa.s.s along this narrow segment of street, visible from her window; but his flight had always been swift--pushing steadily with head bent, never looking up. And so it was not during his hours of toil that she had known him....
Nell closed the window. She was not going to think of him any more.
"Ain"t worth a thought." But everything in the room reminded her of the man. He had furnished it from his junk-pile. The drawer was missing from the centre table, the door of the kitchen stove was wired at the hinges; even the black marble clock, with its headless gilt figure, and the brown tin boxes marked "Coffee," "Bread," and "Sugar"--all were junk. And these were the things that Grit, not without a show of pride, had brought home to her!
Nell sank into a large armchair (with one rung gone) and glowered at an earthen jug on the shelf. Grit had loved mola.s.ses. Every night he had spilt amber drops of it on the table, and his plate had always been hard to wash. "Won"t have that to do any more," sighed Nell. Back of the mola.s.ses jug, just visible, were the tattered pages of a coverless book. This had come to Grit together with fifty pounds of waste paper in gunny-sacks; and though Nell had never undergone the mental torture of informing herself as to its contents, she had dubbed the book "Grit"s Bible," for he had pawed over it, spelling out the words, every night for years. It was one thing from which she could not wash Grit"s grimy fingermarks, and so she disliked it even more than the sticky mola.s.ses jug. "Him and his book and his brown mola.s.ses jug!" One was gone forever, and soon she would get rid of the other two.
And yet, even as she thought this, her eyes moved slowly to the door, and she could not help visualizing Grit as he had appeared every evening at dusk. His baggy breeches had seemed always to precede him into the room. The rest of him would follow--his thin shoulders, from which there hung a greenish coat, frayed at the sleeves; above this, his long, collarless neck, his pointed chin and broken nose, that leaned toward the hollow and smudges of his cheek.
He would lock the door quickly and stand there, looking at Nell.
"Why did he always lock the door?" mused Great Taylor. "Nothing here to steal! Why"d he stand there like that?" Every night she had expected him to say something, but he never did. Instead, he would take a long breath, almost like a sigh, and, after closing his eyes for a moment, he would move into the room and light the screeching gas-jet. "Never thought of turning down the gas." This, particularly, was a sore point with Great Taylor. "Never thought of anything. Just dropped into the best chair."
"It"s a good chair, Nell," he would say, "only one rung missing." And he would remain silent, drooping there, wrists crossed in his lap, palms turned upward, fingers curled, until supper had been placed before him on the table. "Fingers bent like claws," muttered Great Taylor, "and doing nothing while I set the table."
Sometimes he would eat enormously, which irritated Nell; sometimes he would eat nothing except bread and mola.s.ses, which irritated Nell even more. "A good mola.s.ses jug," he would say; "got it for a dime. Once I set a price I"m a stone wall; never give in." This was his one boast, his stock phrase. After using it he would look up at his wife for a word of approval; and as the word of approval was never forthcoming, he would repeat: "Nell, I"m a stone wall; never give in."
After supper he would ask what she had been doing all day. A weary, almost voiceless, man, he had told her nothing. But Great Taylor while washing the dishes would rattle off everything that had happened since that morning. She seldom omitted any important detail, for she knew by experience that Grit would sit there, silent, wrists crossed and palms turned up, waiting. He had always seemed to know when she had left anything out, and she always ended by telling him. Then he would take a long breath, eyes closed, and, after fumbling back of the mola.s.ses jug, would soon be seated again beneath the streaming gas-jet spelling to himself the words of his coverless book.
So vivid was the picture, the personality and routine of Grit, that Great Taylor felt the awe with which he, at times, had inspired her.
She had been afraid of Grit--afraid to do anything she could not tell him about; afraid not to tell him about everything she had done. But now she determined: "I"ll do what I please." And the first thing it pleased Great Taylor to do was to get rid of the odious mola.s.ses jug.
She plucked it from the shelf, holding the sticky handle between two fingers, and dropped it into the peach crate that served as a waste-basket. The noise when the jug struck the bottom of the crate startled her. Great Taylor stood there--listening. Someone was slowly ascending the circular staircase. The woman could hear a footfall on the iron steps.
"Grit"s gone," she rea.s.sured herself. "I"ll do what I please."
She reached for the grimy book, "Grit"s Bible," the most offensive article in the room, and with sudden determination tore the book in two, and was about to throw the defaced volume into the basket along with the earthen jug when fear arrested the motion of her hands. Her lips parted. She was afraid to turn her head. The door back of her had opened.
Great Taylor was only ordinarily superst.i.tious. She had buried Grit that morning. It was still broad daylight--early afternoon. And yet when she turned, clutching the torn book, she fully expected to see a pair of baggy breeches preceding a collarless, long-necked man with a broken nose, and smudges in the hollows of his cheeks.
Instead, she wheeled to see a pair of fastidiously pressed blue serge trousers, an immaculate white collar, a straight nose and ruddy complexion. In fact, the man seemed the exact opposite of Grit. Nell glanced at the open door, back at the man, exhaled tremulously with relief, and breathed: "Why didn"t you knock?"
"Sorry if I startled you," puffed the man, entirely winded by the six flights. "Must have pushed the wrong b.u.t.ton in the vestibule. No great harm done."
"Who are you? What you want?"
"Junk. That"s one of the things I came to see about--the junk in back of my place. I suppose it"s for sale." He thrust his white hands into the side pockets of his coat, pulling the coat snugly around his waist and hips, and smiled amiably at Great Taylor"s patent surprise.
"You!.... Buy Grit"s junk business!" What did _he_ want with junk? He was clean! From head to foot he was clean! His hair was parted. It was not only parted, it was brushed into a wave, with ends pointing stiffly up over his temples (a coiffure affected by bartenders of that day); and Nell even detected the pleasant fragrance of pomade. "You ain"t a junkman."
The man laughed. "I don"t know about that."
He studied her a moment in silence. Nell was leaning back against the washtubs, her sleeves rolled up, her head tilted quizzically, lips parted, while tints of colour ebbed and flowed in her throat and cheeks. She had attained the ripeness of womanhood and very nearly animal perfection. The man"s att.i.tude might have told her this. One of his eyes, beneath a permanently c.o.c.ked eyebrow, blinked like the shutter of a camera and seemed to take intimate photographs of all parts of her person. The other eye looked at her steadily from under a drooping lid. "No," he said, after the pause of a moment, "I"m not going into the junk business." But he wanted to get the rubbish away from the back of his place. "I"ll buy it and have it carted away. It"s too near the "Garden."" He rocked up on his toes and clicked his heels gently. "I own the house just around the corner."
"I knew it," Nell murmured fatuously. The man was vaguely familiar, even though she could not remember having seen him before.
"Set your price." He turned away, and Nell imagined that his camera-like eye was taking instantaneous photographs of all the broken and mended things in the immaculate room. A wave of hot blood made her back p.r.i.c.kle and dyed her throat crimson.
"I don"t like rubbish," said the man. "I don"t like junk."
"Who does?" stammered Great Taylor.
"You dislike junk, and yet there was your husband, a junkman." He watched her narrowly from beneath his drooping eyelid.
Great Taylor was not of the n.o.blesse, nor did she know the meaning of n.o.blesse oblige; and had she been a man, perhaps she would have denied her former lord and master--once, twice, or even thrice--it has been done; but being a woman, she said: "Leave Grit out of it."
This seemed to please the man from around the corner. "I think we are going to get on," he said significantly. "But you must remember that Grit can"t take care of you any longer."
"Grit"s gone," a.s.sented Nell; "gone for good."
"Uhm." The man allowed his singular eyes to move over her. "I think we can arrange something. I"ve seen you pa.s.s my place, looking in; and I had something in mind when I started up here--something aside from junk. I could make a place over there--matron or cashier. How would you like that--cashier at the Garden?" He rocked up on his toes and clicked his heels quite audibly.
"I don"t know anything about it."