Lou turned to his brother. "This is what comes of letting a woman meddle in business," he said bitterly. "We ought to have taken things in our own hands years ago. But she liked to run things, and we humored her. We thought you had good sense, Alexandra. We never thought you"d do anything foolish."
Alexandra rapped impatiently on her desk with her knuckles.
"Listen, Lou. Don"t talk wild. You say you ought to have taken things into your own hands years ago. I suppose you mean before you left home. But how could you take hold of what wasn"t there?
I"ve got most of what I have now since we divided the property; I"ve built it up myself, and it has nothing to do with you."
Oscar spoke up solemnly. "The property of a family really belongs to the men of the family, no matter about the t.i.tle. If anything goes wrong, it"s the men that are held responsible."
"Yes, of course," Lou broke in. "Everybody knows that. Oscar and me have always been easy-going and we"ve never made any fuss. We were willing you should hold the land and have the good of it, but you got no right to part with any of it. We worked in the fields to pay for the first land you bought, and whatever"s come out of it has got to be kept in the family."
Oscar reinforced his brother, his mind fixed on the one point he could see. "The property of a family belongs to the men of the family, because they are held responsible, and because they do the work."
Alexandra looked from one to the other, her eyes full of indignation.
She had been impatient before, but now she was beginning to feel angry. "And what about my work?" she asked in an unsteady voice.
Lou looked at the carpet. "Oh, now, Alexandra, you always took it pretty easy! Of course we wanted you to. You liked to manage round, and we always humored you. We realize you were a great deal of help to us. There"s no woman anywhere around that knows as much about business as you do, and we"ve always been proud of that, and thought you were pretty smart. But, of course, the real work always fell on us. Good advice is all right, but it don"t get the weeds out of the corn."
"Maybe not, but it sometimes puts in the crop, and it sometimes keeps the fields for corn to grow in," said Alexandra dryly. "Why, Lou, I can remember when you and Oscar wanted to sell this homestead and all the improvements to old preacher Ericson for two thousand dollars. If I"d consented, you"d have gone down to the river and sc.r.a.ped along on poor farms for the rest of your lives. When I put in our first field of alfalfa you both opposed me, just because I first heard about it from a young man who had been to the University.
You said I was being taken in then, and all the neighbors said so. You know as well as I do that alfalfa has been the salvation of this country. You all laughed at me when I said our land here was about ready for wheat, and I had to raise three big wheat crops before the neighbors quit putting all their land in corn. Why, I remember you cried, Lou, when we put in the first big wheat-planting, and said everybody was laughing at us."
Lou turned to Oscar. "That"s the woman of it; if she tells you to put in a crop, she thinks she"s put it in. It makes women conceited to meddle in business. I shouldn"t think you"d want to remind us how hard you were on us, Alexandra, after the way you baby Emil."
"Hard on you? I never meant to be hard. Conditions were hard.
Maybe I would never have been very soft, anyhow; but I certainly didn"t choose to be the kind of girl I was. If you take even a vine and cut it back again and again, it grows hard, like a tree."
Lou felt that they were wandering from the point, and that in digression Alexandra might unnerve him. He wiped his forehead with a jerk of his handkerchief. "We never doubted you, Alexandra.
We never questioned anything you did. You"ve always had your own way. But you can"t expect us to sit like stumps and see you done out of the property by any loafer who happens along, and making yourself ridiculous into the bargain."
Oscar rose. "Yes," he broke in, "everybody"s laughing to see you get took in; at your age, too. Everybody knows he"s nearly five years younger than you, and is after your money. Why, Alexandra, you are forty years old!"
"All that doesn"t concern anybody but Carl and me. Go to town and ask your lawyers what you can do to restrain me from disposing of my own property. And I advise you to do what they tell you; for the authority you can exert by law is the only influence you will ever have over me again." Alexandra rose. "I think I would rather not have lived to find out what I have to-day," she said quietly, closing her desk.
Lou and Oscar looked at each other questioningly. There seemed to be nothing to do but to go, and they walked out.
"You can"t do business with women," Oscar said heavily as he clambered into the cart. "But anyhow, we"ve had our say, at last."
Lou scratched his head. "Talk of that kind might come too high, you know; but she"s apt to be sensible. You hadn"t ought to said that about her age, though, Oscar. I"m afraid that hurt her feelings; and the worst thing we can do is to make her sore at us. She"d marry him out of contrariness."
"I only meant," said Oscar, "that she is old enough to know better, and she is. If she was going to marry, she ought to done it long ago, and not go making a fool of herself now."
Lou looked anxious, nevertheless. "Of course," he reflected hopefully and inconsistently, "Alexandra ain"t much like other women-folks.
Maybe it won"t make her sore. Maybe she"d as soon be forty as not!"
XI
Emil came home at about half-past seven o"clock that evening. Old Ivar met him at the windmill and took his horse, and the young man went directly into the house. He called to his sister and she answered from her bedroom, behind the sitting-room, saying that she was lying down.
Emil went to her door.
"Can I see you for a minute?" he asked. "I want to talk to you about something before Carl comes."
Alexandra rose quickly and came to the door. "Where is Carl?"
"Lou and Oscar met us and said they wanted to talk to him, so he rode over to Oscar"s with them. Are you coming out?" Emil asked impatiently.
"Yes, sit down. I"ll be dressed in a moment."
Alexandra closed her door, and Emil sank down on the old slat lounge and sat with his head in his hands. When his sister came out, he looked up, not knowing whether the interval had been short or long, and he was surprised to see that the room had grown quite dark.
That was just as well; it would be easier to talk if he were not under the gaze of those clear, deliberate eyes, that saw so far in some directions and were so blind in others. Alexandra, too, was glad of the dusk. Her face was swollen from crying.
Emil started up and then sat down again. "Alexandra," he said slowly, in his deep young baritone, "I don"t want to go away to law school this fall. Let me put it off another year. I want to take a year off and look around. It"s awfully easy to rush into a profession you don"t really like, and awfully hard to get out of it. Linstrum and I have been talking about that."
"Very well, Emil. Only don"t go off looking for land." She came up and put her hand on his shoulder. "I"ve been wishing you could stay with me this winter."
"That"s just what I don"t want to do, Alexandra. I"m restless.
I want to go to a new place. I want to go down to the City of Mexico to join one of the University fellows who"s at the head of an electrical plant. He wrote me he could give me a little job, enough to pay my way, and I could look around and see what I want to do. I want to go as soon as harvest is over. I guess Lou and Oscar will be sore about it."
"I suppose they will." Alexandra sat down on the lounge beside him. "They are very angry with me, Emil. We have had a quarrel.
They will not come here again."
Emil scarcely heard what she was saying; he did not notice the sadness of her tone. He was thinking about the reckless life he meant to live in Mexico.
"What about?" he asked absently.
"About Carl Linstrum. They are afraid I am going to marry him, and that some of my property will get away from them."
Emil shrugged his shoulders. "What nonsense!" he murmured. "Just like them."
Alexandra drew back. "Why nonsense, Emil?"
"Why, you"ve never thought of such a thing, have you? They always have to have something to fuss about."
"Emil," said his sister slowly, "you ought not to take things for granted. Do you agree with them that I have no right to change my way of living?"
Emil looked at the outline of his sister"s head in the dim light.
They were sitting close together and he somehow felt that she could hear his thoughts. He was silent for a moment, and then said in an embarra.s.sed tone, "Why, no, certainly not. You ought to do whatever you want to. I"ll always back you."
"But it would seem a little bit ridiculous to you if I married Carl?"
Emil fidgeted. The issue seemed to him too far-fetched to warrant discussion. "Why, no. I should be surprised if you wanted to. I can"t see exactly why. But that"s none of my business. You ought to do as you please. Certainly you ought not to pay any attention to what the boys say."
Alexandra sighed. "I had hoped you might understand, a little, why I do want to. But I suppose that"s too much to expect. I"ve had a pretty lonely life, Emil. Besides Marie, Carl is the only friend I have ever had."
Emil was awake now; a name in her last sentence roused him. He put out his hand and took his sister"s awkwardly. "You ought to do just as you wish, and I think Carl"s a fine fellow. He and I would always get on. I don"t believe any of the things the boys say about him, honest I don"t. They are suspicious of him because he"s intelligent. You know their way. They"ve been sore at me ever since you let me go away to college. They"re always trying to catch me up. If I were you, I wouldn"t pay any attention to them.
There"s nothing to get upset about. Carl"s a sensible fellow. He won"t mind them."