Miranda weighed her options out, she could leave him and his insanity, with no shoes no shelter and no protection or she could wait for him to come to his senses and allow her back in the cabin. Miranda liked the option of going it alone in the wilderness it would be less cruel. Hugging herself on the porch in a far corner trying to s.h.i.+eld herself from the freezing breeze, Miranda patiently waited for Alec, praying he had heart enough to let her in.
She waited for hours.
Opening the door Alec looked around for Miranda, he didn"t need to look far. There she was hunched up in the corner. Alec ran a hand through his hair. f.u.c.k! He couldn"t keep this up. He was a serious mess when it came to her. Walking towards her noticing she didn"t even look up at him, he lifted her into his arms and took her inside. She was almost frozen. He hurriedly laid her onto the bed and removed her clothes. Quickly taking off his own clothes he lay beside her wrapping them up in a blanket and engulfed her in his arms. He could literally feel her thaw under his body heat.
They stayed that way for what seemed like an hour. Miranda wouldn"t let him comfort her this time. She wasn"t a complete moron she knew it was his way of confusing her. Hurting her or helping her he just wanted to be in control. Miranda could not take it anymore. She refused to be played again and again. She remained in his arms naked, but he didn"t attempt anything. Why did he have to be such a jerk? It could"ve been so nice between them.
Alec could feel Miranda tense and not relax into his arms. Who could blame her really? He warmed her up as best he could. She hadn"t said a word to him. When he knew her temperature was somewhat back to normal he eased away from her. "Go in for a shower, it will keep you warm."
"Please don"t... Please don"t act like you care, it"s easier when you are yourself. Makes it easier to accept."
"f.u.c.k Miranda! This is no good! Us, we are no f.u.c.king good!" He needed to come to a decision about her. Kill her or leave her. The s.h.i.+t was he couldn"t leave her in case she gets involved with somebody else. He would need to kill her it was the only way. His jealously knew no bounds.
"Of course we don"t work, you are so out of control! You won"t even give us a chance."
"Chance! You want me to give you a chance? You f.u.c.ked my brother the first chance you got! Don"t you f.u.c.king tell me about chance!" He was getting riled up again. Every time he remembered her f.u.c.king Ethan he was on the brink of losing control.
"I"ve already told you there was absolutely nothing between Ethan and I. Nothing, he creeped me out! I was so scared if you ever found out I was talking to him, even though you all but threw me out! Remember that? I was your f.u.c.king wh.o.r.e nothing more!"
"Don"t you f.u.c.king lie to me! Don"t you f.u.c.king dare!" He got up and wore his clothes.
"You know what, believe what you want! I"m the sick one not you. I"m sick because I let you hurt me time and time again. I"m sorry about Ethan truly I am, but I"m not to blame."
Alec stormed out of the cabin slamming the door. He was so f.u.c.king confused. He got in the car and took off. He needed to get out of there. He didn"t know what to believe. He called the only person who would be able to calm him down.
"Yo boss what"s up?"
"I can"t Carlos! I f.u.c.king can"t."
"Alec where"s the girl?"
"I left her at the cabin, I can"t do this. I"m going f.u.c.king crazy brother!"
"Is she hurt? Alec is Miranda hurt?" Alec could hear the concern in Carlos"s voice.
"Not physically..."
"Alec its okay bro. Go back and get her and come home. We"ll sort it out once your home okay?"
"Don"t think I can do that!" With that Alec ended the call.
Miranda had showered and put her own clothes on. They were at least clean and dry. She knew Alec had left the area and started to feel a little apprehensive. She fixed herself a cup of coffee and a sandwich. She was starved. After finis.h.i.+ng her meal, Miranda moved to the dying fire and added some more chopped wood. Where the f.u.c.k was he?
It was pitch black outside, Alec hadn"t returned. Holy f.u.c.k imagine he never returned? What was she to do? She wasn"t a nature person, smelling flowers was as close to nature as she got! Breathe Miranda, breathe! He always comes back. He always comes back!
Alec walked into the cabin, it was so dark all but the light of the fire was illuminating. There she was asleep in the bed. She looked so angelic, so fragile and so f.u.c.king s.e.xy. He discarded his clothes and moved in beside her. Miranda suddenly jerked and screamed. He easily closed her mouth with his hand. "It"s me kid... It"s me," she shook her self away. To his utter surprise she slapped him.
"You left me! You left me alone!" She was crying. Alec thinking she was through with her surprises was taken aback when she flung herself into his arms and kissed him. She held him so tight. Alec pulled away looking at her. "Punish me tomorrow but love me to tonight please."
He grabbed her by her nape and pulled her in toward him. He kissed her so roughly her lips ached. His tongue danced in her mouth, Miranda was reciprocating the kiss. The more he abused her mouth the more she responded. Miranda took off her top and pants left in nothing but her underwear. Not wanting anything between them she quickly discarded them. She wouldn"t let him think, she needed him and knew in her heart that he needed her.
Alec was deep in l.u.s.t! He couldn"t control himself. He wanted to f.u.c.k her since he f.u.c.king saw her at the conference. He sucked her nipples one by one, nipping them, pulling them till he heard her moan. His hands touched every ounce of her body. His fingers traced her p.u.s.s.y circling until her c.l.i.t was swollen, he bought his c.o.c.k thrusting inside her, f.u.c.king her with such force. s.h.i.+T! She was so f.u.c.king tight! Miranda"s legs were wrapped around him. She was withering uncontrollably beneath him. He wouldn"t be able to keep this up for long. His c.o.c.k was about to erupt.
Miranda wasn"t able to control her o.r.g.a.s.m she screamed through her pleasure. She could feel Alec"s c.o.c.k throb and with a yell she felt him release his seed inside of her. She was totally spent.
They lay quietly in each other"s arms. Miranda held on to him like her life depended on it. Alec was unsure of his next move. Never been one to doubt himself Alec found when it came to Miranda he was second guessing himself a lot.
Miranda didn"t care of the consequences she needed to be loved if only for a night. He was so good at telling her she was worthless yet she knew she must have some hold on him. Why else would he always return? Alec deAngelo loved her, although it was a sick kind of love it still mattered. She needed him to realize it. Knowing that he wouldn"t let her live without him, Miranda formed a plan to get him to reveal he had feelings for her. If he didn"t love her Miranda was certain he would have done away with her long ago.
Apparently one time wasn"t enough for Alec. He couldn"t keep his hands off her. He f.u.c.ked her twice more throughout the night. Waking her up with his c.o.c.k impaled deep inside her. She would moan half asleep, her cries were s.e.xy as h.e.l.l and it wouldn"t take him long to reach his climax.
Next morning Miranda felt the pain. Her thighs ached and her p.u.s.s.y throbbed. Alec wasn"t in the cabin. Here we go again! She thought. Every f.u.c.king time he shows a little emotion toward her he would suddenly return to his cruel facade. Ok she was learning and she had an advantage because she was ready this time.
Wrapping herself in the blanket Miranda made her way outside. Oh my! He"s hot! No s.h.i.+rt and chopping wood was apparently a turn on for Miranda. He looked so d.a.m.ned s.e.xy she had to stop herself from drooling.
"Morning," she greeted, "Get inside its cold," was his abrupt reply.
"Would you like me to fix you some breakfast?" She was hoping to get him talking.
"Miranda I"m busy," wow she really was starting to figure him out. She made her way inside and whizzed up breakfast.
Alec walked into the cabin he was sweaty and a little irritated at himself. He let things get out of control again. Miranda had set the table for breakfast. He didn"t want her to make their relations.h.i.+p something it was not, so he picked up his plate and moved to sit on the sofa.
Miranda held back her tears. She didn"t want to be disheartened but he wasn"t making it easy. Think Miranda think! She grabbed her breakfast and followed him to the sofa. With a raise of his eyebrow Miranda waited for him to react. He resumed eating.
This kid won"t relent. He shook his head. When both finished their plates Miranda cleaned up. She poured herself an orange juice and returned to the sofa. Offering him a sip, he declined.
Alec was interested to know what game she was playing. He would let her play for now.
Miranda wanted him to open up. How to do this. "I"m sorry I looked through your things," she started.
"Forget it," was his reply.
"I mean the clothes must really have meant something to you, they look like they"d been there for a while. An ex-lover perhaps?" Miranda you are so asking for it...
"They were my mother"s Miranda! Give it up kid it"s not working," funny enough it turned out he could read her too. She huffed and leaned back.
Through the day Miranda found a stack of alcohol in the cupboard above the fridge. Pouring herself a gla.s.s of something with a French name Miranda drank the spirit almost gagging. Alec could smell the alcohol on her breath. "You drinking?"
"Yes sir," she saluted him.
"Miranda I"m not in the mood" he needed to get her under control.
"I only had one drink! It"s U.G.L.Y" she spelt out ugly. Alec was thinking that this kid needed to get out a bit. She had been cooped up for almost a week.
"Put your boots on," he ordered.
"Why?" She asked with a look of uncertainty.
"We"ll go to the local club for drinks." Oh my! Was this a date?
"I kind look like a hilly Billy" she turned around so he could a.s.sess her clothes.
"Trust me kid, in this neck of the woods that"s a good thing."
Miranda hurried to the bathroom tied her hair in a neat pony tail, brushed her teeth, pinched her cheeks. She was frantically looking for something to wear. Alec was waiting for her outside checking the car"s engine, exiting the bathroom she noticed an outfit on the bed. Oki doki? His bipolar was really starting to worry her... No clothes from the trunk... Yes clothes from the trunk.
Chapter 15.
Alec watched as Miranda made her way to the car, his heart almost stopped. She wore his mother"s sixties type dress, black mini dress with a thin beige belt. It was a high neck sleeveless dress. He also left her the boots to go with the outfit, knee high beige heals. He had also put out his mother"s poncho for her to wear, after all it was cold. The outfit was timeless. She was an image of his mother. Although Gina was a blond with blue eyes, Miranda dressed as this resurfaced many memories of his mother.
Miranda walked feeling a little apprehensive about her appearance. When she noticed Alec"s eyes change she knew it was an indication that she had affected him. He motioned for her to turn. Slowly she did a turn for him. Please let him like it. Please let him like it. Really Miranda you seek the approval of a murderer?
"Thank you." Miranda said as they drove away from her captivity, she wanted to let him know she appreciated the effort of the outfit. Alec didn"t say much at all, he just drove looking straight ahead as if in another world. Realization finally hit her that they really were in the middle of nowhere. They drove for almost an hour before they reached any form of civilization.
Alec parked the car in a parking lot that looked like it was a junkyard. He noticed Miranda bite her lip, she looked unsure. He got out of the car and opened her door... Always the gentlemen Alec...
"Come on," he held her hand and urged her forward. When they reached a building that looked a lot like a factory Miranda gripped Alec"s had tight, it was unintentional, he knew she was afraid.
Reaching the entrance Miranda notice a bouncer was waiting at the door. He had his ear piece on and was donned in a black s.h.i.+rt and black pants. "Mr. deAngelo sir, it"s been a while." Alec shook the bouncer"s hand. They were led the way in. And oh my f.u.c.king G.o.d, Miranda thought, who would have thought? This place was like a f.u.c.king serious club. It was so out of control. The music was deafening. The amount of people was astonis.h.i.+ng. Dancing, drinking, strippers it was out of this world.
Alec was greeted by everybody. He led her to a lounge area on the second floor. Within minutes they had drinks served to them. Miranda noticed a few more people were on the second floor but not many at all. The attention Alec received was epic. There was a bar only for this floor. She notice the noise was also was a minimum on this level. It was fully gla.s.sed so they could see everything that was happening in the club.
Two men and a beautiful Asian woman approached them. Alec stood. "Where have you been? We thought you"d skipped the country" Alec shook their hands and kissed the Asian beauty. Wow what a body, she was dressed in a sequenced skirt and a matching bra type top. Her whole mid-section was bare.
Miranda felt so small and unimportant again. The trio joined them sitting opposite Alec and Miranda. There was a table between them. Miranda stood to take her poncho off feeling a little fl.u.s.tered. "We haven"t been introduced yet," the dark haired dude stood up and kissed her hand. "I"m Rocco, and you are very beautiful." Miranda gave him a halfhearted smile. Rocco also introduced her to Melanie and Todd.
Alec continued to drink and converse with them, although his arms stayed around Miranda on their own accord. He needed to touch her. She seemed very uncomfortable. "What you don"t like my world?" He whispered into her ear. She gave him a look that was actually warning him to behave. He laughed.
"Alec she doesn"t seem like your type, no offense." Melanie the obviously I can"t be subtle said.
"None taken," Miranda replied.
"Be nice Mel," spoke Rocco, "I"m always nice honey" she purred. Turning and giving him an open mouth kiss and moving her hand on his crotch. Breaking away from the kiss she turned her attention to Alec. "Just ask Alec, aren"t I always nice Alec?"
Miranda noticed Alec"s grin. He winked at Melanie and Miranda wanted to take his eyes out. She stiffened. f.u.c.k this! He bought her here to humiliate her. "I want to dance!" To Miranda"s delight Rocco stood up and took her hand.
"You don"t need to tell me twice. He took her hand and directed her to the lifts. Miranda didn"t turn to see Alec"s expression. He wanted to play well guess what f.u.c.ker she could play too. Rocco led her to the dance floor and Miranda felt a little crowded, people b.u.mping her and rubbing against her. Rocco moved her away so they had a little more room. She allowed the music to fill her and then started to relax a little. Having had dance levels when she was younger it was easy enough to feel the beat.
Alec was f.u.c.king furious. He watched her dance and watch Rocco drooling over her. She was avoiding any contact with him still she was in deep s.h.i.+t with Alec. The little hothead was p.i.s.sed with him. She wanted to make him jealous? Doesn"t she know what happens when his jealously rears its ugly head?
Miranda and Rocco danced for two more songs. Miranda was on a high. Enjoying being lost in the moment. She sat with Rocco at the bar as they ordered their drinks. Miranda ordered some fruity c.o.c.ktail. Rocco laughed at her facial reaction every time she had a sip of her drink. Thinking maybe she should return to her captor, Miranda decided against it. Let him f.u.c.k Melanie the Asian s.l.u.t! She didn"t care. After three more c.o.c.ktails Rocco and Miranda returned to the others.
Alec watched Miranda return, she lounged beside him. He had also noticed her drinking with Rocco. She seemed unsteady. "I"m back... Sir oh sir" f.u.c.k the b.i.t.c.h was drunk... Yep she"s drunk!
Alec took her hand and held it on his lap. "Behave," he warned her quietly. She nodded her head as if she understood the drill. She put her finger on her lip as if to stay quiet.
"Not talking sir." Alec looked at her with a stern look, again trying to get the warning across. "See I"m obeying you?" She gave him a smile that showed her perfect white teeth. "Excuse me Mia... Mmmiiiiaaaa." Alec was waiting to see how this played out. "Mmmmmiiiiiaaaaa!"
"That"s not my name. It"s p.r.o.nounced Melanie, Just Melanie." Melanie looked uninterested in anything Miranda had to say.
"Okay just Melanie, why aren"t I Alec"s type?" Alec"s mouth dropped. He watched Melanie look at Miranda like she was daft. "I mean maybe you can help me, mmmmmiiiiiaaaaa. I want to be his type but he doesn"t like me," the little witch frowned as if distraught.
"Enough kid." Alec needed to stop her.
"I mean Rocco thinks I"m okay... Ay Rocco? Rrrrrrooooocccccoooo!"
"Honey you can home with me any time." Rocco smiled enjoying the show.
"Awwwww your soooo sweet. But shhhhh I don"t think Alec would like the idea of me going home with you... He"s a little coo coo if you know what I mean!"
Alec leaned in and whispered in Miranda"s ears. "Quit it already you"re getting yourself in some deep trouble there." Miranda pulled away and nodded.
"I understand," she whispered. "Excuse me rrrrrroooooccccooo, mmmmmiiiiiaaaaa and Todd, I need to use the ladies room.... Room... Ladies room." With that Miranda hobbled away.
Alec shook his head and shared a laugh with his guests. "Quite the spitfire ay Alec?" Rocco commented.
"Careful Rocco that one"s not to be shared." Alec"s word was law and didn"t they know it. The trio stood to depart and as Alec shook their hands Mia seductively caressed his chest and bought her mouth onto his in a full open mouth kiss. Alec kissed her back, it was an erotic kiss.
"You f.u.c.king s.l.u.t!" Miranda"s voice broke their kiss. Miranda pulled Melanie"s hair and pushed her off of him.
"What the f.u.c.k do you think you"re doing?" Melanie looked furious. Miranda lunged to attack again but Alec held her around her waist while she was kicking and screaming insults.
"Hey control your b.i.t.c.h man." Came Todd"s voice. Alec threw Miranda on the sofa.
"Sit the f.u.c.k down!" He yelled at her. Alec walked casually to Todd, "What was that? My b.i.t.c.h you said?" Alec was furious.
"Well come on man she"s kinda out of control." With that Alec threw a punch smack into Todd"s face. Todd fell onto the table.
"You wanna see out of control? Get the f.u.c.k out of my club!" Security was there in an instant. "Take this trash out!"
Miranda sobered up after that, s.h.i.+t she started a fight! What the h.e.l.l was she becoming? Starting fights! Alec turned and looked at her. Despite herself Miranda put her finger to lips like she was behaving. "Why Miranda?" He looked fed up "b.i.t.c.h was all over you... That"s why? Can"t you control yourself? She was kissing you! Like kissing you!" Okay so Miranda wasn"t as sober as she thought. "Maybe I should kiss somebody also, see how you like it. Would you like that Alec? Would you like me to kiss somebody while you watch?"
Alec stalked toward her with a menacing smirk. "You wanna kiss someone in front of me?" He looked like he was plotting some humiliating scene for her to endure. He grabbed Miranda"s arm and pulled her up. "Tell me Miranda who would you like to kiss? Let"s see..." He called over the security guard. "How bout him? Hey Max would you like to kiss Miranda? She"s up for it?"
f.u.c.k Miranda you are such an idiot! Look what you"ve done now! The poor guy looked like he was ready to s.h.i.+t himself. "Ummm, sure Mr. deAngelo..."