Giving her a final kiss Alec pulled away not looking behind him, Alec had a lump in his throat, he couldn"t explain it, so he put it down to not wanting to leave Miranda believing she needed him... Or vice versa.
Crystal and Carlos took Miranda home. Once she was home she was given the rundown for tomorrow, which Miranda didn"t really comprehend. She was way too upset to care what time they were to pick her up.
Taking off her dress and wearing any old pajama Miranda hopped into her bed and shut the entire world out!
Having showered and packed a few belongings Miranda set her suitcase by the door. She didn"t have time to call the real estate and terminate her lease. Alec would have to sort it out. She flopped onto her sofa nursing an aromatic cup of coffee, recalling the year she had lived without Alec. How would she be able to cope under the conditions she was in? He f.u.c.king married her best friend! He did it, and what"s worse and what was affecting Miranda more than anything was the fact that he actually loved Toni.
What sort of life was she to live under his oppression? Miranda wasn"t a complete idiot she knew that something happened to her body when he hurt her, whatever sickness that was, Miranda believed it wasn"t normal.
Alec fell in love with Toni easy enough but why not Miranda? If he claimed he needed her to breathe, was it only to vent out his issues on her? Why couldn"t he just love her or just leave her alone? f.u.c.k him for f.u.c.king up her life! f.u.c.k him for making his sick and twisted fetishes her burden. How would she ever be able to deal with Toni?
Living under the same roof, how was the idiot going to explain that one... Oh Toni, please don"t hate me... I really am running out of people to love me.
Chapter 21.
Maybe honeymooning in Paris wasn"t such a great idea. Memories came flooding back at his last stay here with Miranda. She was such a breath of fresh air. Innocently stupid at times, still it added to her charms. She couldn"t hide her emotions if her life depended on it. Poor kid he was really f.u.c.king her up. Alec knew he couldn"t continue to play with her like he did, but at the moment he would rather die than give her up. Alec realized it wasn"t a healthy obsession, he never deluded himself into thinking otherwise but he somehow made himself believe it was okay because she needed him also.
"Alejandro baby come back to bed." Toni"s s.e.xy voice woke him from his thoughts. He turned and looked at this blond bombsh.e.l.l laying erotically on the luscious bed. Walking over to her he moved in beside her. "I miss you when you"re not near me baby," she started rubbing his crotch through his boxers.
"Ah Toni you are a s.e.xy piece of work," she continued to stroke him, what the f.u.c.k Alec thought one more f.u.c.k before they went out for dinner.
Walking up the stairs to the manor after all this time Miranda found herself becoming very anxious. When reaching the door Miranda turned and walked back to the car. "Miranda please don"t be difficult..." Came Crystals strained voice.
"No, no, no, I can"t do it! I can"t do it! Take me home Carlos! Take me home! I want to go home! I want to go home!" Miranda knew she was being dramatic but the blackness that loomed in her heart at the sight of this place was too much for her to handle. Miranda was finally freaking out!
Carlos grabbed her and embraced her. "Shhhh hey it"s okay, it"s just a house." Miranda realizing that she was in Carlos"s arms freaked her out all the more.
"No! Get away he"ll kill us Carlos! Oh my G.o.d I need to leave! Please somebody help me! Please somebody help me!" Miranda was screaming now, uncaring how she looked or sounded. She needed out! Alec would use her and abuse her here to his heart"s content, she wouldn"t survive seeing him and Toni together as a married couple! Her life was as good as over!
"Carlos do something, she"s hyperventilating." Miranda heard Crystal"s concerned voice but it did nothing to calm her.
"Miranda, Miranda honey do you want to go home?" Carlos"s question stopped Miranda"s ramblings.
"Take me home Carlos please! Please just take me home, my home, my house, mine," she broke down in sobs on the hard paved ground. On her knees crying, sobbing for a life that Alec was set on ruining. Carlos helped her up and put her back in the car.
"You can"t be serious Carlos he"ll lose his s.h.i.+t!" Now Crystal was starting to panic.
"Good he can sort it out when he gets back! She"s suffering Crystal he"s taking the f.u.c.king life out of her. I might be responsible for killing dirt bags that deserve justice but I won"t be responsible for watching an innocent kid lose her sanity. Alec needs to sort himself out, the kid needs to be where she"s comfortable. Until he returns I"ll guarantee she doesn"t run away. I"m taking her home. Tell Alec I f.u.c.king disobeyed a direct order and he can deal with me also when he gets back."
Carlos drove her home, she refused to enter without him. "Blood Carlos there was blood everywhere... Ethan"s blood." Miranda was shaking so much, she knew she f.u.c.ked up big time with Alec, and she was scared, she would cross that bridge when she get to it however now being outside her own house memories resurfaced of Alec pulling the trigger and killing his own brother in cold blood.
"My men cleaned it up, it"s spotless no evidence at all, come on I"ll show you," he held her hand and took her inside, he was right, his men had been very thorough in eliminating the evidence. Miranda took in deep breathes as Carlos bought her luggage in.
"I"m sorry Carlos, I"m so sorry I"ve put you in the middle and I don"t want to do that," tears were falling down her face again. f.u.c.k Miranda do your tears not dry up?
"Miranda come here please," he led her to a new looking sofa. "I don"t know what Alec"s reaction is going to be when he returns to find out that we both defied him, but if you stay put and maybe deal with him on your turf he might come around. If he wants you he"ll make this work. Stay strong he"s just in a really bad place at the moment."
"He married her Carlos, he married my best friend. What"s wrong with me?" Miranda allowed her self-pity to take over and why not? Really who was she staying strong for?
"If you believe something is wrong with you then I"m helping out the wrong person, nothing is wrong with you, you are a survivor they are hard to find. You"re strong and you keep yourself in there no matter what has happened to you. To me you are probably one of the bravest people I know. So stop questioning what"s wrong with you and start thinking what"s right with you, because against all odds Alec wants you and only you so chin up."
Miranda couldn"t express to Carlos her grat.i.tude, she would make it up to him one day. So Miranda settled into her house again trying to ignore their impending return. She had a month to sort herself out and recompose herself in order to deal with Alec and Toni. She was a big girl whatever he threw at her she would handle. Miranda decided not to allow Toni"s presence to affect her at all. Miranda would deal with Alec as she had before he"d gotten married, maybe just maybe he didn"t need her anymore.
"What the f.u.c.k are you saying Carlos! What the f.u.c.k did you do?" Alec wanted to fly through the phone and snap Carlos"s neck.
"Relax Alec she"s back home, kid almost needed to be taken hospital, when you get back you can bring her here, for now I"m making sure she stays put."
"She"s f.u.c.king dead Carlos. Is that what you want? Are you trying to get me to kill her?" He whispered standing on the balcony so Toni did not hear.
"Alec if you calm the f.u.c.k down you"ll see it"s not a big f.u.c.king deal. She maybe needs you to return to the manor, chill bro she"s in her home, not going anywhere without me or Crystal accompanying her, oh and by the way, she returned the money you gave her, I had Maria put it away for you."
"She"s deliberately trying to p.i.s.s me off ..."
"Actually bro I could have easily forced her inside and she knew that, it was my idea to take her home Alec, I needed her to calm down. Seriously man, you"ve put her through h.e.l.l and back... Marrying her best friend? What the f.u.c.k Alec? Allow her time to adjust to the idea of you being married. Don"t forget her only friend in the world you took away from her, cut her some slack."
Alec knew Carlos was making sense. In his mind he knew she wouldn"t risk Toni"s life for her own. Maybe it was a good idea to give her some s.p.a.ce. He ended the call with Carlos and made his way inside to his bride.
"Alejandro what is it?" Alec contemplated whether or not to tell her. "Don"t shut me out baby we have to be truthful to one another, what"s happened?"
"I wanted to surprise you, I was trying to get Miranda to move into the manor, she had agreed to it and well now says that it is too difficult for her to be with us."
"Oh... Why would you want her to move in with us?" Alec ran his hand through his hair "I though you would be happy, it is going to be a lonely road for you, I work a lot and I thought you having her there would make your life a little more pleasant."
"Oh you"re so sweet... I hope she changes her mind... How fun would that be? And that she can actually maybe take a break from rent... Poor thing works so hard, now she needs to look for another job."
The month pa.s.sed by fairly quickly, Miranda busied herself looking for a job, she was happy to find employment in a library , wasn"t the most entertaining job in the world still she liked to interact with people. Katie her boss was a sweet older women who loved her job immensely. She reminded Miranda of her Nan. Miranda enjoyed going to work and having a cup of tea with Katie.
"Oh Miranda dear can you sort out the horror section, kids made a great big mess of things today."
"Not a prob, I"ll just finish sorting out the returns and I"ll get on to it," humming to herself and not paying attention Miranda went smack bang into what felt like a rock. So embarra.s.sed at her lack of attention Miranda was apologizing profoundly to her unfortunate victim. Looking up Alec"s face was there. Oh f.u.c.k me he"s back! Breathe Miranda breathe!
"Your back..." He looked amazing like drop dead amazing, Miranda had to contain herself from drooling.
"Nothing pa.s.ses you. Let"s go." Miranda couldn"t believe he was here. She knew she would be punished for her insolence but at least she was able to get herself somewhat together.
"I"m working, I finish in ten please just let me complete my s.h.i.+ft... I wouldn"t ask but Katie"s been so good to me and it wouldn"t be fair to leave her." Miranda prayed silently he would allow her to finish her job. To her surprise he nodded his head and sat at a table, legs wide apart, watching Miranda"s every move.
Alec"s wanted to tear her f.u.c.king nice neat brown dress that was fitting outlining her f.u.c.king a.s.s with her pretty beige cardigan . The dress was just above her knees, she wore flat beige shoes that made her look a lot like the teacher you would fantasize about. Her hair was in a neat ponytail. She looked delicious. She made no real reaction at seeing him, which Alec didn"t know how to feel about. The whole f.u.c.king month all Alec wanted was to see her again, and here she was working again after he told her not to f.u.c.king work anymore.
Miranda could feel his eyes on her. She saw to her task as quickly as she could. When finished Miranda said her goodbyes to Katie. "I"ll see you to more morning Katie. I"ll meet you at the bus stop and we can catch the nine fifteen okay?"
"You"re such a dear! G.o.d bless you child, I"ll see you tomorrow." Miranda gave Katie a quick peck on the cheek and hurried to Alec.
"Thank you," she was suddenly very nervous.
"After you," he moved allowing her to exit before him. Opening the car door for her Miranda got in. Once in the driver"s seat Alec grabbed Miranda around her head and smashed his lips brutally onto hers in a painful yet very erotic kiss. She could feel his need, he actually missed her. Miranda was so lost to the kiss she forgot about the world. His smell, his scent how could she miss him so much. f.u.c.k she loved him beyond reasoning, nothing made sense... Nothing but them together... At least for this one kiss.
Finally pulling away Alec studied her. She wore minimum makeup, her vulnerability showed threw her hazel eyes. f.u.c.k he didn"t know how he went without her for so long. "Say you love me," he desperately needed to hear those words from her mouth. He prayed she wouldn"t be difficult in this, all he wanted was to be near her, not hurting her today. He watched her eyes display uncertainty, she was debating what to say.
"I... I love you." With that he grabbed her face and kissed her pa.s.sionately like he would die without her mouth. He bruised her lips, he bit her, licked her, tasted her, all he wanted was to be immersed in her. He needed to f.u.c.k her so bad. Pulling away from the kiss otherwise he wouldn"t be able to stop. "Seatbelt," she did as he said. Alec drove off.
Miranda"s heart was pounding, she was unsure why he was acting like this. Was this a way of playing with her emotions again? Maybe he was setting her up for punishment, with Alec who knew? Not a word was said as he drove her home. Very surprised he pulled up at her house Miranda was unsure how to proceed. She let herself out and he was beside her in no time at all. Entering the house Miranda noticed a change in Alec"s mood. His blue eyes darkened to almost black. Miranda knew he was recalling Ethan, and the way he"d shot him.
"Ummm would you like a drink?" Feeling very overwhelmed Miranda opted to act like this was normal.
"Take your f.u.c.king clothes off," and just like that snap back to reality.
"Would you mind if I shower first?" Pus.h.i.+ng her luck but what the h.e.l.l.
"You have ten minutes." Miranda hurried upstairs to wash herself. Quickly finis.h.i.+ng up her body shower Miranda wrapped a towel around herself and nervously descended down the stairs.
Alec had fixed himself a drink while waiting for her. The memory of him shooting Ethan wouldn"t relent, his mood went sour fast.
Seeing Miranda in nothing but a towel shot his c.o.c.k right up to full erection. "Drop the towel" She obeyed him without hesitation. He signaled her over. Miranda moved to him and without his next order she straddled him. He looked up at her with that s.e.xy lopsided grin and she wanted to kiss those f.u.c.king lips. "Wanna take the lead? Be my guest."
Miranda was nervously biting her lips, when did she become such a nymph? Not only that, he was her best friends husband and she wanted him to f.u.c.k her so bad.
Okay she felt like being a little naughty, anything to get him to forget she defied him. "Kid you have to do something, my c.o.c.k won"t stay put for long." Licking her fingers Miranda bought them down to her p.u.s.s.y, she started wantonly touching herself. Moving on him trying to get any contact with her p.u.s.s.y. Alec hissed in a breath, she took her fingers out of her hot c.u.n.t and placed them in his mouth.
Alec almost came in that second. Little witch was playing him. He sucked her fingers like they were the most delicious thing he ever tasted. Oh he was f.u.c.king about to explode. He was enjoying her little show, slowly she slid down his legs until she was on her knees in front of him unzipping his pants and freeing his throbbing c.o.c.k. This just got interesting.
Miranda studied his c.o.c.k for the first time, like really studied it. She rubbed her hands around it and squeezed a little. She stroked his length until she reached his b.a.l.l.s, shyly she touched his b.a.l.l.s and she heard him groan, good he likes that. Again she stroked him, then started to fist him delicately.
Alec was so f.u.c.king hard that Miranda was a little afraid and almost lost her nerve. Bringing her mouth down Miranda licked him, she licked his entire length back and forth, he threw his head back. Feeling a little more confident and enjoying the control Miranda took him into her mouth. She sucked him gently, and tried to take as much of him as she could. She nearly gagged a few times but she still persisted. Finally finding a rhythm Miranda sucked him actually felt herself relax into her task, Alec seemed like he was about to erupt. When his c.o.c.k expanded even more into her mouth Miranda pulled away.
Alec was about to f.u.c.king c.u.m and she took her sweet mouth off his c.o.c.k. Looking at her and seeing a cheeky side to her he allowed her to play, he didn"t know how long he would be able to hold out before f.u.c.king the h.e.l.l out of her. Miranda once again shocked him mute she turned around and impaled herself onto his c.o.c.k. She was moving herself up and down, it seemed with Miranda more was never enough. He grabbed her by her a.s.s and lifted her up only to slam her down, he heard her cry out in pleasure, Alec was awed by her boldness because he knew how much effort this took for her to boldly initiate anything, and to actually take the lead, was just a very dangerous move on her behalf.
Miranda was grateful that her back was to him as they f.u.c.ked, her pleasure was there just waiting for that final thrust, Miranda loved having the control over Alec, only to have him lose his control at the end. He kept lifting her up and dropping her down, knowing that was it. When Miranda"s c.u.n.t tightened around Alec"s p.e.n.i.s and she yelled with the pleasure, they were both done for, Alec hearing Miranda c.u.m followed her straight to heaven.
Fully spent Miranda quickly stood up to move away from Alec before he started the whole were not f.u.c.king lovers lecture. She used the towel to clean the gooey s.p.u.n.k off her thighs. Alec had readjusted himself. Miranda hurried upstairs threw on a singlet and cotton shorts and returned to Alec.
He had resumed his drinking and didn"t know where to go from here, Miranda looked like she was suddenly very anxious not at all like the s.e.xy G.o.ddess that was a moment before. His phone rang and sure enough it was Toni." Yeah babe."
"Where are you?"
"Miranda"s house." He noticed Miranda leave the living room and go to the kitchen. He knew it was hard on her.
"When will you be home, I"m missing you and I"m lonely."
"Soon, I"ll see you soon." Alec ended the call. He ran a hand through his hair not wanting to leave Miranda.
Miranda was tidying up bits and pieces in the kitchen trying to avoid hearing their conversation. The less she knew the better. Carlos was right, on her turf she might actually have a chance with Alec... Even though he was married.
"Get dressed we"re going home," oh f.u.c.k please no.
"I am home," he raised his eyebrow at her.
"Play times over your coming with me." How to approach this without causing him to click.
"I"ve promised Katie I"ll take her to her specialist tomorrow, she doesn"t like going on her own and she has n.o.body. I"m just going into town with her because she sometimes gets really dizzy and forgets where she is. Please don"t let me let her down." She watched Alec"s mind work he never really granted her much before so she wasn"t holding her breath.
"Get dressed Miranda you"re coming home with me." Miranda"s heart sank to the floor.
"Alec, please don"t make me do this, I promised Katie. Listen I have been on my ultimate best behavior, please, hey give me a chance.... That"s the least you can do, I mean after you got married and all." He squinted his eyes at her... Miranda was bringing in the big guns.
"Okay I can play, okay I tell you what, I will get Carlos to pick you up tomorrow morning he"ll give you and Katie a lift." Miranda could not believe her luck. Her heart was pounding, he actually allowed her to win one.
"Really?" she asked wrapping her arms around him. She knew it was a bold move, but her reactions were instantaneous, she had no control over her actions when her emotions took over.
"See how we go," he said pulling away, obviously uncomfortable with the affection she threw his way. Alec grabbed his keys and left. Miranda sat down before the intense emotion of guilt finally took over, she f.u.c.ked her best friend"s husband, Toni loved Alec and Miranda had just f.u.c.ked him eagerly enough... Not that she really had a choice... Nevertheless... Miranda did not have to enjoy it... And boy did she enjoy it.
Chapter 22.
Next day Alec had Carlos take Miranda and Katie to the city. It was nice not to have to use public transport, especially for Katie, perks of being the obsession of a multimillionaire... Carlos remained their chauffeur until they finished, after dropping a very grateful Katie off at home, Miranda was told she was to have dinner at the manor... Alec"s orders. She did not like that... This was his way of testing her, he had given her something now he was expecting payment... Great!
Miranda"s anxiety was taking over, the manor was beckoning for her to enter, suddenly Miranda found it hard to breathe she felt her heart would collapse on her. Alec opened the front door and waited for her to get out of the car, slowly Miranda got out, but felt her feet glued to the ground. Alec who started walking in turned and noticed her still by the car. "Miranda, let"s go," he held his hand out indicating for her to move. Shaking her head and getting back in the car. Alec ran a hand through his hair "Miranda..." Still knowing that he wouldn"t take kindly to her disobeying him, she wouldn"t enter the manor. Miranda was chanting no, no, no. Carlos cursed looking at Alec before walking inside.
Alec watched her working herself up, this was no good. Her anxiety was his fault he knew that but he needed to sort it out immediately, no use allowing her to freak out. Walking to her he bent down to speak to her. "Miranda for f.u.c.ks sake it"s just a house."
"No, no, no, I wanna go home. Please take me home I"ll be good I swear I"ve been real good." She sounded like a child. He was exasperated.
"This is your home now get out of the car." Miranda knew that making a scene wasn"t in her best interest especially if Toni was there Miranda should at least enter with some dignity. Without so much as a warning Alec grabbed her, threw her over his shoulder and walked straight into the manor. Way to keep your dignity Miranda.
Before placing her down he gave her a good smack on her a.s.s. Miranda hated him for treating her like a child, looking around Miranda was grateful that Toni was not around. Maria hurried in and embraced Miranda. "So good to have you back dearie, are you hungry?" Miranda a little overwhelmed by Maria"s affection nodded her head stupidly.