Miranda was very confused. This was really it she was leaving. "No sir I"ll just go and pack the rest of my belongings." He watched her turn and make her way to her room.
She looked around and suddenly felt very homesick. At least with Marcus it was her house! He could never take that from her. She would never be told to leave.
She found the suitcase than she had packed to come here and started to pack. "Hey you guys are back" Carlos lingered at the door. Miranda ran into his arms and sobbed. "Hey what"s this about?" He lifted her chin to look at her. He wiped her tears. "It can"t be that bad kid," he said.
Alec thought that remark was quite odd. Pack the remaining of her things? He stood trying to think what would possess her to say something like that. He then noticed she hadn"t taken her bag upstairs to unpack. Oh f.u.c.k! She thought he wanted her leave! She must have come to that conclusion when he all but ignored her for the last few days. Sometimes not punis.h.i.+ng is punishment enough...
Alec thought he"d better sort it out before she actually did pack. He was far from over with her. Heading up the stairs to her room he stopped dead in his track. She was engulfed in Carlos"s arms, he had one hand on her face as if just kissing her. Alec saw red! "What the f.u.c.k is this then?" He asked with the most threatening tone.
"Hey boss your back." Carlos released Miranda and moved to greet Alec. He abruptly stopped when he saw the murderous look on Alec"s face. "Boss, it"s not what you think man. Come on Alec you know I would never..."
"Carlos get the f.u.c.k outta here," he was through trying to conceal his rage!
"Alec man you need to chill..." Carlos said standing in front Miranda as if to protect her. This enraged Alec he was going to f.u.c.king kill them both.
"GET THE f.u.c.k OUT!" Carlos knew when not to get in Alec"s way and this unfortunately was one of those times.
Alec slammed the door hard. Miranda was walking backwards b.u.mping into things trying to get away from him. She had never known real fear until this point in her life. "Don"t you f.u.c.king move!" He yelled. Miranda didn"t know what to do. Why was he acting like this? He didn"t want her and was discarding her yet here he was about to f.u.c.king kill her because she was being comforted by Carlos.
Still trying to get away from him Miranda b.u.mped into the wall. He was on her before she could react. Grabbing her by her cheeks he squeezed her painfully hard "I told you not to f.u.c.king move!" He yelled while slamming her head on the wall.
"Alec please..." He backhanded her so hard she fell on the floor hitting her head hard.
"Alec? You calling me by my name now! You think we are f.u.c.king lovers?" He yelled while grabbing a fistful of her hair and lifting her to stand. "How the f.u.c.k do you address me?" He was clearly in a murderous rage.
"Sir." She cried.
"Sir! You f.u.c.king address me as sir! I"m your f.u.c.king master! Do you understand?" I"m your f.u.c.king G.o.d!" He was still pulling on her hair, Miranda could feel her scalp being pulled to a new degree of pain. "Do you understand?" He yelled so loud Miranda was actually petrified.
"Yes sir I understand," she was openly sobbing now.
"What am I to you?" He wanted to f.u.c.king etch it in her mind.
"My master and my G.o.d," with that he threw her onto the floor.
"Get up!" He yelled out at her. He wanted to hurt her so bad. What the f.u.c.k was she doing in Carlos"s arms? She was going to pay. His jealously knew no limits and she was the cause! "I said get the f.u.c.k up!" Watching her try and steady herself freed the beast within him! Her lip was bleeding and he felt his c.o.c.k reach a new level of fullness. He wanted to slam his c.o.c.k into her tight p.u.s.s.y! But it wouldn"t be enough he needed her to suffer!
"Strip!" He commanded. Miranda didn"t even think to disobey him or even to plead with him. He was in a state and as she could gather had lost all self-control. Miranda started to undress. Sobbing uncontrollably, she took off her top, and her jeans. "Put your f.u.c.king heels on!" he demanded. She did as she was told. Left in nothing but her matching undies and bra Miranda wanted to hide. She had no clue where this was going. "Take your bra off," he barked. Again Miranda was quick to obey.
"Turn and put your hands on the wall," she was so scared of his next move. He was unstable and she didn"t think he knew how to control his rage. She heard him open a drawer with a key and heard him rummage through the drawer until he found what he was looking for.
"Palms flat and above your head! And I swear to G.o.d if you if you break your position you"ll f.u.c.king pay," with that Miranda felt her first lash across her back. She wanted to scream but was too terrified to enrage him further. "What am I to you?" He asked when releasing his second lash onto her back. She was in excruciating pain and could do nothing but take it!
"My master and my G.o.d!" Hoping she got the answer right.
"Who do you belong to?" He was so consumed in his task Miranda a.s.sumed he was unaware of anything else.
"I belong to you sir" she replied through her sobs.
Chapter 8.
Alec"s fury was beyond anything he had experienced. Every lash he gave her released his rage. How dare she seek the arms of another man? She f.u.c.king belonged to him and only him. Lash after lash he made her answer his questions. "What am I?" "Who do you belong to?" And every single time she would repeat "You"re my master and my G.o.d." "I belong to you sir." He could see her struggling to maintain her position. Her legs looked like they were going to give way.
Miranda was about to collapse. He didn"t seem like he was anywhere near over with her. Finally after what seemed like twenty lashes they ceased. Still standing in her position so afraid to move Miranda waited for further instructions. She could hear him move and sit on the bed. His breathing was hard and ragged. Miranda wanted to flee, to escape this psychopath.
"Come here," his voice revealed nothing. Slowly turning around on shaky legs Miranda made her way to him. She stood in front of him. He was sitting with his head down. He had removed his s.h.i.+rt. Miranda noticed he was wet from sweat. Without warning he grabbed her and held her tight putting his head on her stomach. "I"ll f.u.c.king kill you, I"ll f.u.c.king kill you if you ever f.u.c.k anybody else," his hold on her tightened almost painfully. Her back was burning and she was almost out of breath from his hold.
Not knowing what to do she held his head and cradled him in her arms. The stayed like that for a while. Finally releasing her he looked up. Eyes as black as night, he stood up grabbing her by her nape smas.h.i.+ng his lips onto hers in a brutal kiss. His tongue forced its way into her mouth licking every inch of her mouth.
Alec could taste her blood and was lost to his l.u.s.t. He held her up wrapping her legs around his body, moving to the wall where he had her up against while he released his throbbing c.o.c.k and slammed it into her p.u.s.s.y pus.h.i.+ng aside her underpants. It felt like home to be immersed in her tight c.u.n.t. She was f.u.c.king wet, ready for him, her p.u.s.s.y was welcoming him home. He kept kissing her while he f.u.c.ked her and slammed into her. She was going to be the death of him.
Being impaled by his c.o.c.k Miranda couldn"t understand her body"s reaction to this crazed maniac. He had whipped her senseless not caring about her pain and here she was aroused beyond repair as he f.u.c.ked her into another o.r.g.a.s.m. Miranda knew she wasn"t far and felt her body clench around his c.o.c.k. His p.e.n.i.s throbbed and Miranda sensed he was about to spill his seed.
He abruptly pulled out of her and threw her on the bed. He grabbed her feet and pulled her to the edge, he pushed her legs open and noticed her hands automatically were held above her head. He was elated with her body"s obedience. He opened her p.u.s.s.y and hissed in a breath, she was f.u.c.king beautiful. He bought his head down and licked her between her folds. She was f.u.c.king delicious. He licked her c.l.i.t and heard her moan while thras.h.i.+ng her head from side to side. He knew that she was on the very edge. He put his finger inside her p.u.s.s.y, finger f.u.c.king her while with his mouth he teased her c.l.i.t. Alec felt her tighten around his finger before she let out a scream. He continued to lick and suckle until her body went limp.
Miranda was unable to contemplate what had just happened. Her o.r.g.a.s.m was on an epic scale. Trying to bring herself back to reality, suddenly she was pulled up and forced to her knees where he jammed his f.u.c.king humongous c.o.c.k into her mouth. Forcing her to take it as much as she could before he e.j.a.c.u.l.a.t.ed into her mouth. Miranda had felt his come squirt to the back of her throat and swallowed it in one hit. Surprised with the not being grossed out Miranda moved her head and wiped her mouth. Sitting down on the floor Miranda drew her knees up and sobbed to her hearts content. Not caring if he watched her disgraceful display. She couldn"t stop herself.
Alec hated being in this situation. He watched her cry and his body was f.u.c.king reacting to her again. Her pain sent waves of pleasure through him. She was so distraught and who could blame her? He was a f.u.c.king monster and she was the only thing that his monster wanted. "Clean yourself up," he ordered. Leaving her he entered the lock code and left the room.
After what seemed like hours Miranda stood up and washed herself clean. She put on cotton a tee-s.h.i.+rt nightie and made her way to the bed. She was done. Her body was a f.u.c.king traitor! She couldn"t fathom what she allowed him to do to her. She had a choice and the choice was not to enjoy his abuse. Her body ached all over, her mouth felt like it was swollen and her face and back felt like fire.
What was worse is that she actually was upset when she thought she was leaving him. f.u.c.king idiot Miranda! You get yourself away from him at all costs! No way would she live like this. Mind blowing s.e.x or not it wasn"t f.u.c.king worth her soul. With that thought Miranda fell into another world where pain didn"t exist.
Next morning Miranda woke to a growling stomach. She was starved. Having not eaten since yesterday lunch her stomach wanted food! It was ten and her door was still locked. She knew by the red light on the number pad. He"s going to starve her to death is that it? Jesus Miranda how are you going to get out of this one?
Alec was still overcome with rage. He thought he dealt with his rage but it didn"t seem that way today. After leaving her room last night he went into his room and showered. He was furious with the whole situation. Deciding to grab a scotch he headed to the formal lounge room. Carlos was in there drinking himself. "What the f.u.c.k man?" He started on Alec, "you think I"d touch her?"
Alec ran a hand through his hair. He filled himself a drink and sat. "Why was she in your arms? What f.u.c.king reason did she have to be in your arms?" He was clearly still worked up.
"I was saying hi to her when she ran into my arms crying. What the f.u.c.k did you do to her?"
"Not your f.u.c.king concern Carlos! She shouldn"t have gone to you for comfort! She should never need to go to any man for comfort! I"ll f.u.c.king kill her!" Alec took a deep breath. "I"ll f.u.c.king kill her Carlos."
"Alec you need to stop man. You"re f.u.c.king up this girl"s life! She"s just a kid! What"s gotten into you man?"
"I"m drowning brother! I"m f.u.c.king losing control." Alec was lost. For the first time in his life Alec had no strategic plan on his next move. He really needed to reevaluate his life. He was doing fine hiding his urges before Miranda. Always being on top of everything.
However now he couldn"t tell up from down. He wouldn"t be able to f.u.c.k anybody else now. Everything else seemed so wrong, it only felt right when he was with her. f.u.c.king her, hurting her, humiliating her, it didn"t matter as long as it was with her.
"Let her go Alec! Let her go before you do something that cannot be undone," that would be nice Alec thought. If he could undo everything and killed f.u.c.king Marcus instead of taking him on his offer. Now it was way too far into the game.
"I"m afraid it"s been already been done. She"s not going anywhere!"
"Alec I"ll f.u.c.king get the money from that d.i.c.khead just let the girl go!"
"ENOUGH! I"ll f.u.c.king kill her first!"
Walking out of the bathroom Miranda heard the beep and the door opened. It was Alec he held a tray of food and set it on the coffee table near the lounge. She watched him trying hard to see where his head was at, but unable to read his mood. The food smelt amazing and the scent of caffeine filled her senses. Wanting to attack the food Miranda restrained herself. He was looking at her strangely. "Hungry?" He asked.
She nodded. "All yours" he said indicating to the food.
Opting to sit on the floor opposite him instead of next to him Miranda placed the tray on her lap and ate quietly. The coffee hit the spot. The food was delicious. Pancakes with caramelized banana and b.u.t.terscotch sauce drizzled over. Yum! She finished the entire plate and even licked her fingers one at a time. Placing the tray down Miranda held her coffee and indulged in its aroma and taste.
The entire time Alec watched Miranda eat her breakfast. She really did enjoy the simple things in life. Sitting opposite him in a tee-s.h.i.+rt that barely covered her a.s.s enjoying her food and licking her fingers was s.e.xy as h.e.l.l. He noticed her hair was let down. Thick and wavy reaching her mid back. It kept covering one side of her face and she would put it behind her ears, only to have it fall over her face again. She looked different with her silky hair down. She looked angelic!
"Am I going to be locked up again?" She asked surprising him.
"Do you want to be locked up again?" He answered her deliberately avoiding the question.
"Please sir.., just tell me what"s going to happen to me. I cannot take much more! Yesterday I thought you were sending me home, today I"m locked up in my room. This unpredictability is killing me. I really don"t know what you want or why you want it from me." She was through avoiding the topic. She wanted the truth she wanted to know what her chances were to get away from him. She wanted to deal with it now so she didn"t keep wis.h.i.+ng she had said something.
He studied her. He wished he could let her go. Really he did. He hated having her around him consuming all of his thoughts. He hated knowing she was near him physically yet so far mentally. Alec was confused. There he said it, I"m so f.u.c.king confused!
"I have no answer for you kid," he answered honestly.
"Why can"t we be in a normal relations.h.i.+p? Why can"t we be together? Why does it have to be like this?" She choked out trying to hold back her tears.
"I"m a sick f.u.c.k kid! This is how it has to be."
"You can have any girl in the world who is more than willing to do as you wish. Why me? I just need to understand why me? What have I ever done to you?" f.u.c.k it she let her tears fall.
"I want you," was his answer to that. "I"m a selfish f.u.c.k. It"s who I am. I want you and that"s all there is to it."
"I"ll mortgage my house you can have your money. I just really need to get away from you, my soul cannot handle this. I cannot handle this. My heart cannot handle this." Miranda was openly weeping.
Running both his hands through his hair Alec was getting frustrated. "I"ve warned you about saying this s.h.i.+t about leaving kid!" He knew his anger was surfacing.
"You would keep me here against my will?" Miranda had enough. How much more could he hurt her? He was breaking her heart and to her that was worse than any physical punishment. "Punish me again sir it"s worth what I"m going to say, I love you... But I"d rather die a horrible death than spend another minute with you."
Alec"s eyes darkened. She was looking to start something. Her words sliced through him tearing at his heart. He knew he deserved her hatred. Really he understood. He created this double edged feeling. She loved him, she hated him, didn"t really matter as long as her feelings were about him and only him. Still he couldn"t let her get away with that.
"You want to run kid? Run I dare you. Just pray you don"t get caught!" He threatened. Then the next words that came out of her mouth put his body in a state of utter shock "It"s been almost three months and I haven"t had my period." Miranda blurted out. She was so afraid that she didn"t think about it until now. Her breast were tender and her hunger seemed endless.
The look on Alec"s face was chilling. He looked at her in disbelief. He went to the bathroom and opened the drawers to see the tampons and pads still in their packets unopened.
He walked out and put his hand on the wall as if to steady himself. "f.u.c.k!" He yelled making her jump. "f.u.c.k! f.u.c.k! f.u.c.k!" He yelled.
"How long have you f.u.c.king known for! How f.u.c.king long?" He grabbed her by her arm and raised her to her feet. "How f.u.c.king long?" He yelled.
"I don"t know. It"s been sitting at the back of my mind but I didn"t think anything of it till now," okay his reaction scared her.
"You would put my child in danger? You would let me hurt you knowing your carrying my child?" What? Miranda felt panicked at his behavior.
"I didn"t think! I didn"t know, I don"t know for sure it, could be anything," she was rambling. What if she really was carrying his child? "What difference does it make? Would you have allowed me to hug Carlos without going into a psychotic fit? Would you have let me disobey you without punishment? Would you let me go? What difference does it make whether or not I"m pregnant?"
"Put some clothes on and be ready in ten." He left the room and put his back against the door. What the f.u.c.k? His whole life just turned upside down.
He drove the Mercedes, of course nothing but the best for Alec right? He waited until she clipped her seatbelt before he took off. He was quiet and she had no idea what he was thinking. Regretting wearing shorts because they kept riding up her thighs making her feel a little exposed. Her off the shoulder "BITE ME" top was loose and showed her belly b.u.t.ton. She wore her flip-flops and when he looked at her flip flops he raised an eyebrow. Well what did he expect? Ten minutes wasn"t enough time to be dolled up. She was tying her hair in a ponytail while he was driving lost in his own world.
Alec"s mind was whirling. Pregnant? f.u.c.k he had hurt her and loved every minute of it. Could he control himself if she was pregnant? What if he"s urges arose and he hurt her and the baby? f.u.c.k what was he going to do? f.u.c.k me she"s having my kid! Watching her from the corner of his eyes she was putting on the radio. She tried a couple before being happy with one station. It was a rock station. And it was loud.
Miranda was listening to Matchbox Twenty"s Bent, she loved music. When the song ended she changed the station. This went on for ten minutes when Alec finally turned the entire radio off. Spoil sport! So Miranda started tapping the window and humming. She watched the scenery outside as they pa.s.sed by.
"Miranda quit it," he ordered. What was she doing? Gees this guy was stiff! She was nervous as h.e.l.l and wanted to pa.s.s the time.
"Can you tell me where we are going please?" She really was curious.
"Well dressed like that where do you think you can go?" He asked giving her a quick once over.
"Beach?" She thought it was worth a try.
"You should be so lucky kid. I"m taking you to my doctor." Oki doki this was their so called outing. s.h.i.+t just got real. Miranda really didn"t want to know if she was pregnant or not. She was happy to ignore the issue. Being pregnant would just complicate the entire thing. She prayed she wasn"t.
"Beach sounds more fun," she gave him a heart stopping smirk that showed her cute dimple.
"Don"t be cute. After doctors if you behave we"ll have lunch by the beach," she gave him a genuine smile that actually reached her eyes.
Getting out of the car Miranda stretched out. She was glad to be able to stretch. Suddenly a thought occurred to her. She might be able to get help from the doctor. This might be her only chance to escape. She would need to find a way to be alone with him. Okay think Miranda think!
Walking into this prestigious surgery Miranda was astonished that they were able to walk directly into the doctor"s office. The receptionist smiled at Alec. "Hey stranger it"s been a while," was how she greeting him. He gave that smile that would melt any girl"s heart. A surge of jealously swept through Miranda.
They entered the room and the drop dead gorgeous doctor greeted Alec with a kiss on his f.u.c.king lips. Of course he had a female doctor. "Sh.e.l.ly this is Miranda Branford. Miranda this is Doctor Smith"
"Nice to meet you Miranda. Now what seems to be the problem?"
As Alec explained the circ.u.mstances of her period being late Miranda was silently praying that she wasn"t pregnant. "Okay Miranda I need you to give me a sample of your urine." She directed Miranda to the toilet. Miranda overheard their conversation.
"It"s not like you not to use a condom Alec. Since when have you been so careless?"
"Just happened Sh.e.l.ly. Can we just get on with it?" He seemed to be very annoyed with himself.
Miranda couldn"t urinate if her life depended on it. She sat and tried and even turned on the tap to help activate her urges. But to no avail.
"Miranda what"s taking so long?" Alec asked at the door. Miranda slowly opens the door and whispered.
"I can"t pee." Alec shook his head and gave her an A are you serious look. She shrugged her shoulders and opened her hands. "At least I tried right?"
"Miranda I swear to G.o.d your testing my patience," he was really on edge. He wanted to know and she was delaying it.