"Well," I said, "I suppose it may be difficult. Let me tell you the whole affair."
So I told him. I related the whole of my adventure in the inn, and how I got the paper, and tried to read it, and could not: then, how I took it to Hare Street and put it where he had described: then how I very nearly had asked a Jesuit priest if he had any skill in cypher; and then how, once more, it had all slipped my mind, and that, a long time having elapsed, even when Rumbald became prominent again, even then I had not remembered it.
"That is absolutely the whole tale," I said; "and I know no more than the dead what it is all about. What is it all about, Mr. Chiffinch?"
He drew a breath and then expelled it again, and, at the same time stood up, withdrawing his eyes from my face. I think it was then for the first time that he put away his doubts; for I had got my wits back again and could talk reasonably.
"Well," he said, "we had best be off at once, and see what they say."
"Where to?" asked I.
"Why to His Majesty"s lodgings," he said. "I fetched him out to tell him. Did you not see me?"
"His Majesty!" I cried.
"Why yes; I thought it best. Else it would have meant your arrest, Mr.
Mallock."
I must confess that my uneasiness came back--(which had left me just now)--as I went with the page to the King"s lodgings, more especially when I saw again how the guards fell in behind us and followed us every step of the way. It was very well to say that I "should have been arrested" if such and such a thing had not happened: the truth was, I was already under arrest, as I should soon have found if I had attempted to run away. It seemed to me somewhat portentous too that His Majesty was so ready to see us, instead of mocking at the whole tale at once.
Mr. Chiffinch said nothing to me as we went. I think he himself was fully convinced of my innocence--at least of any deliberate treachery--but not so convinced that others would be; and that he was considering how he should put my case. It was a sad humiliation for me--this trudging along like a schoolboy going to be whipped, with a couple of guards following to see that I did not evade it.
We went straight upstairs, through the antechamber, and to the door of the private closet. I heard voices talking there--one of which cried to come in as the page knocked. Then we entered.
I had thought to find His Majesty alone, or very nearly so; and I was astonished and disconcerted at the number of persons that were there.
The King himself was seated beyond his great table, with the rest standing about him, five in number. On his right was Sir George Jeffreys in his rich suit, just as he had come from some entertainment, his handsome face flushed with wine, yet none the less full of wit and attention. The officer of the Green Cloth was on the other side--(it was this gentleman"s business to deal with all cases, within his jurisdiction, that took their rise in Whitehall itself); and a couple of magistrates beside him, with neither of whom I had any acquaintance. An officer, whose face again was new to me--named Colonel Hoskyns--a truculent-looking fellow, in the dress of His Majesty"s Lifeguards, stood very upright beside Sir George Jeffreys, with his hat in his hand.
A sheaf of papers lay before the King on the table.
I was even more disconcerted to see how His Majesty looked. An hour or two ago he had been smiling and gracious: now he wore a very stern look on his face; he made no sign of recognition as I came in after Mr.
Chiffinch, but, so soon as the door was shut, spoke immediately to the page.
"Well?" he said. "What have you got from him?"
Chiffinch advanced a step nearer, glancing at the faces that all looked on him.
"Sir," he said, "I am convinced there has been nothing more than an indiscretion--"
Then the King shewed how angry he was. He threw himself back in his chair.
"Bah!" he cried--"an indiscretion indeed! With his guilt staring him in the face!"
There was a murmur from the others: and Colonel Hoskyns gave me a look of very high disdain, as if I had been a toad or a serpent. For myself I said nothing: I remained with my eyes down. Once or twice before I had seen His Majesty in this very mood. For the most part he was the least suspicious man I had ever encountered; but once his suspicion was awake there was none harder to persuade. So he had been with His Grace of Monmouth on two or three occasions; so, it appeared, he was to be with me now.
"Sir," said Mr. Chiffinch again, "I have examined Mr. Mallock very closely: but I have told him very little. Will Your Majesty allow him to hear what the case is against him?"
The King, who was frowning and pursing his lips, raised his eyes; and immediately I dropped my own. He was in a black mood indeed, and all the blacker for his past kindness to me.
"Tell him, Hoskyns," he said; and then, before the Colonel could speak he addressed me directly.
"Mr. Mallock," he said sharply, "I will tell you plainly why I have you here, and why you are not in ward. You have been of service to me; I do not deny that. And I have never known you yet to betray your trust.
Well, then, I do not wish to disgrace you publicly without allowing you an opportunity of speaking and clearing yourself if that is possible. I tell you frankly, I do not think you will. I see no loophole anywhere.
But--well there it is. Tell him, Hoskyns."
I will not deny that I was terrified. This was so wholly unlike all I had ever known of His Majesty. What in the world could be the case against me? (For I now saw that Mr. Chiffinch had not told me the whole, but only a part of the charge.) I fixed my eyes upon Mr. Hoskyns for whom I had conceived, so soon as I had set eyes on him, an extreme repulsion.
He made a kind of apologetic cringing movement towards the papers. The King made no movement, but rested heavily in his chair, with his hat forward, his elbows on the arms of his chair and his fingers knit beneath his chin. The Colonel took the papers up, shuffled them for a minute, and then began. There was an extraordinary malice in his manner which I could not understand.
"The charge against the--the gentleman--whose name, I understand, is Roger Mallock, consists of two distinct points:
"The first is that he has received and concealed a paper, containing an account of a debate held between certain of His Majesty"s enemies, five years ago, in November of sixteen hundred and seventy-nine, with the list of the persons present and the votes that they gave as regards compa.s.sing the King"s death. The first point to which Mr. Mallock has to answer is, How he came to be in possession of this paper at all?"
I made a movement to speak, as his voice ceased; but the King held up his hand. Then, as if by an afterthought he dropped it again.
"Well; speak if you like--point by point. But I would recommend you to hear it all first."
"Sir," I said, "I have no reserves, and nothing to conceal. I will answer point by point if Your Majesty will give me leave."
He said nothing. I turned back to the other.
"Well, sir," I said, "I had that paper from one Rumbald, in a private parlour in the _Mitre_ inn, without Aldgate. He gave it me with some others, and forgot to ask for it again."
No one moved a finger or a feature, except the Colonel, who glanced at me, and then down again.
"The second point is, Why Mr. Mallock did not hand over the paper to the proper authorities." Again he paused.
"It was in cypher," said I, "and I could not read it."
"Then why did you preserve it so carefully, sir?" asked the Colonel angrily, speaking direct to me for the first time.
"I preserved it because it might be of interest, seeing from whom I received it."
"You preserved it then, because it might be of interest; and you did not hand it over because it might not," sneered the Colonel.
"Come! come!" said the King sharply. "We must have a better answer than that, Mr. Mallock."
Then my heart blazed at the injustice.
"Sir," I said, "I am telling the naked truth. If I were a liar and a knave I could make up a very plausible tale, no doubt. But I am not. The naked truth is that I preserved the paper for what it might contain; and then--"
I paused then; for I saw plainly what a very poor defence I had.
"And then--" sneered the Colonel softly.
"If you must have the truth," I said, "I forgot all about it."
Well; it was as I thought. Sir George Jeffreys threw back his head and laughed aloud--(he was a man of extraordinary freedom with the King)--a great grin appeared on the Colonel"s face; and His Majesty, as I saw in the shadow beneath his hat, smiled bitterly, showing his white teeth.
Even the magistrates chuckled together.