"Me quit?" I snapped. "No thanks. My job"s not done."
He nodded. "A man must do what he sets out to do. Else is he no more than a snowflake driven before the wind."
"You think this is a game?" I barked. "A contest? Do or die, or maybe both, and may the best man win?"
"With whom would I contest, Carl Patton? Are we not comrades of the trail?"
"We"re strangers," I said. "You don"t know me and I don"t know you. And you can skip trying to figure out my reasons for what I do."
"You set out to save the lives of the helpless, because it was your duty."
"It"s not yours! You don"t have to break yourself on these mountains! You can leave this ice factory, live the rest of your days as a hero of the ma.s.ses, have everything you"d ever want-"
"What I want, no man can give me."
"I suppose you hate us," I said. "The strangers that came here and brought a disease that killed your world."
"Who can hate a natural force?"
"All right-what do you hate?"
For a minute I thought he wasn"t going to answer. "I hate the coward within me," he said. "The voice that whispers counsels of surrender. But if I fled, and saved this flesh, what spirit would then live on to light it?"
"You want to run-then run!" I almost yelled. "You"re going to lose this race, big man! Quit while you can!"
"I will go on-while I can. If I am lucky, the flesh will die before the spirit."
"Spirit, h.e.l.l! You"re a suicidal maniac!"
"Then am I in good company, Carl Patton."
I let him take that one.
22.
We pa.s.sed the hundred-mile mark the next march. We crossed another ridge, higher than the last. The cold was sub-arctic, the wind a flaying knife. The moon set, and after a couple of eternities, dawn came. My locator told me when we pa.s.sed within ten miles of the pod. All its systems were still going. The power cells were good for a hundred years. If I slipped up at my end, the frozen miners might wake up to a new century; but they"d wake up.
Johnny Thunder was a pitiful sight now. His hands were split and b.l.o.o.d.y, his hollow cheeks and bloodless lips cracked and peeling from frostbite, the hide stretched tight over his bones. He moved slowly, heavily, wrapped in his furs. But he moved. I ranged out ahead, keeping the pressure on. The dog was in even worse shape than her master. She trailed far behind on the up-slopes, spent most of each break catching up. Little by little, in spite of my heckling, the breaks got longer, the marches shorter. The big man knew how to pace himself, in spite of my gadfly presence. He meant to hang on, and make it. So much for my plans. It was late afternoon again when we reached the high pa.s.s that the big man said led into the badlands he called the Towers of Nandi. I came up the last stretch of trail between sheer ice walls and looked out over a vista of ice peaks sharp as broken bottles, packed together like shark"s teeth, rising up and up in successive ranks that reached as far as the eye could see.
I turned to urge the giant to waste some more strength hurrying to close the gap, but he beat me to it. He was pointing, shouting something I couldn"t hear for a low rumble that had started up. I looked up, and the whole side of the mountain was coming down at me.
23.
The floor was cold. It was the tiled floor of the creche locker room, and I was ten years old, and lying on my face, held there by the weight of a kid called Soup, age fourteen, with the physique of an ape and an IQ to match.
When he"d first pushed me back against the wall, knocked aside my punches, and thrown me to the floor, I had cried, called for help to the ring of eager-eyed spectators, most of whom had more than once felt the weight of Soup"s k.n.o.bby knuckles. None of them moved. When he"d bounced my head on the floor and called to me to say uncle, I opened my mouth to say it, and then spat in his face instead. What little restraint Soup had left him then. Now his red-bristled forearm was locked under my jaw, and his knee was in the small of my back, and I knew, without a shadow of a doubt, that Soup was a boy who didn"t know his own strength, who would stretch his growing muscles with all the force he could muster-caught up and carried away in the thrill of the discovery of his own animal power-would bend my back until my spine snapped, and I"d be dead, dead, dead forevermore, at the hands of a moron.
Unless I saved myself. I was smarter than Soup-smarter than any of them. Man had conquered the animals with his mind-and Soup was an animal. He couldn"t-couldn"t kill me. Not if I used my brain, instead of wasting my strength against an animal body twice the size of my own.
I stepped outside my body and looked at myself, saw how he knelt on me, gripping his own wrist, balancing with one outflung foot. I saw how, by twisting to my right side, I could slide out from under the knee; and then, with a sudden movement . . .
His knee slipped off-center as I moved under him. With all the power in me, I drew up, doubling my body; unbalanced, he started to topple to his right, still gripping me. I threw myself back against him, which brought my head under his chin. I reached back, took a double handful of coa.r.s.e red hair, and ripped with all my strength.
He screamed, and his grip was gone. I twisted like an eel as he grabbed for my hands, still tangled in his hair; I lunged and buried my teeth in his thick ear. He howled and tried to tear away, and I felt the cartilage break, tasted salty blood. He ripped my hands away, taking hair and a patch of scalp with them. I saw his face, contorted like a demon-mask as he sprawled away from me, still grasping my wrists. I brought my knee up into his crotch, and saw his face turn to green clay. I jumped to my feet; he writhed, coiled, making an ugly choking sound. I took aim and kicked him hard in the mouth. I landed two more carefully placed kicks, with my full weight behind them, before the rudimentary judgement of the audience awoke and they pulled me away. . . .
There was movement near me. I heard the rasp of something hard and rough against another hardness. Light appeared. I drew a breath, and saw the white-bearded face of an ancient man looking down at me from far above, from the top of a deep well. . . .
"You still live, Carl Patton." The giant"s voice seemed to echo from a long way off. I saw his big hands come down, straining at a quarter-ton slab of ice, saw him lift it slowly, toss it aside. There was snow in his hair, ice droplets in his beard. His breath was frost.
"Get out of here." I forced the words out past the broken gla.s.s in my chest. "Before the rest comes down."
He didn"t answer; he lifted another slab, and my arms were free. I tried to help, but that just made more snow spill down around my shoulders. He put his big impossible hands under my arms and lifted, dragged me up and out of my grave. I lay on my back and he sprawled beside me. The dog Woola crawled up to him, making anxious noises. Little streamers of snow were coming down from above, being whipped away by the wind. A ma.s.s of ice the size of a carrier tender hung cantilevered a few hundred feet above.
"Run, you d.a.m.ned fool!" I yelled. It came out as a whisper. He got to his knees, slowly. He scooped me up, rose to his feet. Ice fragments clattered down from above. He took a step forward, toward the badlands.
"Go back," I managed. "You"ll be trapped on the far side!"
He halted, as more ice rattled down. "Alone, Carl Patton . . . would you turn back?"
"No," I said. "But there"s no reason . . . now . . . for you to die. . . ."
"Then we will go on." He took another step, and staggered as a pebble of ice the size of a basketball struck him a glancing blow on the shoulder. The dog snarled at his side. It was coming down around us like rice at a wedding now. He went on, staggering like a drunk, climbing up over the final drift. There was a boom like a cannon-shot from above; air whistled past us, moving out. He made three more paces and went down, dropped me, knelt over me like a s.h.a.ggy tent. I heard him grunt as the ice fragments struck him. Somewhere behind us there was a smash like a breaking dam. The air was full of snow, blinding, choking. The light faded. . . .
24.
The dead were crying. It was a sad, lost sound, full of mournful surprise that life had been so short and so full of mistakes. I understood how they felt. Why shouldn"t I? I was one of them.
But corpses didn"t have headaches, as well as I could remember. Or cold feet, or weights that crushed them against sharp rocks. Not unless the stories about where the bad ones went were true. I opened my eyes to take a look at h.e.l.l, and saw the hound. She whined again, and I got my head around and saw an arm bigger than my leg. The weight I felt was what was left of Johnny Thunder, sprawled across me, under a blanket of broken ice.
It took me half an hour to work my way free. The suit was what had saved me, of course, with its automatic defensive armor. I was bruised, and a rib or two were broken, but there was nothing I couldn"t live with until I got back to base and my six million credits.
Because the job was done. The giant didn"t move while I was digging out, didn"t stir when I thumbed up his eyelid. He still had some pulse, but it wouldn"t last long. He had been bleeding from the ice wounds on his face and hands, but the blood had frozen. What the pounding hadn"t finished, the cold would. And even if he came around, the wall of ice behind him closed the pa.s.s like a vault door. When the sob sisters arrived to check on their oversized pet they"d find him here, just as I would describe him, the n.o.ble victim of the weather and the piece of bad luck that had made us miss our target by a tragic ten miles, after that long, long hike. They"d have a good syndicated cry over how he"d given his all, and then close the book on another footnote to history. It had worked out just the way I"d planned. Not that I got any big kick out of my cleverness once again. It was routine, just a matter of a.n.a.lyzing the data.
"So long, Johnny Thunder," I said. ""You were a lot of man."
The dog lifted her head and whined. I made soothing sounds and switched the lift-unit built into my suit to maximum a.s.sist and headed for the pod, fifteen miles away, in that direction. I heard Woola"s tail flopping as she wagged goodbye. Too bad; but there was no way I could help a mutt as big as a shire horse.
25.
The twenty-foot-long cargo unit was nestled in a drift of hard-packed snow, in a little hollow among barren rock peaks, not showing a scratch. I wasn"t surprised; the auto gear I had installed could have soft-landed a china shop without cracking a teacup. I had contracted to deliver my load intact, and it was a point of pride with me to fulfill the letter of a deal. I was so busy congratulating myself on that that I was fifty feet from it before I noticed that the snow had been disturbed around the pod: trampled, maybe, then brushed out to conceal the tracks. By then it was too late to become invisible; if there was anybody around, he had already seen me. I stopped ten feet from the entry hatch and went through the motions of collapsing in a pitiful little heap, all tuckered out from my exertions, meanwhile looking around, over, and under the pod. I didn"t see anything.
I lay where I was long enough for anybody who wanted to to make his entrance. No takers. That left the play up to me. I made a production out of getting my feet under me and staggering to the entry hatch. The scratches there told me that part of the story. The port mechanism was still intact. It opened on command and I crawled into the lock. Inside, everything looked normal. The icebox seal was tight, the dials said the cooler units were operating perfectly, not that they had a whole lot to do in this natural freezer of a world. I almost let it go at that, but not quite. I don"t know why, except that a lifetime of painful lessons had taught me to take nothing for granted. It took me half an hour to get the covers off the reefer controls. When I did, I saw it right away: a solenoid hung in the half-open position. It was the kind of minor malfunction you might expect after a hard landing-but not if you knew what I knew. It had been jimmied, the support bent a fractional millimeter out of line, Just enough to jam the action-and incidentally to actuate the heating cycle that would thaw the ten men inside the cold room in ten hours flat. I freed it, heard gas hiss into the lines, then cracked the vault door and checked visually. The inside gauge read +3 absolute. The temperature hadn"t had time to start rising yet; the ten long boxes and their contents were still intact. That meant the tampering had been done recently. I was still mulling over the implications of that deduction when I heard the crunch of feet on the ice outside the open lock.
26.
Illini looked older than he had when I had seen him last, back in the plush bureaucratic setting of League Central. His monkey face behind the cold mask looked pinched and bloodless; his long nose was pink with cold, his jaw a scruffy, unshaven blue. He didn"t seem surprised to see me. He stepped up through the hatch and a second man followed him. They looked around. Their glance took in the marks in the frost crust around the reefer, and held on the open panel.
"Everything all right here?" the little man asked me. He made it casual, as if we"d just happened to meet on the street.
"Almost," I said. "A little trouble with a solenoid. Nothing serious."
Illini nodded as if that was par for the course. His eyes flickered over me. "Outside, you seemed to be in difficulty," he said. "I see you"ve made a quick recovery."
"It must have been psychosomatic," I said. "Getting inside took my mind off it."
"I take it the subject is dead?"
"h.e.l.l, no," I said. "He"s alive and well in Phoenix, Arizona. How did you find the pod, Illini?""
"I was lucky enough to persuade the black marketeer who supplied your homing equipment to sell me its twin, tuned to the same code." He looked mildly amused. "Don"t be too distressed, Ulrik. There are very few secrets from an unlimited budget."
"One is enough," I said, "played right. But you haven"t said why."
"The scheme you worked out was clever," he said. "Somewhat over-devious, perhaps-but clever. Up to a point. It was apparent from the special equipment installed in the pod that you had some idea of your cargo surviving the affair."
"So?"
"You wanted to present the public with a tidy image to treasure, Ulrik. Well and good. But the death of a freak in a misguided attempt to rescue men who were never in danger would smack of the comic. People might be dissatisfied. They might begin investigating the circ.u.mstances which allowed their pet to waste himself. But if it appears he might have saved the men-then the public will accept his martyrdom."
"You plan to spend ten men on the strength of that theory?"
"It"s a trivial price to pay for extra insurance."
"And here you are, to correct my mistakes. How do you plan to square it with the Monitor Service? They take a dim view of unauthorized planetfalls."
Illini gave me his I-just-ate-the-canary look. "I"m here quite legally. By great good fortune, my yacht happened to be cruising in the vicinity and picked up your U-beam. Ring Station accepted my offer of a.s.sistance."
"I see. And what have you got in mind for me?"
"Just what was agreed on, of course. I have no intention of complicating the situation at this point. We"ll proceed with the plan precisely as conceived-with the single exception I"ve noted. I can rely on your discretion, for obvious reasons. Your fee is already on deposit at Credit Central."
"You"ve got it all worked out, haven"t you?" I said, trying to sound sarcastic. "But you overlooked one thing: I"m temperamental. I don"t like people making changes in my plans."
Illini lifted a lip. "I"m aware of your penchant for salving your conscience as a professional a.s.sa.s.sin by your nicety in other matters. But in this case I"m afraid my desires must prevail." The hand of the man behind him strayed casually to the gun at his hip. So far, he hadn"t said a word. He didn"t have to. He"d be a good man with a sidearm. Illini wouldn"t have brought anything but the best. Or maybe the second best. It was a point I"d probably have to check soon.
"Our work here will require only a few hours," Illini said. "After that . . ." he made an expansive gesture. "We"re all free to take up other matters." He smiled as though everything had been cleared up. "By the way, where is the body? I"ll want to view it, just as a matter of routine."
I folded my arms and leaned against the bulkhead. I did it carefully, just in case I was wrong about a few things. "What if I don"t feel like telling you?" I asked him.
"In that case, I"d be forced to insist." Illini"s eyes were wary. The gunsel had tensed.
"Uh-uh," I said. "This is a delicate setup; A charred corpse wouldn"t help the picture."
"Podnac"s instructions are to disable, not to kill.""
"For a hired hand, you seem to be taking a lot of chances, Illini. It wouldn"t do for the public to get the idea that the selfless motive of eliminating a technicality so that progress could come to Vangard, as the Boss told it, is marred by some private consideration."
Illini lifted his shoulders. "We own an interest in the planetary exploitation contract, yes. Someone was bound to profit. Why not those who made it possible?"
"That"s another one on me," I said. "I should have held out for a percentage."
"That"s enough gossip," Illini said. "Don"t try to stall me, Ulrik. Speak up or suffer the consequences."
I shook my head. "I"m calling your bluff, Illini. The whole thing is balanced on a knife"s edge. Any sign of trouble here-even a grease spot on the deck-and the whole thing is blown."
Podnac made a quick move and his gun was in his hand. I grinned at it. "That"s supposed to scare me so I go outside where you can work a little better, eh?"
"I"m warning you, Ulrik-"