"In advance of royalties, mind you," said Cronshaw to Philip. "Milton only got ten pounds down."
Upjohn had promised to write a signed article about them, and he would ask his friends who reviewed to do their best. Cronshaw pretended to treat the matter with detachment, but it was easy to see that he was delighted with the thought of the stir he would make.
One day Philip went to dine by arrangement at the wretched eating-house at which Cronshaw insisted on taking his meals, but Cronshaw did not appear.
Philip learned that he had not been there for three days. He got himself something to eat and went round to the address from which Cronshaw had first written to him. He had some difficulty in finding Hyde Street. It was a street of dingy houses huddled together; many of the windows had been broken and were clumsily repaired with strips of French newspaper; the doors had not been painted for years; there were shabby little shops on the ground floor, laundries, cobblers, stationers. Ragged children played in the road, and an old barrel-organ was grinding out a vulgar tune. Philip knocked at the door of Cronshaw"s house (there was a shop of cheap sweetstuffs at the bottom), and it was opened by an elderly Frenchwoman in a dirty ap.r.o.n. Philip asked her if Cronshaw was in.
"Ah, yes, there is an Englishman who lives at the top, at the back. I don"t know if he"s in. If you want him you had better go up and see."
The staircase was lit by one jet of gas. There was a revolting odour in the house. When Philip was pa.s.sing up a woman came out of a room on the first floor, looked at him suspiciously, but made no remark. There were three doors on the top landing. Philip knocked at one, and knocked again; there was no reply; he tried the handle, but the door was locked. He knocked at another door, got no answer, and tried the door again. It opened. The room was dark.
"Who"s that?"
He recognised Cronshaw"s voice.
"Carey. Can I come in?"
He received no answer. He walked in. The window was closed and the stink was overpowering. There was a certain amount of light from the arc-lamp in the street, and he saw that it was a small room with two beds in it, end to end; there was a washing-stand and one chair, but they left little s.p.a.ce for anyone to move in. Cronshaw was in the bed nearest the window.
He made no movement, but gave a low chuckle.
"Why don"t you light the candle?" he said then.
Philip struck a match and discovered that there was a candlestick on the floor beside the bed. He lit it and put it on the washing-stand. Cronshaw was lying on his back immobile; he looked very odd in his nightshirt; and his baldness was disconcerting. His face was earthy and death-like.
"I say, old man, you look awfully ill. Is there anyone to look after you here?"
"George brings me in a bottle of milk in the morning before he goes to his work."
"Who"s George?"
"I call him George because his name is Adolphe. He shares this palatial apartment with me."
Philip noticed then that the second bed had not been made since it was slept in. The pillow was black where the head had rested.
"You don"t mean to say you"re sharing this room with somebody else?" he cried.
"Why not? Lodging costs money in Soho. George is a waiter, he goes out at eight in the morning and does not come in till closing time, so he isn"t in my way at all. We neither of us sleep well, and he helps to pa.s.s away the hours of the night by telling me stories of his life. He"s a Swiss, and I"ve always had a taste for waiters. They see life from an entertaining angle."
"How long have you been in bed?"
"Three days."
"D"you mean to say you"ve had nothing but a bottle of milk for the last three days? Why on earth didn"t you send me a line? I can"t bear to think of you lying here all day long without a soul to attend to you."
Cronshaw gave a little laugh.
"Look at your face. Why, dear boy, I really believe you"re distressed. You nice fellow."
Philip blushed. He had not suspected that his face showed the dismay he felt at the sight of that horrible room and the wretched circ.u.mstances of the poor poet. Cronshaw, watching Philip, went on with a gentle smile.
"I"ve been quite happy. Look, here are my proofs. Remember that I am indifferent to discomforts which would hara.s.s other folk. What do the circ.u.mstances of life matter if your dreams make you lord paramount of time and s.p.a.ce?"
The proofs were lying on his bed, and as he lay in the darkness he had been able to place his hands on them. He showed them to Philip and his eyes glowed. He turned over the pages, rejoicing in the clear type; he read out a stanza.
"They don"t look bad, do they?"
Philip had an idea. It would involve him in a little expense and he could not afford even the smallest increase of expenditure; but on the other hand this was a case where it revolted him to think of economy.
"I say, I can"t bear the thought of your remaining here. I"ve got an extra room, it"s empty at present, but I can easily get someone to lend me a bed. Won"t you come and live with me for a while? It"ll save you the rent of this."
"Oh, my dear boy, you"d insist on my keeping my window open."
"You shall have every window in the place sealed if you like."
"I shall be all right tomorrow. I could have got up today, only I felt lazy."
"Then you can very easily make the move. And then if you don"t feel well at any time you can just go to bed, and I shall be there to look after you."
"If it"ll please you I"ll come," said Cronshaw, with his torpid not unpleasant smile.
"That"ll be ripping."
They settled that Philip should fetch Cronshaw next day, and Philip s.n.a.t.c.hed an hour from his busy morning to arrange the change. He found Cronshaw dressed, sitting in his hat and great-coat on the bed, with a small, shabby portmanteau, containing his clothes and books, already packed: it was on the floor by his feet, and he looked as if he were sitting in the waiting-room of a station. Philip laughed at the sight of him. They went over to Kennington in a four-wheeler, of which the windows were carefully closed, and Philip installed his guest in his own room. He had gone out early in the morning and bought for himself a second-hand bedstead, a cheap chest of drawers, and a looking-gla.s.s. Cronshaw settled down at once to correct his proofs. He was much better.
Philip found him, except for the irritability which was a symptom of his disease, an easy guest. He had a lecture at nine in the morning, so did not see Cronshaw till the night. Once or twice Philip persuaded him to share the sc.r.a.ppy meal he prepared for himself in the evening, but Cronshaw was too restless to stay in, and preferred generally to get himself something to eat in one or other of the cheapest restaurants in Soho. Philip asked him to see Dr. Tyrell, but he stoutly refused; he knew a doctor would tell him to stop drinking, and this he was resolved not to do. He always felt horribly ill in the morning, but his absinthe at mid-day put him on his feet again, and by the time he came home, at midnight, he was able to talk with the brilliancy which had astonished Philip when first he made his acquaintance. His proofs were corrected; and the volume was to come out among the publications of the early spring, when the public might be supposed to have recovered from the avalanche of Christmas books.
Lx.x.xIV
At the new year Philip became dresser in the surgical out-patients"
department. The work was of the same character as that which he had just been engaged on, but with the greater directness which surgery has than medicine; and a larger proportion of the patients suffered from those two diseases which a supine public allows, in its prudishness, to be spread broadcast. The a.s.sistant-surgeon for whom Philip dressed was called Jacobs. He was a short, fat man, with an exuberant joviality, a bald head, and a loud voice; he had a c.o.c.kney accent, and was generally described by the students as an "awful bounder"; but his cleverness, both as a surgeon and as a teacher, caused some of them to overlook this. He had also a considerable facetiousness, which he exercised impartially on the patients and on the students. He took a great pleasure in making his dressers look foolish. Since they were ignorant, nervous, and could not answer as if he were their equal, this was not very difficult. He enjoyed his afternoons, with the home truths he permitted himself, much more than the students who had to put up with them with a smile. One day a case came up of a boy with a club-foot. His parents wanted to know whether anything could be done.
Mr. Jacobs turned to Philip.
"You"d better take this case, Carey. It"s a subject you ought to know something about."
Philip flushed, all the more because the surgeon spoke obviously with a humorous intention, and his brow-beaten dressers laughed obsequiously. It was in point of fact a subject which Philip, since coming to the hospital, had studied with anxious attention. He had read everything in the library which treated of talipes in its various forms. He made the boy take off his boot and stocking. He was fourteen, with a snub nose, blue eyes, and a freckled face. His father explained that they wanted something done if possible, it was such a hindrance to the kid in earning his living. Philip looked at him curiously. He was a jolly boy, not at all shy, but talkative and with a cheekiness which his father reproved. He was much interested in his foot.
"It"s only for the looks of the thing, you know," he said to Philip. "I don"t find it no trouble."
"Be quiet, Ernie," said his father. "There"s too much gas about you."
Philip examined the foot and pa.s.sed his hand slowly over the shapelessness of it. He could not understand why the boy felt none of the humiliation which always oppressed himself. He wondered why he could not take his deformity with that philosophic indifference. Presently Mr. Jacobs came up to him. The boy was sitting on the edge of a couch, the surgeon and Philip stood on each side of him; and in a semi-circle, crowding round, were students. With accustomed brilliancy Jacobs gave a graphic little discourse upon the club-foot: he spoke of its varieties and of the forms which followed upon different anatomical conditions.
"I suppose you"ve got talipes equinus?" he said, turning suddenly to Philip.
"Yes."
Philip felt the eyes of his fellow-students rest on him, and he cursed himself because he could not help blushing. He felt the sweat start up in the palms of his hands. The surgeon spoke with the fluency due to long practice and with the admirable perspicacity which distinguished him. He was tremendously interested in his profession. But Philip did not listen.