Publishedat 21st of May 2019 05:59:42 AMChapter 2
I basically returned to my old status when I woke up the next day . Mommy Vyvyan had an abundance of mana, and it was very compatible with my body . My mana was derived from her, after all .
I was ready to die the last two days . I struggled with the pain that I’d rather be relieved from during the time . I, in fact, contemplated suicide . Thanks to Mommy Vyvyan, I was able to feel the bliss of being able to breathe and feel normal physically . I really did feel reborn .
I touched my lips . The soothing feeling of sucking Mommy Vyvyan’ blood yesterday evening was still in my mind just as my first time with Nier lingered in my mind . The satisfying and soothing bliss was a memory that was hard to forget . Based on my limited knowledge, the Galadriel Tribe was a tribe of dark elves who had completed their evolution . I never thought I’d enjoy the feeling of sucking blood .
My rationality told me the consequences of sucking blood – though said consequences were partially my conjecture . As far as consequences I experienced before, they were never pleasant . I was certain I’d grow an addiction to sucking blood . Once I was addicted, I’d have to rely on Mommy Vyvyan . Without her by my side, I’d have to resort to sucking the blood of others . If we were being hypothetical and say that I met Elizabeth, my girls or my wives . Wouldn’t I have to suck their blood at night, then?
Mommy Vyvyan was right . I had no choice but to stay by her side in the future in order to live . There was no way I didn’t miss the North . I wanted to return there . My mind was filled the images of my girls’ sleeping faces as well as Nier and Lucia’s . I was positive the two of them didn’t want me to leave, and I was also confident n.o.body could find Mommy Vyvyan if she refused to let others know where she was .
I wanted to go back, see my family and give my girls a hug . But alas, I couldn’t go back . Without Mommy Vyvyan, I couldn’t go anywhere . I didn’t want to let them see me sucking blood, either . You could say I was no longer an ordinary elf or human; I was a blood-sucking dark elf just as Mera was…
Mera was able to resist her urges to suck blood . I wasn’t addicted yet; however, I eventually would be, for I couldn’t survive without sucking blood . I couldn’t let my children see me in my bloodthirsty state nor could I endanger Lucia and Nier .
Nier and Lucia must’ve thought Vyvyan and I went missing . Actually, that was good to an extent . They could raise our children . I didn’t know what would happen to the elves; nevertheless, surely they’d be fine . Elizabeth would have to leave the North in due time, though, which meant that it’d all be on Freya . Freya was my sister in name . Accordingly, n.o.body would oppose her becoming the next monarch or regent .
I thought my life ended the moment I used magic . My body was a completely wreck . I couldn’t haul my broken body back to the North . On a positive note, living with Mommy Vyvyan wasn’t catastrophic by any stretch . It was fine for me to live in seclusion, where n.o.body would see me in my irreparable state . In my opinion, I accomplished enough important deeds there; it was acceptable for me to lead a peaceful life elsewhere for the remainder of my time .
I got dressed . I tidied up my room before leaving . It was dead silent outside . There was only the warm sunlight in the house . I didn’t know what time it was, but the warm sun put me on the verge of tears . Breakfast, which was berries and dew, was placed on the table . I wasn’t sure what time Mommy Vyvyan got out of bed . When I had a few berries, I almost shed tears of bliss .
The villa seemed to be the place the Galadriel Tribe spent their annual holiday . There were patrol guards and cleaners here . I didn’t know where they were at the time . Mommy Vyvyan could’ve sent them away for all I knew .
Outside the window of the dining hall was the bright sun . I walked into the sunlight and looked down at the flower garden below through the window . I was sure there was somebody often tending to the garden . Mommy Vyvyan was apparently burying something in the flower garden . I thought she was tidying up the garden . Elves were fond of flowers; I surmised Mommy Vyvyan was planting something in the garden . I went to into the flower garden and saw a big pile of soil that Mommy Vyvyan dug up . On top of it were flowers that had just been planted . The dew from the early morning was still on it . Mommy Vyvyan seemed to be slightly frantic . She turned her head and was surprised to see me: “Son, you’re awake already?”
“Yeah . ”
“How are you feeling? You’ve just recovered, so you should still be feeling relative weak, right? It’s fine, Son . Go and rest . There’s nothing that you need to do here . ”
Mommy Vyvyan placed her hand on my chest and gave me a somewhat hard push back into the building . I smiled and caught her hand: “It’s okay, Mommy Vyvyan . I’m feeling fine now . You are my Mom, after all . Mom, are you planting flowers now? I’ll help you . ”
“No! No! No! No!” exclaimed Mommy Vyvyan, firmly pressing her hand on mine . “Mommy has actually finished planting the flowers . Mommy doesn’t need your help . Son, do you not know your own body? You’re relying on Mommy’s mana to move right now . If you expend too much energy on meaningless things, you might revert back to a paralysed state . Mommy can’t let you take the risk . Just go on back . Go back and rest, Son . ”
It was the first time I saw Mommy Vyvyan so resolute . I felt she was excessively paranoid . Then again, I looked as if I had one foot in the coffin previously and had just recovered . As a consequence, it was comprehendible as to why Mom wouldn’t let me do that .
I smiled and planned to turn around to leave, I suddenly noticed a trace of what resembled blood on Mommy Vyvyan’s collar . However, the red blood mark only appeared for a second, as she pushed me back inside immediately after . Mom said, “Son, just rest up well . Once I’m done was.h.i.+ng my hands, I’ll pour you a hot cup of tea . We haven’t had a cosy cup of tea together in a very long time . ”
“Ah… All right…”
Mommy Vyvyan spun around and returned to the centre of the flower garden, leaving me to my own bewilderment .
The trace of blood on Mom’s collar concerned me . Having said that, it seemed to be the spot I sucked her blood from yesterday . Perhaps it was where I left the wound, I thought . A sinful feeling loomed within me when I recalled how I ripped into Mommy Vyyan’s neck yesterday evening . However, the thought of having her to bite her every evening henceforward was more heartbreaking… But then… I suddenly realised something: couldn’t Mommy Vyvyan heal wounds? Was it impossible for her to heal from wounds I inflicted? The answer was beyond my knowledge base . All I could say for sure was that the trace of blood didn’t belong to me .
I basically returned to my old status when I woke up the next day . Mommy Vyvyan had an abundance of mana, and it was very compatible with my body . My mana was derived from her, after all
I was ready to die the last two days . I struggled with the pain that I’d rather be relieved from during the time . I, in fact, contemplated suicide . Thanks to Mommy Vyvyan, I was able to feel the bliss of being able to breathe and feel normal physically . I really did feel reborn
I touched my lips . The soothing feeling of sucking Mommy Vyvyan’ blood yesterday evening was still in my mind just as my first time with Nier lingered in my mind . The satisfying and soothing bliss was a memory that was hard to forget . Based on my limited knowledge, the Galadriel Tribe was a tribe of dark elves who had completed their evolution . I never thought I’d enjoy the feeling of sucking blood
My rationality told me the consequences of sucking blood – though said consequences were partially my conjecture . As far as consequences I experienced before, they were never pleasant . I was certain I’d grow an addiction to sucking blood . Once I was addicted, I’d have to rely on Mommy Vyvyan . Without her by my side, I’d have to resort to sucking the blood of others . If we were being hypothetical and say that I met Elizabeth, my girls or my wives . Wouldn’t I have to suck their blood at night, then?.
Mommy Vyvyan was right . I had no choice but to stay by her side in the future in order to live . There was no way I didn’t miss the North . I wanted to return there . My mind was filled the images of my girls’ sleeping faces as well as Nier and Lucia’s . I was positive the two of them didn’t want me to leave, and I was also confident n.o.body could find Mommy Vyvyan if she refused to let others know where she was
I wanted to go back, see my family and give my girls a hug . But alas, I couldn’t go back . Without Mommy Vyvyan, I couldn’t go anywhere . I didn’t want to let them see me sucking blood, either . You could say I was no longer an ordinary elf or human; I was a blood-sucking dark elf just as Mera was….
Mera was able to resist her urges to suck blood . I wasn’t addicted yet; however, I eventually would be, for I couldn’t survive without sucking blood . I couldn’t let my children see me in my bloodthirsty state nor could I endanger Lucia and Nier
Nier and Lucia must’ve thought Vyvyan and I went missing . Actually, that was good to an extent . They could raise our children . I didn’t know what would happen to the elves; nevertheless, surely they’d be fine . Elizabeth would have to leave the North in due time, though, which meant that it’d all be on Freya . Freya was my sister in name . Accordingly, n.o.body would oppose her becoming the next monarch or regent
I thought my life ended the moment I used magic . My body was a completely wreck . I couldn’t haul my broken body back to the North . On a positive note, living with Mommy Vyvyan wasn’t catastrophic by any stretch . It was fine for me to live in seclusion, where n.o.body would see me in my irreparable state . In my opinion, I accomplished enough important deeds there; it was acceptable for me to lead a peaceful life elsewhere for the remainder of my time
I got dressed . I tidied up my room before leaving . It was dead silent outside . There was only the warm sunlight in the house . I didn’t know what time it was, but the warm sun put me on the verge of tears . Breakfast, which was berries and dew, was placed on the table . I wasn’t sure what time Mommy Vyvyan got out of bed . When I had a few berries, I almost shed tears of bliss
The villa seemed to be the place the Galadriel Tribe spent their annual holiday . There were patrol guards and cleaners here . I didn’t know where they were at the time . Mommy Vyvyan could’ve sent them away for all I knew
Outside the window of the dining hall was the bright sun . I walked into the sunlight and looked down at the flower garden below through the window . I was sure there was somebody often tending to the garden . Mommy Vyvyan was apparently burying something in the flower garden . I thought she was tidying up the garden . Elves were fond of flowers; I surmised Mommy Vyvyan was planting something in the garden . I went to into the flower garden and saw a big pile of soil that Mommy Vyvyan dug up . On top of it were flowers that had just been planted . The dew from the early morning was still on it . Mommy Vyvyan seemed to be slightly frantic . She turned her head and was surprised to see me: “Son, you’re awake already?”.
“Yeah . ”.
“How are you feeling? You’ve just recovered, so you should still be feeling relative weak, right? It’s fine, Son . Go and rest . There’s nothing that you need to do here . ”.
Mommy Vyvyan placed her hand on my chest and gave me a somewhat hard push back into the building . I smiled and caught her hand: “It’s okay, Mommy Vyvyan . I’m feeling fine now . You are my Mom, after all . Mom, are you planting flowers now? I’ll help you . ”.
“No! No! No! No!” exclaimed Mommy Vyvyan, firmly pressing her hand on mine . “Mommy has actually finished planting the flowers . Mommy doesn’t need your help . Son, do you not know your own body? You’re relying on Mommy’s mana to move right now . If you expend too much energy on meaningless things, you might revert back to a paralysed state . Mommy can’t let you take the risk . Just go on back . Go back and rest, Son . ”.
It was the first time I saw Mommy Vyvyan so resolute . I felt she was excessively paranoid . Then again, I looked as if I had one foot in the coffin previously and had just recovered . As a consequence, it was comprehendible as to why Mom wouldn’t let me do that
I smiled and planned to turn around to leave, I suddenly noticed a trace of what resembled blood on Mommy Vyvyan’s collar . However, the red blood mark only appeared for a second, as she pushed me back inside immediately after . Mom said, “Son, just rest up well . Once I’m done was.h.i.+ng my hands, I’ll pour you a hot cup of tea . We haven’t had a cosy cup of tea together in a very long time . ”.
“Ah… All right…”.
Mommy Vyvyan spun around and returned to the centre of the flower garden, leaving me to my own bewilderment
The trace of blood on Mom’s collar concerned me . Having said that, it seemed to be the spot I sucked her blood from yesterday . Perhaps it was where I left the wound, I thought . A sinful feeling loomed within me when I recalled how I ripped into Mommy Vyyan’s neck yesterday evening . However, the thought of having her to bite her every evening henceforward was more heartbreaking… But then… I suddenly realised something: couldn’t Mommy Vyvyan heal wounds? Was it impossible for her to heal from wounds I inflicted? The answer was beyond my knowledge base . All I could say for sure was that the trace of blood didn’t belong to me
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