Tessie stiffened. Her teeth were set, her eyes sparkled. She tossed her head. "Well, I"m sure, Mr. Mory, it"s good enough for me. Too bad you had to come home at all now you"re so elegant and swell, and everything. You better go call on Angie Hatton instead of wasting time on me. She"d probably be tickled to see you."
He stumbled to his feet, then, awkwardly. "Aw, say, Tessie, I didn"t mean--why, say--you don"t suppose--why, believe me, I pretty near busted out cryin" when I saw the Junction eatin" house when my train came in. And I been thinking of you every minute. There wasn"t a day----"
"Tell that to your swell New York friends. I may be a hick but I ain"t a fool." She was near to tears.
"Why, say, Tess, listen! Listen! If you knew--if you knew--A guy"s got to--he"s got no right to----"
And presently Tessie was mollified, but only on the surface. She smiled and glanced and teased and sparkled. And beneath was terror.
He talked differently. He walked differently. It wasn"t his clothes or the army. It was something else--an ease of manner, a new leisureliness of glance, an air. Once Tessie had gone to Milwaukee over Labor Day. It was the extent of her experience as a traveler.
She remembered how superior she had felt for at least two days after.
But Chuck! California! New York! It wasn"t the distance that terrified her. It was his new knowledge, the broadening of his vision, though she did not know it and certainly could not have put it into words.
They went walking down by the river to Oneida Springs, and drank some of the sulphur water that tasted like rotten eggs. Tessie drank it with little shrieks and shudders and puckered her face up into an expression indicative of extreme disgust.
"It"s good for you," Chuck said, and drank three cups of it, manfully.
"That taste is the mineral qualities the water contains--sulphur and iron and so forth."
"I don"t care," snapped Tessie irritably. "I hate it!" They had often walked along the river and tasted of the spring water, but Chuck had never before waxed scientific. They took a boat at Baumann"s boathouse and drifted down the lovely Fox River.
"Want to row?" Chuck asked. "I"ll get an extra pair of oars if you do."
"I don"t know how. Besides, it"s too much work. I guess I"ll let you do it."
Chuck was fitting his oars in the oarlocks. She stood on the landing looking down at him. His hat was off. His hair seemed blonder than ever against the rich tan of his face. His neck muscles swelled a little as he bent. Tessie felt a great longing to bury her face in the warm red skin. He straightened with a sigh and smiled at her. "I"ll be ready in a minute." He took off his coat and turned his khaki shirt in at the throat, so that you saw the white line of his untanned chest in strange contrast to his sun-burned throat. A feeling of giddy faintness surged over Tessie. She stepped blindly into the boat and would have fallen if Chuck"s hard, firm grip had not steadied her.
"Whoa, there! Don"t you know how to step into a boat? There. Walk along the middle."
She sat down and smiled up at him. "I don"t know how I come to do that. I never did before."
Chuck braced his feet, rolled up his sleeves, and took an oar in each brown hand, bending rhythmically to his task. He looked about him, then at the girl, and drew a deep breath, feathering his oars. "I guess I must have dreamed about this more"n a million times."
"Have you, Chuck?"
They drifted on in silence. "Say, Tess, you ought to learn to row.
It"s good exercise. Those girls in California and New York, they play tennis and row and swim as good as the boys. Honest, some of "em are wonders!"
"Oh, I"m sick of your swell New York friends! Can"t you talk about something else?"
He saw that he had blundered without in the least understanding how or why. "All right. What"ll we talk about?" In itself a fatal admission.
"About--you." Tessie made it a caress.
"Me? Nothin" to tell about me. I just been drillin" and studyin" and marchin" and readin" some---- Oh, say, what d"you think?"
"What?"
"They been learnin" us--teachin" us, I mean--French. It"s the darnedest language! Bread is pain. Can you beat that? If you want to ask for a piece of bread, you say like this: DONNAY MA UN MORSO DOO PANG. See?"
"My!" breathed Tessie.
And within her something was screaming: Oh, my G.o.d! Oh, my G.o.d! He knows French. And those girls that can row and swim and everything.
And me, I don"t know anything. Oh, G.o.d, what"ll I do?
It was as though she could see him slipping away from her, out of her grasp, out of her sight. She had no fear of what might come to him in France. Bullets and bayonets would never hurt Chuck. He"d make it, just as he always made the 7:50 when it seemed as if he was going to miss it sure. He"d make it there and back, all right. But he"d be a different Chuck, while she stayed the same Tessie. Books, travel, French, girls, swell folks----
And all the while she was smiling and dimpling and trailing her hand in the water. "Bet you can"t guess what I got in that lunch box."
"Chocolate cake."
"Well, of course I"ve got chocolate cake. I baked it myself this morning."
"Yes, you did!" "Why, Chuck Mory, I did so! I guess you think I can"t do anything, the way you talk."
"Oh, don"t I! I guess you know what I think."
"Well, it isn"t the cake I mean. It"s something else."
"Fried chicken!"
"Oh, now you"ve gone and guessed it." She pouted prettily.
"You asked me to, didn"t you?"
Then they laughed together, as at something exquisitely witty. Down the river, drifting, rowing. Tessie pointed to a house half hidden among the trees on the farther sh.o.r.e: "There"s Hatton"s camp. They say they have grand times there with their swell crowd some Sat.u.r.days and Sundays. If I had a house like that, I"d live in it all the time, not just a couple of days out of the whole year." She hesitated a moment.
"I suppose it looks like a shanty to you now."
Chuck surveyed it, patronizingly. "No, it"s a nice little place."
They beached their boat, and built a little fire, and had supper on the riverbank, and Tessie picked out the choice bits for him--the breast of the chicken, beautifully golden brown; the ripest tomato; the firmest, juiciest pickle; the corner of the little cake which would give him a double share of icing.
From Chuck, between mouthfuls: "I guess you don"t know how good this tastes. Camp grub"s all right, but after you"ve had a few months of it you get so you don"t believe there IS such a thing as real fried chicken and homemade chocolate cake."
"I"m glad you like it, Chuck. Here, take this drumstick. You ain"t eating a thing!" His fourth piece of chicken.
Down the river as far as the danger line just above the dam, with Tessie pretending fear just for the joy of having Chuck rea.s.sure her.
Then back again in the dusk, Chuck bending to the task now against the current. And so up the hill, homeward bound. They walked very slowly, Chuck"s hand on her arm. They were dumb with the tragic, eloquent dumbness of their kind. If she could have spoken the words that were churning in her mind, they would have been something like this:
"Oh, Chuck, I wish I was married to you. I wouldn"t care if only I had you. I wouldn"t mind babies or anything. I"d be glad. I want our house, with a dining-room set, and a mahogany bed, and one of those overstuffed sets in the living room, and all the housework to do. I"m scared. I"m scared I won"t get it. What"ll I do if I don"t?"
And he, wordlessly: "Will you wait for me, Tessie, and keep on thinking about me? And will you keep yourself like you are so that if I come back----"
Aloud, she said: "I guess you"ll get stuck on one of those French girls. I should worry! They say wages at the watch factory are going to be raised, workers are so scarce. I"ll probably be as rich as Angie Hatton time you get back."
And he, miserably: "Little old Chippewa girls are good enough for Chuck. I ain"t counting on taking up with those Frenchies. I don"t like their jabber, from what I know of it. I saw some pictures of "em, last week, a fellow in camp had who"d been over there. Their hair is all funny, and fixed up with combs and stuff, and they look real dark like foreigners."
It had been rea.s.suring enough at the time. But that was six months ago. And now here was the Tessie who sat on the back porch, evenings, surveying the sunset. A listless, lackadaisical, brooding Tessie.
Little point to going downtown Sat.u.r.day nights now. There was no familiar, beloved figure to follow you swiftly as you turned off Elm Street, homeward bound. If she went downtown now, she saw only those Sat.u.r.day-night family groups which are familiar to every small town.
The husband, very damp as to hair and clean as to shirt, guarding the gocart outside while the woman accomplished her Sat.u.r.day-night trading at Ding"s or Halpin"s. Sometimes there were as many as half a dozen gocarts outside Halpin"s, each containing a sleeping burden, relaxed, chubby, fat-cheeked. The waiting men smoked their pipes and conversed largely. "h.e.l.lo, Ed. The woman"s inside, buyin" the store out, I guess."