"Is that all? Are you sure?" fussed his grandmother. "What about breakfast?"
The waiter had already moved away. The old man leaned forward and touched his grandson"s arm.
"So, no lectures again today, I suppose?" he said.
"Sadly not," responded Mitsos. "I"m used to that now."
The young man was spending a year at Thessaloniki University, studying for an MA, but the lecturers were on strike that day, along with every other civil servant in the country, so for Mitsos it was a holiday of sorts. After a long night in a club, he was making his way home to sleep.
He had grown up in London but every summer Mitsos had visited his paternal grandparents in Greece, and each Sat.u.r.day, from the age of five, he had attended Greek school. His year in the university was almost at an end, and though strikes had often meant missed lectures, he was now totally fluent in what he thought of as his "father" tongue.
In spite of his grandparents" pressing invitation, Mitsos was living in student accommodation, but made regular weekend visits to their apartment close to the sea where they almost overwhelmed him with the fierce devotion that is the duty of the Greek grandparent.
"There"s been more industrial action than ever this year," said his grandfather. "We just have to put up with it though, Mitsos. And hope that things get better."
As well as the teachers and the doctors, the garbage men were striking and, as usual, there was no public transport. The holes in the roads and cracks in the pavement would remain unrepaired for many months more. Life at the best of times was tough for the old couple, and Mitsos was suddenly aware of their frailty as he glimpsed his grandmother"s badly scarred arm and his grandfather"s twisted, arthritic hands.
At the same moment he noticed a man making his way along the pavement towards them, tapping a white stick in front of him. His route was an obstacle course: cars illegally parked half on the pavement, uneven verges, random bollards and cafe tables, all of which needed to be negotiated. Mitsos leaped to his feet as he saw the man hesitate, finally baffled by a cafe sign that had been planted right in the centre of the pavement.
"Let me help you," he said. "Where is it that you want to go?"
He looked into a face that was younger than his own and with almost translucent sightless eyes. The skin was pale, and across one eyelid zigzagged a clumsily sewn scar.
The blind man smiled in Mitsos" direction.
"I"m OK," he replied. "I come this way every day. But there"s always something new to deal with . . ."
Cars thundered past on the brief stretch of road that took them to the next set of lights, almost drowning out Mitsos" next words.
"Well, let me take you across the road at least."
He took the blind man"s arm and they walked together to the other side, though Mitsos could feel his confidence and determination, and was almost embarra.s.sed to have helped him.
As they stepped on to the pavement opposite, he loosened his hold on the man"s arm. Now their eyes seemed to meet.
"Thank you."
Mitsos realised there was a new danger for the blind man on this side of the road. Close by was a sheer drop into the sea.
"You know the sea is right there, don"t you?"
"Of course I do. I walk here every day.
Promenaders seemed lost inside their own worlds, or immersed in their privately pounding music, and were oblivious to the man"s vulnerability. Several times his white stick caught their eye in the fraction of a second before a potential collision.
"Wouldn"t it be safer, less crowded, to go elsewhere?" Mitsos asked him.
"It would, but then I"d be missing all of this. . ." he replied.
He indicated with a sweep of his arm the sea around him and the curving bay that stretched in a satisfying semicircle before them, and then pointed dead ahead, to the snow-capped mountains that lay a hundred kilometres away across the sea.
"Mount Olympus. This ever-changing sea. The tankers. The fishing vessels. I know you think I can"t see them, but I could once. I know they are there, I still have them in my mind"s eye, and I always will have. And it"s not just what you are looking at, is it? Just close your eyes."
The young man took Mitsos" hand and held on to it. Mitsos was surprised by the smooth, marble coolness of his fine fingers and was grateful for the physical rea.s.surance that he was not alone. He realised what it would be like to be standing there in the dark, a solitary, vulnerable figure on this busy esplanade.
And in that moment, as his world went black, Mitsos felt his senses heighten. Noises that were loud became a deafening roar, and the heat of the sun on his head almost made him swoon.
"Stay like this," urged the blind man as he felt a momentary withdrawal from his grip. "Just for a few minutes more."
"Of course," Mitsos replied, "it"s shocking how intense everything feels. I"m just trying to get used to it. I feel so exposed in this crowded place."
Without opening his eyes, he could tell from the tone of the response that the man was smiling.
"Just another moment. And then you will feel so much more . . ."
He was right.
The strong smell of the sea, the dampness of the air on his skin, the rhythmic lap of the waves against the sea wall, were all magnified.
"And you realise it"s different every day? Every . . . single . . . day. In the summer the air is so still, and the water so flat like oil and I know the mountains disappear in the haze. The heat bounces off these stones and I feel it through the soles of my shoes."
Both men stood facing out to sea. It could not be described as a typical Thessaloniki morning. As the man had said, no two days were ever the same, but there was one constant in the sweeping view laid out in front of them: a sense of both history and timelessness.
"I feel people around me. Not just people like you who are in the present, but others too. This place is crowded with the past, teeming with people and they are as real as you. I can see them neither more nor less clearly. Does that make sense?"
"Yes, it does, of course it does."
Mitsos did not want to turn his back and walk away, even though this young man would not see it. Just in those few moments with him, he felt his senses had been stirred. Philosophy cla.s.ses had taught him that the things you see are not necessarily the most real, but this was a new experience of it.
"My name"s Pavlos," the blind man said.
"And mine is Dimitri, but everyone calls me Mitsos."
"I love this place," Pavlos said. His words were heartfelt. "There are probably easier places for a blind person to live, but I wouldn"t want to be anywhere else."
"No, I see . . . I mean, I can understand that. It"s a beau- I mean an amazing city." Mitsos quickly corrected himself, annoyed by his own carelessness. "Look . . . I"d better get back to my grandparents," he said. "But it"s been great to meet you."
"It was good to meet you too. And thanks for helping me across."
Pavlos turned and walked away, resuming the rapid tapping of his spindly white stick. Mitsos stood and watched him for a while. He was quite sure that Pavlos could feel the warmth of his eyes on his back. He hoped so, and suppressed the urge to rush towards him, to share his walk along the sea, to continue talking to him. Perhaps another day . . .
I love this place the words seemed to echo around him.
He returned to the cafe table, visibly affected by this encounter.
"That was nice of you to give him a hand," said his grandfather. "We see him most days when we are out and he has had a few near misses on this road. People just don"t care."
"Are you all right, Mitsos?" asked his grandmother. "You seem a bit quiet."
"I"m fine. I"m just thinking about something he said . . ." Mitsos replied. "He loves this city so much, even though it must be really hard for him."
"We can sympathise with that, can"t we, Katerina?" responded his grandfather. "These uneven pavements are difficult for us and n.o.body seems to be doing anything about it, in spite of election promises."
"So why do you stay?" asked Mitsos. "You know that Mum and Dad really wish you would come and live with us in London. Life would be so much easier for you there."
The nonagenarians had open invitations from their son, who lived in leafy Highgate, and also from their daughter, who lived in the States, in a wealthy Boston suburb, but something kept them from choosing an easier life. Mitsos had often overheard his parents discussing this.
Katerina shot the briefest glance at her husband.
"Why do we stay?" she exclaimed, leaning forward and seizing her grandson"s hand. "Even if we were given as many diamonds as there are drops in that ocean, there is nothing that would induce us to leave! We will stay in Thessaloniki until we die."
The strength of the words took the boy completely by surprise. For a moment, her eyes blazed and then they welled up, but not in the way that old eyes sometimes seem to water for no apparent reason. These were tears of pa.s.sion that rolled down her cheeks.
They sat there for a while in silence, Mitsos absolutely still, aware only of his grandmother"s firm grip on his hand. No one spoke or moved. He looked into his grandmother"s eyes, seeking further explanation. He would never have guessed that she was capable of such an outburst, having never thought of her as anything other than a kind elderly lady with a gentle disposition. Like most Greek women of her age, she usually let her husband speak first.
Eventually his grandfather broke the silence.
"We encouraged our children to go elsewhere for their education," he said. "It was the right thing to do at the time, but we a.s.sumed that they would eventually return. Instead, they stayed away for good."
"I didn"t realise . . ." Mitsos said, squeezing his grandmother"s hand. "I didn"t realise how you felt. Dad did once talk a bit about why you sent him and Aunt Olga away, but I don"t know the full story. Something to do with a civil war?"
"Yes, that was part of it," said his grandfather. "Perhaps it"s time we told you more. If you are interested, that is?"
"Of course I"m interested!" said Mitsos. "I"ve spent my whole life half-knowing things about my father"s background and not being given answers. I think I"m old enough now, aren"t I?"
His grandparents looked at each other, as Mitsos continued, "There were two words banned in our house: "Communists" and "Colonels"."
His grandmother winced slightly.
"What do you think, Katerina?" asked the old man.
"I think he should help us carry some vegetables back home, so that I can cook his favourite gemista for lunch," said Katerina brightly. "How about that, Mitsos?"
They took the street that led away from the sea, and found a shortcut through some of the narrow old streets towards the Kapani Market.
"Careful, Yia-yia," Mitsos said as they found themselves in front of the stalls, where the road was carpeted with pieces of rotten fruit and stray vegetables.
They shopped for shiny crimson peppers, ruby-coloured tomatoes as spherical as tennis b.a.l.l.s, dense white onions and dark purple aubergines. On top of the shopping bag, the vendor laid a bunch of coriander, and its fragrance seemed to fill the street. All these ingredients looked good enough to eat raw, but Mitsos knew that his grandmother would transform them into the rich, savoury stuffed vegetables that had been his favourite dish for as long as he could remember coming to Greece. His stomach began to rumble.
In the area where meat was sold, the floor was slimy with blood that had dripped from the cutting blocks. They were greeted like family by their usual butcher, and Katerina was quickly served with one of the sheep"s heads that stared at them from a bucket.
"Why are you buying that, Yia-yia?"
"For stock," she replied. "And a kilo of tripe, please."
She would be making patsas later. For a few euros she could feed all of them for days. Nothing was wasted here.
"It"s a guaranteed cure for hangovers, Mitsos!" said his grandfather, winking at his grandson. "So your grandmother has your best interests at heart!"
A ten-minute walk through the dilapidated streets of old Thessaloniki brought them to where his grandparents lived. Just outside the entrance, on the corner, they stopped to greet Dimitri"s best friend, his koumbaros, at the periptero. The two men had known each other for more than seventy years and no day went by without a heated discussion on the latest news. Sitting in his kiosk all day, surrounded by the papers, Lefteris was better informed about the city"s politics than anyone else in Thessaloniki.
The apartment building was an ugly four-storey block built some time during the 1950s. The communal hall was bright enough, with yellow walls and a row of fourteen lock-up boxes for post, one for each apartment. The pale stone floor, speckled like a hen"s egg, had been freshly cleaned with strongly smelling disinfectant, and Mitsos held his breath as they slowly climbed the flight of stairs that led to his grandparents" door.
The stairwell was brightly lit compared with the apartment itself. Whenever they went out, the shutters were always closed, but Katerina would throw them open on her return to try and let in the breeze. The net curtains across the windows allowed little light to penetrate. It was always dusk here, but this was how Katerina and Dimitri liked it. Direct sunlight made all the fabrics fade and bleached their wooden furniture, so they preferred to live with pale light filtered through gauze and the dim glow of low-wattage bulbs to guide them around their home.
Mitsos placed the shopping bag on the kitchen table, and his grandmother quickly unpacked their purchases and began chopping and slicing. Her grandson sat watching, mesmerised by the neatness of the tiny cubes of onion and the evenness of the aubergine slices. Having performed these same tasks ten thousand times, Katerina was as accurate as a machine. Not one shred of onion strayed from her board on to the flowery plastic tablecloth. To the last atom they travelled without wastage into the frying pan, where steam rose into the air as they met the oil. She had the dexterity of a woman half her age when she cooked, moving with the speed and nimbleness of a dancer around the kitchen. She glided about on the vinyl flooring moving between an ancient fridge that regularly rattled and back again to her electric cooker, whose ill-fitting door had to be banged hard to make it shut.
Mitsos was completely absorbed, but when he looked up he saw his grandfather was standing in the doorway.
"Are you nearly done, my sweet?"
"Five more minutes, and everything will be cooking," replied Katerina. "The boy has to eat!"
"Of course he does. Come, Mitsos, leave your grandmother a moment."
The young man followed his grandfather into the gloomy living room and sat down opposite him on an upholstered wooden-framed chair. Every chair had an embroidered antimaca.s.sar, and every other surface was dressed with a white crocheted cloth. In front of the electric fire was a small screen on which was a finely appliqued vase of flowers. All his life, Mitsos had been watching his grandmother sew, and he knew that every item was a product of her handiwork. The only sound was the low rhythmic thud of the ticking clock.
On the shelf behind his grandfather there was a row of framed photographs. Most of them were of himself, or his cousins in America, but there were also wedding pictures his parents", and his aunt and uncle"s too. And one other framed photograph, a very formal portrait of his grandparents. It was impossible to tell how old they had been when it was taken.
"We must wait for your grandmother before we begin," Dimitri said.
"Yes, of course. It"s Yia-yia who would forego a sack of diamonds to live here, isn"t it? She seemed so angry at the thought of ever leaving. I didn"t mean to offend her!"
"You didn"t offend her," said his grandfather. "She just feels very strongly, that"s all."
Soon enough Katerina came into the room, suffused with the aroma of the slowly baking vegetables. Removing her ap.r.o.n she sat down on the sofa and smiled at both her Dimitris.
"You have waited for me, haven"t you?"
"Of course," replied her husband lovingly. "It"s your story as much as mine."
And in the dim filtered light of the apartment, where it could have been dawn or dusk, they began.
Chapter One.
Thessaloniki, May 1917.
THROUGH A PALE gossamer haze, the sea shimmered. Onsh.o.r.e, the most vibrant and cosmopolitan city in Greece went about its business. Thessaloniki was a place of dazzling cultural variety, where an almost evenly balanced population of Christians, Muslims and Jews coexisted and complemented each other like the interwoven threads of an oriental rug. Five years earlier, Thessaloniki had ceased to be part of the Ottoman Empire and become part of Greece but it remained a place of diversity and tolerance.
The colour and contrast of its rich ethnic meze was reflected in the variety of outfits paraded in the streets: there were men in fezzes, fedoras, trilbies and turbans. Jewish women wore traditional fur-lined jackets and Muslim men their long robes. Wealthy Greek ladies in tailored suits with a hint of Parisian haute couture were in striking contrast to peasants in richly embroidered ap.r.o.ns and headscarves, who had come in from the surrounding rural areas to sell their produce. The upper town tended to be dominated by Muslims, the area nearest to the sea by the Jews, with Greeks occupying the city"s outer edges, but there was no segregation and in every area people from all three cultures mixed together.
Rising up the hillside behind a huge semicircular arc of coastline, Thessaloniki was like a giant"s amphitheatre. High up on the hill, at the furthest point from the sea, an ancient wall marked the boundary of the city. Looking down from this height the landmarks of religion dominated: dozens of minarets rose into the air like needles in a pincushion, red-tiled domes of churches and pale synagogues dotted the cityscape in its great sweep down towards the Gulf. Along with the evidence of the three religions that all thrived here were remains from Roman times: triumphal arches, sections of ancient wall and the occasional open s.p.a.ce where pillars stood like sentries.