One Life, One Incarnation – Beautiful Bones

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You may have sensed it already in the last few chapters, too, but things are starting to converge. Information and details slipped in over the next several chapters will lead to…

It was the last part of September.

The elderly lady from the w.a.n.g family paid an unexpected visit. Accompanying her were the eldest grandson of the w.a.n.g family, whom Shi Yi had met once, and several meticulously dressed middle-aged women. Several months had pa.s.sed since the last time she had seen her, but this elderly grandmother was still very polite and respectful to her, and there was even a slight sense of affection. When the old woman took a seat on the couch, she gently pulled on Shi Yi’s hand and had her sit down as well, as if she knew very clearly that Shi Yi’s health had not been very good.

“This Eldest Young Master’s temperament is a little impatient, and the date of the wedding is too close. He did not leave more time for this granny to work.” The elderly woman smiled and gently held Shi Yi’s hand. “There are only six outfits. Take a look. Are there any that you like?”

Shi Yi suddenly understood. She glanced over toward Zhousheng Chen.

Unconsciously, the corners of her mouth turned up in a smile.

He had left the couch for them to use and was sitting on a wooden chair, his elbow propped on the armrest as he smiled back at her.

“These are still just the initial prototypes.” The old woman observed their silent exchange and could not hold back her smile. “I estimate I will be coming back at least three or four times. Take a look at these ones first.”

“Next time, I will go over to see you.” Shi Yi felt apologetic for making such an elderly woman run around everywhere. “Granny, next time, when you are finished making them, let me know ahead of time and I can go see you.”

“It is no bother,” the old woman smiled. “You are only just recovering from your serious illness and Wenxing is also in a hospital in Shanghai. I am making one trip, but I can visit two people. Otherwise… I don’t know when Wenxing will make a full recovery and come out to my little town to visit me.”

Zhousheng Chen had mentioned Wenxing’s hospitalization to her.

However, because of her health, he had not agreed to let her go to the hospital to visit.

These words of the elderly woman actually provided the opportunity she needed to her, and she took advantage of it, saying she would go with along with her to visit Wenxing. This time, Zhousheng Chen did not stop her.

Someone opened up a box, and shortly after, garments were hanging on a dark red frame.

Six traditional Chinese style gowns as well as a western style wedding dress were all hung up.

By now, she had worn several garments made by the w.a.n.g family.

However, most of those had been sewn by the w.a.n.g family’s younger generation.

This time, it was a gown for the actual wedding banquet. The grandmother of the w.a.n.g family had personally designed it, and indeed, there was a difference. There was an indescrible sense of luxuriousness, yet at the same time, it was understated. From the choice of material to the design to the actual handicraft of sewing, everything was flawless.

Shi Yi was trying on the garments in the study, and only the old woman and Zhousheng Chen were present.

In pa.s.sing, she had asked the question, why had w.a.n.g Man not come this time? She was aware that, because she was a woman and to observe proprieties, the w.a.n.g family usually would have w.a.n.g Man accompany Shi Yi during fittings. She reckoned that, even if the old woman came together with w.a.n.g Man, this practice would still be maintained.

Shi Yi had asked this question originally to show care and concern.

But the old woman sitting beside her grew rather quiet. When Shi Yi detected this, the woman had already let out a slight sigh. “She is in Shanghai, as well, but is here to rest and nurture her pregnancy.”

Nurture her pregnancy?

Shi Yi remembered w.a.n.g Man was still unmarried.

Why would she…

She did not dare ask further.

It was actually Zhousheng Chen who gave a very light cough. “Granny w.a.n.g, my great apologies…”

“It was the girl’s own choice,” Granny w.a.n.g shook her head and said, “Eldest Young Master, you need not feel sorry. The girl had known that Second Young Master was already married, but she still… She has now moved out from the w.a.n.g family. She is aware of the Zhou family rules. Apart from the primary wife, all others are not allowed into the ancestral home.”

Shi Yi suddenly comprehended.

When she had finished her clothes fitting and Granny w.a.n.g had stepped out of the study first, Shi Yi finally asked quietly, “When did w.a.n.g Man become pregnant?”

“Around the same time as Tong Jiaren.” Zhousheng Chen gently patted her on her arm. “Go change.”

“Mm… It’s a pity.”

Based on Granny w.a.n.g’s statement that “apart from the primary wife, all others are not allowed into the ancestral home,” w.a.n.g Man should have “married” Zhou Wenchuan already. It was not surprising that the old-fashioned Zhou family would allow concubinage.

So what exactly did she find “a pity”?

She was not sure herself.

To have sought something but never been able to possess it. And therefore, a compromise was accepted.

But now, though it had been obtained, was the dream truly fulfilled?

The two of them were changing inside the fitting area. She helped him slip on a dress shirt, and then from the bottom up, she began gently fastening each of his b.u.t.tons for him. Supporting himself with a hand on the wall cabinet, he pulled in his chest to accommodate her actions. After she was done and had slid her fingers around his collar to ensure that everything was in place, Zhousheng Chen at last explained in a low voice, “There are some things in the Zhou family that, if you are not comfortable with them, you should just treat them as if you did not know about them.”

Shi Yi answered with an “mm.”

Wenxing’s pre-operative medical examination was consistently not meeting criteria and as a result, the date of her surgery was postponed time and again.

She studied medicine herself and also paid careful attention in ensuring that she was getting enough rest, and it seemed her condition was turning for the better.

Granny w.a.n.g was old in age, and after exchanging only a few sentences with Wenxing, she left the hospital. Shi Yi and Zhousheng Chen accompanied Wenxing out to the bench on the lawn to enjoy some sunshine. When Wenxing took a seat, Shi Yi stretched out her hand to ask for a blanket from Zhousheng Chen, which she placed over Wenxing’s legs.

The afternoon sunlight of early autumn that fell on their bodies was warm but not hot and parching.

She sat down close to Wenxing while Zhousheng Chen stood to the side, keeping them company.

“In the lunar year, it’s already… the ninth month?” Wenxing smiled and her eyes curved into crescents as she looked at Shi Yi.

Shi Yi nodded. “The seventh day of the ninth month.”

“The ninth lunar month… is Chrysanthemum Month, right?”

“Yes.”

Frowning, Wenxing complained, “It’s only the ninth and twenth months that are easy to remember. One takes place during the blooming season of chrysanthemums and is called Chrysanthemum Month while the other occurs when the world is covered in ice and snow and is called Ice Month. As for the other ones, when I was little, I was forced to memorize the names. You can say I did memorize them, but now, I’ve completely forgotten them all.”

Amused by this, Shi Yi laughed, “These have no use, anyways, so it doesn’t matter whether you remember them or not.”

“But,” Wenxing said quietly, “Mei Xing likes… the well-bred and learned young lady type, like those girls from distinguished families.”

She was taken aback but was able to roughly deduce the meaning behind these words.

The person this young girl kept in her heart was the one known as “wasted willows, withered lotuses, but ‘Mei Rugu’ [plum blossoms as before]”.

She might have sensed this previously but it had not been confirmed. If one were to count, Wenxing was actually younger than Mei Xing by twelve or thirteen years. Mei Xing was someone who appeared as if there was much more than meets the eye. It was not very possible that a thirty-five year old unmarried man would not have his own stories, right? It was similar to Zhousheng Chen, who, despite not being interested in the things of romance that occurred between a man and a woman, he had also previously been engaged twice, simply for the sake of managing his family’s wishes.

She did not understand Mei Xing, but she did know that Wenxing was revealing something that she kept hidden in her heart.

And she just happened to be a person who did not know how to comfort people.

Fortunately, Wenxing quickly changed the topic. When she spoke, her eyes would sometimes bend into little crescents and other times, would open wide. She was very immersed into the conversation, as if she had not spoken for a long time and finally had the opportunity to meet someone likeminded whom she got along with. They sat there like this for more than forty minutes. When Zhousheng Chen and Shi Yi brought her back up to her room, Wenxing’s cheeks were rosy and she was very happy.

At last, when they were leaving, Wenxing suddenly instructed Shi Yi, “w.a.n.g Man’s status is rather special. Eldest Sister-in-Law… it’s best that you don’t visit her.”

After saying this, she also turned to Zhousheng Chen. “Hey, remember that, okay?”

Zhousheng Chen smiled and lightly shook his head. “Be good and focus on getting better. Don’t think about these things.”

“I’m just concerned about you guys,” Wenxing protested with a smile. “Also, your wedding, I’m going to be there for sure. For sure.”

“Then get better first, pa.s.s all those criteria, and go for surgery.”

“Oh!” she exclaimed quietly, and she grabbed Zhousheng Chen’s right hand. “Let’s push back the surgery… What if, for some reason, after I have someone else’s heart in me, I won’t love my big brother the most anymore? What do we do then?”

Her tone was a little pouty.

Zhousheng Chen’s eyes were filled with warmth as he quietly gave her instructions, which were all merely some basic orders of the doctor.

Late that night, when all was still, she mulled over Wenxing’s words again, and as she did, she seemed to feel a sense of regret in them. Lying down in bed, she casually asked him whether he knew Wenxing liked Mei Xing. Zhousheng Chen was not surprised by the question. “I can tell.”

“You can tell?”

He did not really expound in detail. “It is very easy to see. It is similar to the first time you saw me, there were… feelings there that were quite surprising.”

With an “oh,” she told him, “Carry on.”

Even though she was pretending to be nonchalant, the tone of her voice had become floaty with antic.i.p.ation.

Zhousheng Chen really did began to a.n.a.lyze it out for her. “The most difficult thing to conceal is emotions. Whom a girl likes is actually very easy to recognize. You watch her eyes, her actions, and the intonation of her voice when she speaks. Those things are basically enough for you to draw a conclusion.”

He was discussing the psychology of the large majority of women.

However, the a.s.sociation she drew was that, he had watched, from the stance of an onlooker, all her subtle little thoughts and posturing she had once had.

She coughed. “So, before, if someone… um… liked you, you would just look on like a spectator?”

“Yes, like a spectator.” He pondered again. “And perhaps, I would also avoid being alone with that person so as to not give off any false impressions that could be interpreted incorrectly.”

“Well…… what if that person was someone you were required to respond to?”

She avoided using the word, “fiancée.”

He gave a low chuckle, not exposing whom she was implying. “Only if that person is my wife, then a response is required.”

The ideal answer.

Shi Yi did not pursue the topic, evidently satisfied already with his reply.

However, she was still concerned about Wenxing. She was not particularly eager to be a matchmaker, but since Zhousheng Chen understood the situation, she wanted to ask a bit more thoroughly about it in private. Gently tugging on his sleeve, she said, “So… Mei Xing’s feelings for Wenxing…”

“I don’t know.”

“You don’t know?”

He contemplated briefly. “He and I do not talk about these things.”

“But Wenxing is your little sister. Being a little concerned about it is a good thing.”

“The most difficult thing to encounter in the world is where ‘you have feelings, as do I.’”

Shi Yi could not believe that this was something Zhousheng Chen would say.

Sure enough, he quickly told her, “That is what Mei Xing said.”

Shi Yi thought for a moment, then out of the blue, asked, “What is the other name for the second lunar month?”

“Gan Xiang [Fragrant Violet].”

“What about the fourth month?”

“Huai Xu [A Row of Chinese Scholar Trees].” With a smile, he asked, “Why do you suddenly ask?”

“I was just thinking, isn’t it remarkable that a person would be insistent that his other half should like ancient literature?”

He replied with an “mm.”

Lying there beside him, she was still immersed in the story of Wenxing’s unrequited longing when she realized the wall lamps had been turned a little brighter. He lowered himself down to her and asked quietly, “Do you know how to speak the Suzhou dialect?”

“Yes.” She was somewhat baffled by his question. “I have relatives in Suzhou. It’s similar to Shanghainese. I’ve known it since I was a kid.”

They had both drank some water that had been soaked with lotus seed sprouts.

When they spoke, there was a very subtle, sweet fragrance on their breaths.

“Use the Suzhou dialect to recite some of those poems I taught you, alright?” He tilted his head slightly.

Softly, she answered him, “Alright.”

When had he ever taught her? He was obviously referring to, those Wu songs when he had… with her.

Those veiled or, sometimes, obvious lyrics and lines of flirting and seduction.

“I will go a little slower. If you feel uncomfortable, let me know, alright?”

She uttered an “mm” in answer, feeling as if her entire body was burning up.

These were thoughtful, considerate words, but yet, when he spoke them, they were laden with a thick, seductive overtone. She did not know whether it was deliberate or unintentional.

From memory, she began to recite them to him. Occasionally, when she was embarra.s.sed, she would stop. The early autumn nights were already carrying a chill, so as the two of them turned and rolled together beneath the thin blanket, even though they were perspiring, he did not dare tear the covers away, for fear she would catch a cold.

Gradually, she was unable to recite any further. The poems and verses from her lips were becoming disjointed and inarticulate, and her thoughts were no longer coherent in her mind.

Before she drifted off into sleep, she finally remembered the question that had been puzzling her. “Zhousheng Chen?”

“Mm.”

“Why did you want me to use the Suzhou dialect?……”

In the darkness, he seemed to be smiling. “Have you ever heard this line? ‘Tinged with drunkenness, Wu voices speak so tenderly. Whose white-haired father and mother would they be?’ A Wu accent speaking a Wu dialect to recite Wu songs is quite amusing.”

She suddenly understood. This was a famous line that praised the sound of the Wu accent.

Amongst the Wu dialects, the Suzhou dialect was the softest and most mellow and soothing. “The speakers of Wu, soft are their words.” How very gentle and tender.

But the scene depicted in that line of poetry was simply describing warm, tender words spoken while a little drunken. From his lips, though, it seemed to take on a sensual, suggestive flavor…

Zhousheng Chen suddenly added, “There is nothing really remarkable about a person wanting his other half to like ancient literature. In itself, it can be a form of delight and appeal.” Like reciting poems related to tea, like reciting tea names, or like the Wu songs he recited to her and the lines of poetry he would tell her.

Shi Yi thought about this. That was true.

But, because of these last words of his, she finally detected something. Resting her face against his chest, she listened to his rhythmic heartbeat and giggled quietly. “Zhousheng Chen, you were jealous.”

你情我愿 “ni qing wo yuan.” In a more general sense, this actually means, “you are willing, as am I” or basically a situation of mutual consent. In the context of what it is saying here, it is a situation where two people are mutually willing to start a relationship.

醉里吴音相媚好，白发谁家翁媪？This is a line from the poem, 清平乐 “Song of Peace and Tranquility” by Song dynasty poet, 辛弃疾 Xin Qiji. The first half of the poem describes the peaceful scene of a little thatched hut beside a gra.s.sy stream. From within that hut, soft voices that sound slightly drunken are speaking a Wu dialect and whispering sweet nothings, and it turns out that inside is an elderly couple.

吴侬软语 “wu nong ruan yu.” This idiom praises the Wu dialects and accents for being mellow, light, gentle, beautiful, and just generally, very pleasant to the ears. (Just to recap, the unique dialects from the southern area of the Yangtze River Delta are called “Wu dialects.” They are mainly spoken in Shanghai and the provinces of Jiangsu, where the cities of Zhenjiang and Suzhou are located, and Zhejiang.)

Many interesting discussions came up after the last couple posts, and I’ve been having a ball just being a spectator. Forgive me if I don’t give detailed replies to your comments now. Like I said in the opening, things are slowly starting to come to light, and I’m trying not to influence any of your perceptions. I’ll just say that MBFB wrote certain things for a reason, and I surmise that your big reactions are something she’d be pleased with.