"He has an immense respect for a young woman, who belongs to his "Army"; and one doesn"t know what may have come," said Manton.
Two or three minutes after eleven, a feeble ring at the bell gained admission for some person: whispering was heard in the pa.s.sage.
Manton played eavesdropper, and suddenly bursting on Skepsey, arrested him when about to dash upstairs. His young mistress"s voice was a sufficient command; he yielded; he pitched a smart sigh and stepped into her presence for his countenance to be seen, or the show of a countenance, that it presented.
"Skepsey wanted to rush to bed without saying good night to me?" said she; leaving unnoticed, except for woefulness of tone, his hurried shuffle of remarks on "his appearance," and "little accidents"; ending with an inclination of his disgraceful person to the doorway, and a pet.i.tion: "If I might, Miss Nesta?" The implied pathetic reference to a surgically-treated nose under a cross of strips of plaster, could not obtain dismissal for him. And he had one eye of sinister hue, showing beside its lighted-grey fellow as if a sullen punished dragonwhelp had couched near some quick wood-pigeon. The two eyes blinked rapidly.
He was a picture of Guilt in the nude, imploring to be sent into concealment.
The cruelty of detaining him was evident.
"Yes, if you must," Nesta said. "But, dear Skepsey, will it be the magistrate again to-morrow?"
He feared it would be; he fancied it would needs be. He concluded by stating, that he was bound to appear before the magistrate in the morning; and he begged a.s.sistance to keep it from the knowledge of the Miss Duvidneys, who had been so kind to him.
"Has there been bailing of you again, Skepsey?"
"A good gentleman, a resident," he replied; "a military gentleman; indeed, a colonel of the cavalry; but, it may so be, retired; and anxious about our vast possessions; though he thinks a translation of a French attack on England unimportant. He says, the Germans despise us most."
"Then this gentleman thinks you have a good case?"
"He is a friend of Captain Dartrey"s."
Hearing that name, Nesta said: "Now, Skepsey, you must tell me everything. You are not to mind your looks. I believe, I do always believe you mean well."
"Miss Nesta, it depends upon the magistrate"s not being prejudiced against the street-processionists!
"But you may expect justice from the magistrate, if your case is good?"
"I would not say no, Miss Nesta. But we find, the opinion of the public has its effect with magistrates--their sentences. They are severe on boxing. They have latterly treated the "Army" with more consideration, owing to the change in the public view. I myself have changed."
"Have you joined it?"
"I cannot say I am a member of it."
"You walked in the ranks to-day, and you were maltreated? Your friend was there?"
"I walked with Matilda Pridden; that is, parallel, along the pavement."
"I hope she came out of it unhurt?"
"It is thanks to Captain Dartrey, Miss Nesta?"
This time Nesta looked her question.
Manton interposed: "You are to speak, Mr. Skepsey"; and she stopped a flood of narrative, that was knocking in his mind to feel its head and to leap--an uninterrupted half-minute more would have shaped the story for the proper flow.
He began, after attending to the throb of his bruises in a manner to correct them rather than solace; and the beginning was the end: "Captain Dartrey rescued us, before Matilda Pridden suffered harm, to mention--the chin, slight, teeth unshaken; a beautiful set. She is angry with Captain Dartrey, for having recourse to violence in her defence: it is against her principles. "Then you die," she says; and our principles are to gain more by death. She says, we are alive in them; but worse if we abandon them for the sake of living.--I am a little confused; she is very abstruse.--Because, that is the corruptible life, she says. I have found it quite impossible to argue with her; she has always a complete answer; wonderful. In case of Invasion, we are to lift our voices to the Lord; and the Lord"s will shall be manifested. If we are robbed, we ask, How came we by the goods? It is unreasonable; it strikes at rights of property. But I have to go on thinking. When in danger, she sings without excitement. When the blow struck her, she stopped singing only an instant. She says, no one fears, who has real faith. She will not let me call her brave. She cannot admire Captain Dartrey. Her principles are opposed. She said to him, "Sir, you did what seemed to you right." She thinks every blow struck sends us back to the state of the beasts. Her principles..."
"How was it Captain Dartrey happened to be present, Skepsey?"
"She is very firm. You cannot move her.--Captain Dartrey was on his way to the station, to meet a gentleman from London, Miss Nesta. He carried a stick--a remarkable stick--he had shown to me in the morning, and he has given it me now. He says, he has done his last with it. He seems to have some of Matilda Pridden"s ideas about fighting, when it"s over. He was glad to be rid of the stick, he said."
"But who attacked you? What were the people?"
"Captain Dartrey says, England may hold up her head while she breeds young women like Matilda Pridden: right or wrong, he says: it is the substance."
Hereupon Manton, sick of Miss Pridden, shook the little man with a snappish word, to bring him to attention. She got him together sufficiently for him to give a lame version of the story; flat until he came to his heroine"s behaviour, when he brightened a moment, and he sank back absorbed in her principles and theories of life. It was understood by Nesta, that the processionists, going at a smart pace, found their way blocked and were a.s.saulted in one of the sidestreets; and that Skepsey rushed to the defence of Matilda Pridden; and that, while they were engaged, Captain Dartrey was pa.s.sing at the end of the street, and recognized one he knew in the thick of it and getting the worst of it, owing to numbers. "I will show you the stick he did it with, Miss Nests"; said Skepsey, regardless of narrative; and darted out of the room to bring in the Demerara supple-jack; holding which, he became inspired to relate something of Captain Dartrey"s deeds.
They gave no pleasure to his young lady, as he sadly perceived:--thus it is with the fair s.e.x ever, so fond of heroes! She shut her eyes from the sight of the Demerara supple-jack descending right and left upon the skulls of a couple of bully lads. "That will do--you were rescued. And now go to bed, Skepsey; and be up at seven to breakfast with me," Nesta said, for his battle-damaged face would be more endurable to behold after an interval, she hoped; and she might in the morning dissociate its evil look from the deeds of Captain Dartrey.
The thought of her hero taking active part in a streetfray, was repulsive to her; it swamped his brilliancy. And this distressed her, by withdrawing the support which the thought of him had been to her since mid-day. She lay for sleepless hours, while nursing a deeper pain, under oppression of repugnance to battle-dealing, bloodshedding men. It was long before she grew mindful of the absurdity of the moan recurring whenever reflection wearied. Translated into speech, it would have run:
"In a street of the town! with a stick!"--The vulgar picture pursued her to humiliation; it robbed her or dimmed her possession of the one bright thing she had remaining to her. So she deemed it during the heavy sighs of night; partly conscious, that in some strange way it was as much as tossing her to the man who never could have condescended to the pugnacious using of a stick in a street. He, on the contrary, was a cover to the shamefaced.
Her heart was weak that night. She hovered above it, but not so detached as to scorn it for fawning to one--any one--who would offer her and her mother a cover from scorn. And now she exalted Dudley"s generosity, now clung to a low idea of a haven in her father"s wealth; and she was unaware, that the second mood was deduced from the first. She did know herself cowardly: she had, too, a critic in her clear head, to spurn at the creature who could think of purchasing the world"s respect. Dudley"s generosity sprang up to silence the voice. She could praise him, on a review of it, for delicacy, moreover; and the delicacy laid her under a more positive obligation. Her sense of it was not without a toneless quaint faint savour of the romantic, that her humour little humorously caught at, to paint her a picture of former heroes of fiction, who win their trying lady by their perfection of good conduct on a background of high birth; and who are not seen to be wooden before the volume closes.
Her fatigue of sleeplessness plunged her into the period of poke-bonnets and peaky hats to admire him; giving her the kind of sweetness we may imagine ourselves to get in the state of tired horse munching hay. If she had gone to her bed with a n.o.ble or simply estimable plain image of one of her friends in her heart, to sustain it, she would not have been thus abject. Skepsey"s discoloured eye, and Captain Dartrey"s behaviour behind it, threw her upon Dudley"s generosity, as being the shield for an outcast. Girls, who see at a time of need their ideal extinguished in its appearing tarnished, are very much at the disposal of the pressing suitor. Nesta rose in the black winter morn, summoning the best she could think of to glorify Dudley, that she might not feel so doomed.
According to an agreement overnight, she went to the bedroom of Dorothea and Virginia, to a.s.sure them of her having slept well, and say the good-bye to them and their Ta.s.so. The little dog was the growl of a silken ball in a basket. His mistresses excused him, because of his being unused to the appearance of any person save Manton in their bedroom. Dorothea, kissing her, said: "Adieu, dear child; and there is home with us always, remember. And, after breakfast, however it may be, you will, for our greater feeling of security, have--she has our orders--Manton--your own maid we consider too young for a guardian--to accompany you. We will not have it on our consciences, that by any possibility harm came to you while you were under our charge. The good innocent girl we received from the hands of your father, we return to him; we are sure of that."
Nesta said: "Mr. Sowerby promised he would come."
"However it may be," Dorothea repeated her curtaining phrase.
Virginia put in a word of apology for Ta.s.so"s temper he enjoyed ordinarily a slumber of half an hour"s longer duration. He was, Dorothea feelingly added, regularity itself. Virginia murmured: "Except once!"
and both were appalled by the recollection of that night. It had, nevertheless, caused them to reperuse the Rev. Stuart Rem"s published beautiful sermon ON DIRT; the words of which were an antidote to the night of Ta.s.so in the nostrils of Mnemosyne; so that Dorothea could reply to her sister, slightly by way of a reproval, quoting Mr. Stuart Rem at his loftiest: ""Let us not bring into the sacred precincts Dirt from the roads, but have a care to spread it where it is a fructification."" Virginia produced the sequent sentence, likewise weighty. Nesta stood between the thin division of their beds, her right hand given to one, her left to the other. They had the semblance of a haven out of storms.
She reflected, after shutting the door of their room, that the residing with them had been a means of casting her--it was an effort to remember how--upon the world where the tree of knowledge grows. She had eaten; and she might be the worse for it; but she was raised to a height that would not let her look with envy upon peace and comfort. Luxurious quiet people were as ripening gla.s.s-house fruits. Her bitter gathering of the knowledge of life had sharpened her intellect; and the intellect, even in the young, is, and not less usefully, hard metal rather than fallow soil. But for the fountain of human warmth at her breast, she might have been snared by the conceit of intellect, to despise the simple and conventional, or shed the pity which is charity"s contempt. She had only to think of the kindness of the dear good ladies; her heart jumped to them at once. And when she fancied hearing those innocent souls of women embracing her and reproaching her for the knowledge of life she now bore, her words down deep in her bosom were: It has helped me to bear the shock of other knowledge! How would she have borne it before she knew of the infinitely evil? Saving for the tender compa.s.sion weeping over her mother, she had not much acute personal grief.
For this world condemning her birth, was the world tolerant of that infinitely evil! Her intellect fortified her to be combative by day, after the night of imagination; which splendid power is not so serviceable as the logical mind in painful seasons: for night revealed the world snorting Dragon"s breath at a girl guilty of knowing its vilest. More than she liked to recall, it had driven her scorched, half withered, to the shelter of Dudley. The daylight, spreading thin at the windows, restored her from that weakness. "We will quit England," she said, thinking of her mother and herself, and then of her father"s surely following them. She sighed thankfully, half way through the breakfast with Skepsey, at sight of the hour by the clock; she was hurriedly sentient of the puzzle of her feelings, when she guessed at a chance that Dudley would be delayed. She supposed herself as possibly feeling not so well able to keep every thought of her head brooding on her mother in Dudley"s company.
Skepsey"s face was just sufferable by light of day, if one pitied reflecting on his honest intentions; it ceased to discolour another.
He dropped a few particulars of his hero in action; but the heroine eclipsed. He was heavier than ever with his Matilda Pridden. At the hour for departure, Perrin had a conveyance at the door. Nesta sent off Skepsey with a complimentary message to Captain Dartrey. Her maid Mary begged her to finish her breakfast; Manton suggested the waiting a further two or three minutes. "We must not be late," Nesta said; and when the minute-hand of the clock marked ample time for the drive to the station, she took her seat and started, keeping her face resolutely set seaward, having at her ears the ring of a cry that was to come from Manton. But Manton was dumb; she spied no one on the pavement who signalled to stop them. And no one was at the station to greet them.
They stepped into a carriage where they were alone. Dudley with his dreaded generosity melted out of Nesta"s thoughts, like the vanishing steam-wreath on the dip between the line and the downs.
She pa.s.sed into music, as she always did under motion of carriages and trains, whether in happiness or sadness: and the day being one that had a sky, the scenic of music swung her up to soar. None of her heavy burdens enchained, though she knew the weight of them, with those of other painful souls. The pipeing at her breast gave wings to large and small of the visible; and along the downs went stateliest of flowing dances; a copse lengthened to forest; a pool of cattle-water caught grey for flights through enchantment. Cottage-children, wherever seen in groups, she wreathed above with angels to watch them. Her mind all the while was busy upon earth, embracing her mother, eyeing her father.
Imagination and our earthly met midway, and still she flew, until she was brought to the ground by a shot. She struggled to rise, uplifting Judith Ma.r.s.ett: a woman not so very much older than her own teens, in the count of years, and ages older; and the world pulling at her heels to keep her low. That unhappiest had no one but a sisterly girl to help her: and how she clung to the slender help! Who else was there?
The good and the bad in the woman struck separate blows upon the girl"s resonant nature. She perceived the good, and took it into her reflections. The bad she divined: it approached like some threat of inflammation. Natures resonant as that which animated this girl, are quick at the wells of understanding: and she had her intimations of the world"s wisdom in withholding contagious presences from the very mangy of the young, who may not have an aim, or ideal, or strong human compa.s.sion, for a preservative. She was a.s.sured of her possessing it.
She asked herself in her mother"s voice, and answered mutely. She had the certainty: for she rebuked the slavish feverishness of the pa.s.sion, as betrayed by Mrs. Ma.r.s.ett; and the woman"s tone, as of strung wires ringing on a rage of the wind. Then followed her cry for the man who could speak to Captain Ma.r.s.ett of his duty in honour. An image of one, accompanying the faster beats of her heart, beguiled her to think away from the cause. He, the one man known to her, would act the brother"s part on behalf of the hapless creature.
Nesta just imagined her having supplicated him, and at once imagination came to dust. She had to thank him she knelt to him. For the first time of her life she found herself seized with her s.e.x"s shudder in the blood.
CHAPTER x.x.xV. IN WHICH AGAIN WE MAKE USE OF THE OLD LAMPS FOR LIGHTING AN ABYSMAL DARKNESS
And if Nesta had looked out of her carriage-window soon after the train began to glide, her eagle of imagination would have reeled from the heights, with very different feelings, earlier, perhaps a captive, at sight of the tardy gentleman rushing along the platform, and bending ear to the footman Perrin, and staring for one lost.