Later they went out to tea together to discuss the article.
Jack Bragdon, who signed his pen-and-ink sketches with the name of "Kim," was one of that considerable army of young adventurers in the arts who pushed westward from the Atlantic seaboard at the time of the World"s Fair in Chicago; also one of the large number who had been left stranded when the tidal wave of artistic effort had receded, exposing the dead flats of hard times. After graduation from an eastern college of the second cla.s.s, where he had distinguished himself by composing the comic opera libretto for his club and drawing for the college annual, he had chosen for himself the career of art. With a year in a New York art school and another spent knocking about various European capitals in a somewhat aimless fashion, an amiable but financially restricted family had declined to embarra.s.s itself further for the present with his career. Or, as his Big Brother in Big Business had put it, "the kid had better show what he can do for himself before we go any deeper." Jack had consequently taken an opportunity to see the Fair and remained to earn his living as best he could by contributing cartoons to the newspapers, writing paragraphs in a funny column, and occasional verse of the humorous order. And he designed covers for ephemeral magazines,--in a word, nimbly s.n.a.t.c.hed the scanty dollars of Art.
All this he sketched lightly and entertainingly for Milly"s benefit that first time.
Already he had achieved something of a vogue socially in pleasant circles, thanks to his vivacity and good breeding. Milly had heard of his charms about the time of her Crash, but had never happened to meet him. He had heard of Milly, of course,--many things which might well stir a young man"s curiosity. So they smiled at each other across a little table in a deserted restaurant, and sat on into the August twilight, sipping cooling drinks. He smoked many cigarettes which he rolled with fascinating dexterity between his long white fingers, and talked gayly, while Milly listened with ears and eyes wide open to the engrossing story of Himself.
Jack Bragdon was a much rarer type in Chicago of the early nineties--or in any American city--than he would be to-day. Milly"s experience of the world had never brought her into close touch with Art. And Art has a fatal fascination for most women. They buzz around its white arc-light, or tallow dip, like heedless moths bent on their own destruction. Art in the person of a handsome, sophisticated youth like Jack Bragdon, who had seen a little of drawing-rooms as well as the pavements of strange cities, was irresistible. (Milly too felt that she had in her something of the artistic temperament, which had never been properly developed.)
Thus far, even by his own account, Bragdon was not much of an artist. He was clever with his fingers,--pen or pencil,--but at twenty-six he might very truthfully state,--"I"ve been a rotten loafer always, you know. But I"m reformed. Chicago"s reformed me. That"s what Brother meant.... Now watch and see. I"m not going to draw ridiculous pot-bellied politicians for a newspaper--not after I have saved the fare to Europe and a few dollars over to keep me from starving while I learn to really paint."
"Of course you won"t stay here!" Milly chimed sympathetically, with an unconscious sigh....
It is marvellous what a vast amount of mutual biography two young persons of the opposite s.e.xes can exchange in a brief tete-a-tete. By the time Milly and the young artist were strolling slowly northward in the sombre city twilight, they had become old friends, and Milly was hearing about the girl in Rome, the fascination of artist life in Munich, the stunning things in the last Salon, and all the rest of it.
They parted at Milly"s doorstep without speaking of another meeting, for it never occurred to either that they should not meet--the next day.
The gardens of that California Hesperides were already getting dim in Milly"s memory, blotted out by a more intoxicating vision.
IX
MILLY IN LOVE
The next meeting was not farther off than the next noon. They lunched together, to talk further of their collaboration, and from luncheon went to the Art Inst.i.tute to see the pictures, most of which Bragdon disposed off condescendingly as "old-style stuff." Milly, who had been taught to reverence this selection of masterpieces, which were the local admiration, learned that there were realms beyond her ken.
The next day saw another meeting and the next yet another. Then there was an intermission--Bragdon had to finish some work--and Milly felt restless. But there ensued ten delicious days of music and beer-gardens and walks in the parks, luncheons and suppers,--one starry Sunday spent scrambling among the ravines on the north sh.o.r.e and picnicking on the sandy beach, listening to the sadly soothing sweetness of Omar--(yes, they read Omar in those days, the young did!)--with little opalescent waves twinkling at their feet. Milly never paused to think one moment of all those ten precious days. She was blissfully content with the world as it was, except when she was at home, and then she was plotting skilfully "another occasion." If she had stopped to think, she would have murmured to herself, "At last! This must be the real, right thing!"
He was so handsome, so full of strong male youth and joy, of large hopes and careless intentions, and he was also exotic to Milly,--a bit of that older, more complex civilization she had always longed for in her prairie limitations. His horizon had been broader than hers, she felt, though he was a mere boy in worldly knowledge. He even dressed differently from the men she knew, with a dash of daring color in waistcoat and ties that proclaimed the budding artist. And above all he embodied the Romance of Art,--that fatal lure for aspiring womankind.
The sphere of creation is hermaphroditic: he too was fine and feminine, unlike the coa.r.s.er types of men. He craved Reputation and would have it, Milly a.s.sured him confidently. She was immediately convinced of his high talent. Alas! She sighed when she said it, for she knew that his gifts would quickly waft him beyond her reach on his upward way. Chicago could not hold one like him long: he was for other, beautifuller ports of destiny!
At four forty-five on the afternoon of September first,--a Monday,--a tall, somewhat nervous man rang the bell of 31 East Acacia Street and inquired for Miss Ridge. He came in and waited when he learned from the little old lady who opened the door that Milly was not at home. He waited in the small front room, sombrely darkened, where the tragedy of Milly"s first engagement ring had taken place,--waited until six forty-five, then at the signs of preparation for the evening meal slipped out. But he was back at seven forty-five and again came in. This time Mrs. Ridge introduced herself and invited him politely to await her granddaughter"s return. "She"s very uncertain in her hours," the old lady explained with a deprecatory little laugh, "since she has undertaken this newspaper work. It seems to keep her at the office a great deal of late...." We may leave Edgar Duncan there in the little front room, being entertained by Mrs. Ridge in her most gracious manner, while we go in search of the truant Milly.
She might have been found at an unpretentious German beer-garden far out on the North Side. Bragdon and Milly had discovered this particular retreat, which was small and secluded and usually rather empty. It seemed to Milly quite "Bohemian" to drop into the garden late in the afternoon and rouse the sleepy proprietor to fetch them cool stone mugs of foaming beer, which the artist drank and which she sipped at.
On this Monday afternoon they had installed themselves in the little arbor at the remote end of the tiny garden, where they were shielded by the dusty vines from any observation, and thus the quarter hours and the halves slipped by unheeded. The artist told her again of his aspirations to paint,--"the real thing," to "go in for the big stunts." Milly listened sympathetically. That was what he should do, of course,--have a career, a man"s career,--even if it parted him from her for always. All her life she had wished to be an "inspiration" in some man"s life-work.
What greater thing than to inspire an Artist to his glorious fulfilment?...
Imperceptibly their words became more personal and more tender. He wanted to paint _her_ some day, as she had lain on the beach, with her lovely bronze hair, her wide blue eyes, and the little waves curling up towards her feet.... Dusk fell, and they forgot to eat.... At the moment when Edgar Duncan was describing to Mrs. Ridge for the second time the exact location of Arivista Ranch on the slope of the Ventura hills, Milly"s head was resting close to the artist"s face and very real tears were in her eyes--tears of joy--as her heart beat wildly under her lover"s kisses and her ears sang with his pa.s.sionate words....
For the one thing that the young artist had sworn to himself should never happen to HIM,--at any rate not until he was old and successful,--the very thing that Milly had laughed at as preposterous--"me fall in love with a poor man!"--had come to pa.s.s. Both had done it.
"I shan"t spoil all your future for you, shall I, dear?" she whispered, her mouth close to his. He gave her the only proper answer....
"It shan"t make any difference," she said later, in a calmer moment.
"You shall have your life, dear, and become a great painter."
"Of course!" Youth replied robustly. "And I"ll do a great picture of you!"
How wonderful! How wonderful it all was, Milly thought, as they threaded their way homewards through the slovenly, garish Chicago streets, mindful of naught but themselves and their Secret. How could anything so poetically wonderful happen in workaday Chicago? And Milly thought to herself how could any woman consider for a moment sacrificing THIS--"the real, right thing"--for any bribe on earth?...
As they neared the little house, Milly perceived the light in the front room and with an intuition of something unpleasant to follow dismissed her lover peremptorily, with a last daring kiss beneath the street-light, and tripped into the house.
It all came over her as soon as the tall figure rose from the uncomfortable corner sofa: she knew what she had done and she was filled with real concern for the Other One.
"Edgar!" she cried. "Have you been waiting long?"
"Some time," Mrs. Ridge observed with reproof.
"Since four forty-five," Duncan admitted, and added with a touch of sentiment. "I came fifteen minutes before the time."
Milly cast a fleeting glance backward over what had happened to her since four forty-five!
"But it doesn"t matter now," he said with intention, "all the waiting!"
Mrs. Ridge discreetly withdrew at this point.
"I"m so glad to see you," Milly began lamely. "Do sit down."
"I"ve been sitting a long time," Edgar Duncan remarked, patiently reseating himself on the stiff sofa.
"I"m so sorry!"
"Did you forget?"
"Yes, I forgot all about it," Milly admitted bluntly. "You see so much has happened since--"
"Then you didn"t get my letters?" he pressed on eagerly, ignoring Milly"s last words.
"Oh, yes, I got all your letters," she said hastily, remembering that she had not found time or heart to open the last bulky three, which lay upstairs on her dressing-table. "Beautiful letters they were," she added sentimentally and irrelevantly, thinking, "What letters Jack will write!"
It is useless to follow this painful scene in further detail. Timid as Edgar Duncan was by nature he was man enough to strike for what he wanted when he had his chance,--as he had struck manfully in those bulky letters. And he repeated their message now in simple words.
"Milly, will you go back with me?... I"ve waited for you all my life."
Touched by the pathos of this genuine feeling, Milly"s eyes filled with tears and she stammered,--
"Oh, I can"t--I really can"t!"
"Why not?"