"Alston is not very far," said Felix.
"Only two miles," she answered.
And during the whole of that long evening the conversation between them did not reach a more interesting pitch than that.
"She must think me an utter fool," said Felix to himself, as he sat staring at the fire. "How well her brother would have made the most of such an opportunity!" And then he went to bed, by no means in a good humour with himself.
On the next morning he again met her at breakfast, but on that occasion there was no possible opportunity for private conversation.
The judge was all alive, and talked enough for the whole party during the twenty minutes that was allowed to them before they started for Alston. "And now we must be off. We"ll say half-past seven for dinner, my dear." And then they also made their journey to Alston.
CHAPTER LXVI.
SHOWING HOW MISS FURNIVAL TREATED HER LOVERS.
It is a great thing for young ladies to live in a household in which free correspondence by letter is permitted. "Two for mamma, four for Amelia, three for f.a.n.n.y, and one for papa." When the postman has left his budget they should be dealt out in that way, and no more should be said about it,--except what each may choose to say. Papa"s letter is about money of course, and interests n.o.body. Mamma"s contain the character of a cook and an invitation to dinner, and as they interest everybody, are public property. But f.a.n.n.y"s letters and Amelia"s should be private; and a well-bred mamma of the present day scorns even to look at the handwriting of the addresses. Now in Harley Street things were so managed that n.o.body did see the handwriting of the addresses of Sophia"s letters till they came into her own hand,--that is, neither her father nor her mother did so. That both Spooner and Mrs. Ball examined them closely is probable enough.
This was well for her now, for she did not wish it to be known as yet that she had accepted an offer from Lucius Mason, and she did wish to have the privilege of receiving his letters. She fancied that she loved him. She told herself over and over again that she did so. She compared him within her own mind to Augustus Staveley, and always gave the preference to Lucius. She liked Augustus also, and could have accepted him as well, had it been the way of the world in England for ladies to have two accepted lovers. Such is not the way of the world in England, and she therefore had been under the necessity of choosing one. She had taken the better of the two, she declared to herself very often; but nevertheless was it absolutely necessary that the other should be abandoned altogether? Would it not be well at any rate to wait till this trial should be over? But then the young men themselves were in such a hurry!
Lucius, like an honest man, had proposed to go at once to Mr.
Furnival when he was accepted; but to this Sophia had objected, "The peculiar position in which my father stands to your mother at the present moment," said she, "would make it very difficult for him to give you an answer now." Lucius did not quite understand the reasoning, but he yielded. It did not occur to him for a moment that either Mr. or Miss Furnival could doubt the validity of his t.i.tle to the Orley Farm property.
But there was no reason why he should not write to her. "Shall I address here?" he had asked. "Oh yes," said Sophia; "my letters are quite private." And he had written very frequently, and she had answered him. His last letter before the trial I propose to publish, together with Sophia"s answer, giving it as my opinion that the gentleman"s production affords by no means a good type of a lover"s letter. But then his circ.u.mstances were peculiar. Miss Furnival"s answer was, I think, much better.
Orley Farm, ---- ---- ----.
MY OWN SOPHIA,
My only comfort--I may really say my only comfort now--is in writing to you. It is odd that at my age, and having begun the world early as I did, I should now find myself so much alone. Were it not for you, I should have no friend. I cannot describe to you the sadness of this house, nor the wretched state in which my mother exists. I sometimes think that had she been really guilty of those monstrous crimes which people lay to her charge, she could hardly have been more miserable. I do not understand it; nor can I understand why your father has surrounded her with lawyers whom he would not himself trust in a case of any moment. To me she never speaks on the subject, which makes the matter worse--worse for both of us. I see her at breakfast and at dinner, and sometimes sit with her for an hour in the evening; but even then we have no conversation. The end of it is I trust soon coming, and then I hope that the sun will again be bright. In these days it seems as though there were a cloud over the whole earth.
I wish with all my heart that you could have been here with her. I think that your tone and strength of mind would have enabled her to bear up against these troubles with more fort.i.tude. After all, it is but the shadow of a misfortune which has come across her, if she would but allow herself so to think. As it is, Mrs. Orme is with her daily, and nothing I am sure can be more kind. But I can confess to you, though I could do so to no one else, that I do not willingly see an intimacy kept up between my mother and The Cleeve. Why was there that strange proposition as to her marriage; and why, when it was once made, was it abandoned? I know that my mother has been not only guiltless, but guileless, in these matters as to which she is accused; but nevertheless her affairs will have been so managed that it will be almost impossible for her to remain in this neighbourhood.
When all this is over, I think I shall sell this place.
What is there to bind me,--to bind me or you to Orley Farm? Sometimes I have thought that I could be happy here, devoting myself to agriculture,--
"Fiddlesticks!" Sophia exclaimed, as she read this,
--and doing something to lessen the dense ignorance of those around me; but for such work as that a man should be able to extend himself over a larger surface than that which I can influence. My dream of happiness now carries me away from this to other countries,--to the sunny south. Could you be happy there? A friend of mine whom I well knew in Germany, has a villa on the Lake of Como,--
"Indeed, sir, I"ll do no such thing," said Sophia to herself,
--and there I think we might forget all this annoyance.
I shall not write again now till the trial is over. I have made up my mind that I will be in court during the whole proceedings. If my mother will admit it, I will remain there close to her, as her son should do in such an emergency. If she will not have this, still I will be there. No one shall say that I am afraid to see my mother in any position to which fortune can bring her, or that I have ever doubted her innocence.
G.o.d bless you, my own one.
Yours,
L. M.
Taking this letter as a whole perhaps we may say that there was not as much nonsense in it as young gentlemen generally put into their love-letters to young ladies; but I am inclined to think that it would have been a better love-letter had there been more nonsense. At any rate there should have been less about himself, and more about the lady. He should have omitted the agriculture altogether, and been more sure of his loved one"s tastes before he suggested the sunny south and the Como villa. It is true that he was circ.u.mstanced as few lovers are, with reference to his mother; but still I think he might have been less lachrymose. Sophia"s answer, which was sent after the lapse of a day or two, was as follows:--
Harley Street, ---- ---- ----.
MY DEAR LUCIUS,
I am not surprised that you should feel somewhat low-spirited at the present moment; but you will find, I have no doubt, that the results of the next week will cure all that. Your mother will be herself again when this trial is over, and you will then wonder that it should ever have had so depressing an influence either upon you or upon her. I cannot but suppose that papa has done the best as to her advisers. I know how anxious he is about it, and they say that he is very clever in such matters.
Pray give your mother my love. I cannot but think she is lucky to have Mrs. Orme with her. What can be more respectable than a connection at such a time with such people?
As to your future residence, do not make up your mind to anything while your spirits are thus depressed. If you like to leave Orley Farm, why not let it instead of selling it? As for me, if it should be fated that our lots are to go together, I am inclined to think that I should prefer to live in England. In London papa"s position might probably be of some service, and I should like no life that was not active. But it is too early in the day to talk thus at present. You must not think me cold hearted if I say that what has as yet been between us must not be regarded as an absolute and positive engagement. I, on my part, hope that it may become so. My heart is not cold, and I am not ashamed to own that I esteem you favourably; but marriage is a very serious thing, and there is so much to be considered! I regard myself as a free agent, and in a great measure independent of my parents on such a matter as that; but still I think it well to make no positive promise without consulting them. When this trial is over I will speak to my father, and then you will come up to London and see us.
Mind you give my love to your mother; and--if it have any value in your eyes--accept it yourself.
Your affectionate friend,
SOPHIA FURNIVAL.
I feel very confident that Mrs. Furnival was right in declining to inquire very closely into the circ.u.mstances of her daughter"s correspondence. A young lady who could write such a letter to her lover as that requires but little looking after; and in those points as to which she may require it, will--if she be so minded--elude it.
Such as Miss Furnival was, no care on her mother"s part would, I think, have made her better. Much care might have made her worse, as, had she been driven to such resources, she would have received her letters under a false name at the baker"s shop round the corner.
But the last letter was not written throughout without interruption.
She was just declaring how on her part she hoped that her present uncertain tenure of her lover"s hand might at some future time become certain, when Augustus Staveley was announced. Sophia, who was alone in the drawing-room, rose from her table, gracefully, slipped her note under the cover of the desk, and courteously greeted her visitor. "And how are they all at dear Noningsby?" she asked.
[Ill.u.s.tration: "And how are they all at Noningsby?"]
"Dear Noningsby is nearly deserted. There is no one there but my mother and Madeline."
"And who more would be wanting to make it still dear,--unless it be the judge? I declare, Mr. Staveley, I was quite in love with your father when I left. Talk of honey falling from people"s mouths!--he drops nothing less than champagne and pineapples."
"How very difficult of digestion his conversation must be!"
"By no means. If the wine be good and the fruit ripe, nothing can be more wholesome. And is everybody else gone? Let me see;--Mr. Graham was still there when I left."
"He came away shortly afterwards,--as soon, that is, as his arm would allow him."
"What a happy accident that was for him, Mr. Staveley!"
"Happy!--breaking three of his ribs, his arm, and his collar-bone! I thought it very unhappy."
"Ah, that"s because your character is so deficient in true chivalry.