The fact seemed to startle her.
"Why, yes, so it is! Wal! Now, Sadie, you jump up an" dress quick "s y"
can, an" Bob an" Sile, you run down an" bring s"m" water," she commanded, in nervous haste, beginning to dress. In the middle of the room there was scarce s.p.a.ce to stand beneath the rafters.
When Sim came in for his breakfast he found it on the table, but his wife was absent.
"Where"s y"r ma?" he asked, with a little less of the growl in his voice.
"She"s upstairs with Pet."
The man ate his breakfast in dead silence, till at last Bob ventured to say:--
"What makes ma ac" so?"
"Shut up!" was the brutal reply. The children began to take sides with the mother--all but the oldest girl, who was ten years old. To her the father turned now for certain things to be done, treating her in his rough fashion as a housekeeper, and the girl felt flattered and docile accordingly.
They were pitiably clad; like many farm-children, indeed, they could hardly be said to be clad at all. Sadie had on but two garments, a sort of undershirt of cotton and a faded calico dress, out of which her bare, yellow little legs protruded, lamentably dirty and covered with scratches.
The boys also had two garments, a hickory shirt and a pair of pants like their father"s, made out of brown denim by the mother"s never-resting hands--hands that in sleep still sewed, and skimmed, and baked, and churned. The boys had gone to bed without washing their feet, which now looked like toads, calloused, brown, and chapped.
Part of this the mother saw with her dull eyes as she came down, after seeing the departure of Sim up the road with the cows. It was a beautiful Sunday morning, and the woman might have sung like a bird if men had been as kind to her as Nature. But she looked dully out upon the seas of ripe gra.s.ses, tangled and flashing with dew, out of which the bobolinks and larks sprang. The glorious winds brought her no melody, no perfume, no respite from toil and care.
She thought of the children she saw in the town,--children of the merchant and banker, clean as little dolls, the boys in knickerbocker suits, the girls in dainty white dresses,--and a vengeful bitterness sprang up in her heart. She soon put the dishes away, but felt too tired and listless to do more.
"Taw-bay-wies! Pet want ta-aw-bay-wies!" cried the little one, tugging at her dress.
Listlessly, mechanically she took him in her arms, and went out into the garden, which was fragrant and sweet with dew and sun. After picking some berries for him, she sat down on the gra.s.s under the row of cottonwoods, and sank into a kind of lethargy. A kingbird chattered and shrieked overhead, the gra.s.shoppers buzzed in the gra.s.ses, strange insects with ventriloquistic voices sang all about her--she could not tell where.
"Ma, can"t I put on my clean dress?" insisted Sadie.
"I don"t care," said the brooding woman, darkly. "Leave me alone."
Oh, if she could only lie here forever, escaping all pain and weariness!
The wind sang in her ears; the great clouds, beautiful as heavenly ships, floated far above in the vast, dazzling deeps of blue sky; the birds rustled and chirped around her; leaping insects buzzed and clattered in the gra.s.s and in the vines and bushes. The goodness and glory of G.o.d was in the very air, the bitterness and oppression of man in every line of her face.
But her quiet was broken by Sadie, who came leaping like a fawn down through the gra.s.s.
"Oh, ma, Aunt Maria and Uncle William are coming. They"ve jest turned in."
"I don"t care if they be!" she answered in the same dully irritated way.
"What"re they comin" here to-day for, I wan" to know." She stayed there immovably, till Mrs. Councill came down to see her, piloted by two or three of the children. Mrs. Councill, a jolly, large-framed woman, smiled brightly, and greeted her in a loud, jovial voice. She made the mistake of taking the whole matter lightly; her tone amounted to ridicule.
"Sim says you"ve been having a tantrum, Creeshy. Don"t know what for, he says."
"He don"t," said the wife, with a sullen flash in her eyes. "_He_ don"t know why! Well, then, you just tell him what I say. I"ve lived in h.e.l.l long enough. I"m done. I"ve slaved here day in and day out f"r twelve years without pay,--not even a decent word. I"ve worked like no n.i.g.g.e.r ever worked "r could work and live. I"ve given him all I had, "r ever expect to have. I"m wore out. My strength is gone, my patience is gone.
I"m done with it,--that"s a _part_ of what"s the matter."
"My sakes, Lucreeshy! You mustn"t talk that way."
"But I _will_" said the woman, as she supported herself on one palm and raised the other. "I"ve _got_ to talk that way." She was ripe for an explosion like this. She seized upon it with eagerness. "They ain"t no use o" livin" this way, anyway. I"d take poison if it wa"n"t f"r the young ones."
"Lucreeshy Burns!"
"Oh, I mean it."
"Land sakes alive, I b"lieve you"re goin" crazy!"
"I shouldn"t wonder if I was. I"ve had enough t" drive an Indian crazy.
Now you jest go off an" leave me "lone. I ain"t no mind to visit,--they ain"t no way out of it" and I"m tired o" trying to _find_ a way. Go off an" let me be."
Her tone was so bitterly hopeless that the great, jolly face of Mrs.
Councill stiffened into a look of horror such as she had not known for years. The children, in two separate groups, could be heard rioting.
Bees were humming around the clover in the gra.s.s, and the kingbird chattered ceaselessly from the Lombardy poplar tip. Both women felt all this peace and beauty of the morning dimly, and it disturbed Mrs.
Councill because the other was so impa.s.sive under it all. At last, after a long and thoughtful pause, Mrs. Councill asked a question whose answer she knew would decide it all--asked it very kindly and softly:--
"Creeshy, are you comin" in?"
"No," was the short and sullenly decisive answer. Mrs. Councill knew that was the end, and so rose with a sigh, and went away.
"Wal, good-by," she said, simply.
Looking back, she saw Lucretia lying at length, with closed eyes and hollow cheeks. She seemed to be sleeping, half buried in the gra.s.s. She did not look up nor reply to her sister-in-law, whose life was one of toil and trouble also, but not so hard and helpless as Lucretia"s. By contrast with most of her neighbors, she seemed comfortable.
"Sim Burns, what you ben doin" to that woman?" she burst out, as she waddled up to where the two men were sitting under a cottonwood tree, talking and whittling after the manner of farmers.
"Nawthin" "s fur "s I know," answered Burns, not quite honestly, and looking uneasy.
"You needn"t try t" git out of it like that, Sim Burns," replied his sister. "That woman never got into that fit f"r _nawthin_"."
"Wal, if you know more about it than I do, whadgy ask _me_ fur?" he replied, angrily.
"Tut, tut!" put in Councill, "hold y"r horses! Don"t git on y"r ear, children! Keep cool, and don"t spile y"r shirts. Most likely you"re all t" blame. Keep cool an" swear less."
"Wal, I"ll bet Sim"s more to blame than she is. Why, they ain"t a harder-workin" woman in the hull State of Ioway than she is--"
"Except Marm Councill."
"Except n.o.body. Look at her, jest skin and bones."
Councill chuckled in his vast way. "That"s so, mother; measured in that way, she leads over you. You git fat on it."
She smiled a little, her indignation oozing away. She never "_could_ stay mad," her children were accustomed to tell her. Burns refused to talk any more about the matter, and the visitors gave it up, and got out their team and started for home, Mrs. Councill firing this parting shot:--
"The best thing you can do to-day is t" let her alone. Mebbe the children "ll bring her round ag"in. If she does come round, you see "t you treat her a little more "s y" did when you was a-courtin" her."
"This way," roared Councill, putting his arm around his wife"s waist.
She boxed his ears, while he guffawed and clucked at his team.