Our Elizabeth.
by Florence A. Kilpatrick.
AUTHOR"S NOTE
Elizabeth is not a type; she is an individuality. Signs and omens at her birth no doubt determined her sense of the superst.i.tious; but I trace her evolution as a figure of fun to some sketches of mine in the pages of Punch. These, however, were only impressions of Elizabeth on a small scale, but I acknowledge the use of them here in the process of developing her to full life-size. Elizabeth, as I say, is a personality apart; there is only one Elizabeth. Here she is.
F. A. K.
OUR ELIZABETH
CHAPTER I
If you ask Henry he will tell you that I cannot cook. In fact, he will tell you even if you don"t ask. To hold up my culinary failures to ridicule is one of his newest forms of humour (new to Henry, I mean--the actual jokes you will have learned already at your grandmother"s knee).
I had begun to see that I must either get a servant soon or a judicial separation from Henry. That was the stage at which I had arrived.
Things were getting beyond me. By "things" I mean the whole loathsome business of housework. My _metier_ is to write--not that I am a great writer as yet, though I hope to be some day. What I never hope to be is a culinary expert. Should you command your cook to turn out a short story she could not suffer more in the agonies of composition than I do in making a simple Yorkshire pudding.
Henry does not like housework any more than I do; he says the performance of menial duties crushes his spirit--but he makes such a fuss about things. You might think, to hear him talk, that getting up coal, lighting fires, chopping wood and cleaning flues, knives and bra.s.ses were the entire work of a household instead of being mere incidents in the daily routine. If he had had to tackle my duties . . . but men never understand how much there is to do in a house.
Even when they do lend a hand my experience is that they invariably manage to hurt themselves in some way. Henry seems incapable of getting up coal without dropping the largest k.n.o.b on his foot. If he chops wood he gashes himself; he cannot go through the simple rite of pouring boiling water out of a saucepan without getting scalded; and when he mounts the steps to adjust the blinds I always keep the brandy uncorked in readiness; you see, he declares that a chap needs something to pull himself together after a fall from a step-ladder.
Perhaps you trace in all this a certain bitterness, a veiled antagonism on my part towards Henry; you may even imagine that we are a bickering sort of couple, constantly trying to get the better of each other. If so, you are mistaken. Up to six months before this story opens our married life had been ideal--for which reason I didn"t open the story earlier. Ideal marriages (to any one except the contracting parties) are uninteresting affairs. It is such a pity that the good, the laudable, things in life generally are.
One of the reasons why our union was ideal (up to six months before this story opens) was that we shared identical tastes. Comradeship is the true basis of--but perhaps you have read my articles on the subject on the Woman"s Page of the _Daily Trail_. I always advise girls to marry men of their own temperament. As a matter of fact, I expect they marry the men who are easiest to land, but you"re not allowed to say things like that (on the Woman"s Page). We have pure and n.o.ble ideals, we are tender, motherly and housewifely (on the Woman"s Page).
Henry and I were of the same temperament. For one thing, we were equally incompetent at golf. Perhaps I foozled my drive rather worse than Henry, but then he never took fewer than five strokes on the green, whereas I have occasionally done it in four. Then we mutually detested gramophones. But when we discovered that we could both play "Caller Herrin"" on the piano with one finger (entirely by ear) we felt that we were affinities, and got married shortly afterwards.
Stevenson once said, "Marriage is not a bed of roses; it is a field of battle." At the epoch of which I write Henry and I had not got to turning machine-guns on each other. At the most we only had diplomatic unpleasantnesses. The position, however, was getting strained. I realized quite clearly that if we didn"t obtain domestic help of some sort very soon it might come to open hostilities. Isn"t it surprising how the petty annoyances of life can wear away the strong bulwarks of trust and friendship formed by years of understanding? Our particular bulwarks were becoming quite shaky through nothing else but having to muddle through the dull sordid grind of cooking and housework by ourselves. We were getting disillusioned with each other. No "jaundiced eye that casts discolouration" could look more jaundiced than Henry"s when I asked him to dry up the dinner things.
Having explained all this, you will now understand something of my feelings when, on going to answer a knock at the door, I was confronted by a solid female who said she had been sent from the Registry Office.
Oh, thrice blessed Registry Office that had answered my call.
"Come in," I said eagerly, and, leading the way into the dining-room, I seated myself before her. With lowered eyes and modest mien I was, of course, waiting for her to speak first. I did not wait long. Her voice, concise and direct, rapped out: "So you require a cook-general?"
"Yes--er--please," I murmured. Under her searching gaze my knees trembled, my pulses throbbed, a slight perspiration broke out on my forehead. My whole being seemed to centre itself in the mute inquiry: "Shall I suit?"
There was a pause while the applicant placed her heavy guns. Then she opened fire immediately. "I suppose you have outside daily help?"
"Er--no," I confessed.
"Then you have a boy to do the windows, knives and boots?"
"No."
"Do you send everything to the laundry?"
"Well . . . no . . . not quite." I wanted to explain, to modify, to speak airily of woollens being "just rubbed through," but she hurried me forward.
"Have you a hot water circulator?"
"No."
"A gas cooking-range?"
"No."
It was terrible. I seemed to have nothing. I stood, as it were, naked to the world, bereft of a single inducement to hold out to the girl.
"Do you dine late?"
At this point, when I longed to answer "No," I was compelled to say "Yes." That decided her. She rose at once and moved towards the door.
"I"m afraid your situation won"t do for me," she remarked.
That was all she said. She was perfectly dignified about it. Much as she obviously condemned me, there was no noisy recrimination, no violent vituperative outburst on her part. I followed in her wake to the door. Even at the eleventh hour I hoped for a respite. "Couldn"t something be arranged?" I faltered as my gaze wandered hungrily over her capable-looking form. "We might get you a gas-cooker--and all that."
Do not condemn me. Remember that my will had been weakened by housework; six months of doing my own washing-up had brought me to my knees. I was ready to agree to any terms that were offered me. The applicant shook her head. There were too many obstacles in the way, too many radical changes necessary before the place could be made suitable for her. I realized finality in her answer, "No, nothink,"
and closing the front door behind her, I returned to the study to brood. I was still there, thinking bitterly, the shadows of the evening creeping around me, when Henry came in.
"Hallo," he said gruffly. "No signs of dinner yet? Do you know the time?"
And only six months ago (before this story opens) he would have embraced me tenderly when he came in and said, "How is the little wifie-pifie to-night? I hope it hasn"t been worrying its fluffy little head with writing and making its hubby-wubby anxious?"
Perhaps you prefer Henry in the former role. Frankly, I did not. "You needn"t be so impatient," I retorted. "I expect you"ve gorged yourself on a good lunch in town. Anyhow, it won"t take long to get dinner, as we"re having tinned soup and eggs."
"Oh, d.a.m.n eggs," said Henry. "I"m sick of the sight of "em."
You can see for yourself how unrestrained we were getting. The thin veneer of civilization (thinner than ever when Henry is hungry) was fast wearing into holes. There was a pause, and then I coldly remarked: "You didn"t kiss me when you came in."
It was a custom to which I was determined to cling with grim resolution. If I allowed his treatment of me to become too casual we might continue to drift apart even when we had some one to do the washing-up.
Henry came over to me and bestowed a l.a.b.i.al salute. It is the only adequate description I can give of the performance. Then I went to the kitchen and got out the cookery-book.
It is a remarkable thing that I am never able to cook anything without the aid of the book. Even if I prepare the same dish seven times a week I must have the printed instructions constantly before me, or I am lost. This is especially strange, because I have a retentive memory for other things. My mind is crammed with odd facts retained from casual reading. If you asked me, the date of the Tai-ping Rebellion (though you"re not likely to) I could tell you at once that it originated in 1850 and was not suppressed until 1864, for I remember reading about it in a dentist"s waiting-room when I was fifteen. Yet although I prepared scrambled eggs one hundred times in six months (Henry said it was much oftener than that) I had to pore over the instructions as earnestly when doing my "century" as on the first occasion.
The subsequent meal was taken in silence. The hay-fever from which I am p.r.o.ne to suffer at all seasons of the year was particularly persistent that evening. A rising irritability, engendered by leathery eggs and fostered by Henry"s expression, was taking possession of me.
Quite suddenly I discovered that the way he held his knife annoyed me.
Further, his manner of eating soup maddened me. But I restrained myself. I merely remarked: "You have finished your soup, I _hear_, love." We had not yet reached the stage of open rupture when I could exclaim: "For goodness" sake stop swilling down soup like a grampus!"
I have never heard a grampus take soup. But the expression seems picturesque.
Henry, too, had not quite lost his fort.i.tude. My hay-fever was obviously annoying him, but he only commented: "Don"t you think you ought to go to a doctor--a really reliable man--with that distressing nasal complaint of yours, my dear?" I knew, however, that he was longing to bark out: "Can"t you do something to stop that everlasting sniffing? It"s driving me mad, woman."
How long would it be before we reached this stage of debacle? I brooded. Then the front door bell rang.
"You go," I said to Henry.