"I"m sure we are all very, _very_ happy, Murdoch, to have you getting well again."
"And, mother," I persisted, "father does not seem easy in mind either. He comes in and talks to me, but often I think his mind is wandering to other subjects."
"Foolish child! nothing could make your father unhappy. He does his duty by us all, and his faith is fixed."
One day they came and told me that the doctor had ordered me away to the seaside. Mother and Flora were to come, and one servant; the rest of our family were to follow.
It was far away south to Rothesay we went, and here, my cheeks fanned by the delicious sea-breezes, I soon began to grow well and strong again. But the sorrow in my mother"s face was more marked than ever, though I had ceased to refer to it.
The rooms we had hired were very pleasant, but looked very small in comparison with the great halls I had been used to.
Well, on a beautiful afternoon father and my brothers arrived, and we all had tea out on the shady lawn, up to the very edge of which the waves were lapping and lisping.
I was reclining in a hammock chair, listening to the sea"s soft, soothing murmur, when father brought his camp-stool and sat near me.
"Murdoch, boy," he said, taking my hand gently, almost tenderly, in his, "are you strong enough to bear bad news?"
My heart throbbed uneasily, but I replied, bravely enough, "Yes, dear father; yes."
"Then," he said, speaking very slowly, as if to mark the effect of every word, "we are--never--to return--to Castle Coila!"
I was calm now, for, strange to say, the news appeared to be no news at all.
"Well, father," I answered, cheerfully, "I can bear that--I could bear anything but separation."
I went over and kissed my mother and sister.
"So this is the cloud that was in your faces, eh? Well, the worst is over.
I have nothing to do now but get well. Father, I feel quite a man."
"So do we both feel men," said Donald and Dugald; "and we are all going to work. Won"t that be jolly?"
In a few brief words father then explained our position. There had arrived one day, some weeks after the worst and most dangerous part of my illness was over, an advocate from Aberdeen, in a hired carriage. He had, he said, a friend with him, who seemed, so he worded it, "like one risen from the dead."
His friend was helped down, and into father"s private room off the hall.
His friend was the old beldame Mawsie, and a short but wonderful story she had to tell, and did tell, the Aberdeen advocate sitting quietly by the while with a bland smile on his face. She remembered, she said with many a sigh and groan, and many a doleful shake of head and hand, the marriage of Le Roi the dragoon with the Miss M"Crimman of Coila, although but a girl at the time; and she remembered, among many other things, that the priest"s books were hidden for safety in a vault, where he also kept all the money he possessed. No one knew of the existence of this vault except her, and so on and so forth. So voluble did the old lady become that the advocate had to apply the _cloture_ at last.
"It is strange--if true," my father had muttered. "Why," he added, "had the old lady not spoken of this before?"
"Ah, yes, to be sure," said the Aberdonian. "Well, that also is strange, but easily explained. The shock received on the night of the fire at the chapel had deprived the poor soul of memory. For years and years this deprivation continued, but one day, not long ago, the son of the present claimant, and probably rightful heir, to Coila walked into her room at the old manse, gun in hand. He had been down shooting at Strathtoul, and naturally came across to view the ruin so intimately connected with his father"s fate and fortune. No sooner had he appeared than the good old dame rushed towards him, calling him by his grandfather"s name. Her memory had returned as suddenly as it had gone. She had even told him of the vault. "Perhaps," continued he, with a meaning smile,
"""Tis the sunset of life gives her mystical lore, And coming events cast their shadow before.""
A fortnight after this visit a meeting of those concerned took place at the beldame"s house. She herself pointed to the place where she thought the vault lay, and with all due legal formality digging was commenced, and the place was found not far off. At first glance the vault seemed empty.
In one corner, however, was found, covered lightly over with withered ferns, many bottles of wine and--a box. The two men of law, Le Roi"s solicitor and M"Crimman"s, had a little laugh all to themselves over the wine. Legal men will laugh at anything.
"The priest must have kept a good cellar on the sly," one said.
"That is evident," replied the other.
The box was opened with some little difficulty. In it was a book--an old Latin Bible. But something else was in it too. Townley was the first to note it. Only a silver ring such as sailors wear--a ring with a little heart-shaped ruby stone in it. Book and ring were now sealed up in the box, and next day despatched to Edinburgh with all due formality. The best legal authorities the Scotch metropolis could boast of were consulted on both sides, but fate for once was against the M"Crimmans of Coila. The book told its tale. Half-carelessly written on fly-leaves, but each duly dated and signed by Stewart, the priest, were notes concerning many marriages, Le Roi"s among the rest.
Even M"Crimman himself confessed that he was satisfied--as was every one else save Townley.
"The book has told one tale--or rather its binding has," said Townley; "but the ring may yet tell another."
All this my father related to me that evening as we sat together on the lawn by the beach of Rothesay.
When he had finished I sat silently gazing seawards, but spoke not. My brothers told me afterwards that I looked as if turned to stone. And, indeed, indeed, my heart felt so. When father first told me we should go back no more to Coila I felt almost happy that the bad news was no worse; but now that explanations had followed, my perplexity was extreme.
One thing was sure and certain--there was a conspiracy, and the events of that terrible night at the ruin had to do with it. The evil man Duncan M"Rae was in it. Townley suspected it from words I must have let fall in my delirium; but, worst of all, my mouth was sealed. Oh, why, why did I not rather die than be thus bound!
It must be remembered that I was very young, and knew not then that an oath so forced upon me could not be binding.
Come weal, come woe, however, I determined to keep my word.
The scene of our story changes now to Edinburgh itself. Here we had all gone to live in a house owned by aunt, not far from the Calton Hill. We were comparatively poor now, for father, with the honour and Christian feeling that ever characterized him, had even paid up back rent to the new owner of Coila Castle and Glen.
That parting from Coila had been a sad one. I was not there--luckily for me, perhaps; but Townley has told me of it often and often.
"Yes, Murdoch M"Crimman," he said, "I have been present at the funeral of many a Highland chief, but none of these impressed me half so much as the scene in Glen Coila, when the carriage containing your dear father and mother and Flora left the old castle and wound slowly down the glen. Men, women, and little ones joined in procession, and marched behind it, and so followed on and on till they reached the glen-foot, with the bagpipes playing "Farewell to Lochaber." This affected your father as much, I think, as anything else. As for your mother, she sat silently weeping, and Flora dared hardly trust herself to look up at all. Then the parting! The chief, your father, stood up and addressed his people--for "his people" he still would call them. There was not a tremor in his voice, nor was there, on the other hand, even a spice of bravado. He spoke to them calmly, logically. In the old days, he said, might had been right, and many a gallant corps of heroes had his forefathers led from the glen, but times had changed. They were governed by good laws, and good laws meant fair play, for they protected all alike, gentle and simple, poor as well as rich. He bade them love and honour the new chief of Coila, to whom, as his proven right, he not only heartily transferred his lands and castle, but even, as far as possible, the allegiance of his people. They must be of good cheer, he said; he would never forget the happy time he had spent in Coila, and if they should meet no more on this earth, there was a Happier Land beyond death and the grave. He ended his brief oration with that little word which means so much, "Good-bye." But scarcely would they let him go. Old, bare-headed, white-haired men crowded round the carriage to bless their chief and press his hand; tearful women held children up that he might but touch their hair, while some had thrown themselves on the heather in paroxysms of a grief which was uncontrollable. Then the pipes played once more as the carriage drove on, while the voices of the young men joined in chorus--
"Youth of the daring heart, bright be thy doom As the bodings that light up thy bold spirit now.
But the fate of M"Crimman is closing in gloom, And the breath of the grey wraith hath pa.s.sed o"er his brow."
"When," added Townley, "a bend of the road and the drooping birch-trees shut out the mournful sight, I am sure we all felt relieved. Your father, smiling, extended his hand to your mother, and she fondled it and wept no more."
For a time our life, to all outward seeming, was now a very quiet one.
Although Donald and Dugald were sent to that splendid seminary which has given so many great men and heroes to the world, the "High School of Edinburgh," Townley still lived on with us as my tutor and Flora"s.
What my father seemed to suffer most from was the want of something at which to employ his time, and what Townley called his "talent for activity." "Doing nothing" was not father"s form after leading so energetic a life for so many years at Coila. Like the city of Boston in America, Edinburgh prides itself on the selectness of its society. To this, albeit we had come down in the world, pecuniarily speaking, our family had free _entree_. This would have satisfied some men; it did not satisfy father. He missed the bracing mountain air, he missed the freedom of the hills and the glorious exercise to which he had been accustomed.
He missed it, but he mourned it not. His was the most unselfish nature one could imagine. Whatever he may have felt in the privacy of his own apartment, however much he may have sorrowed in silence, among us he was ever cheerful and even gay. Perhaps, on the whole, it may seem to some that I write or speak in terms too eulogistic. But it should not be forgotten that the M"Crimman was my father, and that he is--gone. _De mortuis nil nisi bonum._
The ex-chief of Coila was a gentleman. And what a deal there is in that one wee word! No one can ape the gentleman. True gentlemanliness must come from the heart; the heart is the well from which it must spring--constantly, always, in every position of life, and wherever the owner may be. No amount of exterior polish can make a true gentleman.
The actor can play the part on the stage, but here he is but acting, after all. Off the stage he may or may not be the gentleman, for then he must not be judged by his dress, by his demeanour in company, his calmness, or his ducal bow, but by his actions, his words, or his spoken thoughts.
"Chesterfields and modes and rules For polished age and stilted youth.
And high breeding"s choicest school Need to learn this deeper truth: That to act, whate"er betide, n.o.bly on the Christian plan, This is still the surest guide How to be a gentleman."
About a year after our arrival in Edinburgh, Townley was seated one day midway up the beautiful mountain called Arthur"s Seat. It was early summer; the sky was blue and almost cloudless; far beneath, the city of palaces and monuments seemed to sleep in the sunshine; away to the east lay the sea, blue even as the sky itself, except where here and there a cloud shadow pa.s.sed slowly over its surface. Studded, too, was the sea with many a white sail, and steamers with trailing wreaths of smoke.
The noise of city life, faint and far, fell on the ear with a hum hardly louder than the murmur of the insects and bees that sported among the wild flowers.