After I got home, escorted by the reunited Edith and Tolly, as well as by Billy Robertson, who wants to be Peter"s hero, though he wasn"t directly saying so, I sat down determinedly to write to Peter at inspiring length and make him feel how I valued his confidence in me, also to mention the war drama. Just then I raised my eyes and that wonderful notebook had pushed a corner of itself out of the desk from under the ma.n.u.script. I couldn"t use my mind advising between a modern epic and a war drama while it was plowed up ready for peonies, so I decided to wait and ask Sam"s advice about advising Peter, and I read the rest of the peony pages in comfort. Right then, too, I made up my mind that I was going to get ground bone to plant at the roots of all the peonies if I had to use my own skeleton to do it and would only see them bloom with astral eyes.
I was still reading when the supper-bell rang, and was only interested in reminiscences of Grandmother Nelson during the meal.
"No, ma"am, Miss Caroline, you got it wrong. Ole Mis" didn"t divide clover pinks "cepting every third year "stid of second. _Hers_ bloomed, they did," Eph interrupted mother to say, indulging in perhaps his first speech while waiting on the table during the long and honorable life as a butler which that grandmother had started at his sixth year. He then retired in the blackest consternation, and his yellow granddaughter, the house-girl, brought in the wine-jelly.
One thing is certain--I must contrive some way to get Sam back and forth to me from The Briers in less time than it takes him to walk five miles.
He has got just one old roan plow mare and he won"t ride her after he has worked her all day, and I am afraid it won"t do for me to go after him with Redwheels every time I want him. I can go about two-thirds of the time, but he must be allowed some liberty about expressing his desire for my company. Of course a tactful woman can go nine-tenths of the way in all things to meet a man she likes, and he"ll think she hasn"t even started from home; but she ought to be honorable enough not to do it at that rate. I believe in liberty for men as well as women.
Still, I can"t express the strain it was on me to wait until after eight o"clock for Sam with Grandmother Nelson"s farm-book on my knee, and I don"t want to do it ever again, especially if the Byrd or Mammy or the cows or any of the other live stock might be sick. I felt that it must be midnight before I got Sam seated by me on the deep old mahogany sofa in front of one nice April blaze in behind the bra.s.s fender, and under another from Tolly"s power-house. He was pretty tired, as he had been up since daylight, but the cows were all right and on feed again, Mammy wasn"t any stiffer than usual, and he had promised the Byrd the first chicken that the old Dominicker hatched out to stay at home and let him come to see me. Mammy had sent me five fresh eggs, and Sam presented them with a queer pod of little round black seeds, and a smile that wouldn"t look me in the face.
"Hollyhocks! I climbed over the Johnson fence about two miles from town and stole them for you," he said, as he squirmed around from me and picked a brown burr off the leg of his trousers.
"Aren"t they sweeties?" I exclaimed, not noticing his entirely unnecessary bashfulness. "And that is just what I want to talk to you about." With which I produced my ancestral treasure, and with our heads close together we dove into it, didn"t come up until after ten o"clock, and then were breathless.
"Oh, Sam, can I do all these things out at your farm?" I exclaimed, and I fairly clung against his shoulder while his strong, rough hand folded over mine as the husk did over the hollyhock seeds I had been holding warm and moist in my palm.
"All of them, and then some, Betty," he answered, blowing away a wisp of my hair that he had again roughed up instead of shaking hands in greeting, despite my reproof. "I"ll plow up that southern plot for you just after daylight to-morrow, and every minute I can take from grubbing at the things I have to work to make the eats for all of us I"ll put in on the posy-garden for you."
"I"m much obliged to you for the plowing, but I"ll be out at about nine o"clock and I"ll bring my own spade and hoe and rake and things. I think I"ll take those two young white lilacs that are crowded over by the fence in the front yard to start the garden. Don"t you think lilacs would be a lovely corner for a garden like my grandmother"s, Sam?"
"I--I think it would be nice to--plant the hollyhock seeds you have in your hand the first thing, Betty," answered Sam, with the gridiron smolder in his eyes which snapped up into a twinkle as he added, "Could you help me set onions for a few hours later on?"
"Oh, I"d adore it!" I answered, enthusiastically. "Of course, I mean to help plant all the eat things, too. I may like them best. Let"s see what grandmother says about onions." And I began to ruffle back the pages of the book that Sam held in both his hands for me.
"Good gracious! Betty, couldn"t the old lady write!" exclaimed Sam, a half-hour later, after we had finished with onions and many other profitable vegetables. "Why, that description of her hog"s dying with cholera and the rescue reads like a--a Greek tragedy in its simplicity."
"Oh, Sam," I exclaimed in dismay, "that reminds me, I forgot to tell you about the play, and now you ought to go home, with all those five miles to walk and plowing to do at daylight." "Play? What play? Won"t it keep?" asked Sam, as he rose and reached for his hat on the table.
"Let"s enjoy this last ten minutes before my hike, down at the gate."
"Oh no, it won"t keep, and I don"t know exactly what I will do about it and the garden. Here"s Peter"s letter; read it for yourself," I wailed, as I drew the splashed letter out from the ruffle in the front of my dress where I had stuck it for safe keeping, and handed it to Sam. If I hadn"t been so distressed by the collision of the play and the garden in my heart I never would have been so dishonorable as to let Sam read the last paragraph in Peter"s letter, which was more affectionate than I felt was really right for Peter to write me, even after the Astor tea-party, and which had troubled me faintly until I had forgotten about it in my excitement about Farrington and the play. I saw Sam"s hand shake as he read that last page, and he held it away from me and finished it, as I remembered and gasped and reached for it.
"Good old Pete," said Sam, in a voice that shook as his hand did while he handed me back the letter. "It is a great chance for him, and if you can help you"ll have to go to it, Betty. Pete only needs ballast, and you are it--he seems to think."
"But how will I find time enough from making our garden to help make his play?" I asked as I rose and clung to his sleeve as I had done in all serious moments of my life, even when his coat-sleeve had been that of a roundabout jacket. My heart was weak and jumpy as I asked the question.
"Betty," said Sam, gently, lifting my hand from his arm into his for a second and then handing it firmly back to me, "that garden was just a dream you and I have been having this evening. It can"t be. Don"t you see, dear, I am in a hard hand-to-hand struggle with my land, which is all I possess, for--for bread for myself and the kiddie, and I--I can"t have a woman"s flower-garden. It looks as if you and old Petie can do a real literary stunt together. Just get at it, and G.o.d bless you both.
Good night now; I must sprint." And as he spoke he was through one of the long windows and out on the front porch in the moonlight.
"Oh, wait, Sam, wait!" I gasped, as I flew after him and clung to him determinedly.
"Well," he said, patiently, as he stood on the step below me and turned his bronze head away from me out toward his dim hills sleeping in the soft mystery of the moonlight.
"I will, Sam, I _will_ have that garden," I said, with the same angry determination in my voice I had used when I had clung to him and kicked and fought to go to places with him when he didn"t want me, and when my skirts were several inches above my bare knees and his feet were scratched and innocent of shoes.
"Betty," said Sam, as he shook me away from him and then took my shoulders under their thin covering of chiffon in his plow-calloused, big, warm hands, "forget it! There are lots of dream gardens out in the world you can play in when you have time away from the bright lights.
Everybody grows "em without a lick of work. I have to work mine or starve. Good night!" Then with a rough of my hair down across my eyes he was out in the moonlit road, running away from me to his hollow log in a way he had never done before, no matter how I had tagged him.
I ran as far as the gate to watch him out of sight, and then I put my head down against the tall old post that had been one of Sam"s perches when he wanted to climb away from me in former years, and sobbed and sobbed. I had never expected Sam to cast me off.
Girls" hearts are covered all over with little thin crystallizations of affection, and men ought to be very careful not to smash any of them with their superior strength. Sam had hurt me so that I didn"t even dare think about it. I knew he was poor, and I hadn"t expected him to plow and plant things for me while I went about in a picture-hat snipping them with garden scissors. I had asked him to let me set onions and weed beans and drop peas and corn for him and share his poverty and hard work as a true friend, and he had shut his cedar-pole gate in my face and heart. And I didn"t understand why. I tried to think it was his affection for Peter that made him thus rudely switch my mind from him and his garden to Peter and his need of me, which Sam may have thought was greater than the need of his onions and turnip salad; but I don"t see how Sam could have construed cruelty to me as generosity to Peter.
"Please G.o.d," I prayed out into the everlasting hills toward which Sam was running away from me and from which I had heard intoned "cometh help," "give me dirt to work in somewhere except in just a yard if I can"t have Sam"s. Help me to get somebody to help me to raise things for people to eat and milk, as well as to inspire a play. I"ll do both things, but I must have earth with rotted leaves in it. Amen."
Then I went to bed heartbroken for life, and my sad eyes closed on the little glimpse which my window framed of Old Harpeth, the tallest hill in Paradise Ridge, while my hand still folded in the moist hollyhock seeds.
II
THE BOOK OF SHELTER
Peter"s play is remarkable; it really is. He has collected all the great and wonderful things that life in America contains and put them together in a way that reads as if Edgar Allan Poe had helped Henry James to construct it, though they had forgotten to ask Mark Twain to dinner and had never heard of John Burroughs. I felt when I got through the first act as if I had been living for a week shut into an old Gothic cathedral aisle decorated by marble-carved inspired words, and I was both cold and hungry. The more I read of Peter"s play the more congenial I felt with Farrington. I had enough education to see that it was a genuine literary achievement, but I had heart enough to know that something had to be done to rescue all his characters from the arctic region. Could I do it single-handed even for a person I cared as much for as I did for Peter?
I decided that I could not, and that the only way I could prove my loyalty and affection for Peter was to abase myself before Sam Crittenden and his cruelty to me, and get his help. Only for Peter would I have done such a thing, which in the end I didn"t have to do at all.
Since the night Sam refused me the use of his farm and put me out of his life for ever I had not seen him until by his own intention. Or maybe it was Tolly"s.
"See here, Betty, what you need is a good fox or tango and you had better come to it up at Sue"s to-night."
Tolly had broken in upon my despairing meditations over the way in which Peter"s hero talks wicked business and congested charity to the poor little heroine in the very first act while she is full of a beautiful affection Peter didn"t seem to see, and ready to pour it forth to the hero before he started out on a long life mission. Maybe it was sorrowing with her at being thus suppressed by everybody that made me write her case to Peter with such fervor. I had just finished the letter when Tolly came to my rescue with the offer of a nice warm dance to nourish me up.
"Don"t make me kidnap you, Betty; go fluff and rose up a bit," he commanded, as he seated himself on the front steps with a determination which was as business-like as his management of the Electric Light Company.
"I think I had better go to Sue"s to thaw out some of my loneliness over this play," I answered him as I looked up with desperation and a smudge on my face. Then I went to my room and left Tolly alone with Peter"s poor little heroine. "Say, tell the poet to get the man with the dinner-pail who is eating hunk sandwiches at lunch-time on the pavement in front of any construction job in New York to tell him what he did and said to his girl at the firemen"s ball the night before, and then translate it into some of this first-cla.s.s poetry. That"ll be a great play," said Tolly, as I came down-stairs just as he had turned page twenty-five of Peter"s ma.n.u.script. Tolly"s coa.r.s.eness doesn"t affect me as it does Edith because there is always so much point to it.
"You don"t quite understand Peter and his play, Tolly, dear," I said, with dignity, though I felt exactly the same way about it and hadn"t known how to express it in human interest terms as well as Tolly.
"I sure don"t," answered Tolly, cheerfully, and not at all as if I had put him in his place in regard to his criticism of our epic. "Come on; let"s hurry. Everybody is waiting for us."
It was good to be in a buzz of girls and men once more for the first time in two weeks since I settled down to do my worst or best by Peter, with my Grandmother Nelson"s garden-book locked up in the preserve-closet down in the darkest corner of the cellar, and Sam lost in the fastness of The Briers.
Everybody wanted to dance with me at the same time, and the girls kissed me into a lovely, warm cheerfulness. The girls in Hayesboro are the sustaining kind of friends, like pound-cake, sweetened and beautifully frosted. "Has he consented to let the hero kiss the poor thing"s hand before he goes to fight the case of the miners?" Julia whispered, warmly, as she took a few tango steps with me in her arms before Billy Robertson claimed her and Tolly picked me up to juggle with me in his new Kentucky version of the fox-trot.
"I"m expecting a letter to-morrow," I answered her as Tolly slid me away three steps, skidded two, and slid back four. And then, having begun, I danced; all of me danced; even my heart, which had started out as heavy as lead, got into the feather cla.s.s before I went around the room three times. It is strange how even great responsibilities melt away before dance music like icicles on the southern side of the house. It was in a perfectly melted condition that I at last dropped from Tolly"s grasp into a pair of new arms which cradled me against a broad breast with such gentleness that I might have thought it was mother come to the dance if I hadn"t caught a whiff of cedar woodsiness when I turned my nose into a miniature brier-patch of blue-berried cedar in the b.u.t.tonhole of the coat against which my face was pressed as my feet caught step with a pair of smart shoes bearing a smear of moss loam on one side.
"Sam!" I gasped, with emotional indignation that had a decided trace of joy.
"Yes, I feel that way, too," answered Sam, roughing my hair slightly with his chin as both his hands were employed holding me to him while we slid and skidded and slid again. "I don"t forgive you; I never shall," I said, haughtily, as I drew away from him the fraction of an inch that came very near making us collide with Sue and Billy, who were dancing wildly, but in perfect accord.
"You"ll have to when you hear the worst," answered Sam, as he firmly pressed my shoulder into his while he manoeuvered me first past Edith and Tolly and then across right in front of Pink Herriford, who weighs all of two hundred, dancing with Julia Buford, who must tip the scales at one hundred and sixty. It was a hairbreadth rapture of escape.
"Is anything the matter with the cows or anybody else?" I demanded, anxiously, from his shoulder.
"Worse!"
"Oh, Sam, has anything died at The Briers?"
"Worse," he answered again, while he defied Tolly with a double cross and then took a chance with Pink and Julia as I pressed him closer with my arms and my questions.