"East and west, then," I answered, calmly, though my hand clenched over the hollyhock seeds which I had put in an envelope in the pocket of my corduroy skirt. It was cruelly thoughtless of him--this selection of the lilacs for the corner-stones of the garden after making me so happy, not a month ago, with that lovely sentiment about wanting to plant the hollyhock seeds first in memory of the dolls of our youth. "Peter will enjoy looking down the rows from the living-room window better than across them," I added, quickly, for fear he would humiliate me by remembering that he had forgotten the hollyhock seeds he had stolen for me.
"Say where and I"ll dig for you," he said; but I saw a glint of something fairly shoot from his eyes.
"Here," I said, and stood at a nice right angle from the corner of the house and the old cedar-tree he had said he could nail the wires to to save a post, when he had to put up a fence.
He came over promptly with the spade and poised it to dig into the ground--and my heart.
Then he hesitated, and looked at me quickly for a second. Then he threw down the spade and said, quietly:
"I"ll go get that rotted stump dirt before I break ground for the lilacs, and you can think about things while you wait." With that he lifted the wheelbarrow and trundled out of the situation, leaving me in the depths of a hurt uncertainty.
But if Samuel Foster Crittenden thought I was as stupid as that, he had a chance to learn better--at least I thought I would give him one. I"m not sure yet that I did.
As soon as he was out of sight I flew to the end of the garden, where I thought the row of hollyhocks would make a lovely background for all the long lines of vegetables and flowers running into it, sighted with my eye, ran a trench with the rusty old hoe, flung in my seeds, and covered it up in less time than it takes to tell it. When Sam came back I had spaded out at least two and a half shovelfuls of dirt, that I found surprisingly heavy, from the hole for the first lilac. I saw him start and hesitate as if about to say something, and then I think--I think, but I can"t be sure--his eyes rested on my hasty and surrept.i.tious gardening.
"You are the real thing, Betty," was all he said as he roughed my hair, first back and then down over my eyes, and took Grandmother Nelson"s spade from my hand and began to make the dirt fly out of the hole. I wonder what I"ll say when those hollyhocks come up.
And then we all worked. It astonished me to find what one man, one woman, and one small boy can do to a plot of earth in three hours, with a string, sharpened sticks, seed, hoes, spades, rakes, and radiant happiness. At four o"clock we all three sank down in a heap at the end of the last row of green peas in delicious exhaustion.
"Nice little seed, I"ll dig you up to-morrow to see how you feel," said the Byrd as he patted in a stray pea he had found with the beets. "I can"t dig you all up, but I will as many as I can."
"Yes, you will--not," said Sam, reaching for him as he skimmed and dipped away. And then followed a lecture on floriculture, agriculture, and horticulture that I immensely enjoyed.
"Yes," a.s.sented the fledgling, with the greatest intellectual enthusiasm, "baby beets folds up jest that way," and he ill.u.s.trated after Sam, with his grubby little paddies, "same as chickens in eggs and--"
"Come on, Betty, let"s go select the spot for the cedar-log temple for Peter"s muses," Sam interrupted as he made a lightning grab for the Byrd and tumbled him back into the loamy earth.
I realized then that up to a quarter of five o"clock on that twenty-first-of-April day I had been really wretchedly uneasy about Peter in every way, that I did and did not understand since that scene at the tea-table in the Astor when I had a.s.sumed the responsibility of him. But at that moment when Sam held back a tangle of blackberry-bushes and low-sweeping dogwood boughs, and we stepped out on a moss-covered rock-ledge that commanded a view of the Harpeth Valley, stretching away and away in an iridescent shimmer of springiness and sunshine, it completely vanished, for the time being, anyway.
"Oh," I said, with a great sigh of relief, "let"s plant Peter here.
He--he can grow his dream in this place."
"Yes," answered Sam, quietly, "I"ll log up and daub up a shack right here, with a stone fireplace. It won"t cost anything, for I"ll use my own logs and pick up my own stones. Thank G.o.d for shoulders and arms which can make shelter for anybody that needs it anywhere," and as he spoke Sam looked across the valley into the blaze of the sun that was beginning to go down behind Paradise Ridge, with that earth-smolder I was beginning to recognize. I knew that David and Moses and Christ had all looked down across new life from a hillside, and Sam seemed almost transfigured to me. And I had a--a vision. I saw that Sam was to be one of a gigantic new kind of men to whom all who were ahungered and athirst would come to be cared for. I had brought Peter to him first, and I knew--I felt that others--that--
"Sam," I said, as I reached out and laid a timid hand, for the first time stained with earth labor, on the blue sleeve of his overalls, "don"t ever leave Peter and me anywhere you are not, will you?"
"I"m always here for you both when you need me, Betty. Just call," he answered. "And now you hustle home to Mother Hayes or she won"t let me have you at six and a quarter cents any more."
"Make it five, Sam. I feel smaller now."
"No, that"ll be Pete"s rate. Come on and take the mud-scow back to Eph.
Present my compliments to him after he has washed it."
Some people have a way of pruning a friend"s spirit in a manner that makes it bush out more hardily than ever. That is the way Sam does me, and I intend to worship him delightfully if I want to and he continues to deserve it. It is so much better for a woman to worship a man than love him; it puts a strong barrier between them to keep him from hurting her, which loving him doesn"t seem to, at least not with Edith and Tolly; and I am always worried over Peter; but for long intervals I can forget Sam comfortably and find him right there when I need him.
I am glad that I had that care-free day of hard work with Sam out at The Briers to fatigue me so that I couldn"t take Peter"s letter completely to heart. I read it, cried over it a minute, and then fell into my bed without even putting rose oil on my cheek curls to hold them in place.
My first day at farming had done me up. Still, it"s no use to cover up your head from trouble; it"s right here by the bed the minute you peep over the top of the sheet. I woke up, feeling that the whole world must be camping on the top of my crocheted lace counterpane; but soon I realized that it was only Peter"s play. Peter is stuck in the mud at the beginning of the third act, and he thinks it is quicksands that are going to drown him. The last few sentences of the letter sound like a beautiful funeral oration to himself, and they made me so miserable that I put on my clothes and fled to daddy, who was out smoking his cigar on the front porch in the crisp morning air.
"And Sam can"t possibly get ready for him to come down in less than two weeks. He has to build the house in between the plowing and milking and other things. Peter may die. What shall we do?" I wound up with a wail.
"Sam paid off the note on two of the cows and cash for the mule last Monday," answered daddy. "Not a farmer in the Harpeth Valley has done better in less than two years, and I would leave Peter to him. I guess he can fodder up the play, too. Have the poet down to visit mother while he waits."
"He can"t come for a week; he"s going to be decorated at the Academy.
He"s the youngest that ever has been; but I"ll write and ask him," I answered, in a jumble, but very much comforted.
Peter accepted my invitation and announced his arrival as ten days later. Then real work began among Sam"s friends and mine in Hayesboro.
I put the case to them plainly and movingly. Here was a young and distinguished genius coming to settle down in Hayesboro to rescue his play, and it was the duty of everybody to help him in every way. The first thing he had to have was shelter, and we ought to all help Sam as much as we could to provide it for him. He was willing to stay with us for a few days, on mother"s invitation, which I had to hide nine crochet-needles to make her write him, but he wrote that his "spirit panted for the wilderness," and if he felt that way about it he ought to be settled in the cabin as soon as possible.
"Why, of course," said Julia, with large and responsive enthusiasm, "we must just all turn in and help Sam. I never helped build a house, but if you can, Betty, so can I."
"I can make curtains and things and cushions for chairs," said Edith, with no less enthusiasm than Julia"s. "I have a lovely bureau-scarf all finished and--"
"Chairs--bureau!" I fairly gasped. "Neither Sam nor I had thought of furniture. Sam paid a big note in the bank for the cows and mule, and how can he buy more stock like chairs and bureaus and beds?"
"Why, hasn"t Sam got furniture? The Crittenden house had the loveliest in Hayesboro," asked Edith, plaintively.
"He"s sold it; Sam is poor," I answered, proudly. "He hasn"t got anything but Mammy and Byrd and the other stock, and places for all to sleep and eat and keep warm. Now what are we going to do?"
"He wouldn"t let us buy him anything, would he?" asked Sue, thoughtfully.
"I know Sam better than that," said Edith.
"I"ll tell you," I exclaimed, suddenly and radiantly. "Of course, we can"t give Sam anything, but I believe--I believe that if I asked him very kindly he would let us make a kind of museum of affection of Peter"s room and take all the lovely things we can borrow from people to put in the shack to help inspire him. Mother will let me start with Grandmother Nelson"s desk, though it is dearer than life to me; and I know she"ll crochet him a lamp-mat before he gets here--maybe several, if she likes the pattern she starts on."
"Do you remember that mahogany table in my room?" exclaimed Julia, several minutes lost in deep reflection. "It is real Chippendale, Aunt Amanda says, and I"ll send that out. Oh, to think of a poet laying his pen down on it! Or does he use a pencil?"
And it is true that from very small beginnings great trees grow. In this case it was Peter"s roof-tree, or rather what was under it. I never saw anything like Hayesboro when it takes generosity in its teeth and runs away, as at the time when Mr. Stanton, the Methodist minister, had thirty-five pounds of sausage sent him from different hog-killings just because in prayer-meeting, when he publicly thanked the Lord for his seventh child, he mentioned that it was welcome, though one more mouth to feed. Of course, the baby didn"t need the sausage any more than Peter really needed all the things everybody wanted to send out to make the cabin comfortable for him. Fortunately, Sam kept his head, as the minister did when he sold the sausage and bought groceries for the whole family; he selected only five pieces out of the list of sixty that we gave him, and it took me a day and a half to go around and keep people from getting hurt because he didn"t call in his wagon for the things they had got out and rubbed and dusted. And before the sun set on the second day of my explanations I had talked Peter into the very heart of Hayesboro, which was all down to the station to meet him and welcome him. The mayor wanted to have the bra.s.s band, but I persuaded him not to do that, but to make Peter a little speech. Miss Henrietta Spain asked to have her school children march down to throw jonquils in his path, and I had to give in to that. Besides, I thought Peter would like it; so did Sam.
But that came later, after six of the longest days any of us ever lived through. We spent them at The Briers, and every soft friend I had is now a hardened specimen. Everybody went out to see Sam and advise him about how to care for a distinguished guest that they all felt that Hayesboro owned and was just lending to Sam for the time being, and they all remained to farm. Most of them had never been to see him before, and they were so delighted that they lost their heads and hearts to the farm. The Briers is like a great, big, beautiful dog that lies there begging you to come and plow it and scratch it and hoe it and rake it, while it licks out green curly vegetable tongues for more. At first Sam seemed slightly overwhelmed by all the offers of help that came with me in Redwheels, dressed in business-like corduroys that had been made like mine, in a hurry, and with hoes and seed-baskets, or that Pink or Tolly drove out in their cars; but he finally entered everybody in the time-book at two and a half cents an hour, gave each a plot of ground that wouldn"t do for anything else, and started them off, while he kept on at real work. I"m glad to have every healthy a.s.surance of being in the world when Sam comes to the harvesting of his friendly crops. It will be a great occasion. If Edith"s five rows of okra do not net or gross--I forget which is the right term for it--I know she will wilt away, and I dread Sue if her fifty tomato-plants go down before the humble cutworm. Sue won"t be humble. Miss Editha came out with us one afternoon and sowed a row of ladies"-slippers and princess-feathers, and it was funny to see old Dr. Chubb, who had driven the ten miles just for the pleasure of seeing Sam (only, Sam said it was in hopes of seeing me), digging and raking for her, while Colonel Menefee, in true military style, commanded them both. Father came once and took Sam away down to a field by himself, and from the look on both their faces I was afraid Sam had again refused to borrow money to buy the mate to the mule he needed so badly. Father was so mad he took off his coat, and he and Tolly split wood enough for the big fireplace to last until midsummer. Sam says that Pink sweat enough soap-grease to make him worth more than two and a half cents, if it could have been collected. He didn"t mean us to hear him say it to Pink, but Edith got pale with shock, while daddy roared so that old b.u.t.tercup came up the hill to see what was the matter. Julia laughed, and so did I--when we got away from Edith.
It took six good days of such chorus work to get every odd job at The Briers nicely finished up, and daddy and the mayor and Colonel Menefee mended all the rail fences before they rested on the seventh.
Then on Monday morning came the log-raising for the poet"s lodge, and everybody a.s.sembled long before Sam had nicked the last log with his great big adz. We all sat around on the rocks and ends of the logs and discussed how to begin before Sam got ready to tell us the right way.
The colonel and Miss Editha were standing a little to one side, and I knew that he was being sentimental by the fluttering smile that came and went on her tea-rose face; but suddenly he turned and said to daddy, with his fierce old face lighting:
"Just look, Hayes, there"s pioneer blood in them yet--and brawn, too,"
he added, as Tolly and Pink and Billy Robertson stripped off their coats and came forward as Sam knocked the last crimson cedar chip from the last log.
"Steady--up now, Tolly," said Sam, as Tolly bent to one end of one of the long, rough cedar logs, that had so lately been a forest king, but that was now dethroned and shorn of its branching power with which to wrestle with the wind. Pink and Billy got holds in between. "Up--up, boys! Now roll!" shouted Sam again, and with a strain and a heave they landed the first log level and true on the stone underpinnings.
"Hip--hip--hurrah for the poet"s house!" shouted Tolly, as he rolled his shirt-sleeves up and spat on his hands to show his readiness for more logs; and we all clapped, while Edith picked up a b.u.t.ton that had popped off his shirt with the strain of his big chest underneath.
Then for a second Sam"s kind eyes sank down deep into mine and smoldered there. I know he was praying for Peter as the rest cheered. Then he bent and called out:
"Next. Up--up, boys! Steady!"
My eyes misted for a second, and Peter"s pale face rose before them in the mist. Peter is a man of dreams, for whom was being harnessed all this sinew and brawn of reality. And men must plow and plant and reap and hew and lift for their vision-bringers, and women must do it also.