Kane promptly grabs the list from Guthrie"s hand.
"Come on, everybody, you heard Mr Guthrie. Hold your horses, there"s an allocation plan."
Blake smiles, knowing this is pure theatre from Kane. He glances to Heather again, reckoning this const.i.tutes safer ground for sharing a joke, but it seems she didn"t get it. She"s looking askance towards the ongoing scramble down the corridor, clearly wondering what trials the sleeping arrangements may have in store.
"Don"t sweat it," says Sendak with a grin. He"s leaning against a wall, sculpted arms folded against his equally sculpted chest, his back flat to the upright to make room and let the last of the stampede pa.s.s. Most of the kids have squeezed themselves into the corridor, only a few stragglers bunched up behind the bottleneck in reception. "There"s separate accommodation for the adults. Individual rooms, higher spec. Our consolation for no longer being so blessed with youth."
"Is it in a remote part of the complex?" Heather asks hopefully.
"Indeed, at a greater distance than most nocturnal noise can travel."
"I"m already feeling like we"re in very good hands, Mr . . . sorry, I didn"t catch your surname."
"Sendak is is my surname. For what it"s worth, my first name is Max, but that"s by the by." my surname. For what it"s worth, my first name is Max, but that"s by the by."
"Everybody calls you Sendak?"
"No, but you guys can if you like. Everybody else calls me Sarge. Come on, I"ll show you to your rooms."
Caitlin is one of the first girls to reach the bedrooms, not through being fleet of foot but rather sharp of eye sufficient to notice the small sign at the junction of a link corridor directing her to "Female Accommodation". Just about everyone ahead of her had simply barrelled through (or been helplessly driven by the Gadarene rush) towards what they would soon learn was in fact only the Male Accommodation end of the block.
As she rounds the corner, she can hear shrieking, laughing and arguing, slightly muted by being behind a set of heavy fire doors that denote the only barrier between the two sections. Spirits are high, but let no one fail to understand that what they are currently about is a serious business; and who bags the best rooms is considerably less important than who ends up sharing with whom.
Only those perceived as having been directly affected by the incident were offered places on the trip: that meant those who had actually witnessed it and, of those who didn"t, those who were close to the parties involved. Out of Caitlin"s close friends, only Claire had been in the social area that day, but she had gone down with appendicitis on Wednesday and gave up her place to someone else. A lot of people were in a similar situation, isolated from the security of their normal social circle. It would be wisest to room with a group of girls none of whom were particularly close, as they"d give each other a bit of s.p.a.ce; while the scenario to avoid was to end up playing gooseberry to a clique.
One of the first rooms she sees is a two-bedded affair. As she draws nearer the door and is able to see further inside, she observes that Samantha Coulter has been sharp of eye and and fleet of foot. Caitlin looks away before eye contact can be made, so that she doesn"t subject herself to the awkwardness or embarra.s.sment of Samantha even thinking that she might have designs on the other berth in that room. They both know that the second bed is earmarked for no mere mortal. Try steerage, down the hall. fleet of foot. Caitlin looks away before eye contact can be made, so that she doesn"t subject herself to the awkwardness or embarra.s.sment of Samantha even thinking that she might have designs on the other berth in that room. They both know that the second bed is earmarked for no mere mortal. Try steerage, down the hall.
She sees the vanguard of the wayward gaggle pouring through the fire doors into the female block, and quickly skips inside a four-bedded room across the corridor. She unburdens herself of her rucksack, placing it on the bed nearest the window, and stands by, hoping for the best, bracing against the worst. A short few seconds later, Bernadette sticks her head around the door and, upon conducting a quick bed-count, hastily ushers Rosemary and Maria in to join her.
Oh G.o.d, no. No, no, no, no, no. She got here first, she had the whole deck to play with but she"s ended up bust.
It could have been worse, she tells herself. She could have found herself the designated whipping-dweeb in a room otherwise occupied by the likes of Deborah, Gillian, Yvonne, Julie and Theresa. So yeah, chin up, it really could have been worse.
Rosemary places her guitar case down on her bed alongside her holdall, from which she proceeds to remove a plastic two-litre bottle of sparkling mineral water. With the bag unzipped, Caitlin can"t help but see inside, where her eye is drawn to a large-folio paperback volume ent.i.tled Fifty Hymns for the Guitar Fifty Hymns for the Guitar.
All right, now it is is worse. worse.
Deborah has found herself tagging along at the coo"s tail with Mich.e.l.le Sharp, hurrying their way through the building with a horrible, dawning sensation of having missed the boat. It"s not a total catastrophe yet, but it could be, as it looks like everybody else has had a head start on getting the rooms sorted out, and now she could end up sharing with Mich.e.l.le and G.o.d knows who else instead of her pals. b.l.o.o.d.y h.e.l.l. She"s only just got over the fright of thinking her bag had somehow been left behind in Gleniston. She distinctly remembered leaving it with all the others alongside the coach in the St Peter"s car park, but when they all got emptied out again in the clearing at Fort Trochart, it was nowhere to be found. Mich.e.l.le was in the same predicament. By the time the last of the luggage had been lifted, the pair of them were left there empty-handed, with the driver already having closed up the hold and b.u.g.g.e.red off somewhere.
They found him having a fly f.a.g round the side of the building, which he put out with extremely bad grace before trudging back to the coach. Both of their bags were discovered to have slid in transit, and become lodged behind a wheel-arch bulkhead on the far side of the hold.
G.o.d, what a waste if she ends up with Mich.e.l.le. Nothing against the la.s.sie, but she wouldn"t say boo to a goose so she"s hardly going to be the life and soul, staying up late, sloshing back the swally and turning folk"s hair white with her mental stories.
But oh, thank Christ. She sees Gillian up ahead, through a wire-meshed safety pane in the fire doors, Julie at her back. They"re both turning to their left, her right, so she knows which way to make for.
She feels herself walk that bit faster, but she doesn"t want to make it look like she"s literally running away from Mich.e.l.le, so she restrains herself. It"s all fine, no rush. Gillian will keep her a place.
Seconds later, the sight that greets Deborah goes from dismaying to totally pathetic in the s.p.a.ce of about two seconds. There"s four beds, all taken. She clocks the situation, understands it"s an "if you"re not fast, you"re last" number: the hand she was dealt when her bag decided it fancied a wee wander around the luggage hold. It"s a disappointment, a punch in the gut, in fact, but it"s the others" reaction that"s worse. n.o.body says anything anything. It"s not like she"s due an apology or nothing, but this makes it all the more awkward. There"s this pitiful silence, everybody just standing with their glaikit expressions, not knowing what to say, all tensed up and kind of guilty, like they"re afraid she"ll start crying or like that way when you"ve just been talking about somebody and she walks in.
Actually, maybe not everybody"s quite so glaikit: is that a hint of - f.u.c.king better not not be - a smirk on Julie"s fat coupon? Is as well. She"s loving this, the f.u.c.king cow. be - a smirk on Julie"s fat coupon? Is as well. She"s loving this, the f.u.c.king cow.
"First come, first served," Deborah says. Got to acknowledge the practicalities and make out it"s no big thing, because there"s a weird vibe, like it"s somehow turning into into a big thing, and a big thing that"s putting the four of them in one camp and her alone in the other. a big thing, and a big thing that"s putting the four of them in one camp and her alone in the other.
"Doesn"t matter where you"re sleeping, the carry-on will still be in here, the five of us," says Gillian. It"s meant to be rea.s.suring, but it actually makes Deborah"s hackles rise. She feels like she"s being talked down to, a charity case. She doesn"t understand why, but she suddenly feels like she hates Gillian right now. She also feels a lump in her throat, which is pathetic, and something she utterly can"t let develop. If anyone notices her voice tremble, never mind shed a tear, it"s a disaster. This is so weird. Where"s this all coming from?
She manages a smile and swallows before speaking. "b.l.o.o.d.y right," she says. "I chipped in for that carry-out. I"ll find somewhere to dump my stuff and I"ll see yous all back here in a wee minute."
"Aye, okay," says Gillian.
"See you in a bit," Theresa goes.
And it would have been fine, but then Julie weighs in.
"I saw a bed free in Marianne"s room."
That"s all she says. She doesn"t add anything, doesn"t lay on any emphasis, but there"s something about it that"s definitely meant as damage, maybe just the fact of underlining to everybody where Deborah is going to end up.
She feels pure acid welling inside, a no-holds retort, but stops herself saying it; stops herself losing it. If she says something, she"s just further underlining that she"s the sad-case here, papped out the club and stuck with Marianne. Besides, if she has a go at Julie, she"s as good as having a go at all of them, because once it"s over, it"s Julie who"s going to be on the same side of the door as the other three.
"I"ll phone if I need rescued from being a human sacrifice," she says.
"Aye, okay," says Gillian.
"No lezzin" it up with the vampire, but," goes Yvonne.
"We"ll be checking your neck for bite marks in the morning."
"If it"s a lezzie vampire, it"s no" her neck you"ll need to check," goes Julie.
Deborah withdraws from the room quickly but not, she hopes, conspicuously so, turning away so that they can"t see her face is burning. The tips of her ears feel hot, which only happens when she"s got a pure beamer or is totally raging. On this occasion, it"s both. Who were they calling a f.u.c.king lezzie? She must think more about s.e.x than any of them, than all of them put together. And as for Julie, Deborah might not have done it yet, but at least she was in with a chance. That fat hump was never getting a s.h.a.g. Fat ugly boot was the one that looked looked like a lesbian. Aye, maybe that was it. They did say the folk who"d something to hide were the first to be making accusations. Though even if Julie like a lesbian. Aye, maybe that was it. They did say the folk who"d something to hide were the first to be making accusations. Though even if Julie was was a fat ugly lesbian, she still wasn"t getting a ride, not even off of another fat ugly lesbian. a fat ugly lesbian, she still wasn"t getting a ride, not even off of another fat ugly lesbian.
"It"s s.h.i.te, but, innit?" says Yvonne.
"Aye," Gillian agrees, but she"s relieved that Deborah is gone. It was weird: she felt a bit guilty, but at the same time resented feeling that way, and wished Deborah would just f.u.c.k off and not stand there making everything awkward.
"Is she really gaunny be stuck with Marianne?" Yvonne asks.
"Or is that a wind-up?"
"Straight up," Julie replies, with a look that is about ninety per cent appalled and ten per cent delighted.
"It was the only room left with any beds free," Gillian confirms.
"No surprise, I suppose," says Theresa.
"Need to watch Deborah doesn"t get, you know, infected with the Goth virus," Yvonne says.
"If she comes out in the morning dressed in fishnets and her hair dyed jet black," adds Theresa, "we need to stage an intervention before she starts to self-harm."
"Aye," Gillian says, joining in. "Anybody hears her humming a My Chemical Romance song, that"s it, she doesnae get back in this room. We have to stop it spreading."
They"re all pure gutting themselves now, and Gillian doesn"t feel guilty. None of them do. Every one of them knows it could have been them and is grateful it wasn"t, because every one of them also knows it"s devil-take-the-hindmost, no quarter asked or given. No fun being in unless somebody"s out.
Kirk is taking his time, ambling down the corridor in no hurry whatsoever, when through an open doorway he sees a sight that stops him in his tracks. He"s a dozen or so yards behind the scrambling and jostling mora.s.s. The squeaks of umpteen sets of trainers on the floor tiles is matched in pitch and volume by as many overexcited voices, making claims, shouting instructions. Daft f.u.c.king weans, so they are. Wasting their efforts too, some of them. Dazza"s near as bad. Kirk can tell he wanted a head start in finding their digs, and now his face is tripping him because Kirk delayed them and they ended up at the back of the crowd. Like that matters, f.u.c.k.
Kirk had a wee bit of business to attend to outside, and he wanted to make sure all potentially prying eyes were safely out the way, indoors in the reception area, while he got on with it. Dazza"s nose was further put out of joint because Kirk wouldn"t say what it was - just told him and Rocks to stay put and keep the edgy while he nipped round the side of the building and found a good spot to plank the wee zip-locked bag. And now he"s even more p.i.s.sed off because Kirk"s stopped to smell the roses a wee bit. Well, he can just pull his knickers back out the crack of his a.r.s.e. Kirk"s got a bit of business here as well, a bit of business with the f.u.c.ker who"s standing inside this room with his back to the doorway: Matt weirdo c.u.n.t Wilson.
Aye. Well seeing he"s on his tod in there. n.o.body wants anything to do with him, but what"s annoying is that that"s actually how the f.u.c.king oddity likes it.
Kirk drops his shoulder bag to the floor, so that Matt turns round and sees him. He looks away again immediately, which is how Kirk knows he"s been noticed. That"s as much eye contact as you"d ever get from the boy anyway: just wee glances to absorb the minimum amount of information about the social aspect of his environment. That"s what it said in the paper, anyway, in a piece he read about a guy that made him think of Matt. Asperger"s Syndrome, the guy"s condition was called. Kirk doesn"t know if that"s what Matt"s got, but he certainly recognised a few of the symptoms. Big fancy name for what used to just be called being an ignorant c.u.n.t. "Good with numbers, not with people," that"s what he overheard one of the teachers say about Matt. So, what, is he meant to be f.u.c.king Rain Man or something? Kirk"s not buying it. There"s something calculating and cold about the b.a.s.t.a.r.d. He"s not some harmless doo-lally numpty like Davie O"Hara: that boy"s soft in the head and soft in the heart. Everybody likes Davie, and Kirk had handed out a couple of panellings to folk that tried to rip the pish out of him. But Matt is a different story. Unlike Davie, he isn"t weird thon way that he looks like his mammy dresses him. There"s something precise about his clothing and appearance that"s worse than those preening fuds Liam and Jason.
Kirk had never really noticed him much until maybe a year or so back. He went to a different primary school from Kirk and he wasn"t in any of his cla.s.ses until third year. You wouldn"t wouldn"t notice him, that"s the thing. More like you become gradually aware of him. It"s creepy, anyone being so quiet, blending into the walls. Kirk doesn"t like mouthy b.a.s.t.a.r.ds either, but there"s a happy medium, and this freaky c.o.c.k comes across like he"s above talking to anybody - which made it all the more galling who he notice him, that"s the thing. More like you become gradually aware of him. It"s creepy, anyone being so quiet, blending into the walls. Kirk doesn"t like mouthy b.a.s.t.a.r.ds either, but there"s a happy medium, and this freaky c.o.c.k comes across like he"s above talking to anybody - which made it all the more galling who he did did f.u.c.king talk to. f.u.c.king talk to.
Naw. Matt"s a far different story to wee daft Davie. This yin knows what he"s all about. That"s why Kirk isnae buying all the s.h.i.te about him being just caught in the middle of what happened to Dunnsy. He"s a sly b.a.s.t.a.r.d as well as a smart one, and Kirk"s f.u.c.king well on to him now.
He stands with his arms folded, just staring, watching to see what Matt will do. He"s got his back to the door still, looking down at his bed where his rucksack is parked, but he"s not taking anything out of it. His head is down but Kirk guesses he"s not looking at the bag or the bed. He"ll be staring at the floor, looking for a reflection or a shadow that will tell him whether Kirk has moved away. s.h.i.ting it. Good. Get used to the feeling, ya weirdo p.r.i.c.k.
Then a voice intrudes into the moment.
"You finding yourselves rooms all right there, boys?"
It"s Mr Kane, subtly making everybody aware that he knows the score.
"Getting there, sir," says Dazza, giving Kirk a look that"s asking for a skelp in the dish, still f.u.c.king sour-faced that Kirk had held them back.
Kirk lifts his bag from the floor. "Cannae find the bellhop," he says. "I"ll be writing a strongly worded letter to the management."
Mr Kane gives him back a thin smile, not letting him walk away thinking they can both kid on he never saw nothing there. f.u.c.k, why did it have to be Mr Kane? Guthrie, bring it on - he"d mix it with that purple-heided wannabe sergeant-major b.a.s.t.a.r.d all day, and the more authority he tried to wield, the less seriously Kirk took him. But Mr Kane was different gravy, the one guy he genuinely didn"t want to get on the wrong side of.
Kirk walks away, resisting the temptation to have a look back; at Mr Kane or or Matt Wilson. No need to incur unnecessary complications. Nothing"s changed: that f.u.c.ker"s time is coming. All the better, in fact, if he knows it, and has a wee while to dwell on that. Aye, sleep well not knowing when or where you"re getting yours, ya weirdo c.u.n.t. Matt Wilson. No need to incur unnecessary complications. Nothing"s changed: that f.u.c.ker"s time is coming. All the better, in fact, if he knows it, and has a wee while to dwell on that. Aye, sleep well not knowing when or where you"re getting yours, ya weirdo c.u.n.t.
Beansy drops his guts again about two seconds after dropping his bag. It"s a quiet one, and he says nothing, just waits for them all to notice. Delayed response is always the funniest, and this one"s a stoater. Deso"s halfway through saying something about Rosemary"s guitar when it stops him in his tracks.
"f.u.c.k"s sake, Beansy, that"s out of f.u.c.kin" order. You dae that once more and I"m gettin" the f.u.c.kin" fire extinguisher, all right?"
Marky"s next to get a warm noseful of the bouquet.
"That smelly b.a.s.t.a.r.d"s like one of those animals that has to mark oot its territory."
"If it"s territory he wants, he can have a f.u.c.kin" room tae himself if he keeps that up," says Fizzy, but he"s laughing as he says it. They all are, with a c.u.mulative effect on Beansy, who can feel himself starting to lose the place. There"s tears coming out now and everything.
"Oh f.u.c.k, this is serious," Marky observes. "He"s managed to make his own own eyes water." eyes water."
Beansy lets himself fall back on to the bed, the laughter tightening his guts and making him cough with it now. It"s not so much the carry-on in here, as this coming on the back of what just happened along the hall, which gets funnier every time he pictures the moment again. He and Deso clocked that Liam and Jase had nabbed this big four-bedded room to themselves, so the pair of them wandered in to claim the spare berths just to see the disgusted and disbelieving looks on their coupons.
"Yeah, right," Liam said, once he had got over the initial horror and slipped his f.a.n.n.y-pad back in or whatever.
"Whit?" Deso asked, face like b.u.t.ter wouldnae, actually starting to take stuff out his bag, the mental b.a.s.t.a.r.d.
"No f.u.c.king way," Jason gives it. "Find somewhere else. Now."
"There"s nowhere else," Deso told him. "It"s a full hoose. If you wanted a room to yourselves so"s you"ve got peace to poof each other, you should have taken thon two-bed effort up the hall next to the swing doors."
"Handy for the la.s.sies" toilets as well," Beansy added. "Case you need spare tampons or that."
"The male section isn"t full," Liam replied, arms folded so he looks even more like a la.s.sie in the cream puff. "There"s more girls than guys on this trip, or can you r.e.t.a.r.ds not count?"
"That why you two have overspilled into the boys" corridor."
Jase just sighed at this point and looked at the ceiling, like this was just boring the lacy pink panties off him now. The game was a bogey, as he"d finally sussed that they were only doing it to take the rise.
"Come on," Deso urged, packing his stuff back into his bag and lifting it again.
"Aye," Beansy agreed, then turned to Liam on his way out the door. "As if me and Deso actually wanted to share with you two up-yourselves boring b.a.s.t.a.r.ds anyway. We"d get better conversation oot the la.s.sies - and less of it about clothes and make-up."
Liam closed the door behind them with a highly satisfying slam, which is when the giggles started to set in.
Lying on his bed, Beansy"s still coughing and wiping his eyes when big Kirk fills the door frame, Rocks and Dazza at his back. He"s got that game face on, serious as f.u.c.k, which kills the laughter. Beansy recognises it as the put-on game face, as opposed to the genuinely-on-the-brink-of-bleaching-some-c.u.n.t game face. This is potentially more dangerous, because in the case of the latter, you"re probably all right as long as you"re not the one who"s p.i.s.sed him off. When it"s put on, it"s because he"s about to lay down the law, and any challenge to his authority must be met with full force, or else every f.u.c.ker would be taking liberties.
"Right," Kirk says. "Get yourselves tae f.u.c.k."
"Aw, come on, gie"s a break, big man," Deso appeals. "There"s four of us, and we were here first," he adds, looking to Rocks and Dazza, who can occasionally be appealed to when they know the big man is out of order. Dazza is glancing to the ceiling, looking fed up. He"s not exactly ready to die for the guy right now, but doesn"t look like he can be a.r.s.ed arguing either.
Kirk responds by simply staring at Deso, nary a word spoken. Deso stares back, not feeling defiant, simply unable to restrain himself from conveying his anger at this moment. Kirk is a c.u.n.t for doing this: not just for muscling them out, but for bringing the threat of violence into their midst after what happened to Dunnsy.
He remembers a fight on the beach on a school trip to Girvan in second year: him and Beansy, a square go. Cannae mind what it was about, just s.h.i.te that had been building up for weeks. Shook hands a wee bit later, mates again for the trip home: back when a fight ended in a burst nose and a squiggly walk from getting a boot in the sack. Violence is something else now, not wee boys incompetently trying to panel each other.
Suddenly Deso"s back at school, looking at the spreading, lapping pool of blood on the grey tiles in front of the lockers. It disappears again. Feels like he didn"t even have to shake the image himself; like something else kicked in and blocked it. The flash was so vivid one second, then the next, he couldn"t picture it if he tried.
Deso sighs and turns around, muttering as he begins repacking his bag.
There are several resigned "f.u.c.k"s sake"s emitted around the room as big Kirk and the boys step proprietorially inside. Beansy meanwhile makes his protest felt by means of his own specialised silent form of emission.
"Aw, in the name of f.u.c.k," blurts Rocks, closing his eyes like it"s stinging them. "It"s bowfing in here."