Paranoia : Split Self

Before I completely shut the door up, a hand help the door up and I was surprised because it"s real, immediately any grogginess that I felt from waking up disappeared and I focused immediately at the girl and found out the face that is peeking out from the door is Anna.

Just as I was formulating what does this means she rushed inside before closing the door with a slam and turn to me with her arm akimbo and saying "Surprise!" but seeing me standing there not reacting to her, she tackled me but thankfully I didn"t fall into the floor and manage to hold her just in time, whew this room is not that big If I really did fall, I could hit my head with the sharp edge of the bed.

Stabilizing I looked at Anna who seems to use a light make up that beauty her up unlike the one at that night that made her looked uglier. "So…. What are you doing here? And how did you manage to go past the guards, this is the boy"s tower?"

Anna then freed one of her hand from my waist and tapped her chin with a cute look and said "Well, for the for the first question, I am here for you and I want to meet this Sui, your girlfriend who with all the power I have didn"t manage to find, for the second one, of course, influence and money, easy peasy."

"Huh… you really are like Sui, talkative, annoying but still lovable." I reacted before realizing what she really has been saying. "Wait why would you come here for me and you really are a rich girl huh?"

"Yep, and I am here so that when you are 19 around a year and a month or so, we can marry but before that I have to claim you so that no one will take you after all you are the one that took my virginity, ehehe…" Anna stuck her modest chest out before stating it as if it was a normal thing in the world,… maybe it is?

"Wait, isn"t that s.e.x is the one with no string attached!" I asked confused and nervous, seeing how casually she entered here and how strict my boarding house is, her family or herself must be influential.

"Umm… yeah but I grown to like you so I used that for the excuse so my dad and mom will agree to it." Anna said.

"Wait, you told your parents!" d.a.m.n, I am doomed this is a f.u.c.king eastern country where if you f.u.c.k a girl and got caught you most likely will have to marry her, especially we do it raw that night.

I covered my eyes with my palm upon feeling the upcoming headache.

"So where and who is Sui, can I met her, please…" Anna put her hand together in a please gesture.

Hearing this a new headache come upon me, how will I explain that, she must have already investigated, no she already said she haven"t found Sui so she must have searched for her, so I just lie… but what kind of lie will I told. While I was thinking a way out of this mess, Anna kept pestering me and Sui herself giggled after watching this drama for a while before she told me something and I blurred out.

"What! When did you learn to read in the way blind people did, even if you did how will that help, huh my laptop have the b.u.mps for it, I never knew it." Of course, Anna heard this all and Sui said idiot to me too.

I sighed and proceed to explain without any question asked first "Stop! I will just explain It to you, so Sui is not an actual separate- maybe separated people but she still lives in my body...…" it took at least an hour to explain it all Anna who questions too, who for some reason I and Sui trusted, seemingly a little too much, did she drugged me?

I was in the middle of answering her question and I stopped and slapped my forehead again, because this suspicious and negative thinking self of mine shows up, well at least I don"t think this secret is that much of a big secret to me.

I already explained what Sui explained to me why, she even want to communicate in such a pain in the a.s.s manner, she said if it"s really coming from my mouth, it would look like I am the one that is saying that and if I am the one speaking I will change her words or even choose to not say it.

So, with Sui taking over my right hand and with my vision blocked by two pillows, I opened my phone with my last hand, the left hand of course. While I was unlocking the pattern with my left hand slowly, I heard Anna"s laughter and the furious tapping that sometimes stooped before continuing, I think if I left them alone, my laptop"s keyboard will be busted sooner or later.

Well, this girl is pretty amazing herself, giving away her virginity for thrill to a random person, accepted the fact that my girlfriend is my split personality or delusion or maybe even ghost, and she is currently excitedly chatting with her.

After I opened my phone, I noticed that there Is so many missed phone calls from my mom so I looked at the Whats App first and what I saw made me let out a long sigh, longer than when I got this headache because of Anna.

So, mine and other"s prayer have turned out to be useless. On the Whats App there is a picture of my dad all pale, paler than the usual with cotton stuffed on his mouth and nose, written there "Michael, dad have pa.s.sed away….." along with some crying emoticons.

Of course, Anna noticed m sigh but she thought it was because of her however Sui who is connected to me noticed and she stooped typing. Sui shows up behind just like always and hugged me in silence, seeing Sui stooped typing mid-sentence then Sui reminded me to escort Anna out.

And I did, she is confused and asked me why repeatedly. After she stood in front of the door, I held the door and she was asking "When we are getting engaged?", I answered her "Sorry for interrupting your chat with Sui, my old man just dies so I will have to go to his funeral, after I confirm whenever I fit as a "human" in my mind I will think about it, also there is also Sui." And I closed the door quiet fast but I slowed down when it was about to close so I don"t slam the door on her face.

Just as I was turning back to talk more detail about the funeral visit and my dad"s death with my mom, I heard Anna voice from the door that makes me want to stumble like an anime character "By the way Sui already approved!"