Paranoia : Split Self

In these one year, I have numerous dates with Anna and Sui, of course it"s always double date, me with Anna and me with Sui.

You know cliché. Yes, that cliché especially the one in anime, manga, or novel basically anything popular and possible In real life and not very dangerous have happened in the span of this one year and I think it will continue because I already found the source of all this cliché.

Well let"s set that aside for now, you know as Sui and Anna interacted with each other they become more and more similar that sometimes, Sui changed her appearance to confuse me, if I guessed it correctly I will be rewarded with s.e.x and if I failed they will tease me but they won"t let me climaxed, considering Sui who is one body with me it"s very possible.

I guess if my brain hasn"t changed from creating Sui, I guess… I would prefer Anna compared to Sui who is illusionary, not physical, I who was not really that patient would do that. I think these changes are the one that I imposed into myself because I want to abide the principle "Never betray me no matter what and I shall not betray you too." Yeah even now this is a hope that I want to impose into myself and my partner.

Before all of this relationship, I though a compatible or good couple is the one that never had a fight or always amicable to each other but after Sui and Anna, my thought changes, a good couple is the one that will have some dispute with each other but will understand and forgive each other soon enough, like when we have different favorite character or what we would have liked the story be.

Now let me tell you about some cliché I have experience all because of Anna and I know she doesn"t have chunni but sometimes I wishes she does. The most cla.s.sic of all in j.a.pan, the fateful encounter with a bread in the mouth, so that day just after I finished taking a bath with, half naked with towel warped on my lower body heading toward my room.

All the sudden from the corner comes Anna wearing a sailor uniform with a bread on her mouth before colliding with me. Then when I lifted my head I found that my towel was open and her head is now on my crotch.

She too lifted her head and looked at my d.i.c.k before warping the white and soft bread around my d.i.c.k and saying "This is now my breakfast." I was scared at that time, I though she would chomp down but she milked me with her tongue and used that "milk" on the bread before eating it.

Then there is another cliché on our date, Anna from the start of our date until the end of it became a tsundere and what"s worse is that Sui did it too upon seeing how Anna acted.

Now when I watched the MC have to deal with a tsundere character I won"t mock and laugh at him anymore, especially two tsundere.

Then there is a super cliché in anime where people makes meme of it, on our next next date, Anna shows up with a pink colored hair that felt unreal but looked so natural, now I finally figured it out why Sui woke up with a blue hair. Then next the beach episode. Then next you know the meme "more power, less cloth" she did that. Then next the meme "more power, shout louder" she did that too. Then next...

You get it, she tried and did all of that but the most important part is that she always did that with me and sometimes she dragged me into it forcefully while sometimes indeed in thought it was interesting and I followed her doing those things.

In these one year with the addition of Anna in my life, the time for me to read novels decreased but the time for watching anime increased since I did that with Anna.

The most important part is that I studied even harder and a step result, the collage which I am supposed to finish in 4 or 3 and half years is reduced to 2 years, I even fought in international tournament and managed to get 1st once.

I smiled, maybe the saying which I didn"t believe " As long as there is a will there is a way" but I believe it now because indeed before all of this I am just a lazy b.a.s.t.a.r.d who is disdained by many, at least I think they did, but now the situation reversed I who use to be compared to with many other guy around my age but now people compare their children to me.

When I read novels about how praise, admiration, and attention from many could even make people do terrible things and do many things to defend it, I didn"t believe it but I do now.

Many of my fears and many of my doubt have been resolved, but until now I trained my self physically and in martial arts along with knowledge and brain, I still have fears after all compared to the Over Powered character in anime who have been NTRed multiple time , who am i to boast, my intelligence and knowledge couldn"t compare to them, my martial arts couldn"t compare to them, my luck couldn"t compare to some super lucky protagonist, hahaha… I think my inferiority complex is still here with me even with me dressed handsomely with a fine cloth covering me, with so many people serving me, I still felt inferior, even though I am getting married but I guess it"s because of this that my fears resurfaced.

I opened the case with two beautiful rings made of white gold, I know compared to our wealth this is not much but I like this more.

I heard the knock from the door so I snapped the box shut and stuffed it into my pocked before I opened the door and being led to the ball room, I walked toward the pedestal and stood there with a faint smile on my face, facing the door.

I know that this is the Christian way of marriage but since it"s cool all of us agreed to do it this way even though none of us is a Christian.

Finally, Anna walked in a white weeding dress with her father who looked even older than my grandpa, if it was other people who is looking they would be confused as he left his other hand open as if waiting for the second bride to take his hand, well this is requested by both of us, me and Anna since Sui will be partic.i.p.ating to. In my eyes there is Sui who wore an identical dress with Anna.

Slowly they walked toward my direction, after a hug and a fierce glare from Anna"s dad, there is only four of us left there, me, Anna, Sui, the priest. To be honest at first Anna"s dad hated me but now he has grown to accept me in his heart… at least I think so.

Just as requested the priest spoke the usual line but with an additional name in it, Sui Findo, at first, he is confused but then he shrugged since he is just doing his job, he is used to the eccentric request from the brides and grooms.

We uttered our oath too, while the people who is present there is still confused, I put the ring at Anna"s left ring finger before what looked like to the spectators kissing an air before placing it on the air and catching the falling ring on the box before.

Confused, but still all of them cheered and clapped for us, Anna smiled, I smiled, Sui smiled, my mom smiled, Anna"s dad smiled, everyone smiled.