"That"s a matter of opinion."
"No--matter of fact."
Stanley flushed angrily--but Kent-Lauriston continued:
"No need to fly into a pa.s.sion; what I say is perfectly true. The only way for Belle Fitzgerald to marry, be happy, and develop the best that is in her, is to have a husband whose methods--forceful or otherwise--she can understand and appreciate. You are too good for her.
Her struggle with life has been a hard one, she has seen the seamy side of human nature, and it has taught her to estimate all men at their worst. She"d consider your virtue, weakness. You could never take her to South America and the ancestral plantation; it would bore her to extinction. She"d require to live in London or keep open house in the country, and she"d gather about her the set she goes with now. Her companions, her manner of life, you think unworthy of her; already they grate on your finer sensibilities, blinded as you are; believe me, they"d grate much more when she bore your name. No, the only man who could marry her, be happy, make her happy, and keep his good name untarnished in the future, would be one who knows her world better than she does herself; who has a past that even she would shudder at; who has no ideals, no aspirations, just manly vigour and brute force; who could guide her with a hand of steel in a glove of velvet, and pull her up short at the danger line, because he knows what lies beyond, and she knows that he knows. She"d tire of you in six months; she would not dare to tire of the other man."
"I think you wrong her," said Stanley wearily. "Indeed, your own criticism of her might be applied to yourself. Your knowledge of the world has caused you unconsciously to misjudge a nature you cannot understand. Yet I know that my friends would all voice your sentiments--that they"d all be disappointed in the match."
"Exactly so--and they"d be in the right--excuse me for being blunt, but with your wealth and social position you would be simply throwing yourself away."
"I know all that--but--I"m so sorry for her."
"You could serve her better as her friend than as her husband. She must live your life or you must live hers--in either case, one of you would be unhappy."
"I half believe you"re right. Confound it! I know you"re right, and yet--how am I to get out of it with honour?"
"Don"t have any false sentimentality about that, my boy. Believe me, she understands the situation much better than you do. So far you have been chums; if you stop there, she is too much a woman of the world to lay it up against you. You"ve given her much pleasure during the past season and she appreciates it; but she"s quite enough of a philosopher to accept cheerfully the half-loaf."
"But I can"t be just a friend."
"Not now, perhaps, but you can a few months later, when other things have supervened."
"If I see her again--it"s all over."
"Don"t see her then."
"That is just the point. She"s going to stay with an aunt in Suss.e.x."
"Another aunt?"
"Yes, Mrs. Roberts, and I am invited to go down to the house-party to-morrow, and have accepted, and shall come back engaged."
"Send your excuses, by all means, write to-day."
"Yes, I suppose it"s for the best, but you know I hate to do it. Somehow I can"t think all you imply of her."
"My dear boy," said Kent-Lauriston, "I may be doing the lady gross injustice and keeping you out of a very good thing, but even in that case you must not go to Suss.e.x. For heaven"s sake, man, take time to consider! It"s too important a matter to be decided in a hurry. If she cares for you and is worthy of you, she"ll give you every fair opportunity of asking her the fateful question and a reasonable amount of time to think it over. Take a fortnight for calm reflection; it"s very little to allow for what may be a life"s happiness or misery.
Meanwhile try and keep your mind off it. Run over to Paris with me. If at the end of our trip you still feel the same towards her, I won"t stand in your way, I promise you. Come, is that a fair offer?"
"Most kind," said Stanley, "and to show you my appreciation of all the trouble you"ve taken, I"ll send my regrets to Mrs. Roberts by the first post."
"Good boy!" said his mentor, sententiously.
"I don"t know about Paris, as to whether I can get leave, I mean."
"Nonsense, you have already arranged your leave for the house-party, I"ll be bound. Dine with me here to-morrow night at eight, and we"ll talk it over."
"Thanks, I will. I must be going now, I have to look in at a tea or two."
"Not to meet our charming enchantress?"
"No, no, trust me, I"ll play fair," and he was gone.
Kent-Lauriston puffed meditatively at his cigarette, now that he was alone, and tugged hard at his moustache.
"The little Fitzgerald a pattern of all the virtues, eh?" he said, half to himself, and half to the departing Secretary, and added, under his breath:
"Gad! How she would rook him! Never been to the Lyceum or down the Thames! May she be forgiven!"
CHAPTER VI
AFTERNOON TEA
The Secretary had stated that he had several calls to make, but they resolved themselves into one, the fact being that the day was disagreeable and the prospect of riding vast distances in hansom cabs, interspersed with short intervals of tea, not alluring. He therefore decided to confine his attentions to one hostess, and selected his missing chaperon, Lady Rainsford, whose indisposition had come so near wrecking his little dinner. Her Ladyship had much to commend her. Her house was central and large, one knew one would meet friends there, and there were plenty of nooks and corners for tete-a-tetes, while, as her circle was most select, and she received frequently, there was a fair chance that her rooms would not be crowded.
Stanley found his hostess quite recovered, and standing by the side of a bright fire in a diminutive fireplace, for the rain had made the day a bit chilly.
"Good afternoon, Mr. Secretary," she cried, as he entered. "I was beginning to think you"d not forgiven me for leaving you in the lurch last night."
"Don"t speak of it, I beg," he said, hastening to deprecate her apologies. "I should have called to enquire the first thing this morning."
"You should most certainly, and I ought to tax you with base desertion,"
she went on.
"That would be impossible, but I"m a victim of stern necessity. Society demands all my spare time, and I"m forced, as one always is in London, to neglect my friends for my acquaintances."
"You deserve a thorough rating, and if it were not for my duties as hostess, I"d give it to you here and now."
"I claim the protection of your hearth," he rejoined, laughing.
"Oh! But it"s such a tiny hearth," she remonstrated.
"And I," he added, "am such an insignificant personage."
"I won"t have you run yourself down in that way. I believe you are a great social lion. Come, confess, how many teas have you been to in the last seven days?"
"Fifty-six."
"Good gracious! How do you men stand it, and having something to eat and a cup of tea at every place?"
"Shall I enlighten you as to the professional secrets of the habitual tea-goer? We don"t."
"But surely you can"t always refuse."