The day of sailing was brilliant and warm. Elsa sat in a chair on the deck of the tender, watching the pa.s.sengers as they came aboard. A large tourist party bustled about, rummaged among the heaps of luggage, and shouted questions at their unhappy conductor. They wanted to know where their staterooms were, grumbled about the size of the boat, prophesied typhoons and wrecks, got in everybody"s way, and ordered other people"s servants about. Never before had Elsa realized the difficulties that beset the path of the personal conductor. Whatever his salary was, he was ent.i.tled to it. It was all he got. No one thought to offer him a little kindness. He was a human guide-book which his fares opened and shut how and when they pleased.
She saw Hooghly standing in the bow. A steamer-trunk, a kit-bag, a bedding-bag, and the inevitable parrot-cage, reposed at his feet. He was watching without interest or excitement the stream pa.s.sing up and down the gangplank. If his master came, very well; if he did not, he would get off with the luggage. How she would have liked to question him regarding his master! Elsa began to offer excuses for her interest in Warrington. He was the counterpart of Arthur Ellison. He had made his fortune against odds. He was a mystery. Why shouldn"t he interest her? Her mind was not ice, nor was her heart a stone. She pitied him, always wondering what was back of it all. She would be a week in Singapore; after that their paths would widen and become lost in the future, and she would forget all about him, save in a shadowy way. She would marry Arthur whether she loved him or not. She was certain that he loved her. He had a comfortable income, not equal to hers, but enough. He was, besides, her own sort; and there wasn"t any mystery about him at all. He was as clear to her as gla.s.s. For nearly ten years she had known him, since his and his mother"s arrival in the small pretty Kentuckian town. What was the use of hunting a fancy?
Yes, she would marry Arthur. She was almost inclined to cable him to meet her in San Francisco.
That there was real danger in her interest in Warrington did not occur to her. The fact that she was now willing to marry Arthur, without a.n.a.lyzing the causes that had brought her to this decision, should have warned her that she was dimly afraid of the stranger. Her glance fell upon the mandarin"s ring. She twirled it round undecidedly. Should she wear it or put it away? The question remained suspended. She saw Craig coming aboard; and she hid her face behind her magazine. Upon second thought she let the magazine fall. She was quite confident that that chapter was closed. Craig might be a scoundrel, but he was no fool.
A sharp blast from the tender"s whistle drew her attention to the gangplank. The last man to come aboard was Warrington. He appeared in no especial hurry. He immediately sought James; and they stood together chatting until the tender drew up alongside the steamer of the British-India line. The two men shook hands finally. There seemed to be some argument, in which Warrington bore down the servant. The latter added a friendly tap on the Eurasian"s shoulder. No one would have suspected that the white man and his dark companion had been "shipmates," in good times and in bad, for nearly a decade. Elsa, watching them from her secure nook, admired the lack of effusiveness.
The dignity of the parting told her of the depth of feeling.
An hour later they were heading for the delta. Elsa amused herself by casting bits of bread to the gulls. Always they caught it on the wing, no matter in what direction she threw it. Sometimes one would wing up to her very hand for charity, its coral feet stretched out to meet the quick back-play of the wings, its cry shallow and plaintive and world-lonely.
Suddenly she became aware of a presence at her side.
A voice said: "It was not quite fair of you."
"What wasn"t?" without turning her head. She brushed her hands free of the crumbs.
"You should have let me know that you were going to sail on this boat."
"You would have run away, then."
"Why?" startled at her insight.
"Because you are a little afraid of me." She faced him, without a smile either on her lips or in her eyes. "Aren"t you?"
"Yes. I am afraid of all things I do not quite understand."
"There is not the least need in the world, Mr. Warrington. I am quite harmless. My claws have been clipped. I am engaged to be married, and am going home to decide the day."
"He"s a lucky man." He was astonished at his calm, for the blow went deep.
"Lucky? That is in the future. What a lonely thing a gull is!"
"What a lonely thing a lonely man is!" he added. Poor fool! To have dreamed so fair a dream for a single moment! He tried to believe that he was glad that she had told him about the other man. The least this information could do would be to give him better control of himself.
He had not been out in the open long enough entirely to master his feelings.
"Men ought not to be lonely," she said. "There"s the excitement of work, of mingling with crowds, of going when and where one pleases. A woman is hemmed in by a thousand petty must-nots. She can"t go out after dark; she can"t play whist or billiards, or sit at a table in the open and drink and smoke and spin yarns. Woman"s lot is wondering and waiting at home. When I marry I suppose that I shall learn the truth of that."
Perhaps it was because he had been away from them so long and had lost track of the moods of the feminine mind; but surely it could not be possible that there was real happiness in this young woman"s heart.
Its evidence was lacking in her voice, in her face, in her gestures.
He thought it over with a sigh. It was probably one of those marriages of convenience, money on one side and social position on the other. He felt sorry for the girl, sorry for the man; for it was not possible that a girl like this one would go through life without experiencing that flash of insanity that is called the grand pa.s.sion.
He loved her. He could lean against the rail, his shoulder lightly touching hers, and calmly say to himself that he loved her. He could calmly permit her to pa.s.s out of his life as a cloud pa.s.ses down the sea-rim. He hadn"t enough, but this evil must befall him. Love! He spread out his hands unconsciously.
"What does that mean?" she asked, smiling now. "An invocation?"
"It"s a sign to ward off evil," he returned.
"From whom?"
"From me."
"Are you expecting evil?"
"I am always preparing myself to meet it. There is one thing that will always puzzle me. Why should you have asked the purser to pick out such a tramp as I was? For I was a tramp."
"I thought I explained that."
"Not clearly."
"Well, then, I shall make myself clear. The sight of you upon that bank, the lights in your face, struck me as the strangest mystery that could possibly confront me. I thought you were a ghost."
"A ghost?"
"Yes. So I asked the purser to introduce you to prove to my satisfaction that you weren"t a ghost. Line for line, height for height, color for color, you are the exact counterpart of the man I am going home to marry."
She saw the shiver that ran over him; she saw his eyes widen; she saw his hands knot in pressure over the rail.
"The man you are going to marry!" he whispered.
Abruptly, without explanation, he walked away, his shoulders settled, his head bent. It was her turn to be amazed. What could this att.i.tude mean?
"Mr. Warrington!" she called.
But he disappeared down the companionway.
VIII
A WOMAN"S REASON
Elsa stared at the vacant doorway. She recognized only a sense of bewilderment. This was not one of those childish flashes of rudeness that had amused, annoyed and mystified her. She had hurt him. And how? Her first explanation was instantly rejected as absurd, impossible. They had known each other less than a fortnight. They had exchanged opinions upon a thousand topics, but sentiment had had no visible part in these encounters. They had been together three days on the boat, and once he had taken tea with her in Rangoon. She could find nothing save that she had been kind to him when he most needed kindness, and that she had not been stupidly curious, only sympathetically so. He interested her and held that interest because he was a type unlike anything she had met outside the covers of a book.
He was so big and strong, and yet so boyish. He had given her visions of the character which had carried his manhood through all these years of strife and bitterness and temptation. And because of this she had shown him that she had taken it for granted that whatever he had done in the past had not put him beyond the pale of her friendship. There had been no degrading entanglements, and women forgive or condone all other transgressions.
And what had she just said or done to put that look of dumb agony in his face? She swung impatiently from the rail. She hated abstruse problems, and not the least of these was that which would confront her when she returned to America. She began to promenade the deck, still cluttered with luggage over which the Lascar stewards were moiling.
Many a glance followed the supple pleasing figure of the girl as she pa.s.sed round and round the deck. Other promenaders stepped aside or permitted her to pa.s.s between. The resolute uplift of the chin, and the staring dark eyes which saw but inner visions, impressed them with the fact that it would be wiser to step aside voluntarily. There were some, however, who considered that they had as much right to the deck as she. Before them she would stop shortly, and as a current breaks and pa.s.ses each side of an immovable object, they, too, gave way.
The colonel fussed and fumed, and his three spinster charges drew their pale lips into thinner paler lines.
"These Americans are impossible!"
"And it is scandalous the way the young women travel alone. One can never tell what they are."
"Humph! Brag and a.s.sertiveness. And there"s that ruffian who came down the river. What"s he doing on the same boat? What?"