“Looking for me?” She asks coldly.
“Of course.” Shu Yaw.a.n.g looks back to Lin Yu Chen and he nods his head before going away, leaving just them two in the hallway. She narrows her eyebrows at him.
“Why are you looking for me?” Before she left, she asked a lawyer to help her with the divorce. Since the marriage was involuntary, the procedures were processed smoothly and they were officially divorced six months after she left. Shu Yaw.a.n.g heard that Qu Wei Ran applied for pardon of sentence for medical treatment and went to America for the treatment. Seeing how he is now, it seems like he is recovering well. Qu Wei Ran looks at her with a smile.
“I missed you, want to see you.” Yaw.a.n.g didn’t bother to blink an eye when she gives him a sarcastic look.
“You’ve seen me now, so you may leave.”
“Yaw.a.n.g-ah, why do you always treat me like this?” Qu Wei Ran’s handsome face carrying a trace of grief. He bends his waist slightly as he leans towards her.
“If you’re going to be like this, I’ll get angry.” Yaw.a.n.g didn’t step back as she stares at him with her cold eyes.
“You think I’ll be afraid after you said that? Qu Wei Ran, let me tell you, the me who have nothing now is not afraid of you. If you want to die, try to provoke me again.” She didn’t bother to look at him as she walks past him to leave. Qu Wei Ran turns his body fiercely and pulls her back.
“Shu Yaw.a.n.g, you turned more gutsy now.” She didn’t struggle from his grasp and narrows her eyebrows at him.
“Haven’t you had enough?! How long will you keep pestering me? I don’t have the happiness that you’re jealous of, I’m no longer anyone’s girlfriend. You already destroyed everything I have, what else do you want? Do you want me to die? If I die, will you let me go?” Yaw.a.n.g covers her face with her free hand and looks at him with a tired expression.
“Qu Wei Ran! What do you want from me?!” He grips onto her hand tightly, not saying a word.
“Tell me! What is it that you want from me?!” She asks him forcefully.
“Can you love me?” Qu Wei Ran’s eyes show a slight trace of panic. This man whose nearly thirty years old, fl.u.s.ters as he makes his confession.
“Yaw.a.n.g, can you love me?” Yaw.a.n.g turns shocked, then starts to laugh.
“Qu Wei Ran, you’re really funny.”
“That’s why I hate you, because in your eyes, I’m always funny.” He lets go of her hand and wipes away the hurtful expression his eyes displayed.
“I’m this type of person, I must get what I like, and destroy it if I can’t get it.”
“But Yaw.a.n.g, after I ruined you, I still missed you. Even thought you never said anything positive to me, or smiled at me, I still missed you.” He pauses momentarily before continuing.
“I don’t regret what I have done to you, loving for a lifetime or hating for a lifetime, I want you to remember me for a lifetime.” Shu Yaw.a.n.g didn’t say anything, she don’t know what to say. When talking to Qu Wei Ran, she’s always speechless, speechless in anger, in hatred, in annoyance. Even from his confession, she’s still speechless. He steps away from her,
“Don’t worry, I won’t look for you anymore.” He turns his heels and leave, Yaw.a.n.g watching his back until he disappears in the end of the hallway before she turns around and leave. If they haven’t met, wouldn’t it have been better?