"But I don"t understand," Madge repeated hopelessly, as Tyler"s Buick purred along the dark, deserted streets. "Where did he go?"
"You know where he went," Tyler answered. "Into his subst.i.tute world, of course." He screeched around a corner on two wheels. "The rest should be fairly simple. A few routine forms. There really isn"t much left, now."
The night was frigid and bleak. No lights showed, except an occasional lonely streetlamp. Far off, a train whistle sounded mournfully, a dismal echo. Rows of silent houses flickered by on both sides of them.
"Where are we going?" Madge asked. She sat huddled against the door, face pale with shock and terror, shivering under her coat.
"To the police station."
"Why?"
"To report him, naturally. So they"ll know he"s gone. We"ll have to wait; it"ll be several years before he"ll be declared legally dead." Tyler reached over and hugged her briefly. "We"ll make out in the meantime, I"m sure."
"What if - they find him?"
Tyler shook his head angrily. He was still tense, on edge. "Don"t you understand? They"ll never find him - he doesn"t exist. As least, not in our world. He"s in his own world. You saw it. The model. The improved subst.i.tute."
"He"s there?"
"All his life he"s worked on it. Built it up. Made it real. He brought that world into being - and now he"s in it. That"s what he wanted. That"s why he built it. He didn"t merely dream about an escape world. He actually constructed it - every bit and piece. Now he"s warped himself right out of our world, into it. Out of our lives."
Madge finally began to understand. "Then he really did did lose himself in his subst.i.tute world. You meant that, what you said about him - getting away." lose himself in his subst.i.tute world. You meant that, what you said about him - getting away."
"It took me awhile to realize it. The mind constructs reality. Frames it. Creates it. We all have a common reality, a common dream. But Haskel turned his back on our common reality and created his own. And he had a unique capacity - far beyond the ordinary. He devoted his whole life, his whole skill to building it. He"s there now."
Tyler hesitated and frowned. He gripped the wheel tightly and increased speed. The Buick hissed along the dark street, through the silent, unmoving bleakness that was the town.
"There"s only one thing," he continued presently. "One thing I don"t understand."
"What is it?"
"The model. It was also gone. I a.s.sumed he"d - shrink, I suppose. Merge with it. But the model"s gone, too." Tyler shrugged. "It doesn"t matter." He peered into the darkness. "We"re almost there. This is Elm."
It was then Madge screamed. "Look!" "Look!"
To the right of the car was a small, neat building. And a sign. The sign was easily visible in the darkness.
WOODLAND MORTUARY.
Madge was sobbing in horror. The car roared forward, automatically guided by Tyler"s numb hands. Another sign flashed by briefly, as they coasted up before the city hall.
STEUBEN PET SHOP.
The city hall was lit by recessed, hidden illumination. A low, simple building, a square of glowing white. Like a marble Greek temple.
Tyler pulled the car to a halt. Then suddenly shrieked and started up again. But not soon enough.
The two shiny-black police cars came silently up around the Buick, one on each side. The four stern cops already had their hands on the door. Stepping out and coming toward him, grim and efficient.
The Father-Thing
"Dinner"s ready," commanded Mrs Walton. "Go get your father and tell him to wash his hands. The same applies to you, young man." She carried a steaming ca.s.serole to the neatly set table. "You"ll find him out in the garage."
Charles hesitated. He was only eight years old, and the problem bothering him would have confounded Hillel. "I-" he began uncertainly.
"What"s wrong?" June Walton caught the uneasy tone in her son"s voice and her matronly bosom fluttered with sudden alarm. "Isn"t Ted out in the garage? For heaven"s sake, he was sharpening the hedge shears a minute ago. He didn"t go over to the Andersons", did he? I told him dinner was practically on the table."
"He"s in the garage," Charles said. "But he"s - talking to himself."
"Talking to himself!" Mrs Walton removed her bright plastic ap.r.o.n and hung it over the doork.n.o.b. "Ted? Why, he never talks to himself. Go tell him to come in here." She poured boiling black coffee in the little blue-and-white china cups and began ladling out creamed corn. "What"s wrong with you? Go tell him!"
"I don"t know which of them to tell." Charles blurted out desperately. "They both look alike."
June Walton"s fingers lost their hold on the aluminum pan; for a moment the creamed corn slushed dangerously. "Young man-" she began angrily, but at that moment Ted Walton came striding into the kitchen, inhaling and sniffing and rubbing his hands together.
"Ah," he cried happily. "Lamb stew."
"Beef stew," June murmured. "Ted, what were you doing out there?"
Ted threw himself down at his place and unfolded his napkin. "I got the shears sharpened like a razor. Oiled and sharpened. Better not touch them - they"ll cut your hand off." He was a good-looking man in his early thirties; thick blond hair, strong arms, competent hands, square face and flashing brown eyes. "Man, this stew looks good. Hard day at the office - Friday, you know. Stuff piles up and we have to get all the accounts out by five. Al McKinley claims the department could handle 20 per cent more stuff if we organized our lunch hours; staggered them so somebody was there all the time." He beckoned Charles over. "Sit down and let"s go."
Mrs Walton served the frozen peas. "Ted," she said, as she slowly took her seat, "is there anything on your mind?"
"On my mind?" He blinked. "No, nothing unusual. Just the regular stuff. Why?"
Uneasily, June Walton glanced over at her son. Charles was sitting bolt-upright at his place, face expressionless, white as chalk. He hadn"t moved, hadn"t unfolded his napkin or even touched his milk. A tension was in the air; she could feel it. Charles had pulled his chair away from his father"s; he was huddled in a tense little bundle as far from his father as possible. His lips were moving, but she couldn"t catch what he was saying.
"What is it?" she demanded, leaning toward him.
"The other one," Charles was muttering under his breath. "The other one came in."
"What do you mean, dear?" June Walton asked out loud. "What other one?"
Ted jerked. A strange expression flitted across his face. It vanished at once; but in the brief instant Ted Walton"s face lost all familiarity. Something alien and cold gleamed out, a twisting, wriggling ma.s.s. The eyes blurred and receded, as an archaic sheen filmed over them. The ordinary look of a tired, middle-aged husband was gone.
And then it was back - or nearly back. Ted grinned and began to wolf down his stew and frozen peas and creamed corn. He laughed, stirred his coffee, kidded and ate. But something terrible was wrong.
"The other one," Charles muttered, face white, hands beginning to tremble. Suddenly he leaped up and backed away from the table. "Get away!" he shouted. "Get out of here!"
"Hey," Ted rumbled ominously. "What"s got into you?" He pointed sternly at the boy"s chair. "You sit down there and eat your dinner, young man. Your mother didn"t fix it for nothing."
Charles turned and ran out of the kitchen, upstairs to his room. June Walton gasped and fluttered in dismay. "What in the world-"
Ted went on eating. His face was grim; his eyes were hard and dark. "That kid," he grated, "is going to have to learn a few things. Maybe he and I need to have a little private conference together."
Charles crouched and listened.
The father-thing was coming up the stairs, nearer and nearer. "Charles!" it shouted angrily. "Are you up there?"
He didn"t answer. Soundlessly, he moved back into his room and pulled the door shut. His heart was pounding heavily. The father-thing had reached the landing; in a moment it would come in his room.
He hurried to the window. He was terrified; it was already fumbling in the dark hall for the k.n.o.b. He lifted the window and climbed out on the roof. With a grunt he dropped into the flower garden that ran by the front door, staggered and gasped, then leaped to his feet and ran from the light that streamed out the window, a patch of yellow in the evening darkness.
He found the garage; it loomed up ahead, a black square against the skyline. Breathing quickly, he fumbled in his pocket for his flashlight, then cautiously slid the door up and entered.
The garage was empty. The car was parked out front. To the left was his father"s workbench. Hammers and saws on the wooden walls. In the back were the lawnmower, rake, shovel, hoe. A drum of kerosene. License plates nailed up everywhere. Floor was concrete and dirt; a great oil slick stained the center, tufts of weeds greasy and black in the flickering beam of the flashlight.
Just inside the door was a big trash barrel. On top of the barrel were stacks of soggy newspapers and magazines, moldy and damp. A thick stench of decay issued from them as Charles began to move them around. Spiders dropped to the cement and scampered off; he crushed them with his foot and went on looking.
The sight made him shriek. He dropped the flashlight and leaped wildly back. The garage was plunged into instant gloom. He forced himself to kneel down, and for an ageless moment he groped in the darkness for the light, among the spiders and greasy weeds. Finally he had it again. He managed to turn the beam down into the barrel, down the well he had made by pushing back the piles of magazines.
The father-thing had stuffed it down in the very bottom of the barrel. Among the old leaves and torn-up cardboard, the rotting remains of magazines and curtains, rubbish from the attic his mother had lugged down here with the idea of burning someday. It still looked a little like his father enough for him to recognize. He had found it - and the sight made him sick at his stomach. He hung onto the barrel and shut his eyes until finally he was able to look again. In the barrel were the remains of his father, his real father. Bits the father-thing had no use for. Bits it had discarded.
He got the rake and pushed it down to stir the remains. They were dry. They cracked and broke at the touch of the rake. They were like a discarded snake skin, flaky and crumbling, rustling at the touch. An empty skin An empty skin. The insides were gone. The important part. This was all that remained, just the brittle, cracking skin, wadded down at the bottom of the trash barrel in a little heap. This was all the father-thing had left; it had eaten the rest. Taken the insides - and his father"s place.
A sound.
He dropped the rake and hurried to the door. The father-thing was coming down the path, toward the garage. Its shoes crushed the gravel; it felt its way along uncertainly. "Charles!" it called angrily. "Are you in there? Wait"ll I get my hands on you, young man!"
His mother"s ample, nervous shape was outlined in the bright doorway of the house. "Ted, please don"t hurt him. He"s all upset about something."
"I"m not going to hurt him," the father-thing rasped; it halted to strike a match. "I"m just going to have a little talk with him. He needs to learn better manners. Leaving the table like that and running out at night, climbing down the roof-"
Charles slipped from the garage; the glare of the match caught his moving shape, and with a bellow the father-thing lunged forward.
"Come here!"
Charles ran. He knew the ground better than the father-thing; it knew a lot, had taken a lot when it got his father"s insides, but n.o.body knew the way like he he did. He reached the fence, climbed it, leaped into the Andersons" yard, raced past their clothesline, down the path around the side of their house, and out on Maple Street. did. He reached the fence, climbed it, leaped into the Andersons" yard, raced past their clothesline, down the path around the side of their house, and out on Maple Street.
He listened, crouched down and not breathing. The father-thing hadn"t come after him. It had gone back. Or it was coming around the sidewalk.
He took a deep, shuddering breath. He had to keep moving. Sooner or later it would find him. He glanced right and left, made sure it wasn"t watching, and then started off at a rapid dog-trot.
"What do you want?" Tony Peretti demanded belligerently. Tony was fourteen. He was sitting at the table in the oakpanelled Peretti dining room, books and pencils scattered around him, half a ham-and-peanut-b.u.t.ter sandwich and a c.o.ke beside him. "You"re Walton, aren"t you?"
Tony Peretti had a job uncrating stoves and refrigerators after school at Johnson"s Appliance Shop, downtown. He was big and blunt-faced. Black hair, olive skin, white teeth. A couple of times he had beaten up Charles; he had beaten up every kid in the neighborhood.
Charles twisted. "Say, Peretti. Do me a favor?"
"What do you want?" Peretti was annoyed. "You looking for a bruise?"
Gazing unhappily down, his fists clenched, Charles explained what had happened in short, mumbled words.
When he had finished, Peretti let out a low whistle. "No kidding."
"It"s true." He nodded quickly. "I"ll show you. Come on and I"ll show you."
Peretti got slowly to his feet. "Yeah, show me. I want to see."
He got his b.b. gun from his room, and the two of them walked silently up the dark street, toward Charles" house. Neither of them said much. Peretti was deep in thought, serious and solemn-faced. Charles was still dazed; his mind was completely blank.
They turned down the Anderson driveway, cut through the back yard, climbed the fence, and lowered themselves cautiously into Charles" back yard. There was no movement. The yard was silent. The front door of the house was closed.
They peered through the living room window. The shades were down, but a narrow crack of yellow streamed out. Sitting on the couch was Mrs Walton, sewing a cotton T-shirt. There was a sad, troubled look on her large face. She worked listlessly, without interest. Opposite her was the father-thing. Leaning back in his father"s easy chair, its shoes off, reading the evening newspaper. The TV was on, playing to itself in the corner. A can of beer rested on the arm of the easy chair. The father-thing sat exactly as his own father had sat; it had learned a lot.
"Looks just like him," Peretti whispered suspiciously. "You sure you"re not bulling me?"
Charles led him to the garage and showed him the trash barrel. Peretti reached his long tanned arms down and carefully pulled up the dry, flaking remains. They spread out, unfolded, until the whole figure of his father was outlined. Peretti laid the remains on the floor and pieced broken parts back into place. The remains were colorless. Almost transparent. An amber yellow, thin as paper. Dry and utterly lifeless.
"That"s all," Charles said. Tears welled up in his eyes. "That"s all that"s left of him. The thing has the insides."
Peretti had turned pale. Shakily, he crammed the remains back in the trash barrel. "This is really something," he muttered. "You say you saw the two of them together?"
"Talking. They looked exactly alike. I ran inside." Charles wiped the tears away and sniveled; he couldn"t hold it back any longer. "It ate him while I was inside. Then it came in the house. It pretended it was him. But it isn"t. It killed him and ate his insides."
For a moment Peretti was silent. "I"ll tell you something," he said suddenly. "I"ve heard about this sort of thing. It"s a bad business. You have to use your head and not get scared. You"re not scared, are you?"
"No," Charles managed to mutter.
"The first thing we have to do is figure out how to kill it." He rattled his b.b. gun. "I don"t know if this"ll work. It must be plenty tough to get hold of your father. He was a big man." Peretti considered. "Let"s get out of here. It might come back. They say that"s what a murderer does."
They left the garage. Peretti crouched down and peeked through the window again. Mrs Walton had got to her feet. She was talking anxiously. Vague sounds filtered out. The father-thing threw down its newspaper. They were arguing.
"For G.o.d"s sake!" the father-thing shouted. "Don"t do anything stupid like that."
"Something"s wrong," Mrs Walton moaned. "Something terrible. Just let me call the hospital and see."
"Don"t call anybody. He"s all right. Probably up the street playing."
"He"s never out this late. He never disobeys. He was terribly upset - afraid of you! I don"t blame him." Her voice broke with misery. "What"s wrong with you? You"re so strange." She moved out of the room, into the hall. "I"m going to call some of the neighbors."
The father-thing glared after her until she had disappeared. Then a terrifying thing happened. Charles gasped; even Peretti grunted under his breath.
"Look," Charles muttered. "What-"
"Golly," Peretti said, black eyes wide.
As soon as Mrs Walton was gone from the room, the father-thing sagged in its chair. It became limp. Its mouth fell open. Its eyes peered vacantly. Its head fell forward, like a discarded rag doll.
Peretti moved away from the window. "That"s it," he whispered. "That"s the whole thing."
"What is it?" Charles demanded. He was shocked and bewildered. "It looked like somebody turned off its power."